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I walked over there step by step, thin ice.

I'm Gu Xiaomi, now a freelancer, and an older leftover girl.

This time I was invited on a blind date.

Not far from the front is a decoration of the dark green door of the "pothos dream tea", this is the city's largest chain tea catering enterprises, there are more than a dozen chain stores in the city alone, covering the city's major downtown areas and business districts, and the business of each branch is surprisingly good.

I hesitated at the door, but walked inside.

The interior is also dark green, and then equipped with a variety of exquisite decorations and flowers and plants, which looks elegant and atmospheric. Soft music is constantly playing in the store, and the cool air of the air conditioner makes the cool air come to the face, making people feel refreshed and happy.

"Xiangxue Hall No. 27". This number kept appearing in my mind, this was explained to me by the introducer Sister Zhu, and the man on the blind date had already set a tea party waiting for me. Although I don't like blind dates very much, especially passive blind dates when I don't know anything about the other person.

But Sister Zhu persuaded each other earnestly: "Xiaomi, you are not young, you must be attentive to your lifelong events, your vision should not be too high, and your mentality should be good, as long as you are not too arrogant and conceited, in fact, there is no girl who can't get married!" Xiaomi, you are not a little girl anymore, you should know that we are all for your good, and you can't get married at this age, and your parents are worried about you! In order to remove the stone that weighs on the hearts of your parents, you should let go of your so-called high and go to live a normal life! The life of a normal person is the real life, and the firewood, rice, oil and salt at home are not harmful!"

When I saw that even my parents had moved out, to be honest, my personal problems were really a big rock on my parents, because I was not married yet, and they often sighed and even secretly wept.

Seeing my parents sad about my affairs was the thing I feared the most, and I was afraid that they would get sick. So, I nodded again and again and said, "Sister Zhu, I will definitely listen to you, thank you!"

So I had to run to the date place.

I don't know anything about the other party, Sister Zhu didn't say, and I didn't take the initiative to ask. I only heard Sister Zhu say that the person's surname is Zhou, forty years old, one meter seventy-four, good character, approachable, gentle and family-oriented, and is currently in business.

Sister Zhu also said that this person is very rich. I've always treated money like dung, and in my first love for more than eight years, I didn't spend a penny from my boyfriend, and I didn't even ask for a small gift. My view of love at that time believed that only love that was not mixed with any material and monetary relations was true love and pure love; So for what I think is true love, I gave my purest love and the best youth in this way.

And in order to achieve the purity and height of true love, I have only had this one boyfriend in these eight years of love, and I have built an empty hole with my true feelings, and also created a vacuum in my life. In my life before the age of twenty-nine, I only had this one boyfriend, and only this love. Now that I have become a leftover girl, I can't help but say that this is the sadness of my fate, a kind of irony of my previous view of love, maybe it's not a compliment at all, right?

And now Sister Zhu taught me earnestly: "Xiaomi, don't think that money is not a good thing, if you are looking for a husband, you have to find a material foundation, a certain book says that a woman's youth is a resource that cannot be regenerated or wasted, and a man's nature is: the first is lustful, the second is lustful." A man with a heavy skin will naturally meet a woman with a lot of wealth, a perfect match! If a man only stares at a woman's face and figure, he naturally has no right to praise and belittle a woman's love of money'. Look how good it is, that's the truth!"

I think it's sad that a woman gives all her youth without expecting anything in return, never spends a penny on the other party, and is finally abandoned by the other party; But if I choose a mate purely from the perspective of money, I will think that it is even more undesirable and even more pathetic; My choice still has to be measured, and I can't follow the crowd and lose myself.

Thinking of this, my eyes swept to the private seat on the 27th, and I saw a man in his forties sitting there, this should be the one Sister Zhu said, right?

I walked over and greeted the man, "Hello! You're Mr. Zhou, right? ”

The other man was wearing a striped white shirt and a dark blue tie, and his hair was neatly styled with gel. He stood up slightly politely: "Yes, yes, my surname is Zhou, you are Miss Gu, right?" Welcome and take a seat!"

I smiled politely and sat down. Sister Zhu's tight mantra was still in my ears, and I hid my likes and dislikes, restrained my feelings, and only showed a gentle smile.

The other party picked up the tea set, gently poured a cup of tea for millet, and then picked up a small spoon and added some sugar to it.

I politely said, "Thank you!"

"You're welcome, you're welcome, you're fated to meet thousands of miles away, you don't know each other if you don't have a chance to meet, you can get acquainted with Miss Gu, you're fated!"

