Chapter 436; Finale (3)
Hearing this, Tang Xiaoran asked lightly; "Do you think I'm joking?"
The look on her face was very serious, and there was no half-joking appearance.
The breath on Su Zhengxiao's chest was instantly blocked, and it became extremely unsmooth, and his hand subconsciously grabbed the quilt on his body, and the green tendons on the back of his hand burst out; "Why is the news so sudden?"
"Suddenly? He and I were originally boyfriend and girlfriend, and now we know about each other, and we both have a good impression of each other, so it is a matter of course that we get engaged. Tang Xiaoran stared at her and said.
"What about me? You've been staying here for so many days, so what am I? The churning breath erupted wildly in his heart.
"All the injuries on your body are due to me, and I should take care of you day and night, which is my responsibility and obligation."
Su Zhengxiao stared at her fiercely; "Is it really just out of duty and obligation?"
She answered cleanly and neatly without the slightest pause; "Of course!"
"So, why did you * sleep with me and Jing Xuan last night? Do you know what that means? Or can you take care of a man who has been injured for you without a lower limit or a bottom line? Just because of responsibility and guilt? β
Still staring directly at him, Tang Xiaoran replied; "Because of the responsibility and guilt, I can do what I did last night."
Breathing heavily, Su Zhengxiao's body was tense like a bomb, maybe it would explode at any time, her answer was undoubtedly a sharp knife, directly inserted into his heart, his eyes closed, and then opened, saying; "So, you and I, *let's not because of responsibility and guilt can there be no bottom line? Now*! β
"This is my bottom line, and the words you say are my bottom line." She spoke; "Lying down to sleep together and * are two completely different concepts."
"In other words, how about you and I* owe me nothing more from now on?"
Without consideration or hesitation, she flatly refused; "Impossible!"
Hearing this, Su Zhengxiao suddenly laughed, containing a dark, strong irony and sadness; "Defend him?"
Tang Xiaoran did not speak, but was silent, for him, silence is acquiescence.
The big hand was supported on the edge of the *, Su Zhengxiao strongly suppressed the pain rising from the abdomen, and slowly leaned his back on the * head behind him; "Is there any room for turning back in this matter? How can you possibly forgive me? β
At this point, she still didn't say a word.
Su Zhengxiao stared at her deeply, turned around, and turned his face to face her; "What do you want me to do, as long as you say it, I'll do it, give me a slap, if it can make the resentment in your heart dissipate, come on!"
Tang Xiaoran stood and did not move; "Why should I hit you?"
"Your heart knot was left when I wanted to strangle you to death that time, so give me a knife and another knife in my chest......" As he spoke, he leaned on his head and leaned slightly, handed the fruit knife on the table to her, stared at her deeply, and pressed the sharp tip of the knife against his injured abdomen; That's it, stab it again, stab it in, and forget all the bad things I used to treat you, let's start over, come on......"
"Don't go crazy!" The tip of the knife has already touched the wound, and if it goes deeper, you may be able to see the blood, Tang Xiaoran said in a low voice.
"Who's crazy with you? I couldn't be more serious, and if this can be forgiven and started, I don't care! Su Zhengxiao hoarsely voiced.
Now there is still a possibility and opportunity between her and him, and when she is really engaged, it will be too late, there is no longer a possibility, his chance is only now.
Go bananas?
No, he didn't go crazy, on the contrary, he was more sober and clear than ever, but his temperament had always been paranoid, and his methods were extremely extreme.
That's the way he's always done things, extreme, paranoid, crazy.
Tang Xiaoran held the knife and didn't move, but he held her hand, inch by inch, towards his chest, and gradually approached.
Her hands trembled, but his eyes were resolute, and he didn't waver at all, as if the knife wasn't about to plunge into his chest.
"Enough! You think you can start over with a knife inserted like this, and if you're alive, it's okay to say, but if you're dead? You were seriously injured to save me, and now you are dead at my hands, do you deliberately want me to feel guilty for the rest of my life, or do you want me to go to prison? Don't you still understand that the problem between us is not what you said at all, but for so long, the heart is dead, how can we be together again? β
Tang Xiaoran looked at him, slowly, word by word; "Now that you've gotten to this point, are you going to persecute me anymore? Interesting? β
The hand holding the tip of the knife was trembling gently, and Su Zhengxiao's hand that was originally holding the handle of the knife gradually slipped down slowly, and his face was very pale.
Then, Tang Xiaoran turned around, and she continued to be busy in the ward, cleaning up.
Half an hour later, Su Zhengxiao's hoarse voice sounded like rough sand; "You don't have to stay here tonight, go back."
