136 Heartbreaking Past 2
"No, don't lock me inside...... Don't ......" When the Buddha returned to that time, she was taken to the deserted garden by the Shen family, and the door was slammed shut, and then, the heavy lock cut her off from the world. She began to scream, and a sudden brute force made her open Lan Ting's embrace, and when she landed, her whole body was paralyzed and weak, and she leaned forward, and as a result, she fell down hard, and the corner of her eye just hit the edge of the door frame.
"Dye'er......" Lan Ting let out a sound like a soul crying blood, his soul was shaken, his body was shaky, his face was sharply pale, and the sweat of the bean rolled down from his forehead, "Dye'er, where did you fall?" Does it hurt? God, why is there so much blood on ...... face"
The heat and pain poured into her eyes, she didn't realize it, at this time, she just wanted to break away and escape with the flesh and bone in her belly - in her ears was Zilanting's panicked voice, and then he was hugged into her arms, and the smell of vanilla that rushed into her nose was so good, and the arm that encircled her was so powerful, so tight, but so trembling, his voice seemed to be about to shatter, "Let me see, be good, don't move." ”
"Second Miss, I'll scoop the medicine box, I'll scoop the medicine box......" Shui Yu cried so much that her whole body trembled, her legs were weak, and she ran to the courtyard to find Shui Yue to scoop the medicine box.
Shen Qianran didn't react to his words, and when she found that she couldn't break away no matter how hard she earned, she was desperate! As if she was deaf and unconscious of the outside world, she trembled in her body, and overflowed words that made people feel broken, "It's too cold, space, and hell is accompanied by souls, but there is no here, I was locked up alone and stayed in it for more than two months......" She looked at Lan Ting without any focus, and muttered fragile and helpless, "But I don't even dare to go crazy, I have a child in my belly, he can already move......"
Her tears hit his heart drop by drop like ice edges, bringing pain that is more sad than sorrow, and suffocation that is more oppressive than terror! Lan Ting burst into tears and hugged her, his whole body was like a sieve, and his face was twisted like a demon because of pain. If someone scooped a sharp knife and slowly slashed out his heart one by one, fear, strictness, and pain covered every inch of his face, he held her face with both hands, trembling and licking away the corners of her eyes and blood and tears little by little, he searched all the words in the world to soothe her sorrow, but found that there was no power in the world to heal such a devastating pain!
"Dye'er, forgot, forgot, okay?" He held her face, and traced her pale and gray eyebrows like crazy, he had never hated himself so ignorant and unconsciously missing a life, hating the secret guard who secretly hid a qiē—
Even in this life, the Skynet is restored, and the female guard has been killed by him in capital punishment, but he still wants to rush into hell, and even her soul will be torn to pieces!
"Second Miss, you wake up, a qiē is a dream, you have Shui Yu, you have Ci'er, you have Three Highnesses, we are all ......" Shui Yu quickly came out with the medicine box, she stood behind Shen Qianran, patting Shen Qianran's back gently, she kept trying to appease her feelings.
"Forget? How can you forget? There are memories of my little ci'er, how can I forget? She pushed him away violently, shook her head desperately at him, her heart was like a knife, almost crazy, but she had to stay awake, "Lan Ting, that's your flesh and blood, you should know, you should know, there is a child of ours in this world, although he can't speak, can't move, but he is very smart, when you are sad, he comforts you with his eyes, tells you not to cry, when you are uncomfortable, he will smile at you, so, we can't forget him, can't!" Can't ......" she shook her head desperately, she wanted to shake away the pain that the sky was shattering, she moaned in pain, not because the corners of her eyes hurt, but because her heart hurt too much—
In an instant, his pupils were blank, and his whole body slowly and slowly fell down, and finally knelt down in front of her, "Okay, we won't forget, I remember him with you, he is our first child, isn't it?" ”
Concubine Zhen looked at Yiqiē in front of her coldly, and finally the corners of her mouth swept a little wrinkle, and her voice was sneering, "Lan Ting, don't be deceived by her, when did she have two children?" Is it that she has a magic barrier, and there is a degree of nonsense! Child? Except for the child she gave birth to in Dongyue, when did she get pregnant again? Make up a child who doesn't have zài to say nonsense, do you believe it? ”
"Don't have a child of zài? The child who doesn't have zài ......" Shen Qianran repeated in a low voice, her heart was immersed in ice water, and all her grief condensed into frost, which made her quiet!
