Chapter 3: Wen Ling's Emotional Wounds (11)
This is another infatuated fool! I sighed in my heart, isn't this Wen Ling cannon fodder for love? She is a working girl from a small mountain village, she has not received too much education, but she has a delicate and deep affection, she is willing to love a person who thinks she is kind to her, and she is willing to love him for the rest of her life; She has persevered with youth and loneliness for more than ten years, which is really rare!
It is also to love with the purest and truest feelings of life, and it is also to love with the essence of life.
It's the same as my kind of love that I have been in love with Fang Jun for eight years but I don't ask for anything from each other, we are all fools of love! This feeling shortened the distance between me and Wen Ling, and I felt that I had to sincerely care about her, give friendship to her, and treat her as my friend.
In order to find some psychological balance for her, to make her feel that she is not the only unfortunate person in this world, I told her how I felt when I suddenly knew that he was married to someone else without knowing it, and I told her how depressed and decadent I used to be, and I used to look for places to commit suicide all over the world. As I spoke, I laughed, and I was really smiling.
She blamed me and said, "How can you laugh at such a sad thing?" ”
I smiled happily and asked, "yes, I really think it's ridiculous there, what the hell do you think this relationship is?" When a person is already married to someone else, is that still your love? That person has nothing to do with you anymore, you are still blinded by that person, and you are still looking for death and life for a person who has nothing to do with you, isn't this tossing yourself, is it cost-effective for yourself? ”
Wen Ling shook her head blankly: "For myself, it's really not cost-effective." ”
I then asked, "Isn't it ridiculous to die or live for someone who has nothing to do with you?" ”
She stared at me with big eyes, as if talking to herself, as if answering me, "Is it ridiculous?" Ridiculous, right? ”
I confidently and self-deprecatingly said, "Of course it's ridiculous, otherwise if you ask someone, they will think it's ridiculous!"
Wen Ling nodded innocently: "Ah, it's really ridiculous." ”
I continued to talk to her, and every now and then I laughed louder, and my laughter was filled with heartfelt joy and happiness.
Wen Ling was very happy to be infected by me, and she laughed happily.
I saw that her love had become better, and I said, "A lover who can leave is not a lover; In the same way, love that can betray you is not love. We are not stupid, we are smart, beautiful, and well-loved fashionistas, so why bother ourselves for worthless people and things? ”
Wen Ling nodded convincingly.
Strangely, in front of Wen Ling, I found that I had suddenly become so powerful and talkative, and a burst of pride welled up in my heart. At this time, I felt that my first love of eight years was not a big deal in my life, but a very small thing; Moreover, I feel that the grievances and grievances in my heart are gone, and I feel that life is very beautiful.
Since this time, I have been with Wen Ling most of the time, even staying at her house at night, anyway, Zhu Fangzheng is too busy to come at all recently. This also allows me to get along with Wen Ling more freely, I cook for her, accompany her shopping, go to the park to see exotic flowers and plants, and go to the zoo to see all kinds of cute animals. I also accompany me to the bar, to the café, to the Di bar; Because of having fun, Wen Ling's complexion has improved a lot, and her feelings have become cheerful; Although occasionally when drinking coffee, she will occasionally mention Zhu Fangzheng, but it is only a passing mention, as if she can't forget it and doesn't want to mention it again.
I'm still curious, what is so special about this Zhu Fangzheng that can make such a beautiful woman love so deeply? Is this Zhu Fangzheng very handsome? Or is it very wise, like Dongfang Shuo in the TV "The Son of Heaven", which has a charm that ordinary people can't reach?
Wen Ling is no stranger to bars, and it seems that she should have been a regular customer in the bar in the past. When she sat in the bar, her beauty became more and more amorous, attracting the attention of countless people of the opposite sex in the bar. But she is like entering a no-man's land, and she looks extremely cold and arrogant. Occasionally, however, she would give attention to some elegant, good-looking men, and when the other person smiled at her, she smiled in return.