Chapter 103: Have You Ever Regretted It?
"Yunyun, what nonsense are you talking about!"
Li Qianhua was shocked, every word of her daughter's words was like a steel needle cruelly piercing into her heart, and some past events that she didn't want to be remembered couldn't help but emerge from the depths of her memory, making her face even paler.
"Am I talking nonsense?" Ye Lingyun's sneer was even worse, staring directly at his mother on the sofa, and said sarcastically: "This seems to be what you said yourself, you shouldn't remember it." She had already said it so directly, she was still pretending to be stupid in front of herself, which made Ye Lingyun angry and felt even more ridicule.
"What? The chairman of the dignified Li Group, the high-ranking and powerful Mr. Li, also has a time when he dare not admit what he has said? ”
"Who are you listening to, is your father suing you, is he talking nonsense!" Li Qianhua hurriedly defended that some things were thought to be well concealed, but at this moment, they were nakedly exposed by her daughter in front of her, so that she didn't know what to do for a while.
"You know what? The way you look now strikes me as ridiculous! ”
Ye Lingyun smiled coldly and continued: "You don't know what kind of person my dad is, do you think he will tell me about this kind of thing?" Besides, it's been almost fifteen years, and I haven't seen him since he left. As for your wonder why I know this, I heard it myself, and heard my good mother say it to my father......"
"Don't say it, don't say it again......" Li Qianhua's whole body was slumped on the sofa, and she said to her daughter in a pleading tone with a sad face, these words came out of her daughter's mouth to herself, and the torture of that heartache made her almost collapse.
I thought that my daughter's coldness to herself over the years was only because of her divorce from her father, which caused her current attitude towards herself, if so, she still had a way to save it, because in that case, maybe in her heart she was just a burst of resentment towards herself, I believe it can be slowly resolved.
But today, when her daughter said a qiē, when she understood that she had heard all those words at the beginning, and then looked at her love at the moment, Li Qianhua knew that her daughter's love for herself was not as simple as resentment at all, it was hatred, she was hating herself for forcing her father away. What's even more ridiculous is that fifteen years have passed, and she has been holding these things in her heart alone without realizing it at all. If it weren't for today, I wouldn't know anything about it. Thinking of his identity as a mother, I only felt a burst of sadness and irony.
"Let me not say, are you weak-hearted?" Ye Lingyun did not give up, and the resentment that had been held in her heart for so many years finally found an opportunity to pour out, so how could she give up, she just wanted to understand what happened to the very good mother in her mind, how did she suddenly become like this, powerful, mean, cold-blooded, disappointing, and disgusting.
"It's not what you think, you listen to my explanation......" Li Qianhua said weakly, there were many words in her throat and wanted to say it, but she didn't know how to say it clearly in a panic. Besides, there are some things that can be said to be of any use, he has been gone, there has been no news for fifteen years, the big mistake has been made, and it is useless to say anything now.
"You don't need to explain, I can hear it clearly, do you want to say that those words didn't come out of your mouth, you want to say that it was a hallucination that I just woke up from?" Ye Lingyun's voice was cold: "My dad has left, maybe it will be the same as in the past fifteen years, he will never appear again, what else do you want to explain now, is it useful?" ”
"Yunyun, please don't say it, it's my mother who is sorry for you." Li Qianhua was already in tears, she couldn't bear to cry when she said those words to her husband fifteen years ago, and now in the face of her daughter's questioning and ridicule, especially her strange and indifferent eyes, she couldn't control her tears anymore.
Ye Lingyun took a deep breath, and tried her best to adjust her emotions to calm down, no matter how much dissatisfaction and resentment she felt in her heart, but this person was her mother and not an enemy after all, some words would be more comfortable, what else could she do.
"I only want to ask you one sentence...... Ye Lingyun wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes: "Have you ever regretted what you did at the beginning?" ”
“……”
Li Qianhua was speechless, don't you regret it? This is obviously impossible, and perhaps I regretted it when I said those words fifteen years ago...... But her character is like that, even if she realizes that she is wrong, it is difficult to turn back.
But regret it, do these work? Fifteen years have passed, and her daughter has become an adult from such a young age, and that man, since that day, has never appeared once, she sometimes thinks that if he can appear in front of her, he can take the initiative to say a word to himself, give himself a reason, and maybe there will be a turnaround.
But he disappeared like this, and even inquired about him behind his back, but there was no news from beginning to end, as if the world had evaporated. This result disappointed her and at the same time was more of an inexplicable fear in her heart, in her daughter's impression, her father was just a simple soldier, but Li Qianhua knew what the true identity of his former husband was, and there was no news without any warning, it was very likely that he would ...... Thinking of this, she really didn't dare to continue thinking about it.
Seeing that her mother didn't react, Ye Lingyun laughed at herself, she could know the answer to this question without asking, it had been fifteen years, if she really had even a trace of regret, she would not be in the same situation as she is now.
"I know...... Ye Lingyun shook his head slightly, turned around and walked towards the outside of the gate: "It's better for us to see each other less in the future." ”
"Yunyun!" Seeing that her daughter was about to leave now, Li Qianhua was shocked: "It's dangerous outside!" ”
"It's too cold here, I'm not used to staying here, it's better to go outside." Ye Lingyun dropped a sentence.
In the summer, her body naturally doesn't feel cold, but her heart is cold at the moment, so she doesn't want to stay in this place for even a moment, especially in the face of this woman who single-handedly forced her father away and has not heard from her until now, she doesn't know what kind of posture to face? When she was a mother, she was cute and cute to her, and she confided in the fright she was received last night? She couldn't. But after all, she has half of her blood flowing in her body, and she is too mean and indifferent and inappropriate, so she will not meet in the future.
"I won't let you get out of here!" Li Qianhua wiped away her tears and said sharply. Her daughter's previous problems did make her sad and ashamed, but after all, it was all in the past, and now she is facing unknown dangers around her, even if she doesn't think of herself as a mother, it is impossible for her not to treat her as a daughter. "You are my child, no matter what, you have to listen to me this time, you are not allowed to go anywhere these days."
"Are you commanding me?" Ye Lingyun turned around and asked with a sneer.
"......" Li Qianhua was stunned for a moment, knowing that a woman's appearance like this portrayed someone, her tone was a little heavier in a hurry just now, and she quickly slowed down: "No, no, just give my mother a few days to let me spend more time with you, my mother knows that I am sorry for you, but I hope you can give me a chance to make amends." ”
"You don't have a place to be sorry for me, it's my dad who you're sorry for!" Ye Lingyun said unceremoniously.
Li Qianhua saw her daughter say this, her face stiffened, but she also knew that this was a knot that could never be untied between their mother and daughter, and it was impossible to use any other compensation to dissolve.
"Yunyun, I promise you, you will listen to me this time and stay here for a few days, and when the matter is over, I will go to your father, and I apologize to him......" Li Qianhua said stubbornly. These words are more difficult to say with her temperament than anything else, but she also knows that only in this way can she ease her daughter's desperate attitude.
"Really?" When Ye Lingyun heard this, a burst of inexplicable brilliance burst out in his eyes, but he covered it up in an instant, and he didn't insist on leaving immediately, his cold tone was also a little weaker, and he nodded slightly: "I hope you can do what you say." ”
"I promise you, I will definitely do my best." Li Qianhua assured, but she sighed secretly in her heart, all these years, even if he really wanted to find him, where is he now?