She looked at Concubine Zhen with a low smile, her face was calm, and the corners of her mouth were still smiling. She pushed away the Lan Pavilion little by little, and slowly stood up, her expression was like a night terror with the breath of a living person approaching, approaching Concubine Zhen step by step, her eyes were empty, "Zhong Siwu, the only time Ci'er left the North Park since she was born, do you know when?" ”
Concubine Zhen didn't look at her, her eyes fell on Lan Ting's tearful face, in her memory, she had never seen this child cry, even when she was born, she didn't cry loudly like other babies.
Shen Qianran's lips were dry and pale, and a wisp of bright red blood in the corners of his eyes looked particularly shocking, Shui Yu was terrified, Shen Qianran at this time was like the night when Old Madam Shen was imprisoned!
"Lan Yuyan gave marriage, and gave Aunt Shen's daughter Shen Qianxue to the Seventh Highness Lan Jin, it was you who came to the Shen family with the emperor's will, and asked everyone in the Shen family to have a birthday, and see if anyone was in trouble with Concubine Lan's birthday. At that time, you sat high in the inner hall of the Shen Mansion and accepted the worship of everyone! Then, with a happy smile on your face, you said that you wanted to meet the legendary remnant child who was born after I Shen Qianran lost her virginity. The corners of her mouth cracked slightly, and there was no light in her eyes to see joy and sorrow, "Remnant ......"
Lanting was in a trance for a moment, only to feel that the call was different from usual, and Shen Qianran had exhausted all his despair, like the last moment of blooming before the rue flower withered, and the poignant beauty made people overwhelmed.
Concubine Zhen turned her face without any sorrow, her eyes were a little stiff and dull, and her voice was waveless and traceless, "Miss Shen Er, this palace is really not interested in your tricks, come to think of it, only this stupid son of this palace will cry with you, and accompany you stupidly!" Before Shen Ru was deposed, she knew Shen Qianran well, if it wasn't for the palace night banquet, she even thought that Shen Qianran had escaped the night in Jialan Temple.
What's more, how could Lan Yuyan marry a young lady from the Shen family to his most precious son?
Lan Ting was in pain, Huo Ran got up, there seemed to be flames in his eyes that were about to erupt, "Mother, shut up!" ”
"When Ci'er was picked up, you laughed at him in public, saying that although his eyes were good, it was a pity that he was just a lump of waste meat......" She shook her long eyelashes, she didn't want to cry in front of this woman, she tried her best to forget the sour past that surged up, and tried her best to use a calm tone, "Concubine Zhenniang, at that time, do you know what my mood was?" I...... I didn't get angry, because in the eyes of the Shen family, I, Shen Qianran, am a laughing stock of the Shen family, and Xiling's biggest joke, and Ci'er is indeed a lump of waste meat in the eyes of the Shen family-" When the last two words were spit out, she swallowed a fishy sweetness that spread through her throat and closed her eyes suddenly!
Lan Ting rushed forward to hug her, he couldn't detect how her heart was cracking when Shen Qianran said this sentence calmly!
She laughed at herself as if crying, and when she looked at Concubine Zhen, the water made her eyes shine, and she stared at her for a long time, and smiled gently, "But I think now that God is not thin, at least, God uses a silent way to punish your ignorance and cruelty, and one day, you will know that it is your own grandson who was poisoned with all your heart and soul, and who made fun of you with all your malice!" She took a step forward and looked at her eyes as if they were frozen for thousands of miles, condensing little by little, "There is a flower in hell, it is called the Vine Pearl, it blooms on the road to death, and its fragrance will remind people of all sins. Concubine Zhen, even if you cover your ears and steal the bell today, after you die, your soul will know what sins you have committed......"
Shen Qianran took a deep breath, and then, his closed eyes slowly opened, but he cast his desolate gaze on Lan Ting, and the corners of his mouth slowly cracked a bloody smile, "I just feel resentful, resentful of God's unfairness, how innocent my son is, born in the arms of my such a useless mother, let him suffer everyone's shame, and I don't even have the courage to seek justice for him!" ”
At that time, when she heard "Remnant", Old Madam Shen first smiled at her side, and then stepped forward to flatteringly tell Concubine Sù Zhen that Shen Qianran was just a concubine's daughter, in fact, there was no need for her to come out to receive the order.
At that time, she cowered and didn't dare to resist a word, lest she be rejected by Mrs. Shen and drive her out of the Shen Mansion.
