Chapter 437; Finale (4)
That night, Su Zhengxiao didn't sleep, he just sat in the living room like that, facing the spirit card placed in front of him.
In order, there are parents, the old man, and then Meiqi, and everyone up and down the Su family is already there, but he is the only one missing......
When he was sentimental before, he thought that a person's life is to experience life and death, but after all, he didn't expect that he would experience so many times!
First his parents, he was still young at that time, and he used to cry darkly, and then the old man, but at that time, the old man was very old and had already been sick*, so when the news of his death came, although he was in pain and sadness, he was still able to accept it, because he had been mentally prepared before, after all, he was old.
Then there is Meiqi, she was indeed born a moment later than him, nominally called him Brother Sheng, but in private, there is no difference between the two of them, they have always relied on each other, and they are each other's dependence.
When Maggie died, he felt like half of the sky had fallen, and it was pitch black in front of him, with no road or light.
She is his only relative, and when she died, Su Zhengxiao was surrounded by a sense of loneliness and sadness, because he completely understood and knew that the last relative in this world had left him, and he would be alone from then on.
On the night Maggie died, he squatted in the corner of the living room and thought silently, was it because his life was too hard, so he killed them one by one?
The old and the young, all died in front of him!
Naturally, there is Zuo Qingrou's death, so calculated, he has experienced a total of five times!
The first time was pain, the second time was sadness, the third time was numbness, and then the fourth and fifth times it became darkness, and life became darker and darker, always shrouded in that black cloud, and there was no day!
Shaking his head slowly, the corners of his mouth showed a bitter and sad smile, this*, must be sleepless until dawn.
Sure enough, the whole *, Su Zhengxiao didn't even close his eyes, and always sat on the sofa in the living room.
His expression was so heavy that no one could think of what was going on in his heart, but the loneliness on his face was so obvious that it was not concealed at all.
Early the next morning, Su Zhengxiao asked the driver to take him to Huo's house, but it happened that Huo Jingcheng did not go to the company, but was in the room.
Since having a son, Huo Jingcheng has made a rule for himself that he will take three days a week not to go to work to accompany the mother and son.
Shen Ya was grinding coffee, Huo Jingcheng was sitting on the sofa, the little guy was already able to climb, and he climbed from one end of the sofa to the other, his butt pouting high.
"It seems that your life is really good now, enjoy the joy of family." Su Zhengxiao opened his mouth and quipped, and quietly covered all the loneliness and envy in his eyes.
"Here we are." Shen Ya said hello; "Would you like to try the coffee I grinded?"
"A good wife and a good mother." He gave appreciation; "That's nature."
Shen Ya smiled faintly, turned around, and continued to polish the coffee, while Su Zhengxiao stared at her gentle silhouette in a daze.
In the past, when he was at home, Tang Xiaoran was often like this, his figure was shrouded in dim yellow light, and there was an inexplicable warmth.
Feeling his gaze, Shen Ya smiled and deliberately teased him; "Why do you think I'm so fascinated? Could it be that I was fascinated? ”
Retracting the thoughts of running away, Su Zhengxiao also followed her words and chuckled; "That's it, why haven't I found you so suitable for me before? But it's not too late now, when will you pick a time to divorce Mr. Huo, and then we will go to register. ”
"Okay, what's wrong with that." Shen Ya said.
Huo Jingcheng's eyebrows and eyes were raised; "What's the matter with you in front of me?"
"Pan Jinlian and Ximen Qing poisoned Wu Dalang!" Su Zhengxiao said; "But you, Wu Dalang, are obviously very undutiful, the legendary short and thick are not touched at all, but they are even more seductive than me, Ximenqing!"
Shen Ya couldn't help laughing, she hadn't found that Su Zhengxiao was such an interesting person before.
Huo Jingcheng's thin lips twitched, and he also chuckled warmly; "Short, I don't have a side, but as for the rough ......"
Su Zhengxiao's eyebrows also raised, and then glanced at Shen Ya.
"Phew! Shameless! Shen Ya's cheeks couldn't help but be slightly red; Open the yellow * cavity in broad daylight! ”
"I didn't say anything, and I didn't mean anything, but your thoughts look very evil......" Between the words, Huo Jingcheng hugged the child to his lap, and his long fingers gently scraped the bridge of his little nose, teasing him and giggling.
Shen Ya; “……”
Su Zhengxiao; “……”
The resentment and estrangement that had been there for so long seemed to disappear in an instant, and it was back to those old times and years.
At this time, Huo's mother and Huo's father came in, and after greeting Su Zhengxiao, they took the baby away.
Before the front foot left, Old Man Huo stepped in with the back foot, shouting in his mouth; "Heart, baby......"
Shen Ya pointed to the back garden; "Grandpa, I was just taken away by my father and mother."
Old Man Huo snorted, grabbed the curator, and followed after him.
