Chapter 102: Ye Lingyun's Past
"You just don't think I'm sensible." Ye Lingyun shook his head, with some inexplicable fluctuations in his eyes, and his voice was low: "Maybe my savings are superfluous, and you don't need to feel guilty or want to make up for it, and I'm an adult and have my own way of life, I hope you can understand, as for my own affairs, don't worry about it, I don't feel comfortable when you look at it." ”
Li Qianhua's face changed when she heard this, and she felt an inexplicable throbbing pain in her heart, but she hurriedly shook her head: "Yunyun is talking nonsense, you are my daughter, you are the meat that fell from my mother's body, how can it be superfluous, and now that it's like this, it's impossible for my mother to ignore it." Don't say this kind of thing again, I know you're deliberately angry with me, right...... But it's been so long since all those things, it's too late to say anything, and now we're the two of us, mother and daughter, can't we be with our mother. ”
"You can think whatever you like, I have my own decision." Ye Lingyun pulled his hand from the woman's hand, then stood up and said again: "I'll go back to the company tomorrow." ”
"No way!" Li Qianhua's tone finally hardened, and she took out the majesty of being at the helm of the group, and said without a beak: "I can mess around with you for other things, but this time it will definitely not work, even if it is no longer dangerous as you said, but I am not afraid of 10,000 in case, what if something happens again, have you ever thought about your mother's feelings, I am your daughter, if you have three long and two short, what should I do?" ”
Thinking in my heart, maybe it was just too casual for her at the beginning, and it was a mistake to let her out by herself, if you could keep her by your side from the beginning, where would something like this happen, even if this incident can pass peacefully, you won't always have to worry about it in the future.
"Find time to explain the things on your company's side, Lanyi, don't go in the future, come to work with me in the future, just familiarize yourself with the operation of the company, you have grown up, and in a few years, I can rest assured that the group will be handed over to you." Li Qianhua tried her best to calm her tone again: "Don't blame my mother for being unreasonable, I did this qiē for your own good." ”
"For my good?" Ye Lingyun didn't appreciate it, and sneered: "If you really do it for my good, you won't play that despicable way to acquire it under your Li family when my company is just improving." I've said it a long time ago, I don't want anything from you, I need something to get it with my own hands. You promised it to sound good, but in the end, say one thing and do another, to put it bluntly, I'm afraid it's because of your desire to control the high-ranking strong woman, others can be played with by you between applause, just because I'm your daughter, you can't do that, you don't feel comfortable, right? Then you have to find a way to use that kind of means, if you want me to give in, do you want to sue me, I, Ye Lingyun, can't escape from the palm of your Chairman Li? Yes, Lan Yi is very small, you can play how you want, but I'm different, I'm a big living person with my own thinking ability, if you want to control me like someone else, let me be obedient, sorry, I can't do it! ”
Over the years, the relationship with her daughter has not been improved, but is getting closer and closer to freezing, which makes Li Qianhua always boring, although she knows some key reasons, but she can't find some good solutions, anyway, no matter what she does, whether it is really out of the responsibility of a mother, or because of the guilt compensation of that debt, she is a very annoying posture. Now listening to her so much resentment in this matter, although her attitude is still the same cold and disgusted attitude, it finally made her see some hope, and did not continue to confront her, but explained softly.
"Yunyun, your ability, my mother naturally knows, Lan Yi, I understand your hard work better, but have you thought about it, this is the East China Sea, you should know how deep the water is, Lan Yi's original scale, just by your hard work, it is very likely that one will be squeezed by other competitors to the point where you can't turn over." Speaking of which, Li Qianhua once again tentatively took the woman's hand and asked her to sit beside her again.
"You can make these achievements without my help with your own ability, and my mother is naturally proud of you, at least much stronger than when I was at the beginning. But whether you want to be my daughter or not, I can't see you suffer at the hands of others, right? If you want to develop the company well, your own ability is the most important, but you also need to know how to take advantage of the situation when it is critical. As the saying goes, it's good to enjoy the shade with your back against a big tree, and the Li family in your mother's hand will always be the big tree behind you, even if my family is very self-reliant and doesn't need my help, but I'm your mother, and you don't care if you don't want to be poked in the back in the back. ”
Although the relationship between mother and daughter is not very good, but her daughter Li Qianhua can still not be clear, although she is handy, but it can only make her daughter more repulsed in her heart, so at this time, she can only try to speak softly and reason with her, seeing that her daughter does not have much resistance, she is secretly happy in her heart, and it seems to have some effect.