Tang Xiaoran was stunned and put down the fruit plate in his hand.
"If it's just out of guilt and forced to stay here, then there's no need, my body has recovered a lot, you can go."
She looked at him twice, nodded, answered softly, lowered her eyes, and walked out of the room and closed the door.
The ward was completely quiet, Su Zhengxiao sat there, facing the dark night, as if he thought of something, and called Uncle Liu and asked him to send Tang Xiaoran home.
The atmosphere was dull and tense, and his wounds were aching, even in his chest, all over his body.
He couldn't bear it a little, touched it with his hand, took out a cigarette from the side, held it in his mouth, swallowed the clouds and spit out the fog, but the pain in his chest did not stop.
And on the other side.
When Tang Xiaoran returned home, Liu Genghong waited outside the room, carrying things in his hands; "Why are you here so late?"
"I brought you the clothes you want to wear when you get engaged, you can try to see if it fits, and the number is my own choice." Liu Genghong said.
"Then come in." Tang Xiaoran opened the door of the room, and the corners of his mouth raised a smile, he didn't expect him to be so considerate and thoughtful, in fact, he was really good......
I'm a lovely divider*********************************
When Huo Jingcheng pushed open the door of the ward and walked in, the strong smoke made him frown, and when he stepped in, he saw him smoking in front of the window.
With a bend of his long body, he directly cut off the cigarette; "Don't want to die?"
"Here we are." Su Zhengxiao coughed lightly a few times, not to mention, it was really painful, fine and dense.
Sitting down on the sofa opposite, Huo Jingchengjing poured himself a cup of warm water; "How are you doing with her?"
He thought that she should have listened to what he said to her that day, and took it for granted that the situation was improving.
"If you really don't come, you won't come, as soon as you come, you will poke the wound, she will get engaged in three days, and she will ...... with Liu Genghong" Su Zhengxiao rolled his throat and said slowly.
Huo Jingcheng held the water cup in his hand and paused; "Are you sure you heard me right?"
"I've listened to it two or three times, do you think I heard clearly?" Su Zhengxiao's voice was dull, and he sounded very weak.
"Then it should be the truth, the moment you entered the operating room, I looked for her......" After taking a few sips of water, Huo Jingcheng said; I told her a lot about you, and I told her about the process of saving her, what you should say, what you can say, I said a lot, but I didn't think that she would still not look back......"
Su Zhengxiao looked at him, but he didn't expect him to find Tang Xiaoran.
"When I got married, you came to me and asked me to give you advice, I told you that she was more than enough for you, but you may not be able to match her, things have developed to this point, I think, I should still give you another piece of advice, even if you have failed her before, but it is not intentional, even if it is intentional, but everyone will make mistakes, you are correcting, improving, doing everything you can to her, she doesn't pay attention, in fact, it's normal, you hurt her too deeply before, she was afraid, but in the abandoned factory, You didn't hesitate to pay for her life, there are not many people in this world who can give your life for you, you don't hesitate to use your life to go up, but she is still not moved, then it means that you really don't love you, even you can't shake her by paying your life for her, so what else can you do to move her and make her change her mind? So, let go. Huo Jingcheng said in a warm voice; This is my advice to you. β
He didn't speak, but he listened to those words seriously, he lowered his head, pondered, and never spoke again.
"It seems that you are not in a good mood today, so I won't bother you and leave." Huo Jingcheng put the fruit basket there and turned to leave.
He was once again alone in the room, facing out the window, and the dark night seemed to draw him in and merge into one.
No one could see through it, and no one could guess what was going on in his mind at this time.
In the early morning of the next day, Tang Xiaoran came to the ward, but there was no one in the ward, and when she was still surprised, the nurse pushed Su Zhengxiao in.
"Here we are." He said; "I won't use it in the future, my body is almost recovered, and I can go back to Su Mansion to recuperate."
"The hospital is always more convenient than the Su house, and it is also better than the Su house." Tang Xiaoran said.
Su Zhengxiao didn't say anything, took a glass of water, sat in a wheelchair, and after a while, he raised his head; "After you get engaged, you can leave Hong Kong."
"Why?" She frowned in surprise.
"It's not a good situation to look up and see you down." He said.
"I grew up here, and so did Genghong, why should we leave? Besides, our work is here, so why should we leave? Tang Xiaoran felt that his words were simply unreasonable.
Su Zhengxiao's eyebrows moved, and he didn't say anything more, Assistant Liu also came, and he asked Assistant Liu to pack his things.
At this time, Tang Xiaoran's mobile phone also rang, she hurriedly took out her mobile phone from her side, picked it up, I don't know what the other party said, she walked towards the outside of the ward while talking.
