Shen Zhe is a steel man, and he can't help but shed tears at this time, Shen Zhe seems to be telling and repenting. Shen Zhe cried and said, "Sister Huo, Haiyan, you two have spirits in the sky, please accept my confession." Xiaodi and Zaixu are not outsiders, today I have suppressed my heart for a long time, and I want to say it but I don't have a chance to say it, Sister Huo, Haiyan, you two listen to me. ”

Shen Zhe wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and confessed softly: "Sister Huo, you and I are classmates, and we have a deep friendship, if you want to say that I don't understand your feelings for me, it's just because I thought I was a person with a daughter-in-law at that time, and I didn't accept your feelings." I don't dare say that you died for me, but I know that you must have been hurt by love, and I am ashamed of your death. After you left me, Haiyan came into my life in your place. I admire Haiyan's spirit of daring to love and hate, and daring to act. In addition, there was a rift in my relationship with my daughter-in-law, and we had more and more nothing to say. She is a hipster woman, and I can't accept her arrogance more and more. In this way, Haiyan slowly entered my heart, and we became close friends who talked about everything. ”

Xiao Di said: "Boss, don't grind and chirp about those useless things, say something that actually makes you feel the most ashamed, so that you can have a relief on your conscience." I said, "Yes, boss, it's getting late, it's dark, it's simple, it's practical." ”

Shen Zhe said: "It's all to blame for my lack of determination, it's me who hurt Haiyan." Xiao Di said: "Didn't Shen Haiyan commit suicide by herself, how could it have anything to do with you." Shen Zhe said, "You two don't know." Since Haiyan desperately pulled Guo Daming, I have a special affection for Haiyan, and since then Haiyan and I have been inseparable, and the relationship has gradually warmed up, and we had sex before the summer vacation. After working together during the summer vacation, I promised her to divorce my daughter-in-law when she returned home. When I went home during the summer vacation, I told my family, but they didn't agree. My daughter-in-law, including my daughter-in-law's family, disagreed. Under repeated questioning from my parents, I told me about my relationship with Haiyan, who was pregnant. When school was about to start, my daughter-in-law's family also found out about it, and my father-in-law and my daughter-in-law drove to school that day, saying that they would have a good talk with us. Unexpectedly, they pulled us down, and the hotel locked us in two separate rooms. My father-in-law talked to me about how to deal with this matter, but my daughter-in-law talked to Shen Haiyan in the next room about getting rid of the child, and promised that as long as Haiyan got rid of the child, she would give Haiyan 20,000 yuan in compensation. The premise is that you don't continue to associate with me in the future. Eventually, I accepted the reality and continued to be engaged to my daughter-in-law. And Shen Haiyan also accepted the reality and went to the hospital the next morning to have an abortion. ”

Speaking of this, Shen Zhe cried loudly, crying and complaining: "It's all my fault, I should have carried the matter together, but I let Haiyan carry it alone." I'm not human, I'm sorry Haiyan. ”

Hearing this, I probably understood the causal relationship between Shen Haiyan's death, so it seems that Shen Haiyan's death is inseparable from Shen Zhe. In other words. If Shen Zhe doesn't abandon Shen Haiyan, and they handle their affairs by themselves, I'm afraid it's another world, and Shen Haiyan may not choose to die. Life and death are big things for everyone. Every person who chooses to face death always has an indescribable suffering in her heart, which must be beyond her ability to bear, and the guide has lost the courage to continue living. There is no light in life. Psychological pressure is high, and in order to seek a kind of relief, people often choose suicide when they can't think about it.

Come to think of it. In order to enlighten Shen Zhe, and also to make Shen Zhe feel at ease. Xiao Di and I set up Shen Zhe from the ground, and I said, "Boss, they all say that people can't be resurrected after death, and since Sister Haiyan and Sister Huo are gone, there must be a reason to go." As the saying goes, people's fate is predestined, life and death are fateful, and wealth is in heaven. Both of them are also caused by fate, if Sister Shen does not lose herself to Guo Daming, her life may not be like this, if she does not fall in love with you, it may not be such a result, this may be the will of God. "Actually, when I said this, I felt quite unwilling, and I felt that Shen Haiyan's death was directly related to Shen Zhe's inaction, but in order to comfort the living Shen Zhe, I could only excuse Shen Zhe. In other words, if Shen Zhe didn't feel guilty in his heart, why would he have nightmares at night and couldn't sleep.

Xiao Di said, "Boss, tell me what is in your heart." ”

Shen Zhe said: "At this point, I have nothing to excuse myself, I just think that if you two have spirits in the sky, please accept my confession." I felt guilty and couldn't face myself. Today I can't express my sorrow for you with anything, I just want to burn some paper money and wish you all the way, you two are each other's companions on the Huangquan Road, maybe you will not be so lonely and lonely. Life is short for decades, and we can't live together, but I hope we can see each other after we die and be with each other. ”

Xiao Di said: "Big brother, you're not sending ghosts, you're calling ghosts." Shen Zhe said, "Then what should I say?" Xiao Di said: "I'll make a stand for Shen Zhe, Sister Huo and Sister Haiyan, if you two have a spirit in the sky, just listen to my Xiao Di." Shen Zhe is not easy for him, so don't embarrass him. Burn more paper money for the two of you today, and the two of you will be on the road safely. ”

I silently recited in my heart: "On the road of life, there are scattered and gathered, cherish each other when you get together, you can live every day happily, and when you are scattered, you can cherish each other, and you will not lose your elegant and atmospheric belly." I think since you both love Shen Zhe, you must want to see Shen Zhe be positive and optimistic about life, instead of sleeping like today. Since you have no chance in life, you two also choose to let it go once, give you a chance to be a good ghost, and give Shen Zhe a chance to be a good person. ”

Perhaps my prayer really worked, the wax was about to burn out, and there was only a few herbs left. The cigarette smoke drifted away, the wax flames fluttered twice in the wind, and there seemed to be the sound of sheng singing in the distant sky, which was probably a requiem that made the soul of the deceased peaceful.

Xiaodi threw some of the dried and fresh fruits at the lake, and repacked the remaining dried and fresh fruits into plastic bags. Xiao Di said, "Boss, continue, the prayer ceremony has been completed, let's go back." ”

Shen Zhe said: "Haiyan, Sister Huo, may your heroic souls be at peace and go on the road safely." After speaking, Shen Zhe walked towards the dormitory building without looking back. The night breeze blows, bringing a hint of coolness, the moon shadow moves between the flowers, and the willow autumn dew is thick. The three of them shuttled through the cracks in the willow silk, and we felt a cool air coming out of our backs, and we couldn't help but speed up our pace.

When I returned to the dormitory, I took out my mobile phone and saw that it was already half past eleven in the evening, and the three of them didn't do anything anymore, the small mansion was closed, and the three of them quietly climbed into bed, and they didn't want to sleep with anything. Maybe it was tired, but several people in our dormitory slept soundly this night. (To be continued......)

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