423: Divorce
Zong Xuanyi had to admit that he had been deceiving himself. Lie to herself that she can forgive him, that she doesn't hate him. In fact, she resented him in her heart, and she was afraid that she would not get along with each other in old age, which was not enough to describe her hatred for him. If she could, she probably wanted him to die.
Also, if you think about it from a different angle, he can also figure it out. At the beginning, Nalan Yanzhang caused his family to be ruined, and the people of the Zong family died overnight.
He looked at the corpses that littered the courtyard, at the ground red with blood, at the rain that washed everything away, and then at peace again. At that time, his hatred was infinite, and he even felt that cutting Nalan Yanzhang with a thousand knives was not enough to make up for the pain in his heart.
And didn't he do the same thing to her? He made her an orphan, and everything that had to do with her became hell. Shouldn't she hate him? Why did he think they could be reunited?
"Jin'er, do you hate me?" When he asked this sentence, his face was already pale like a ghost, and his voice was erratic.
Nalan Jinxiu suddenly laughed, and the laughter was hysterical and a little enveloping. She didn't know why he could still ask such a thing after all this. Did he hate him? Did he forget what he had done to her?
If she hadn't met the third brother after she was reborn, or if she hadn't fallen in love with the third brother and didn't want to start her life again, then she would definitely use all means to kill him. Even if it is at the cost of one's own life.
Now they can still stand face to face, and it is the third brother who should be thanked! Only the third brother can influence her, so that she does not become an executioner who only knows revenge.
"You answer me!" Zong Xuanyi shouted, startling everyone around him.
With his current status, it is impossible to travel lightly when he goes out, and there are no less than a dozen secret guards around him. At this time, as soon as they saw the agitation of the crowd, they appeared and began to drive away.
Everyone saw that the pair of men and women in the crowd were dressed luxuriously and had a remarkable temperament, and they were not ordinary people. I didn't dare to linger when the people drove me away, but I was still curious about what was going on, so I stood at a distance and watched.
"What do you want me to answer? Do you think this question still needs me to answer? If I didn't hate you, how could I have forced myself to death in the first place?" Nalan Jinxiu said this, and his emotions were still uncontrollable after all. The tears seemed to be unable to bear the entanglement in their hearts anymore, and they fell very turbulently.
Even when she burst into tears, she still said in a curse-like voice: "Do you think that I didn't want you to die in the last life? It's that your defense is too heavy, even if I sleep next to you, I won't have a chance to do it." If I could kill you, I would be free, but I couldn't, so I had to let myself die. ”
Zong Xuanyi also thought of the previous life, when he was indeed guarding against her. Especially after discovering scissors under her pillow and customizing a very sturdy hairpin, he began to suspect that she had murderous intentions towards him.
He was always on the defensive, and he didn't give her a chance at all. She was a weak woman, and it was impossible for her to kill herself head-on. The only thing that can succeed is to take advantage of his deep sleep, or to drug him. Therefore, he never dared to let himself fall asleep, and everything he ate was carefully checked.
At that time, Chen Zhidu advised him that instead of making such painstaking precautions, it was better to separate. If you can't do without her, then imprison her in the prime minister's mansion. She is his wife, and she will never escape his confinement.
At that time, he couldn't bear it, he knew in his heart that they might have come to an end, but he was thinking that as long as the relationship between husband and wife was still maintained, as long as he could still be good to her, maybe one day he would be able to move her.
He believed that time was a good medicine, and he could make all the impossible possible.
As long as he doesn't give up, there is hope. But the result seems to be unsatisfactory: "Do you really hate me so much, so hated that you can't live with me in this world?"
"That's right!" Nalan Jinxiu clenched his fists, even his nails sunk in his palms, leaving bursts of pain unconsciously. She gritted her teeth and said, "I feel sick at the thought that you have done me like that, and yet still be able to breathe the same air as me, live in the same place, and even have control over everything about me. ”
Zong Xuanyi's body stiffened for a moment, and in his impression, she never refused to speak ill of anyone. I never thought that one day she would be able to hear her say these words, because even if she hated him before, she didn't dare to show it. He found himself unsure of what to say, powerless to refute.