The wheelchair turned around, and he stared deeply at her back, looked at it for a long time, and then retracted it and asked Assistant Liu to push him into the car.
This kind of scene seems familiar, when he returned to Hong Kong, Jing Xuan's legs were not good and he was sitting in a wheelchair, he lost his temper and lifted the wheelchair with one hand, but she thought he wanted to throw it away, and immediately grabbed his hand with a panicked look and said, Jing Xuan wants to use it.
At that time, she was obviously afraid of him, so she spoke carefully.
Those memories are still fresh, it seems to have happened yesterday, but in fact, it has been a long time, they were still husband and wife, and now she is about to become someone else's fiancΓ©e.
Assistant Liu asked him if he wanted to go back to Su's house?
He shook his head and asked him to pick up Jing Xuan from school, Jing Xuan also happened to be out of school, carrying his schoolbag, and rushing over when he looked at the car.
"Dad, you are also in a wheelchair, it is not comfortable to be in a wheelchair, and it is inconvenient to go anywhere!" He was deeply touched.
"So, I'm now experiencing the roads you've walked, and it turns out that wheelchairs are really not very easy to do, inconvenient, and rigid." Su Zhengxiao reached out and touched his hair.
His hair is soft, shiny, and slightly curled, which is very good-looking.
Back at Su's house, the two had dinner, Jing Xuan asked; "Dad, are you going to go to Mom's place at night?"
"No, go do your homework, and rest." Su Zhengxiao said.
Nodding, Jing Xuan lay on the coffee table and began to write his homework, he also took a piece of paper and a pen, his expression was low and serious, and he didn't know what he was writing.
When Jing Xuan finished writing, he also happened to finish writing, packed up his things, and took Jing Xuan to the room.
Jing Xuan was very noisy in the quilt, drilling around, and his little cheeks were red; "I always feel that it's a shame to be so old and still sleep with my father!"
"It's not like I didn't sleep together when I was a child, so now it's time to make up for it, what are the two big men who are shy!" Su Zhengxiao raised his eyebrows and said.
Jing Xuan laughed at Mimi, wanted to eat snacks, and asked the maid to put the snacks on the * to eat, Su Zhengxiao rarely lost his temper, let him eat the click, and ate the cookie crumbs.
At night, the father and son slept side by side, both sleeping very sweetly, and Jing Xuan slept on all fours, lying sideways indiscriminately.
The next day, Su Zhengxiao got up very early, and it didn't take long for Jing Xuan to wake up, it was Saturday that he didn't have to go to school, so he asked Assistant Liu to give Jing Xuan to Tang Xiaoran.
Therefore, Jing Xuan pulled his suitcase and followed Uncle Liu into the car in a daze.
After the two of them left, he took out the paper he had not finished writing last night, continued to write, and finally put it in the envelope and packed it away.
Then, let the servants of the Su Mansion start to pack their things and pack their suitcases.
In the afternoon, Uncle Liu came back, he asked if it was delivered, and Uncle Liu said that it was delivered, but Miss Tang was very busy and was busy getting engaged.
When the words fell, he realized what he had said, and immediately shut up and did not speak again.
Su Zhengxiao didn't care much and handed him the envelope; "Wait until the day after tomorrow to give it to her."
Assistant Liu was very surprised, but he didn't ask again, just put the envelope away, and felt very strange.
One day it was dark in a blink of an eye, Su Zhengxiao asked the assistant to pack his things and put all the things he should bring in his suitcase, he planned to leave and leave Hong Kong.
Just like Huo Jingcheng said, she doesn't even care if life can be given to her, what else can he do?
She is engaged to Liu Genghong, he will bump into him from time to time when he stays in Hong Kong, and the scene will definitely not look good, and he is afraid that his paranoia will attack again, just like the last time he kidnapped Shen Ya, he doesn't want to do something like that again, so let's leave.
As for Jing Xuan, he has no intention of taking him away, he hasn't raised him all these years, I'm sorry for him, it's more comfortable to follow his mother than to follow his father.
He and Tang Xiaoran have lived together for eight years, and she knows the children's habits and hobbies well, and it is not something that he can change in just a few days.
He has no relatives in this world, all the Su family is dead, only he is left, he was used to being lonely before, but he doesn't care about the lonely life in the future, even if he is not used to it, what can he do?
In this world, who will feel sorry for him anymore?
The people who will feel distressed about him have long since left, from his parents to Meiqi, and she who has left, in fact, it is good to be alone.
Maybe he will come back later, at that time, maybe he still remembers her, maybe he has forgotten him, but he thinks that his feelings when he is there will not be so irritable anymore, and it will be much calmer......
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