"Besides, even if I did acquire Lanyi, I have never interfered in its operation, no, it's not all up to you." Li Qianhua explained: "That is, I want to brand it with a Li family, which is not a good thing for Lan Yi." ”
Ye Lingyun listened to her mother's words from beginning to end without interjecting, she is an adult, even if there are still some things that still have a big knot in her heart, maybe she can't untie it in this life, but she still has her own judgment ability for what her mother said, at least she knows that as she said, it's not a bad thing, maybe she was too sharp before.
"Thank you for your kindness, but Lan Yi is my own, and sooner or later I will use my own ability to make it independent, just like before." Ye Lingyun's tone softened a lot, but it was still a little stiff, making her coquettish and cute to her mother like other girls, at least she couldn't do it.
Some things can be understood and forgiven with explanations, but some things, since they have already happened, are destined to be irreparable......
"Yunyun, just listen to your mother this time, come back, do you still believe in your ability, as long as you agree, the entire Li family can be handed over to you now." Li Qianhua seized the opportunity and hurriedly said, she is just this one daughter, no matter how many things she has, sooner or later she will need her daughter to inherit it, and now she is not too young, it's time.
Ye Lingyun still shook his head and said lightly: "I said it a long time ago, I don't want your things." "The attitude that has just eased up has unconsciously become cold again, even if the other party is a mother, the person who conceived and gave birth to herself in October, but some things are still not enough to forgive, whether she is ignorant or willful, but she has her own principles.
"What do you want, I'm your mother, sooner or later my things won't all be yours, you're so ignorant, do you still think I'm your mother?" Li Qianhua is still the strong woman who is high up after all, even if she can show unprecedented patience in other places in the face of her daughter, but after all, there is a limit, seeing that she has said so much, this girl still does not eat oil and salt, and her tough temper is uncontrollable and suddenly exposed.
Ye Lingyun saw his mother like this, he was already surprised, his head turned and stood up again, his expression was inexplicably a little excited, but he still maintained a distant and cold attitude, looking at his mother sitting on the sofa and smiling sarcastically: "What do I want?" I'm afraid you've always known this best, but, can you give it to me if I say it? ”
Li Qianhua was stunned when she heard this, but her face slowly became sad, and her tough attitude just now was as if she had exhausted her strength, and her face was pale: "Yunyun, let's not talk about this, okay?" Mom promised you whatever you wanted, and we won't talk about it......"
"I'm going to say it!" Ye Lingyun was stubborn, since he mentioned it, even if he thought that he was uncomfortable in his heart, he didn't vomit unhappily: "At the beginning, I also imagined that you would have a change of heart, but after so many years, I am not young, and I know what things are just to think about, but I don't understand, what is wrong with my dad, or has he done anything sorry for you?" ”
Ye Lingyun saw that his mother was just sitting there, her face was not very good-looking, but she shook her head without saying a word, and the past was becoming clearer and clearer in her mind, and she was even more angry in her heart.
"You don't want to say that I also know that my dad will not do anything to be sorry for you and the original family, he is a good husband, but also a good father, he did what he should do!" Ye Lingyun stood there stunned, a tear from the corner of her eyes slowly flowed down uncontrollably, she is a strong woman, she has been since she was a child, but at this moment, she endured the pain to uncover the deepest wound in her heart, which made her really a little uncomfortable, so that the very good love that she had always been able to control began to collapse at this moment.
"Oh, by the way, maybe the only thing he didn't do well was to find a wife who was too powerful, who is he, he has a deep back of 61 Jing and outstanding ability, but he is the CEO of a big group and a big company, he is just a soldier when he is a husband, what can he do, where can he be worthy of a strong woman like her, whoever goes out is a very shameless and shameful thing, and he deserves to be disgusted and abandoned." If Ye Lingyun could calmly think about what she had said, she would definitely find that she was very vicious, but at this moment, she had already ignited the most angry and dissatisfied feelings in her heart, and the words on her lips could no longer be controlled with reason, and she just wanted to vent the dissatisfaction that had been pent up in her heart for many years.
