In this way, it makes sense why Su Bairong's personality changed greatly after waking up, why she understood Buddhist scriptures and ethics, and why she seemed to have changed as a person in an instant, and she seemed to have grown up overnight. Su Bairong's current life is the life that Su Baihe has experienced in the plot, not to mention that Lily can also faintly feel that what Su Bairong said is not a lie!

"I am." When Su Bairong heard this, she suddenly seemed to be a little irritable, and exhaled several times in a row: "I was originally Su Baihe." ”

"You were originally Su Lily." An inexplicable resentment welled up in Lily's heart, and she subconsciously said: "You were originally Su Lily, but Su Lily has died in the life you have lived, why do you want to come back?" ”

"You want to make decisions for me everywhere, you want to hold a qiē in your hands everywhere, have you ever thought that others also want to live their own lives?" Lily didn't control her body at this time, but let herself say everything that the body wanted to say: "You shouldn't have come back." ”

As if she was rejected by herself, Su Bairong's face turned pale for a moment: "Why shouldn't I come back?" I just don't want to go back to the old ways on my own, so I'll help you ......."

"That's just what you think, your so-called old way has always been that you are alive, have you ever thought that I don't want someone to replace me for my life? Since you said that you are me, you also know that my character is the most competitive, even Su Bairong and I fought with her endlessly, why do you think I will accept you again? As soon as these words were spoken, Lily's heart was like a mirror, and she had already understood the reason for her mission this time. A large boulder hanging from his heart fell to the ground.

No wonder the memory is blurry after the age of twelve. Because she has always represented Su Lily before the age of twelve. After the age of twelve, because the dead Su Lily returned to the body, Su Lily's original self before the age of twelve was engulfed and merged, and she disappeared before the age of twelve, but she was not reconciled, so she had her mission this time.

If she didn't guess wrong, the real plot should be that on Su Baihe's twelfth birthday, she had a fight with her sister Su Bairong, and both fell into the lotus pond. Su Bairong died on the spot, although Su Baihe survived, she was calculated, married to the prince of Xiangyang as a side concubine, and lived an unhappy life, she should have died in the hands of Liu Mingyue, so she was reborn back to when she fell into the water at the age of twelve.

When Lily entered the mission that night, her head was inexplicably painful, as if someone was trying to squeeze her out of her body, which should have been when Su Lily should have been reborn. The plot that Lily sees next should be the scene after Su Lily is reborn. She did not marry the prince of Xiangyang as a side concubine in her previous life, but married into the Zhenguo Mansion. became Liu Yuanshao's wife, she changed the fate of her previous life, and found a lover to get all the things she didn't get in her previous life.

It's just because of her personality that Su Lily didn't suffer blows and hardships before the age of twelve, so she was still the character who couldn't tolerate people, she should have had her own life, and when Su Lily died and came back to face herself, the souls of the two sides should already be independent individuals in a certain aspect, Su Lily annexed her before the age of twelve, and then there was Su Lily, who succeeded later.

But Su Baihe before the age of twelve was unwilling, she didn't want her life to be replaced by others, even if this person who made the decision for her and lived for her was her many years later, she was not rare, just like when she fought with Su Bairong for something, even if it was a bad thing, she was not rare and exactly the same as people, bitter and tired, she had to let her taste it herself, but she didn't even have the opportunity to try, so she was replaced by her later self who had already experienced it.

"I'm just, I just don't want to make you suffer." Su Bairong's face was hurt, the feeling of being rejected by 'herself' was not pleasant, she stammered and tried to explain something: "I said earlier, I, I have no ill will towards you......"

"My life, no matter whether it is good or bad, I hope that I can live it by myself, not someone to replace me, and I don't want anyone to help me, even if this person is myself." With this sentence echoing back and forth in her heart, Lily said it softly, Su Baihe in the plot didn't even have a chance to say such a thing, and even Su Baihe didn't even give her the right to choose after being reborn, she also wanted to experience her own life, instead of being guided by someone who had experienced her life to guide her how to live.

It's like adults always like to say to rebellious children that I'm for your own good, so stop them from doing something that adults think will hurt. But the child wants to experience it for himself, not for others to tell him whether it is good or not.

The same person, just herself at different ages, the object of this mission is herself, so Lily can't feel Su Bairong's malice towards her, even if Su Bairong has done a lot to her, but Lily can't hate it, she can't like it, she can't even guard against Su Bairong, after all, from a certain aspect, Lily is Su Baihe after entering the mission, and Su Bairong is her, who will guard against herself? Even sometimes Lily will doubt her, but she subconsciously can't bear to doubt, and this weird feeling finally has an answer at this time.

