(1. Say something, the starting point reading page has been revised, if a chapter reaches 3,000 words, it will generally be divided into two pages, if you feel that the content of this chapter is not finished when reading the book, you might as well click on the "next page" to see.) In the future, I will try to keep each chapter within 3,000 words, so that everyone will not turn the page. This chapter is an exception because it is difficult to unpack. 2. The smoking cessation story in this chapter is based on my personal experience, after the group friend 88Lxs of the miracle group told that story, I was deeply inspired by this old smoking gun, and took what the doctor said to others as what the doctor said to me, so as to constantly "hypnotize" myself, and successfully quit smoking, and has not relapsed. Book lovers who want to quit smoking can try this method of self-hypnosis. 3. Ask for tickets and collections. ）

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Maybe it was the words of my grandparents that made me feel sore, or maybe it was alcohol that made people enter a wonderful state of relaxation, and some long-blurred pasts, or past events that I didn't want to recall in the past, gradually became clear at this moment.

In 2oo1, when Ding Xu was still in the fifth grade of primary school, his mother prepared to let him apply for the middle school of the four famous schools in Feisha City, the provincial capital, so that he could be more sure of taking the college entrance examination and finding a better job after graduating from college.

At that time, the famous schools in the provincial capital had to charge an expensive school selection fee for middle school students from other cities and counties, and the tuition and accommodation fees were not cheap, plus the cost of the second class, and the monthly bus fare between Huairen City and Feisha City, with the economic conditions of Ding Xu's family at that time, it was very difficult to afford.

Ding Huaiguang's monthly salary at that time was less than 2,000 yuan, and Fang Qing's salary was only more than 1,000 yuan. The two of them came and went, and they both felt that the money was not enough, so they were worried about it for half a year.

One night, Ding Huaiguang suddenly said at the dinner table that Tang Hao's father Tang Beiming invited him to change jobs.

Hearing that there was a salary of five or six thousand yuan a month, Fang Qing immediately agreed, Ding Xu didn't think much about it, and immediately agreed.

At breakfast the next day, Ding Huaiguang announced his decision to change jobs to the whole family with a relaxed face: "The tree is dead, the person is alive, and I really want to change the working environment and make more money." Now I don't want this broken job, I'll write a resignation report in a while. ”

My father's words were very light, but now that I think about it, how much pressure did it take to smash the iron rice bowl and go to a private company that could be fired by the boss at any time?

Ding Xu still remembers that on the night when his father was about to make the decision to change jobs, he moved a small bench and sat silently on the balcony for a long time, smoking many cigarettes in a row, and the small balcony was filled with smoke, as if it was on fire. At that time, Ding Xu ran to the balcony to take a look, and almost fainted.

Ding Xu remembered his father's insistence that he study at Wuling University, at that time he didn't know that his father had a big incident because of stock speculation, so he didn't understand it very much, and he resisted fiercely and ran away from home. After three days, Ding Xu was found by his classmates, and it was only after hearing that his mother was in a hurry that Ding Xu was willing to go home.

Later, Ding Xu heard from his mother that in the three days he ran away from home, his father was like crazy, looking for schools in Internet cafes, clubs, parks, hotels, cinemas, ...... I don't know how many white eyes I received, how much ridicule I received, and how much rain I drenched.

And after he returned home, his father's originally godless and desperate eyes lit up suddenly, but in the end he just said expressionlessly: "It's good to come back, and you are not allowed to run around in the future!" ”

Ding Xu clearly remembered that he appeared at that time, and in just three days, his father became haggard, as if he had aged ten years all of a sudden, and a small piece of sideburns turned white.

Although it is not as exaggerated as Wu Zixu's overnight whitehead, Ding Gui's heart is also very sad, he is now, his father is starting to get old.

Since then, Ding Xu has suddenly become sensible, and he no longer likes to play rebellious like before.

Because he knows that his parents are old and can't afford to toss!

Father's love is like a mountain, wordless but selfless, what kind of great love is this, and how can it be disappointed?

Thinking about what his grandparents just said, thinking about these past events, Ding Xu suddenly remembered a song called "Mom" launched by the frog band on Mother's Day in 2oo6.

If the "mother" in the lyrics is replaced with "dad", it may perfectly reflect Ding Xu's complex mood at the moment-

"You gave me spring, but you don't complain, let the wind and frost carve your face. As long as it is for me, you will do anything.

I sat beside you, looking into your kind eyes, and all night my dreams were simple. As long as you laugh, every day.

I've been waiting for a sentence for many years, and I'm always embarrassed to express it to you.

Mom, I., you are the most beautiful in the world.

Mom, I., thank God for giving you to me. ”

Thinking of this, Ding Xu couldn't sit still anymore and opened the door to find his father.

My mother was watching TV in the living room, but my father was not on the sand.

Ding Xu looked in the toilet again, but there was no trace of his father.

In the end, Ding Xu found his father in the kitchen, he was sitting on a small bench in the kitchen, smoking with his back to the door, and his back looked very lonely.

