Finding Life's Regrets (9)
Originally, Su Bairong married into the Liu family and was already a high marriage, but now she is blessed and pregnant within a few months of getting married, but unfortunately now this blessing has flowed clean in the newlywed period, and there is no news from the Liu family, after all, what Su Bairong did at the beginning was not very glorious, even if Lily pushed her down and made her have fetal gas, but the Liu family still had to swallow this bitter fruit.
The He family was calm about Su Bairong's lack of children, except for sending someone to send a gift list so that people would not say it, He didn't even go to see her in person, and there was naturally a lot of criticism in the capital. After Su Bairong got married, the He family began to be busy with Lily's marriage again, and now her daughter is not young, and if she drags it on, she will become an old girl, and it is easy to be criticized for a long time in such a person's family, so when the old princess of Jingyang in Beijing led her only son into Beijing to face the saint and invited all the women in Beijing to go, He also led Lily.
In fact, the scene of not being able to marry like this now is a bit of Lily's mind, and the task is now a little rough in her heart, but it is not completely determined, but seeing He's scene of being anxious for her daughter's lips, Lily can't say anything if she refuses. Her original body has left the sequelae of dizziness since she entered the task that day, as long as she waits for her task to be solved, it may be the time for her to leave this plot, although she can't bear to see He's sadness, but she doesn't want to really marry in the plot.
When I came to Jingyang Palace, the people from the Zhenguo Mansion had already arrived, and as a family member, I didn't know that the people from the Zhenguo Mansion were here, but now I already know it. Naturally, the He family had to lead Lily to say hello. Princess Wen'an led her daughter-in-law and was surrounded by a group of women. Su Bairong, who hadn't seen her for a while, was so thin that she almost lost her shape. Without the confidence she used to have, she was like a withered rose at this time, standing quietly behind Princess Wen'an, like an angry daughter-in-law.
As if noticing Lily's gaze at her, she raised her head, her gaze as calm as a pool of stagnant water, her eyes were so black and bright that she was a little oozing, and her face was pale without a trace of blood. Even if her lips were smeared with rouge, they looked very strange, and she suddenly grinned at Lily, and there was an indescribable sarcasm in her smile.
He didn't look at her, and asked Princess Wen'an for peace, maybe it was Su Bairong's slippery fetus, the two families had become in-laws and faintly became enemies at this time, when He blessed him, Princess Wen'an called after a long time, and He also pretended not to know Princess Wen'an's dislike. After asking for peace, he pulled his daughter away.
Before taking the seat, Lily took Chunxiao to the latrine, and when she came out, Chunxiao should have stayed outside the path. But at this time, there was no shadow of spring dawn under the luxuriant plum tree, but Su Bairong, who was wearing a Hunan concubine-colored dress, stood under the clusters of plum blossoms that bloomed just right, and folded a plum blossom in her hand to play with in her palm.
"My sister is out." When she saw Lily, she seemed to have forgotten what she wanted to calculate Lily before, and as if she had forgotten that she had lost a child because of Lily, she couldn't hide the tiredness in her eyes with a smile.
"Su Bairong?" Lily glanced around, couldn't help but smile after not seeing the figure, and walked towards Su Bairong, although she didn't have much time to practice the Jiuyang Sutra, but her body was always better than Su Bairong, although Su Bairong still didn't find anger and hatred on her body at this time, it didn't look like she wanted to hurt her, but even if she was resentful, Lily was not afraid of her.
"Mama Zhu's family, my mother sold them?" Su Bairong stretched out her hand to block Lily's way, and after seeing her quickly take a few steps back, her lips moved: "She has been milking me since she was a child, how can you bear it?" You have to get her back! ”
"That's what you're here for?" Lily took the handkerchief in the cuff to wipe her hands, thinking of Mama Zhu at this time, she was still a little angry in her heart, and there was a sense of anger like after being betrayed: "What did she do for you, you know in your heart." ”
"She's here for your good!" Su Bairong couldn't help but shout out in a hurry, and said loudly: "You can't do this, it chills her heart, and you will regret it!" ”
"The person who hurt her was you, not me, why didn't she think it would chill my heart since she was doing things for you?" Lily's heart moved, and her tone slowly sharpened, and her aggressive and cold attitude made Su Bairong grit her teeth and clench her palms tightly.
"Su Lily, Su Lily." Su Bairong said and spoke, tears poured out all of a sudden, her tone was filled with indescribable panic and pain, and there was a trace of complexity and indescribable discomfort, Lily seemed to have some pain in her heart, and her face turned pale all of a sudden.
"I really regret it, I've already said before, I won't hurt you, why can't you believe me?" Su Bairong burst into tears, watching such a person who looked exactly like herself crying in front of her, as if Lily felt that this was just another self crying, and she didn't understand something in her heart, but suddenly realized because of this feeling.
