135 Heart-rending past
Does it hurt? It hurts the heart! I feel distressed for Lanting, but also feel distressed for myself!
Because, she knew that as long as the qiΔ was said in her previous life, it meant that Lan Ting would be separated from the person closest to her, how painful it would be - she knew!
She closed her eyes and felt herself exiled from the light to the darkness, and she could see his heart, but at the same time, she and his happiness ...... Like thin ice!
"Okay, you can open your eyes......" Lan Ting's voice murmured, shallow breath sprayed on her face, so warm, and the deep voice was doting, "Look, I didn't hurt you!" β
Shen Qianran opened her eyes blankly, because of the tears, her eyes became brighter, more and more bright, pale little face, faded away from Su Ri's indifferent strength, and a little more childlike fragility.
Lan Ting shook the silver between his fingers in front of her, blinking his ostentatious gaze, "How is it?" β
That look looked like Xiao Ci'er, which made her laugh!
"Did you pick out the needle? How would you? Only then did she notice that Shui Yue had quietly left the council hall at some point.
Lan Ting disagreed, raised his eyes and smiled, "If you deal with it too much, you will naturally be familiar with it!" Lan Ting put down the needle, expertly took the medicine from the medicine box, carefully held the back of her hand, and began to concentrate on her wounds.
Shen Qianran suddenly recalled that when the two of them fell into the water in Yunchi Mountain, she found so many new and old injuries on Lanting.
Look, those wounds seemed to be treated in a hurry, and it was very likely that he was injured when he was fighting against the aliens, and there was not even a doctor by his side, forcing him to learn to deal with them by hand.
Lan Ting finished dealing with the wound on her hand, as if he knew what she was thinking, he stretched out his hand and gently pinched her red nose, "The people who came from the Dark Guard Camp have learned these basic treatments!" β
He stood up, scooped her up from the chair, took her into his arms, put her clammy face on his chest, and whispered, "Little girl, I don't blame you for making your own decisions, you cry like a child!" β
Over the years, how many warm memories, bit by bit, unforgettable, she hugged him tightly with her backhand, "Lan Ting, your mother has just ......"
"I know!" He patted her back gently, picked a strand of long hair on her back with one finger, gently twisted it, wrapped around his index finger one by one, his voice was lazy, and he only pretended to gossip, "Ci'er was born by your hard work, and you have the right to decide!" As for whether the grievances between you and your mother can be resolved, it is also up to your heart! β
"But between you and your mother, she ...... Probably upset! She didn't dare to look at him, lest he see too much affection in her eyes, and forced herself to speak normally.
"Don't think about it, anyway, I'm an unfilial rebel in the eyes of my mother." Lan Ting frowned and didn't want to talk deeply, he passed by, and said lightly to ridicule himself, "It seems that after tonight, everyone in Xiling will laugh at me Lan Ting is a wife and slave!" β
"Your mother is still waiting outside?" She was choked by his whispered appearance!
In this case, her Lan Ting still walked to her side and teased her with a calm demeanor! In the face of such affection, she can't repay it by forgiving Concubine Zhen!
A strong sadness arose in my heart, twisting my soft intestines inch by inch, and the knots hurt and broke my bowels!
"Little girl, stop crying!" Lan Ting sighed lightly, grabbed the corner of his sleeve and wiped her tears, "I'm coaxing a tearful person here, and I'm going to go out to coax another one later, hey, why is my life so bitter?" β
Outside the courtyard gate, Concubine Zhen stood like a puppet, and Fang Cai Lanting rushed in without love, and that scene slowly grinded her heart like a drill nail.
The surrounding slave mothers-in-law all knelt with their heads bowed, and no one dared to raise their heads, lest they accidentally collide with Concubine Zhen's eyes and become a sin sheep.
Staring at the light in that place, her vision was blurred, and she saw the young Lan Tingla shrugging her little head, coming back with a wound on her forehead, thick blood snaking down her temples from her hairline, he lowered his head, didn't say a word, silently walked in front of her, knelt down, his little face flashed with fragility, "Mother, my father doesn't want a son, mother, you are the only son......"
