"I'm sorry to laugh." The misty Lan Xiao'er was awakened by a sound of apology, and slowly half-opened her eyes.

I saw that Yueyu was still hugging her softly, closing her eyes and frowning. It's like his whole world, I'm afraid of melting in my mouth, and I'm afraid of falling in the palm of my hand.

Isn't it every woman who is forced to go before she wakes up? Why is he saying sorry all the time here? What are you sorry for?

But is it still useful to be sorry? History can never be changed, but how should you face him? In feudal antiquity, should you follow him because of fame, but do you like him? And what is like?

Should I continue to pretend to be asleep now and wait for him to leave? Or just wake up and push him away indifferently? It's ridiculous to say that I'm really funny, why are I still thinking about him now? Did he think about himself when he was out of control yesterday?

I actually want to ask him, the fourth prince, is this what he calls love? Is this kind of love too selfish? If you love him, you shouldn't treat yourself with such a compulsive behavior.

It is said that a woman will fall in love with a man who kisses him, a man who has a relationship. But are you? suddenly found that I was so pathetic, so pathetic that I didn't understand love.

It is said that some people in the world have lived all their lives, but they may not be able to understand love, and I wonder if they will also fall into such a situation. What exactly is love? Can anyone sue themselves?

"Xiao'er, are you awake?"

Yueyu's call made Lan Xiao'er come back to her senses. And slowly looked at him, only to see that his eyes were so mixed, happy, sad, guilty, and helpless.

Lan Xiao'er suddenly smiled miserably: "Yes, wake up." ”

Yueyu was slightly stunned, then hugged Lan Xiao'er with both hands tighter and said: "Xiao'er, don't be like this, I will love you more than before, I love you, I will compensate you with my love, I will compensate until you fall in love with me, and compensate until you are full of happiness with me." ”

Lan Xiao'er let Yueyu hold her. Thought, compensation? What he can't compensate, he can't compensate for in his life.

Yueyu left Lan Xiao'er slightly, looked at her carefully, and said, "I will ask my father to get married as soon as possible and become my imperial concubine, okay?" Laugh, can you learn to love me too? I know that the most important place in your heart is given to others. But I won't mind, I won't mind, I really won't."

The most important place in your heart? Yes, do you have the most important person in your heart? But does it make sense to say that now? Tired.

Lan Xiao'er slowly pushed Yue Yu away, and said lifelessly, "Okay." ”

Yueyu was instantly happy, grabbed Lan Xiao'er's shoulder and said, "Really? Is Xiao'er really going to marry me? Do you really want to be my fourth imperial concubine? ”

Lan Xiao'er was obviously not as happy as Yueyu, but she moved her lower body slightly, and couldn't help frowning.

It's strange that I didn't feel the first pain, didn't something happen last night? A qiē is all your own illusion? But this unclothed body did not believe his own conjecture.

Lan Xiao'er took her own clothes on the bed lifelessly and put them on one by one.

After a long time, I only heard Yueyu's somewhat lost voice sound: "If what happened last night hadn't happened, would Xiao'er still marry me?" ”

Lan Xiao'er said coldly, "What do you say? ”

"But" Yueyu stopped again, paused for a while, and continued: "Xiao'er, I love you, I only want you to be happy." ”

"Happiness? What is Happiness? Lan Xiao'er said mockingly.

Yueyu hugged Lan Xiao'er again, and seemed to be a little sad and said, "Xiao'er, don't be like this, you make me feel scared like this, and make me feel if I have done something wrong." Xiao'er, if you can't accept me now, I just hope you can be as warm as the sun as before. ”

Lan Xiao'er suddenly trembled and cried, crying silently.

Yueyu hugged her tighter, comforting her like a child: "Xiao'er, don't cry, there is me, I am here, I will always be by your side, I will be good to you, so good that the earth is desolate." ”

Lan Xiao'er gently leaned into Yueyu's arms and said softly, "I hate you." ”

I only felt that Yueyu's body was obviously stiff, and said in despair: "Hate it." ”

Every man of them is like this, only the lower body of a woman is in his eyes, and he is desperately cared for before he gets his hands, and he gets tired of getting them. Oh, poor man, ridiculous woman.

Why are men nice to women in the first place? Because he wants to get what he wants from women, such as sex. The first thing that attracts men to have sexual impulses is the most intuitive beauty and figure of women, and then it is cultivation and temper.

But then those may actually be just nonsense, as long as a woman is beautiful, no matter how bad her temper is, she can endure it. It's not that loving one depends on how well he can tolerate you.

So is there true love in this world? I wish I had, but I don't think I met it, right? Why? Because the love of youth is for handsome men and beautiful women, not an ordinary girl like herself.

Why did Yueyu confess to herself so affectionately? Maybe it's really just a physical impulse, maybe it's taking advantage of yourself? After all, she is now the third daughter of General Yue Guolan. Who doesn't need military power for a prince who has a country in his heart?

So please let go of yourself who is ordinary, a girl who is ordinary in body and blood. I'm tired, in fact, it's good to have no love, I won't be sad, I won't hurt my body, I won't hurt my nerves. Maybe it's better to have no worries in your heart? Maybe

'There are thousands of lovesickness, and there is no place in the world. "Xiao'er, what are you thinking?"

Lan Xiao'er raised her eyes and saw Yueyu looking at herself nervously. and slowly leaned down: "Fourth prince, can the people's daughter retire first." "Turn around and walk out.

I only heard Yueyu's voice behind me: "Xiao'er, I'll let Ah Fu send you back." Another day, I will go to the house to propose my relatives in person. ”

Lan Xiao'er didn't stop her steps, and after walking out of the door, she ran desperately.

Night, where are you? Why wasn't he there when you needed him the most? Why is he always submissive and doesn't know the initiative? Why are you always so passive? Why?

Is it because he is now the prince's Yueqi, and he is no longer the night when he got along with him? So should he call him the crown prince Yueqi, and forget about the night, does he want to do the same?

Does he know? Some things, some people miss are missed, and they can't go back. So does he know he hates him? I hate him for not having the initiative that a man should have, I hate him for letting go of his passive self, hate, hate the world, hate love