In my childhood impression, there was a time when the relationship between my father and mother was really good, although she was just a child at that time, and some of them were just ignorant memories, but in retrospect, I really felt very happy.
But then everything changed, and my mother could no longer accompany her all day, she had her own company, and it seemed that she had become very rich.
At the same time, she can also feel in her ignorance that her father is still the same father she used to be, but her mother seems to have changed. Even though both of them are busy, Dad always finds time to play with him, and he can still carry himself on his shoulders and tell him stories as before...... As for her mother, she either avoided her father wherever she was, or she was cold faced when she met. At the time, I thought it was my parents who quarreled, but later I slowly found out that it didn't seem like this......
At that time, she was still young, and she didn't understand what was going on, but she only remembered a few times, when she cried and shouted that she had to let them accompany her, although the two of them could agree, but when they fell asleep when they were tired of playing, and then woke up from their deep sleep, what they heard in their ears was the sound of their quarrel, maybe it was not a quarrel, because her father was always silent, and it was more of her mother's chatter and bitter sarcasm, and now that I think about it, I can't remember what they said at the time, and it was definitely not a good thing anyway.
Finally, on her tenth birthday, her parents got together to celebrate her rarely that night, and she still remembered that she had made a wish that her parents could be together and be together every day.
But when I woke up from my sleep at night, I heard someone talking in the living room, maybe I thought I was asleep, and the sound of talking outside was loud, and the two of them talked for a long time, and now so many years have passed, and I don't remember a lot of content, but she still hasn't forgotten what her mother said, "You are just a soldier now, how much can you produce, so we are not suitable, you can do it yourself, or divorce as soon as possible......"
Since that day, in her memory, she has never seen her father again, and she understands that they are really divorced, and she can only live with her mother in the future.
In Ye Lingyun's impression, her mother has always been a very gentle woman, but from that night onwards, she was left with a completely different and disgusting image.
Although the mother has always been very good to her daughter, but so what, although she was still young at the time, and in her opinion, she was not sensible, but some things were already able to understand enough, Dad's departure, the breakdown of that warm home, all caused by her mother, she is no longer the mother who makes her like......
Later, when she grew up, she began to understand some things, knowing that maybe it was not the lack of affection between her parents, but the reason for the family behind her mother.
In this world, being in a high position brings not only the so-called glory, power and wealth, but also many helpless choices, such as the struggle between factions and the gap in ideology, which is enough to separate a loving man and woman and break an originally intact family. also started from understanding this, but she was extremely disgusted with the aura of envy in the eyes of outsiders.
Even if I later understood more of what it contained, I couldn't forgive my mother for what she did in the first place.
Because she is a woman, since she still loves her father, why should she care about anything else, not to mention that it is not just as simple as falling in love, they are already married, and they have themselves. But she still abandoned her father at this time, for what?
Can't bear the glory and wealth you already have? Or is she reluctant to give up the family behind her who brought her a powerful position, so she obediently obeyed, and then cruelly abandoned her husband?
So even if he understood the helplessness of his mother who chose to do that at the beginning, in Ye Lingyun's heart, not only did he not have any understanding, but he was more disgusted. She thought that if her mother could not care about so many things outside her body, and could be with her father regardless of the barrier, maybe there would be no Li today, let alone today's strong woman in the business world, but there would be one more beautiful family, a good mother and a father who could support a family, that would definitely be better than now.
But now a qiē is just a fantasy, and the one who created this qiē with her own hands is now the woman who sits beside her and keeps saying that she does this qiē for her own good, how can she accept this good?
But after all, it was her mother, and she had no other way to retaliate against her than to treat her coldly.
Sometimes Ye Lingyun thinks that if she falls in love with a man one day, she will definitely not be as mean as her mother was at the beginning, and a little external pressure will make her make that choice. If it is himself, even if the other party is a beggar, as long as it is the man he loves, he will pay a qiē to be with him, and the sky will not change when it falls.
[This is two chapters, and the number of words is also a lot, and I am upset during this time...... Hey, school is about to start, I'm so scared as a primary school monk......]