"You never cared about my feelings, I was like an object around you, you want it, you can throw it away if you don't want it. I can't be independent, let alone take revenge, I look at you every day, and my hatred deepens once I see you. Until one day, I couldn't control myself and could only choose death to end it all. ”
Nalan Jinxiu's tears seemed to have finally dried up, and it seemed that her mood had begun to stabilize again, she looked at the sky with her cheeks half-tilted, but her words were still said to Zong Xuanyi: "I'm very good with my third brother, at least I won't feel scared." But you don't allow it, you still want to break us up, what do you say I owe you? I can't pay it off in one lifetime, and I have to pay it back in the second life. ”
Zong Xuanyi's face became even more ugly, and the wind blew his robe, making his whole person look even thinner. Everyone around him knew that he was not yet a year old, but he had already grown gray hair. He himself knew that his hard work had been drained little by little, so he was aging a little faster.
The moat is close to the wind and water, so the temperature is always much lower than in the city. A cool wind blew, and the thinly clothed Nalan Jinxiu couldn't help but tremble.
She had planned to bring the coil, but when she came out, she gave it up. If she brought something, she would definitely be noticed by the third brother, and the fraud would be exposed. To do a full set of plays, she only brought some broken silver.
Zong Xuanyi stretched out his hand for the person behind him, and said coldly: "Cloak." ”
Chen Zhizheng wanted to put it on him, but he took it by himself. Then he walked straight to Nalan Jinxiu's side and was about to put it on her.
Nalan Jinxiu subconsciously took a few steps back, but retreated to the shore, and almost fell off with her feet slipping. Zong Xuanyi grabbed her, his voice still full of anger: "What are you going to retreat for? ”
"Xiangguo is afraid that she will fall and die, so she can't stay with you anymore?"
Nalan Jinxiu heard a familiar voice and cursed her, and was stunned for a while. She found that she couldn't accept the indifference of the third brother, and after listening to his words, she was distressed and difficult to add.
Zong Xuanyi turned to face him,-for-tat: "That's nature." ”
Ji Hongye didn't speak to him, and only said to Nalan Jinxiu: "Don't forget your identity." ”
The implication of his words is that she is the wife he is marrying, but she is pulling and pulling with Zong Xuanyi here, what kind of system has it become? Although he knew that they were once husband and wife, it was in the past after all.
By doing so, she was forcing him, and this time he wasn't going to tolerate her. He threw the letter of resignation he had just written at her feet, and his voice was calm as if he were gossiping with her: "This is what you want, I will give it to you." ”
Nalan Jinxiu vaguely guessed what it was, she smiled bitterly and bent down to pick it up. was preempted by Zong Xuanyi, and he found that he couldn't see her bowing her head in front of him now.
"Here you go. Zong Xuanyi handed her the piece of paper, he was a little nervous, he seemed to know what it was.
Nalan Jinxiu took it and opened it, it was still the handwriting she was most familiar with, but the content was shocking: ...... I am willing to make this letter of resignation, let me remarry, and never dispute......
Leave the book here!
Let me remarry!
Never argue!
Never argue......
For a moment, her world suddenly fell silent, and then it became noisy again. A lot of voices rang out, and there was a roar in her ears, causing her head to start throbbing.
Leaving him with a letter of resignation, waiting day by day, looking forward to reunion year after year? This seems to be a road with no hope and no prospects, how can she go on?
Nalan Jinxiu clutched the book tightly in her hand and watched it turn into a crumpled ball. In her mind, the past was churning, scene after scene was churning, she turned her back to them, and said in a dumb voice, "That's it......"
Zong Xuanyi didn't know whether he was happy or worried, didn't today's scene confirm what he said before? He should be happy, but he couldn't see her suffering, so he was very tormented at this time.
"Third brother, you are precious. This was the last sentence left by Nalan Jinxiu, and then, she jumped directly by herself.
Zong Xuanyi, who was closest to her, was heartbroken in an instant, he couldn't reach out to hold her, and he jumped down without hesitation......
Ji Hongye froze in place, a look of ignorance appeared on his face, wasn't this what she wanted? Didn't she want to stay with Zong Xuanyi? He finally fulfilled her, why did she jump down again?
His heart was wooden, but what he thought about was his vow. He said that he would always protect her. What is it that separates them from the path of their peers?
"Ji Xiaobai, what are you doing in a daze, saving people!" Long Yi shouted, he had already jumped down. Ji Xiaobai seemed to have just reacted from the shock, and jumped down without hesitation.
Zong Xuanyi's guards all jumped down to save people, what they thought in their hearts was that the masters had all gone into the water, and they had to go too. Ji Hongye's guards followed Ji Xiaobai together, in their hearts, Mrs. is the master, and they can't help but save if they fall into the water.
The moat is so big, no matter how many people go down, they may not be able to save it. Everyone has their own fate, her own choice, how can others interfere? Ji Hongye thought indifferently......