Under normal circumstances, Ding Huaiguang smokes in the garden, toilets, and balconies to avoid second-hand smoke for his wife and son. However, to go to the garden, you have to pass through the study, and today he was kicked out of the study by his son, so he could only smoke with the exhaust fan in the kitchen.

Seeing his father's somewhat tired and lonely back, Ding Xu was in a trance, feeling that it coincided with the back of his memory when he sat on the balcony and smoked sadly and decided to change jobs.

Hearing the movement of the kitchen door being pushed open, Ding Huaiguang glanced back, and then quickly put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray.

He stood up, rubbed his hands, like a child who had done something wrong, and explained with some uneasiness: "Son, there may be a little misunderstanding between us......"

"Dad, I want to say three things to you." Ding Xu interrupted his father's words expressionlessly.

"Okay, you say it first." Ding Huaiguang was stunned, smiled tolerantly and gently, and waited for his son's storm.

To his surprise, Ding Xu lowered his head and said, "First sentence: I'm sorry, I blamed you." I just called my grandfather, and I know what happened. ”

"Huh? Oh......" Ding Huaiguang tried his best to pretend to be casual, but his lips suddenly trembled.

"The second sentence, you are a good father, for so many years, you have worked hard, thank you." Ding Xu said very seriously.

"Huh?" Suddenly, hearing this, especially the sincerity in the words, Ding Huaiguang's lips trembled even more, and his eyes moistened all of a sudden, but he still forced himself to calm down, wanting to pretend to be calm and light.

"The third sentence ......" Ding Xu wanted to say the three words in the lyrics, but now between the two old men, he was really embarrassed to say such things, and he couldn't say anything.

Chinese and Americans are different, Americans are unrestrained and extroverted, Chinese are subtle and restrained.

If a husband suddenly tells his wife that he loves her, American wives usually kiss their husbands with joy and say, "Honey, I love you too"; Chinese wives, on the other hand, are often suspicious and wonder if their husbands have an outsider. Yes, so when you go home, you will show your love to yourself with a weak heart.

And if the adult son suddenly sues his father that he loves him, the American father will kiss his son with joy, and the son himself loves him too; And Chinese fathers will probably only touch their son's forehead to see if his son is burning.

So those three words came to Ding Xu's mouth, but he couldn't say it all the time, and finally said it, but it became another three words: "Quit smoking!" ”

"It's a bit hard. I've quit many times, but I can't quit. Ding Huaiguang lowered his head and replied in a low voice.

"A group friend named 88Lxs in my group once told a story about a colleague who also quit smoking many times and couldn't quit. Later, during a physical examination, the doctor said that he had some lung problems, and if he didn't quit smoking, his life would be in danger. When his colleague heard the doctor's words, he immediately became anxious, and immediately quit smoking, and has not smoked a cigarette for ten years. ”

Ding Xu raised his head, looked into his father's eyes, and said seriously, "Dad, I think you also have a problem with your lungs, and you always like to cough." If you're as old as your grandfather, you don't know what your cough will be. I think you can try to hypnotize yourself and treat what the doctor says in the story as if the doctor said it to you in reality. In this case, if you make up your mind and have a sense of urgency to quit smoking, you should be able to quit at once. ”

Ding Huaiguang nodded, and said thoughtfully: "Okay, I'll try, I hope this will succeed." ”

"This time it must be successful!" Ding Xu accentuated his tone.

Ding Huaiguang looked at his son a little blankly: "Why? ”

"Because...... Because...... Dad, you're drunk tonight, and I've drunk too much, so I'm saying a drunken word, don't take it seriously. Ding Xu said hesitantly.

"Say it quickly." The more Ding Huaiguang listened, the more confused he became, and urged.

"Because, I want you to live a little longer, to be able to live to be a hundred years old. Because, love tiger oil ......"

Finally, with the strength of wine, he said this sentence that he hadn't said for many years, Ding Xu was relieved, turned around and left.

Ding Huaiguang was stunned for a while before he recalled what "love tiger oil" meant. So he suddenly stretched out his hands and covered his face at once.

Tears ran out of his eyes, and his eyes couldn't stop it.

Tears ran out of the fingers again, and the fingers couldn't stop it.

The phrase "love tiger oil" comes from a movie by Jet Li, which actually means "I.".

When Ding Xu was young, Ding Huaiguang used this sentence to tease him, and used a popsicle as bait to coax him to say to himself many times that he loved tiger oil, and laughed happily because of it.

It's just that after Ding Xu grew up, he never said these four words again. Ding Huaiguang really didn't expect that his son would still remember these four words.

"This child, why are you trying to make me cry...... It's strange how I'm so vulnerable......"

After a long time, Ding Huaiguang stopped his tears and muttered to himself, "Son, do you know, I also have tiger oil, very tiger oil tiger oil!" ”

After saying this, Ding Huaiguang grabbed half a pack of cigarettes on the ground, pinched them into a ball of twist, and threw them into the trash can along with the ashtray and lighter.

"From today, resolutely quit smoking! If you don't succeed, you will be benevolent! Because, I want to live to be 100 years old! Ding Huaiguang laughed stupidly in the kitchen as if he had been hit by a five-million jackpot, and made the most heroic and happiest declaration of quitting smoking in his life.

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