"Who was hurt?" Concubine Zhen screamed bitterly, crying for her son, and crying for the premonition in her heart-
Sure enough, Xiao Lanting scooped out a paperweight from his arms and put it on Concubine Zhen's palm, the sharp corners of the paperweight were wet with undried blood, and the carved dragon body on it made Concubine Zhen's heart almost vomit.
Lan Ting looked up at Concubine Zhen, her phoenix eyes flashed with ageless coldness and ruthlessness, "Mother, don't cry, your sons don't cry." Mother, your heart will never hurt again if it is like this paperweight in the future......" The child's painful eyes seemed to look straight into her heart, and the words that should not have been said by a child also made her never forget to die!
But she can't, she is a mother, and there is no woman in the world who will not cry when she sees her own flesh and blood hurt!
She cried, cried for a day and a night, she hated it so much, that is, that day, she made up her mind that one day she would get justice for her son!
In this world, we don't know who owes whom, and who owes whom! If there was retribution, she would swallow it all, but why was it her son who gave her the heaviest punch in the heart!
Under the night breeze that was not cold, Concubine Zhen's whole body shrunk, and her ears seemed to sound Lan Ting's immature voice, "Mother, don't be sad, when your sons grow up, what your father can't give you, your sons will give it to you!" Erchen will definitely have a chance to grow up, and when that day comes, Erchen will promise you a prosperous life! Peace for all life! β
A prosperous life! Peace for all life! She laughed stupidly, but the tears in her eyes almost fell, she looked up, and saw that the thick fog tonight had all dissipated, and the moon was full of spring in the garden, and she tried her best to open her eyes and force her eyes back with sourness!
Once, this son made her so proud that she straightened her waist little by little in front of Concubine Liu.
When Lanting expelled the alien race and ensured the long-term peace and stability of the border, she became famous in the first battle and asked the people of Xiling to welcome King Ning back to Beijingββ!
However, the appearance of Shen Qianran subverted all the things she had with her son!
Tonight, in front of everyone, her good son once again made a choice between her and Shen Qianran without hesitation!
If it was that bath, because she had a hurt heart first, she was abandoned by Lan Ting, she admitted! Who made her a mother? What mother in this world has ever won her son?
But this time is different, she has retreated, committed herself to seek perfection, and it is Shen Qianran who is aggressive!
But Fang Cai Lanting didn't even stop for a moment, so he abandoned her in full view of everyone!
Repeating it over and over again, as if tasting a poison, the heart of the Buddha cracked open in an instant, tearing out the sharp pain that had never been felt before. When was the first time you felt pain? She doesn't remember anymore. Wei remembers that it was brought to him by Shen Qianran every time.
She suddenly looked up to the sky and smiled, she was so desperate that she even gave up on herself, her life, from her husband to her son, was completely empty!
No, no! No! She's not convinced!
Suddenly, she took out the silver hairpin from the back of her hair and pointed it at her throat fiercely, and shouted, "Lan Ting, you come out, if you don't come out immediately, the mother concubine will die here today!" Because of the extreme qi to the numbness of her whole body, she didn't even notice that the sharp tail of the hairpin had pierced into her skin, and blood beads flowed down the hairpin body drop by drop.
Xiuya screamed, wanting to stop, but she was also a step late, she knelt down on her knees, and cried in a panic, "Niangniang, don't be impulsive, if you have something to say slowly, Your Royal Highness will come out immediately, you scoop the hairpin away, it's too dangerous!" β
The eunuch and the palace maid were taken aback, Concubine Zhen was inside and outside the palace, and she had always been known for her calmness and decency, and such a gaffe was the first time they had seen it in their lives.
All the guards in the palace are stupid, this is their ordinary high-ranking concubine Zhenniang? When she disagrees with her daughter-in-law like a folk shrew, she cries, makes trouble and hangs herself?
