Chapter 3: Wen Ling's Emotional Wounds (10)
But she also understands that although Zhu Fangzheng loves her very much, it is impossible for him to divorce his wife and marry him; Zhu Fangzheng actually loves his wife very much, and his wife started a business with him when he was young and gave birth to children for him; He is also very fond of his four children.
On Zhu Fangzheng's wife's side, there are two sons and two daughters, each of whom is his heart and the pearl of his palm. In this regard, he, like many traditional Chinese men, has a strong sense of family, and he believes that children are always his own good, and children are his true future.
When I first fell in love with Wen Ling, the children on my wife's side were still young and not sensible; He and Wen Ling spent a lot of time together, and as the children grew up, the children gradually learned how to use means to win favor from their father and win favor; Therefore, his wife and children occupy more and more time for Zhu Fangzheng, especially in recent years, it is almost difficult for Zhu Fangzheng to squeeze out time to go to Wen Ling.
And Wen Ling is infertile, and later she went to the hospital for examination, and the result of the examination was that she was born infertile; I don't know why fate is so unfair, God gave her such beauty, but did not give her the ability to have children! And beauty seems to be very fragile in front of the child's affection, this is the so-called red face is easy to age, a man will be accustomed to a beautiful face over time, but the family affection grows with the years; So Wen Ling became more and more lonely, more and more lonely, and even felt that she had been abandoned by Zhu Fangzheng.
can't have children, can never have children, and can't rely on children to tie Zhu Fangzheng's love and sincerity. Without marriage, her home will always be like a home, which makes Wen Ling's heart more and more unable to find a direction and a home.
Even though Zhu Fangzheng once really loved her deeply, can Zhu Fangzheng's love be the lifesaver of her life?
Or will Zhu Fangzheng's love be the only reason for her to live in this world and all she has to live?
She felt countless times that she had no home, no love, no children, and no future; She can't keep Zhu Fangzheng's heart, let alone his people.
She used to be innocent, followed behind Zhu Fangzheng, and went in and out of all kinds of bright and bright occasions every day, and was admired by countless people for her beauty and envy Zhu Fangzheng's glamorous fortune; She sang and danced lightly, Zhu Fangzheng pampered her in every way, holding her in the palm of her hand for fear of falling, holding her in her mouth for fear of melting, how happy she was at that time!
But that happiness was overdrawn by her youth, and now that she finally saw through it, she was tired of this life, and at the same time deeply disgusted with herself!
Her disgust with herself made Wen Ling suffer from gains and losses, closed her resentment, destroyed herself, and eventually became a heart disease, and she suffered from severe depression for a long time.
Only then did I believe that the beautiful angel turned out to be a poor patient.
This is another infatuated fool! I sighed in my heart, isn't this Wen Ling cannon fodder for love? She is a working girl from a small mountain village, she has not received too much education, but she has a delicate and deep affection, she is willing to love a person who thinks she is kind to her, and she is willing to love him for the rest of her life; She has persevered with youth and loneliness for more than ten years, which is really rare!
It's the same as my kind of love that I have been in love with Fang Jun for eight years but I don't ask for anything from each other, we are all fools of love! This feeling shortened the distance between me and Wen Ling, and I felt that I had to sincerely care about her, give friendship to her, and treat her as my friend.