Looking at the scene, the taste in Su Zhengxiao's heart can be said to be everything, the Huo family is so lively, but the Su family is the only one.
When there were only three left, he spoke; "I'm going to leave Hong Kong."
Shen Ya's hand was stunned, and Huo Jingcheng also raised his eyes; "Why?"
"I'm tired and want to change places." Su Zhengxiao said; "On the afternoon plane, I'm here to say goodbye to you."
"Where are you going?" Shinya asked him.
"I don't know, there's no purpose, feel free." Su Zhengxiao had no plan in his heart at this time, and he was also taking one step at a time.
"When will you be back?" Huo Jingcheng continued to ask.
Su Zhengxiao shook his head slowly, the love in his eyes was very confused, like a child who was lost and couldn't find a home, with no direction and no purpose; "I don't know ......"
Glancing at the time, he picked up his coffee and said; "It's almost gone, I'm definitely going to drink this cup of coffee."
After drinking coffee, without stopping again, Su Zhengxiao left, got in the car, and went directly to the airport.
Standing in place, watching him leave, Shen Ya was still muttering secretly, didn't he like his ex-wife a lot? Why did you suddenly decide to go abroad?
"His ex-wife is engaged today." Huo Jingcheng raised his head and said to her.
Shen Ya didn't know about this matter, and when she heard this, she was very surprised and shocked, but she instantly understood why he suddenly decided to go abroad.
"When I didn't know him before, I thought he was quite annoying, but now I think he's pitiful." Shen Ya said quietly.
"He has experienced too many ups and downs, the death of his parents, the death of the old man, Zuo Qingrou and Meiqi, but he has never had a happy ......" Huo Jingcheng's tone also lowered his tone.
Shen Ya was thinking, if she was allowed to go through so much, she would inevitably go crazy, what kind of torture would it be to watch her dearest people die one by one, and then send them away?
"He has always been paranoid, now that Tang Xiaoran is engaged, Hong Kong is so big, he can't look up and see him, he can't save her, and he will collide with each other from time to time It is better to leave completely, such a big Su house, but no one is standing there waiting for him to go home, and what is waiting for him is nothing more than a row of spirit cards, maybe leaving is really a good choice for him......"
Shen Ya's eyes are sour, and tears always want to fall, Su Zhengxiao is a poor person after all!
At the moment before the registration, Su Zhengxiao took out the medicine that the doctor had prescribed and drank it, the medicine was prescribed by a neurologist, and his condition still needed to be suppressed.
He was followed by his assistant, who did not pull the suitcase, in fact, he really did not have anything to bring, the only luggage was a few photo albums.
After taking a deep look at Hong Kong again, Su Zhengxiao hid the love in his heart and asked the assistant to push him to the plane.
Originally, he wanted to go over and take another look at her today, but in the end he canceled this idea, today is her engagement with another man, even if he sees it, it will only increase his sadness.
Just thinking like this, there was a bit of pain in his chest, fine and dense, like the sharpest tip of a knife, blood overflowing, skin and flesh turned out, and the pain was uncontrollable.
Su Zhengxiao raised his hand, hurriedly put it on his chest, gasped for breath quickly and muddy, and the assistant quickened his pace and boarded the plane......
From then on, he was like a lotus leaf in the river, floating alone......
I'm a lovely divider***************************
The engagement banquet was being held, and Tang Xiaoran and Liu Genghong kept greeting friends and colleagues from the company.
Jing Xuan sat in the corner, his head was very low, and he was about to bury himself under the table, his little hands kept wiping his tears.
I used to think that as long as my mother could be happy, she would be fine with whoever she was with, but when I thought about my father, he was so sad, so sad!
Now he wants to leave, he wants to go to his father, eat with him, sleep with him!
But it was his mother's engagement party, and he knew that he couldn't run around.
After being busy for a long time, Tang Xiaoran sat beside Jing Xuan, looked at his chopsticks that barely moved, and asked softly; "Why haven't you eaten?"
"I'm not hungry." He shook his head.
"If you're not hungry, you won't eat." Tang Xiaoran rubbed his hair; "I'll make you something to eat when I'm done."
He nodded nonchalantly.
The engagement banquet ended in the afternoon, Tang Xiaoran took Jing Xuan back home, asked him what he wanted to eat, and now make it for him.
Jing Xuan raised his head; "I miss my dad, and I want to go with my dad now."
Tang Xiaoran was stunned; "Don't you want to spend time with your mother?"
After thinking about it again, Jing Xuan said; "I want to eat spicy noodles, the kind with peanuts."
Laughing, Tang Xiaoran responded and went to the kitchen, Jing Xuan sat there, he would accompany his mother today, and then all of them would accompany his father in the future!
After eating spicy noodles, Jing Xuan was pinching his mobile phone and calling Su Zhengxiao, but the prompt sound came from the other party had turned off the phone, please dial it later, and his little face was full of gray gloom.