"For you, you have experienced it, but for me, this qiē has not been experienced, just like there is a beautiful thing, you have tried it, you know that it is poisonous, but have you ever thought about it, I also want to try it to see if this thing is poisonous?" Su Bairong really didn't hurt herself, maybe she just wanted to get herself back on track all of a sudden because she had taken a lot of detours, but God had a favor for a reborn girl like her, let her know the future development of things in the future, and let her have a chance to start over after she was wrong, but unfortunately she didn't give the person who was swallowed by her when she was twelve years old a chance to taste it.

Although they are all the same person, but after a long time, they have formed an independent individual, and she has experienced a lifetime of returning to her body, so she can easily swallow herself at the age of twelve, but has she ever thought about it, has she ever thought about being willing to be annexed by her who came back after death?

"Aren't we all us?" Su Bairong's tone was a little dry. The palms of his hands were clenched into fists: "It's all me." Why do you ostracize me? ”

She was supposed to go back to her body. was rejected by her original self, and finally could only wake up in the body of her sister Su Bairong, losing the love of her parents, a heart that was originally for Lily everywhere, but was not understood, Su Bairong felt that she also had a stomach full of grievances.

"Mother ignores me, only cares about you, we should be one. But you're very repulsive to me, you should be able to feel it, we should be the same person! ”

"Mother ignores you, I am very repulsive to you, that's because you already have a lot of things!" You can be reborn and return, you can see the true face of some people in your previous life, you can choose a life that is more beneficial to you, and people who are reborn already have so many benefits, why do you want more:

"What's more, although we are the same person, I am the one who can call the shots. Instead of you, I can have your memories. I can be the master, I don't need you to replace me to live, I will swallow you, and from now on it will be me, not you, and will you want to? ”

Lily's words are plausible, but Su Bairong seems to understand, if she is reborn in the twelve-year-old Su Lily after being reborn, but if the dominant consciousness is not the twelve-year-old Su Lily being swallowed by her, but she being swallowed by Su Lily before the age of twelve, from then on, there is no Su Lily in the world who lives to the future, but a twelve-year-old Su Lily who predicts the fate of her posthumous affairs, is Su Bairong willing?

She asked herself, and she didn't want to.

So the person who was reborn was unwilling, Su Baihe before the age of twelve was supposed to live well, but in the end she was swallowed up, although it was only she who invaded her body, but she still didn't want to.

Seeing that Su Bairong was silent, Lily took off the plum blossom on her head and held it in her hand to play: "You see, although we used to be the same person, but because of the different processes, we have different preferences, we have different personalities, we are two different people, I don't like the plum anymore, that's just the taste you used to like, this doesn't mean me, in fact, I think it's too fragrant." What you want to do for my good, so I don't appreciate it, it is possible that we were the same person before, but time is changing, and we will not be the same person in the future. After saying this, Lily handed the plum in her hand back to Su Bairong, and saw that she was a little depressed:

"In the future, as long as you live your life well and don't have to control me, I don't need you to make decisions for me now, because now you are no longer Su Lily." After Lily said this, she borrowed it, Su Bairong turned her body sideways as if she was crying, the two passed by, and Lily vaguely heard her reading in her ears: "Those who abandon me will not stay yesterday." Those who disturb my heart will have many troubles today. Am I wrong? Am I wrong? ”

Lily didn't know if she was wrong, after all, this question shouldn't be answered by her, but originally Su Lily wanted to have her own life, but Lily understood.

After figuring out this problem, the fog that had plagued her for a long time in the past naturally dispersed, and Su Lily's original wish naturally came to her heart, Lily could strongly feel the original owner's mind at this time, she wanted to marry happily like ordinary people, she wanted to marry and have children like ordinary people, and when she met her husband, she wanted to grow old with her husband. (To be continued......)

PS: Today's two watches, I wish you all a Merry Christmas~~~~~

At this time, the mystery was revealed, and the book review area has been very lively recently, but unfortunately I can't explain why Lily can't guard against Su Bairong, because that's herself, no one will be able to guard against herself, so it's not that she's stupid and her IQ is low, it's just because Su Bairong is actually her, and she just says that she ~~~~~ in the future

Who will be prepared for the possibility that one day they will suddenly stab themselves? It's impossible, so sometimes the harm you suffer is actually caused by yourself.

Nowadays, there may be children's shoes who don't like this style of writing, but not every story is the same, at least until the end, I still want to write novels with different styles, maybe this will lose some readers, but since writing this story from the beginning is a kind of willfulness, then at the end of the day I naturally can't compromise with reality like I used to.

Love ~~~~~~~~~ people who support me as always