After Lan Xiao'er ran out of Yuwang's mansion, she kept herself in the boudoir, never taking half a step, nor letting people step in half a step. She closed the curtains, doors and windows so tightly that no sunlight could shine in.

Stayed in this dark room, with her hands on her knees, and sat in a state of distraction for a day, and she had not eaten for a day, and lay down weakly.

That's her most precious thing, in modern times, she behaved like a good girl, she never didn't love herself, and now it's taken away so lightly, I hope it's just a dream, nothing happens after waking up, it's still there.

Is it true that after every man gets the most precious thing of a woman, the woman begins to drop in price, and is no longer so pure, so valuable, and no longer cherishes the man?

Lan Xiao'er thought depressedly, thinking about all the things she had come to this time and space, thinking about what it would have been like if she hadn't been separated from Weiye that time? But maybe this qiē is fate, and people are not as good as fate.

I have been a good girl like this, and in the end, I lost my most precious thing when I was defenseless, no matter how good I did, what was the use? If you don't like people, you don't like people, and if you can't get love, you can't get it.

Love is so unavoidable for me, why am I a love idiot, and my emotional intelligence is a mess. It's just that it's so ordinary, but this dignity of his own leads to a vague love.

The sound of "squeak" opening the door made Lan Xiao'er come to her senses, only to see that Fluttershy had already walked in with her meal for N times, and called softly, "Third Miss." ”

Lan Xiao'er's face suddenly changed, and she glared at Fluttershy angrily, "Didn't I say that you weren't allowed to come in?" Are you tired of life, and want to send you to the Hades you should go to early, or let you live in this world. ”

Fluttershy was visibly stunned by Lan Xiao'er's appearance, and said to Nono, "Third Miss, what's wrong with you?" No matter how bad you are, you have to eat something. Fluttershy just cares about your body. ”

Lan Xiao'er interrupted her and said disdainfully, "Is it your turn to care about me?" Hypocrisy. ”

Fluttershy said, "Miss Three, I know you're talking angrily, and I know I shouldn't come in at this time, the food is here, remember to eat some, I'll go down first, remember to call me if anything." ”

With that, he exited the room and closed the door gently.

It was dark again in the room, and Lan Xiao'er suddenly trembled and cried.

She really wants to go home, she misses her mother so much, she seems to leave here, she really wants to think that this qiē is just a dream, she really wants to wake up and return to the world that belongs to her, she really wants someone to sue her, be good, don't cry.

It only felt as if someone was slowly approaching her. Could it be that there are other people in this room?

It felt as if the man was hesitating about something.

For a long time, Lan Xiao'er had a warm embrace around her entire body, and the warm breath was spit on her neck, which made people feel comforted.

Who is it? Who was the faint scent of grass emanating from that man? Is that him? Or is this qiē a hallucination that I am so hungry that I am dizzy?

But now I really want to lean into this embrace, because I'm tired.

Lan Xiao'er leaned lightly into her arms and said faintly, "I'm tired." Can you let me out of here? Can you give me happiness? ”

Then she smiled stupidly: "I know it's a dream, and when I wake up from the dream, I have to face a qiē, whether I'm really strong or fake strong, I have to be strong." ”

"I know, but I really want to be willful. Maybe I'm too greedy, but maybe I just want to find someone who is good to me, but is there someone who has always been good to me? ”

"Others say no, they all say I'm too naïve, no one can always be good to a person, no one will treat me as a princess and a Yang, but I want this feeling, such a lover, such a ......"

"But when someone sued me like this, I didn't believe what he said, because I was thinking too much."

"But what to do? I'm such a cranky and insecure person. My character is not good, and character determines fate, and my life is not good. I don't seem to get the love I want, is it because I'm too ordinary, or because I have a bad personality and a bad life. ”

"I'm an insecure kid who always likes to test whether someone who says he loves you will leave you, and then he ...... Left. ”

"Who can sue me? Sue sù What the hell is wrong with me? Why does it seem so easy for someone else's love, but I seem to be born without love, why am I so easy to trust someone, but not easy to trust someone? Am I scared? ”

"Or I haven't met the lover in my life, I'm so confused, I don't understand anything, why is there nothing in the world that teaches love? Why is there no marriage in the world that can be bought? If you could, that would be great. ”

"I have never understood why I don't understand love, is it because I am innocent or I think too much or I want too much?"

"How do I choose? What I am most afraid of is choice, because I am afraid that I will choose the wrong one and lose something? What am I going to do? ”

"I'm tired, I'm really tired, I'm so tired, I'm so tired."

Lan Xiao'er may be hungry and tired, maybe she is tired from crying, or maybe she is tired, but she slowly closed her eyes, was about to fall asleep quietly, and murmured: "The bottom of the acacia tree says that it is lovesick, and Silang hates Lang Lang and doesn't know." ”

I only heard a familiar male voice sound: "There is such a woman, she is not beautiful, not charming, not sexy, not seductive." It's hard to describe her in words like pretty, her face and figure are not the focus of attention, she can give people a special feeling...... This feeling is demeanor, smile, warmth, and calmness. Such a woman, even if you look at it from a distance, is also an appreciation. ”

"Remember, there is no pain in this world that is prepared for you alone. Therefore, don't think that you are a lonely pain sufferer. And don't think that you're experiencing the most painful pain. Under the eaves of the world, there are as many people as there are things, there is as much pain as there are, and there are as many people with broken intestines. In the suffering of all sentient beings, you will find that your pain is really nothing. ”

"Sometimes, in the best of this world, some people are indifferent, some people are warm, and you will always meet those who are warm. Time will teach you to see every face. ”

"When you're torn between how you feel and what others think, you should choose to do what makes you happy."

"Follow the feeling, quietly. Learn to trust your heart. ”

"In the world, there is really such a person who silently pays attention to you, loves you, but will never be close to you again......"

Lan Xiao'er, who was already asleep, said in her dream: "I really want to ask, am I important to you?" ”

The person holding her in his arms was obviously stunned, and his heart beat violently, and after a long time, he said softly: "Important." ”

"But why can't you feel it?"

"Because you're too simple to fit into this world."