She hurriedly hugged Ci'er and tried to flee in the midst of everyone's ridicule, but when she saw Ci'er's eyes, she was desperate because she saw the injury in Ci'er's eyes.
"No, you're not, you're doing a good job, you brought Ci'er ......up alone" Lan Tingqiang suppressed his sadness, held her little face, his expression softened, stroked her lips, gently wiped the blood from the corners of her mouth, and suddenly smiled, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were a little gentle, "So, God took pity on you and gave you a rebirth." Believe me, the current Ning Tianci is also Shen Tianci at that time! ”
"No...... It's not the same! Shen Qianran was suddenly shocked, after her rebirth, everyone was the same in her heart, except for that child, she would hide him in a corner forever, even if it hurts, she has to remember, because she is afraid that the years will be ruthless, and she is even more afraid that the time will be gentle, and take him away from her heart little by little.
In that cold cellar, her child Shen Tianci's two eyes before he died, like two different directions of force twisting her heart, as if to wring her heart dry, "That child, he is so pitiful, he is five years old, not as tall as the current Ci'er...... I was so desperate that I thought that as long as I was obedient and did not disgrace the adults, one day, they would recognize me, and one day they would accept my gift. Ci'er and I are their own flesh and blood...... The old lady locked us up in the North Garden, and only delivered food for one person a day, she was too ruthless, too ruthless, she wanted to starve that child to death......" She blindfolded her eyes suddenly, the wound that had just condensed in the corner of her eye cracked open again, and blood filled her eye sockets, she wiped it with her hand indiscriminately, mixed with tears rolling down, two blood-red blood red blood flowed down her eyes, accompanied by a strange cry on her lips, "Lan Ting, I hate it so much, I hate it so much, she deserves to die more than anyone else in this world-"
Lan Ting's heart palpitated for a while, and he almost shouted out in pain, at this time, he couldn't do anything but hug her and kiss her! He couldn't walk in, couldn't tear apart, couldn't redeem her nightmares! He was in pain, from his limbs to a hundred bones, from his flesh to his muscles and bones, broken and broken little by little!
She cried, if crying could make Shen Tianci cry back, she would like Meng Jiangnu to cry down the Great Wall!
If the bloodshed can bring back her beloved Shen Tianci, she is willing to incarnate as Shura, and bear the burden of the heavens and the earth, and she will not hesitate to do anything-
The vision in front of her began to distort, and the mirrors of her past and present lives intertwined in front of her eyes, invading her brain like a dream
After that, she struggled to herself, biting her lower lip fiercely, the pain made her mind slightly clearer, but when she looked up, she saw that under the moonlight, a cold face was like Concubine Zhen watching a play, what was in her body exploded, and her soul was trembling, she screamed, and suddenly pushed away the Lan Pavilion, and pounced on Concubine Zhen like a crazy cheetah-
Lan Ting swept like the wind, but Shen Qianran had already pressed Concubine Zhen under him, and the memory of hatred seemed to open the floodgates, recalling scene by scene, and under Concubine Zhen's panic, he bit her neck!
Concubine Zhen was completely caught off guard and was pushed down by Shen Qianran, but she quickly reacted, she grabbed Shen Qianran's hair fiercely and wanted to push her away from her body, but found that as soon as she stretched out, her hand was firmly controlled by a powerful arm, and in a blink of an eye, she gasped in disbelief with cold air, her eyes were like a flash of light, and the instant anger boiled down to the annihilation of the gray coldness.
She slowly turned her face away from looking, not wanting to speculate on Lan Ting's heart at this time, she heard the sound of her own flesh being bitten open, and blood was sucked out from the broken veins......
The night sky was like an evil force that wanted to suck her into an abyss, a dark Sensen canyon!
The moment Lan Ting pressed Concubine Zhen's hand, the rusty and blunt knife slashed him several times in the depths of his heart, even the blood and flesh, and the muscles and veins were damaged, and finally, he clearly knew-
Why did his Ah Ran keep pushing him away! Don't let him come near, and don't want to enter his heart!
After falling in love, why would you rather lick your wounds alone and guard a forbidden land to the death!
Time is like blood, slowly passing, life is overdrawn in pain, and the air is filled with a heavy breath of death.
The moonlight finally disappeared into the thick clouds, casting darkness into the world. Lan Ting thoughtfully let go of Concubine Zhen's hand, pinched Shen Qianran's shoulders, and wanted to pick her up from Concubine Zhen's body, "Dye Er......" He said vigorously, "Dye Er......"