The other party seems to be eloquent.

The other party sat down, looked at me for a while, and said, "Miss Gu looks very young, Sister Zhu told me that you are in your thirties, how do you look like it, I think you are in your early twenties, and you are quiet and gentle, and your manners are generous, you know that you are an elegant lady at a glance!"

The other party listened to the other party's praise and felt a little apologetic. I have always rejected blind dates, and I was extremely reluctant to come, so I really don't deserve this appreciation.

I calmed myself down and looked at the other party, and saw that the other party was really about 1.74 meters tall, not fat or thin, and his body shape was healthy. There are several small pits on the face, which are estimated to be scars left by acne and pus cells on the skin. He wears a large emerald ring on his hand, his skin is dark, his eyes are not large, he has a pair of figure-eight eyebrows, and there is an evil aura in his eyes when he smiles. And when he opened his mouth to speak or laugh, he could see the black and yellow of the cigarette smoke, and he knew at a glance that he was a very addicted smoker and had smoked for a long time.

The little apology I had just had vanished without a trace, and I don't like people who smoke until their teeth are smoked like black charcoal. Especially when it comes to choosing a relationship with the special meaning of a lifelong partner, seeing a mouthful of teeth like that is like seeing a mouthful of flies.

I didn't know whether to smile or cry at each other, so I could only smile politely and hide my likes and dislikes and subjective feelings as I had just done when I came in.

When the other party saw that I was smiling all the time, they couldn't guess what I meant, and felt that I was not only quiet, but also mysterious. He coughed dryly twice, took a sip of fragrant tea, which was considered to moisten his throat, and then asked me, "Miss Gu's real age?" ”

I said calmly, "Thirty-one." ”

"Thirty-one years old, I like it! This age is not naïve, but it is not too old, okay, is there fate, we are both older, it is easier to have a common language, hehe......" The other party actually laughed heartily, and the yellow, yellow, black and black teeth were shining.

I got goosebumps from laughter and frowned helplessly.

But the other party is pulling the gourd and the scoop is not cold at all. I got up several times to leave, but the other party pressed me, so I had to sit down for a while.

More than an hour after the first meeting finally passed, and coping with it like this can be regarded as an explanation to Sister Zhu. I politely thanked me and got up to take my leave. The other man hurriedly took my hand and said reluctantly: "I hate to see each other late, I hate to see each other late, I have a very good impression of Miss Gu and I am very close to each other, I want to invite Miss Gu to sit down, or let's go to the hotel to open a room alone, otherwise it will be a pity: the distance is too far away to enhance the relationship." ”

One of my hands was pinched by the other party, clenched tightly, and it was difficult to withdraw it, which made my face red and white for a while, so I had to beg: "Mr. Zhou, I'm not used to this, can you let go of my hand first?" ”

The other party was extremely reluctant and continued to do my work: "Miss Gu, don't miss it if you have a fate, I really like you, give me face, and be alone, right?" ”

I was pinched in one hand in the other person's hand, I felt disgusting, begging him, but he didn't want to let go, but now I felt disgusting and fearful.

At this moment, the other hand's hand gently touched my hand: "What a beautiful hand, what a woman's hand!" He narrowed his small eyes, a very intoxicated and enjoyable look: "Don't be shy, don't be hypocritical?" At this age, you should have already come over, don't you still understand the love of men and women, and the joy of love? Hehe, these little hands are so soft!"

The other party's attitude towards women is obvious, and it seems that this person's Su zhì really doesn't dare to compliment.

It seems that he is not here for a blind date, but he enjoys dating women, and enjoys it and has a very lewd attitude!

I gritted my teeth with hatred, and silently gave him a nickname in my heart, labeled: "Lewd man"!

I couldn't care about Sister Zhu's face anymore, so I broke free angrily and ran away.

In the future, I will reject this type of "lewd man", and I will save myself from being trivialized.

As an older leftover woman, she has a lot of blind date experience, but the success rate will be very low. There are all kinds of sweet and sour tastes, some are happy, some are ridiculous, and some are hateful.

It's confusing, and sometimes painful.

I've never felt this way about life before.

Once upon a time, I have always lived in a happy paradise, living in the happiness of love.

My first love, the love I held on to for eight years with my soul.

I used to think that my love could be earth-shattering and cry ghosts and gods, I used to think that my love was dry and rotten, and the mountains and seas were as solid as the ancients.

I had thought, I had thought that my love and the people I loved would always belong to me and would never be betrayed.

My love is my faith and the whole of my life.