When Tang Xiaoran walked out, he saw his appearance and said softly; "If you want to beat him, hit him."
Not long after, Liu Genghong came, brought a lot of things, gifts, and some clothes, felt a little bored, Jing Xuan came out of the room, and said that he wanted to go out to play.
Only Tang Xiaoran and Liu Genghong were left in the room, and the two were talking slowly......
The next day, Tang Xiaoran was going to work, Jing Xuan was going to school, sat down for breakfast, sent Jing Xuan, and then she went to the company.
Monday is often the busiest time for the company, but today the company has a new task, and I have to work overtime at night, but it doesn't matter much, Su Zhengxiao will pick up Jingxuan from school, and it doesn't hurt to work overtime.
On Saturdays and Sundays, she took Jing Xuan, and from Monday to Friday, he took Jing Xuan, which was agreed by the two in advance.
At about six o'clock, her mobile phone rang, and when she took it out, it turned out to be Jing Xuan calling.
Puzzled, she picked it up, Jing Xuan said, Dad didn't come to pick him up, Uncle Liu didn't come to pick him up, and the classmates were all gone.
Hearing this, Tang Xiaoran frowned, and called Su Zhengxiao on the phone, but the phone was turned off, and then she called Assistant Liu again and asked him to pick up Jingxuan and send him back to her residence.
Immediately afterwards, she told the manager the reason, and the manager agreed, did not stop again, and immediately took a taxi home.
When they arrived, Jing Xuan and Assistant Liu were already at home, Tang Xiaoran asked; "Su Zhengxiao didn't pick up the child, and didn't let you go?"
Assistant Liu shook his head, as if thinking of something, he returned to the car and took out an item, and then handed it to Tang Xiaoran; "This was given to me by the president the day before yesterday, so I will hand it over to you today."
"I gave it the day before yesterday, but let me give it to me today?" Tang Xiaoran was confused, and he didn't understand what trick he was playing!
Assistant Liu left, she opened the things, in fact, the things inside were very simple, only a piece of paper, and the words on it were concise and clean.
- Jing Xuan's custody will be returned to you later, compared to me, I believe you will take better care of him, and the person he relies on the most is also you, you once said in front of Mei Qi's tombstone, the reason why you married me is nothing more than to want me to live happily in the future, maybe I was not happy during that time, but without you and Jing Xuan, I can't support it until now, pregnant and gave birth to Jing Xuan in October, he is a piece of meat on your body, you once wanted me to be happy, but now I want you and the child to be not alone, As for the fact that I am alone, it doesn't matter, and there is still an equity transfer letter in the text, remember to ask Assistant Liu to handle it......
The words came to an abrupt end, Tang Xiaoran's heart skipped a beat, but he didn't understand what he meant by these words!
Turning to the text, there is indeed an equity transfer document, 15% of the shares are given to Jingxuan, and 10% of the shares are given to her.
Tang Xiaoran not only became more and more confused, but he didn't know what he was doing at all, so he immediately called Assistant Liu.
Assistant Liu said that he heard from the people in Su Zhai that the president had not been back for two days, and he didn't know anything, let alone him.
The letter was very brief and didn't say much, but she could see a sense of parting between the lines!
Jing Xuan was still waiting, he was afraid that his father would be sad and sad; "Mom, isn't Dad coming to pick me up? I still want to go back and sleep with my dad tonight. ”
Tang Xiaoran's mind moved, thinking of something, she took her coat and put it on, and then took Jing Xuan out of the house and headed towards the Huo Mansion.
She thought, perhaps, Huo Jingcheng knew something.
After waiting for about half an hour, Huo Jingcheng and Shen Ya, who were walking, came back, she opened her mouth and asked directly; "Where did Su Zhengxiao go?"
Shen Ya poured a few cups of tea and said lightly; "He's out of the country."
"Going abroad?" Tang Xiaoran raised his voice in surprise.
"Yes, if you go abroad, you may come back in the future, or you may not come again, this is what he said when he left, word for word." Shen Ya said.
He ...... He...... Why leave? Her voice trembled, and there was unspeakable anger in her heart.
"Why stay here when a place can no longer bring him joy, only endless pain and suffering?" Shen Yadao; "He left yesterday at noon, he had been here once before leaving, and he didn't say much, only told us that we were leaving, and as for where to go, he said he didn't know ...... himself."
Jing Xuan's tears immediately rolled, Dad left, didn't Dad want him?
Huo Jingchengdao; "I've said some things, and you both have your own choices, you choose to get engaged, he chooses to leave, and the things in your hand are what he left behind, so keep them......"
Some relatives say that I have been finishing the words of the end, but the end is a fact, in fact, no one is urging, but it was planned in advance, and there is no preparation for continuing to write, okay, don't be wordy, otherwise you will bother me again............................................................................................................