For a while, the fog that plagued Lily seemed to be lifted all at once, revealing the thoughts she had been guessing for a long time hidden under the fog. Lily's heart was beating like a drum, she even felt that her throat was a little dry, some previous speculations, some unreliable places, now because of her sudden conjecture became a little reasonable, she subconsciously said: "Because, because I am you, are you me?" ”
Her brainless words made Su Bairong's tears flow even more fiercely, the plum branch that was broken off in her hand was almost broken by her, she cried breathlessly, as if she had hidden her grievances for a long time, and all of them had the point of venting in an instant, tears fell down her pale cheeks, she cried fiercely, but the corners of her mouth were upturned: "Yes, because I am you, you are also me, how can I harm you?" I hope you are safe, I hope you are safe. ”
As she spoke, Su Bairong's voice choked up a little, "You feel it, right?" You should be able to feel it. ”
"You don't like Miss Liu of the Zhenguo Mansion, she deliberately made me ugly in front of Princess Wen'an of the Zhenguo Mansion that day, it should be because you want me to stay away from the Zhenguo Mansion, but there should also be your selfish ......" Lily saw her admit, and at this time she was even more bleeding, she said her guess, I thought Su Bairong would not admit it, but I didn't want her to nod with tears: "Yes, you and I should have a heart-to-heart connection, I think you should know it in your heart." ”
"I did calculate you, and I also have my own selfish intentions, shouldn't I?" Su Bairong took her sleeve and wiped her eyes, and she folded the plum branch in her hand that was already hot in her hand, and inserted it into the lily's bun.
"We don't say any secret words in front of us." Lily let her move, staring at Su Bairong's slightly red eyes with her eyes, and biting her lip: "I quarreled with Su Bairong that day, and the two fell into the lotus pond together, and when I woke up, I had a headache, as if someone was going to pull me out, my mother said, my mother said that Su Bairong was originally dead, but in the end she came back to life strangely, who are you?" ”
Su Bairong smiled, her eyes red: "I'm you." ”
"You talk nonsense!" Lily's heart sank, she knew that what Su Bairong said was true, but at this moment, she instinctively retorted: "You are not me, why are you me?" I am myself. ”
"I'm you!" Su Bairong also seemed to be ruthless, wiped her face, her eyes narrowed, and her eyes showed a little ruthlessness: "I am you, but unfortunately my mother refuses to recognize me, only when I am possessed by a spirit and occupy Su Bairong's body." ”
After saying this, Su Bairong paused: "Do you know why I calculated against you in the Zhenguo Mansion that day?" Why did you stay away from Liu Mingyue? ”
Su Bairong said as she spoke, and read softly in her mouth: "There is Su Mansion in Beijing, and the flowers bloom and get two." It's a pity that because of my willfulness, I always love to be competitive in everything when I am young, and I always like to compete with Su Bairong in everything. ”
She narrowed her eyes, and Lily held her breath without interrupting her.
"When I was twelve years old, my mother gave us two sisters a jade bracelet, saying that it was my grandmother's dowry that year, only the daughter was passed on not the daughter-in-law, I want two, Su Bairong's mind is similar to mine, and the two of us fought by the lotus pond." When Su Bairong said this, she laughed softly, and her expression was a little desolate: "I fell into the lotus pond with her, and when I woke up, I was the only one left, although my mother didn't blame me in person, but I knew that she was thinking about Su Bairong in her heart, I was unwilling at that time, I always wanted to get ahead, and I wanted my mother to see, even if Su Bairong was alive, it might not have more glory than the Su family I brought to her." ”
"I also went to Liu Mingyue, the eldest daughter of the Liuguo Mansion, and I also went, I was calculated, and I was thought to have a head and end between me and the prince of Xiangyang, and I was the daughter of the Yongle Waiting Mansion, and finally married to Xiangyang and became a side room in the palace." Su Bairong narrowed her eyes, as if she remembered something a long time ago: "Liu Mingyue is generous on the outside, but she is actually mean, and in the end, I ......"
"So, you ended up dying at her hands." When Lily heard this, there was something she didn't understand in her heart: "So, you are indeed Su Lily." ”
Su Bairong's own words admitted at this time have never appeared in the plot, including her marrying the prince of Xiangyang as a side room, this should be something Su Bairong experienced in her previous life, she should be reborn. (To be continued......)
PS: Second Update~
I've been giving clues before.,The book review area has also been popular in the past two days.,But I can't spoil it.,The reason is slowly revealed in this chapter and the next chapter.,I don't want to be in a hurry because of everyone.,Guide zhì my panic.,In the end, the six gods have no master.,As before, use continuous non-stop additions to pass this paragraph.,Finally, guide zhì me Kavin.。