"Lanting ......" Shen Qianran slowly raised his face, a thick bloodshot slowly hung down from the corner of his mouth, and there was a trace of doubt on his face, as if he was carefully identifying the mirror image in front of him, which time and space it was.
Slowly, slowly, the sloppy light began to coalesce little by little.
Finally, she slowly stood up, looked down at Concubine Zhen on the ground, smiled coldly, she wiped the blood beads from the corners of her eyes with her sleeve, closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and when she opened them, her eyes were crystal clear.
"After my accident in Jialan Temple, my mother was abolished, Shen Ru was corrected, and her son became the sister-in-law of the Shen family. I'm in captivity, and my brother is a concubine! Shen Qianran looked at him, her expression suddenly became very calm, there was sadness in her eyes, but there was no slightest vulnerability.
She sighed very lightly, at that time, the only one who loved her was this brother Shen Yichen, as his concubine at that time, he also pleaded for himself in front of Mrs. Shen three times and twice, thinking about those years, my brother's life was also very sad.
At that time, my father rarely returned to the house several times a year, and even if he returned home, Mrs. Shen also made a piece of home and the surface of the celebration, which made my father feel at ease. And mother, in the past, Ah Ran always thought that her mother was locked in the west courtyard, but now, Ah Ran has a hunch that it is probably not my mother who is imprisoned in the west courtyard. Because Lan Yuyan said this, how could he be willing to let Old Madam Shen imprison her? And in those five years, the only one who could see his mother was Daddy, but Daddy ...... him" Shen Qianran smiled a little impatiently, "When Dad and Mom went to Jiangnan Town to disaster together, the two of them accompanied each other all the way, because Mom was disguised as Ruian by me, and along the way, Dad didn't recognize him at all!" ”
"In the autumn of the year when I was seventeen years old, Shen Roujia became a concubine, and she almost frantically suppressed the Shen family and the Ning family, and finally, in the autumn of the year when I was eighteen years old, more than 300 members of the Ning family were beheaded on the charge that in the Jiangnan disaster, the food donated by the Ning family to the court was all moldy. Before his uncle asked to behead him, his brother had visited the prison and learned the truth, it turned out to be Shen Roujia's father, who conspired with Yangzhou assassin Shang Zhongliang and others to secretly replace the moldy grain in the official warehouse with the grain donated by the Ning family, and finally planted the blame on the Ning family. ”
"It turns out that this is the reason why you bought all the grain in Jiangnan at the beginning and scattered the Ning family's wealth, you want the Ning family to avoid this catastrophe!"
"After my uncle's death, there was a riot in Xiling's alien race, and my brother led a civilian errand in the military department, but he was sent there by Shen Xuanyu to suppress the riot......" When he thought of his brother's death, a complete sadness struck from his chest, Shen Qianran swallowed his mouth full of salt, stared at the moon in the sky with tears and a miserable smile, and told himself, Ah Ran don't cry! Don't cry! The current brother is very good, and he will not encounter any more accidents, but the tears still can't be controlled, and he can't even close the relationship.
After a long time, she lowered her head, and there was a layer of death in her eyes, "Before my brother left, he secretly stuffed me with a silver ticket, telling me to pay attention to Shenru's mother and daughter, and stop trusting others." He instructed me to keep the money so that no one could find out, and that if I could leave one day, I would take Ci'er with me and cure her illness...... Since then, I have not heard from my brother......"
Shen Qianran walked to Concubine Zhen's side again, and Concubine Zhen's expression at this time was a little weird, her expression was not like sadness, nor resentment, as if she had fallen into some kind of contemplation.
Shen Qianran was as calm as a stagnant water, "In the winter of nineteen years old, the emperor gave me a marriage, and Shen Ru used this to coax me to go to the farm temporarily, and I obeyed. She smiled mockingly, raised her head, looked at the bright moon that rushed out of the clouds in a daze, absorbed tears in her eyes little by little, and when she lowered her head, her voice became calmer, "In the cellar of the farm, Mama Guo killed me, and Ci'er was also ......" She desperately opened her eyes wide, exaggeratedly trying to pull out a smile, "When I woke up again, I was by your side, you were unconscious, I cried for a long time, I thought it was a dream......"