The maid ring and mother-in-law who were kneeling in one place were instantly confused, and after handing over their ears in a low voice, they didn't know how to stop it, so they could only desperately beg, "Niangniang, don't be like this!" β
When the door opened, Lan Ting walked out, and everyone secretly sighed, but when they saw Shen Qianran behind him, everyone's hearts rose to their throats again.
Concubine Zhen's eyes swept over the Lan Pavilion in a messy manner, and in a daze, she suddenly shot at Shen Qianran behind him like an arrow, her pupils condensed and moved violently, and the hairpin in her hand unconsciously felt a little inserted, and shouted hoarsely, "Shen Qianran, are you very proud?" You have pushed our mother-son relationship to this level! Okay, I'm going to die here tonight to see if this God will fulfill you! β
"Oh my God?" When Shen Qianran heard this, she actually stepped directly over the Lan Pavilion, ran quickly to Concubine Zhen, stopped at her a foot away, stared at her, her eyes were bloodshot, with deep hatred, contempt, hatred, and extremely cruel ridicule, word by word, "Zhong Siwu, you don't deserve the love of God!" If you want to be free, I advise you to plunge this hairpin into it immediately! β
"Ah Ran-" Lan Ting also gasped, his eyes were full of heartache and shock, and he opened his mouth, as if he was about to say something, but it was all blocked in his heart.
"Look, this is the good daughter-in-law you found for your mother! But-" Concubine Zhen laughed hahaha, in the midst of a trembling smile, her sideburns spread out in a mess, she slowly put down the silver hairpin in her hand, she didn't expect that Shen Qianran was in front of Lan Ting, and she was so flamboyant and unscrupulous!
Well, since that's the case, then don't blame her for being ruthless. She stepped forward and faced Shen Qianran face to face, she Shen Qianran, her eyes were cold and cold, but her voice was extremely soft, with a gentle grievance and pleading, "This palace still wants to take advantage of everyone's presence tonight to reconcile with you, not for anything else, just for Lan Ting, this palace doesn't want him to be in a dilemma." Miss Shen Er, are you willing? β
Concubine Zhen's intentions are so vicious, in this perspective, only Jue Qianran can see the viciousness in her eyes, and everyone who hears her voice is sideways.
She used this extreme deception to tell everyone that she could let go of a grievance for her son!
If Shen Qianran refused, she would not only prick a thorn in Lan Ting's heart, but in the hearts of the people, she would lose a qiΔ!
She instinctively looked back at Lan Ting behind her, and when her eyes collided, a sigh spilled out of her lips, his eyes were hazy and sad, and there was pain in the darkness, and soon, a qiΔ turned into a phantom shattered shadow, but she still read a trace of hope hidden in his eyes-
Suddenly, her whole body seemed to be ignited by a fire, becoming hot and hot, like the pain of festering into pus under the foreskin of the atrium, sticking to her heart, and the pressure could not be released, she looked at Lan Ting's face, but answered Concubine Zhen's question word by word, "I, Shen Qianran, are still the same sentence, and I will never be able to reconcile with you, unless the world is turned upside down and the rivers are exhausted!" β
"Ah Ran, please don't say it-" The phoenix's eyes were instantly filled with injury, and some words were known in her heart, but it was another thing to actually hear them come out of her mouth.
"Please?" Concubine Zhenfang's snickering joy disappeared in an instant, her whole body was like falling into an ice cellar, and the original faint smile on the corner of her lips faded, she took a step away and looked at Lan Ting, her eyes were scrutinizing but with a faint tense fear, if she lost this game again, she would really lose this son completely.
She pointed at Shen Qianran with a trembling hand, looked at Lan Ting, and asked gently, "Lan Ting, if this woman cares about you in the slightest, she won't force your biological mother to die in front of everyone!" Concubine Zhen stared closely at her son's eyes that were in a trance due to injury, she knew that she had to inject another dose of strong medicine into her son's heart, that is, no matter how distressed she was, she also cruelly added, "Lan Ting, you are a dignified prince, you must be trampled on the soles of your feet by such a woman?" β
Shen Qianran's eyes suddenly changed, red as blood, his face trembled, he could no longer control the enmity between the two worlds, and roared loudly, "Zhong Siwu, don't force him to choose!" If you want to know why, tonight, I'm going to sue you and let you know why I hate you so much. However, from now on, you will be trapped in Shura forever, and your heart will not have a moment of peace, and you will appreciate what life is worse than death! β
This kind of Shen Qianran made Concubine Zhen's eyes jump sharply, and she had an ominous premonition, and asked in a hissed voice, "Didn't you poison you?" Yes, I, Zhong Siwu, admit it! But isn't it all good now? Your appearance is restored, and your child is also healthy and lovely? Don't you want to let go of these grievances and make everyone feel more comfortable? Why do you have to spread it out bloody? β
"Really?" Shen Qianran's angry and mournful voice sounded, shattered, and the voice seemed to come from the Shura Hell, "Do you think it's really over? There is no past, and it does not live in my heart like a shadow. β
A moment of fear and hatred burned at the same time, Concubine Zhen's pupils were shrinking sharply, and she said in a trembling voice, "I ruined your childhood, but what about your mother, why didn't she ruin me and Ting'er!" Don't always think that you are the only one who has been hurt, Shen Qianran, I tell you, your mother is the real murderer without blood! β
"Lan Ting, if you want to leave now, I-don't blame you!" Her eyes did not have the slightest brilliance, a color of pain from the inside to the outside was permeated, and the black and white pupils were like a pool of quiet stagnant water, looking directly at Lan Ting without a wave, "If you don't leave, then tonight, I have a past, sue you ......"
"Second Miss, don't be sad-" Shui Yu cried, turning her head to look at Concubine Zhen hatefully, "You said that Ci'er is healthy, then do you know how the young lady gave birth to Ci'er healthily with so much poison in her body?" β
She took a deep breath, chuckled, and the corners of her mouth hung with a deeper astringency, which was also a deeper cruelty, "Let me sue you!" I don't want to, I don't want to be alone all the time, it's just, I don't know, can you bear it......" She no longer looked at him, but gently held Shui Yu's hand and smiled gently, with a desolate look beyond age in her eyes, and there was no trace of the previous brightness in her eyes, "Sister Yu, Ah Ran has always had a hurdle in her heart, and that is to owe you." Over the years, you have been by Ah Ran's side and have never left you, but Ah Ran is scared and never dares to tell you about the past, lest you refuse to forgive and abandon Ah Ran! Tonight, Ah Ran wanted to say a qiΔ, Ah Ran only begged Sister Yu, promising Ah Ran not to leave ...... "The words are not finished, Shen Qianran has already knelt down!"
Shui Yu was shocked, and hugged Shen Qianran in a panic, "Second Miss, what are you talking about, when did you owe me?" β
Lan Ting stepped to Shen Qianran's side in a few steps, leaned over and picked her up, only to see that the lips of the person in his arms were pale and pale, and there was not even a trace of blood on his face.
His eyebrows tightened, such a fragile Shen Qianran was the first time he had seen her, his eyes stared at her tightly, and he asked softly, "What do you say, ......" His face enlarged in front of her, and the warm breath poured on her clammy cheeks, warming her heart little by little, "Do you still have grievances?" β
Yes! It was fate that played a cruel joke on her! Let her lie in his arms and accuse his mother of her sins! But she didn't want to bear it alone anymore, and there were tears in the corners of her eyes, and she looked at her gently, she had!