Hearing this, Lan Ting couldn't hold it anymore, his legs went limp, and his body collapsed like a stone pillar that had been cracked......
Lan Ting's hands spasmed on the ground, he leaned over, nervously trying to hold her tighter, but he was afraid of hurting her, and his whole body was trembling with such strength that he only thought about it. In this life, even if the river is turned over at this moment, even if the heavens and the earth are destroyed at this moment, he will never let her suffer the slightest harm.
His father can't do it, he can't wait any longer, he wants to take this country within half a year, before the end of the Jiangnan disaster, even if it is to kill the king, he will not let his father hurt her half a point again.
He laughed, his voice was slightly hoarse, revealing a desolation, "So, you left quietly without alarming anyone, and on the second day, you lit a peace lamp for Ci'er, which recorded "Shen Tianci" and his birthday. After you returned to the Shen family, you quickly dealt with Mama Guo who killed you and uncovered Shen Ru's ruse. ”
An indescribable bitterness spread through her chest, and she looked at Concubine Zhen, "Yes, Shen Ru personally admitted to me that it was a person named Yingu who contacted her, and it was the master behind Yingu who designed to make me lose my virginity!" ”
"Dead ...... You mean you're dead......" The more Concubine Zhen listened, the more terrified she became, and when she heard that Shen Qianran was killed by Shen Ru, she was so frightened that she took a few steps back, and she began to believe that what Shen Qianran said just now was true.... Her chaotic mind began to become clearer and clearer, and too many things that she didn't understand in the past began to come to her mind one by one!
That's why after Shen Qianran came back from Jialan Temple, it was as if he was a different person.
In horror, her eyes widened, and her thoughts finally came through!
She wanted to shout, but her neck hurt so badly that she could only keep making a muffled and hoarse voice, her breath became weaker and weaker, and her unfocused eyes gradually became covered with a layer of stagnant water, and she asked almost incoherently, "What did you say...... You're dead, and you're ...... Come to life...... So ......"
Shen Qianran walked in front of Concubine Zhen again, and saw a line of tears on Concubine Zhen's face, that pair of desperate eyes, the corners of her mouth opened desolately, "Flowers fall and bloom year after year, flowers bloom periodically, but they are different every year." Did you say that the child had saved zài? He has lived for five years, only five years, although it is not big, but he also has his own body and bones, although his life is thin, he is also the heir of the royal family, there should always be a place for his incense mound, but in this world, he has nothing left except a wisp of soul......" Shen Qianran suddenly looked up to the sky and smiled, laughing so much that the flowers and branches trembled, tears flowed down his face, and he laughed like he laughed like crying, and he whimpered, "The fate between people is never out of thin air, in the previous life, you hurt me so much, and I lost my child." And in this life, you will also lose your offspring, and as long as I live, I will never let the son recognize you! ”
Don't have to wait for the Miaozhu Lotus on the road to death, Concubine Zhen has completely digested every word Shen Qianran said tonight, she wants to cry, but she can't cry, this is the evil fruit she planted, only the clenched fists tremble under the sleeves, the nails are deeply immersed in the flesh and blood, and the pain in the heart is not felt by the Buddha!
Shen Qianran said that she was right, if one day she knew the truth, she would fall into Shura forever!
Concubine Zhen's eyes were blank, and she looked at Lan Ting helplessly, but Lan Ting turned her eyes away in pain, Concubine Zhen first shook her head desperately, and finally couldn't cry or laugh, her whole body trembled, and she actually fell to the ground, "Yes, I am guilty, but if it weren't for your mother, I, Zhong Siwu, would not have come to this day......"
Although Shen Qianran saw that Concubine Zhen finally knelt at her feet, the words she spit out were still so shameful, and the depressed qi on her chest deposited thick hair again, all gushing out, and she dug up the bloody facts word by word, "Zhong Siwu, you are just for a man!" You don't get the heart of a man, but you put sin on my mother's body alive. You don't have the courage to take revenge on my mother-in-law, because you clearly know where Lan Yuyan's bottom line is! So, you can only count all your hatred on me! However, you can't count it as God! Eventually, your hands will be stained with the blood of your descendants! Your sinful karma will be credited to your soul for the rest of your life, and you will never be able to turn it over! ”
Shen Qianran no longer paid attention to her, she had already finished telling Concubine Zhen, now, she had to take good care of Lanting Shangliang's next countermeasures, she had an intuition that Yijing would tear up the good thing she had been guarding with great difficulty!
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