Suddenly raised his head, his eyes were deep, and he coldly drank the servant guards who knelt on the ground, "All retreat, all the surrounding secret guards listen, withdraw beyond a hundred zhang, no one is allowed to get close to here for half a step!" β
Lan Ting's hand brushed away the wet hair on her forehead, pulled up the sleeve and wiped her tears slowly and carefully, as if she were waiting for an extremely precious and fragile treasure, "Okay, sue me, I'll come to you to seek revenge!" β
"On the night of Jialan Temple, when I woke up, I found that I had been raped, I was so scared, I screamed, and soon, a female guard rushed in, she took you away, and at the same time, Aunt Shen and Mama Guo also rushed in......
"Dye...... What are you talking about? He held up her face, looking at her with a complicated look in his eyes, he vaguely felt that she was stating a real past, but he couldn't digest what she meant for a while!
Because, when he woke up, he was obviously in that room, and the secret guard was the one he managed to contact.
The corners of Shen Qianran's mouth pulled out a bitter smile with difficulty, "Aunt Shen and Mama Guo saw that I lost my virginity, and they cried loudly, attracting all the monks and pilgrims in the temple, and on the second day, the story of my loss of virginity in Jialan Temple was spread all over the capital!" β
Concubine Zhen sneered, "Second Miss Shen, if you want to talk about the Book of Heaven, this palace has no time to accompany you!" Concubine Zhen still had palpitations in her heart before, but when she heard it at this time, her eyes were full of sneers, only when Shen Qianran was crazy and full of nonsense.
"Let her say-" Lan Ting suddenly burst into tears, an instant realization, the whole body was like a knife digging pain, the lungs were pierced, and a mouth hurt, he suddenly understood, why after the night in Jialan Temple, she went to order Ping'an Ning, and one of the lights on it was lit by a child named "Shen Tianci", although he knew everything he knew, but he knew that every word said by the woman in his arms was true.
"It happened that Shen Roujia's father and daughter came to Shen's house, and I was teased by Shen Roujia, saying that I was secretly meeting my lover in Jialan Temple, and when I was discovered, I claimed to have lost my virginity. My father was not there, my mother's poison was attacking, and the old lady felt that I had lost all her face, and poured all my anger on my mother, and imprisoned her in the West Garden. At that time, I was young, and I had been fed poison by Mama Guo for so many years, my body was extremely weak, and I kept leaking at night, so I didn't know that I was five months pregnant, and the only sympathetic Shui Yu around me was also because of Aunt Shen's frame-up and was beaten to death............. She didn't know what she was talking about in the back, she only knew that all the organs in her body had been hollowed out, her heart was broken, and she couldn't beat! The lungs are torn apart and they won't breathe!
Although Shui Yu is confused, she has been by Shen Qianran's side for so many years, and has always known that Jialan Temple is where Shen Qianran's heart is, she caught Shen Qianran's hand hard, warmed her cold palm, and comforted softly, "Miss, don't cry, as soon as you cry, I want to cry......"
Lan Ting's heart was blurred by Shen Qianran's tears, but he couldn't say a word at this time, he had a hunch that at that time, she was trekking alone, what kind of tragedy would be to make heaven and earth cry, and finally open another door to life for this poor woman.
"After being found pregnant by Mrs. Shen, I was imprisoned alone in the North Garden of the Shen family, and it was the end of spring, and I stayed alone in a dilapidated house for a few days and nights, and there was not even a light at night...... Later, I gave birth to a child, because I was poisoned, and the child was born prematurely, and when I was born, I couldn't move my hands and feet, and I didn't even open my mouth to cry...... He, he, his name is Shen Tianci...... "Her whole body trembled, trembled, all the words were choked in her chest, she couldn't spit it out, she couldn't swallow it, and she became a sharp knife and a knife, slashing her heart inch by inch!
"Ran'er, let's not say, don't say, behave, don't say......" Lan Ting was distracted, picked up Shen Qianran and ran to the room, he couldn't listen to it, if she lived like this in her previous life, their fate started like this, he would rather from the beginning, they didn't have the night of Jialan Temple, he would pray to the gods and Buddhas of Mantian, let her grow up peacefully and happily, and marry a wife, even if they meet, they will pass by!
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