68 Propose again
Children are the best gift from God to the world, and Anno, a little life that should have disappeared, has become the heart and soul of Daisy and Hawke, and it is also an important link that turns their relationship around.
During the day, Hawke is no longer busy with official business, but stays by Daisy under various excuses such as watching the children, changing diapers, coaxing him to sleep, etc., and usually no longer puts on that poker face, but looks at Daisy's face carefully, lest she forgive him and turn him away, but to his excitement, Daisy does not refuse his courtesy, and acquiesces to let him hang around.
The night time is extremely difficult for Hawke, and the drug addiction that attacks every night makes him feel like he has died every time, and the pain and torment that pierces his heart makes people want to end his life immediately! It's just that whenever the pain is the most, there will always be a warm body that holds him firmly and pulls him back from the cold abyss...... Hawke felt very relieved, it seemed that as long as she was there, he would not be so painful, and with her, even if it was painful, it was happiness.
At this point, the relationship between the two people has undergone subtle changes because of the child who suddenly came into being, but there is one thing that they have been silent, and that is the time bomb between them.
Hawke didn't ask Daisy if she would stay, and he didn't say that unless I die, you don't want to leave, but the original airtight guard began to loosen a little, and it was no longer as tight as the prisoner. And Daisy didn't show any point in leaving, and even bought a lot of children's toys in the room, carefully decorating the baby room, looking more like planning to stay for a long time.
Hawke was confused, but he didn't dare to ask, for fear of touching a certain string and getting an answer that would disappoint him.
……
One day at noon, the sun was shining and the sea breeze was blowing.
There was a faint smell of milk lingering in the bedroom, Daisy wiped the milk stains on Anno's mouth, looking at the food and drink but still clutching his son a little speechless, obviously he was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes, but his little hand still firmly grasped his clothes, and buried his whole body in his arms, completely sworn to die, this expression was too similar to someone, so she couldn't help but glance behind her.
Hawke keenly noticed her gaze, scratched his hair unnaturally, evasive dodge with obsessive eyes, grabbed the plush toy on the side and began to ravage, looking very casual, tall and straight body standing in the blue and white baby room indescribably weird.
In fact, he really envied his son, usually Daisy accompanies Anno whenever she is free, almost ignoring his storage, what should he do? The narrow eyes looked enviously at his son, who looked the same as himself, but could enjoy a gentle hug, and the hot gaze made Anno shiver unconsciously, and the end of being jealous with his father would definitely be miserable, he subconsciously tilted his head to the side and began to fall asleep.
Seeing this, Daisy was relieved to put Anno gently into the crib, and then motioned for the man to quietly exit the room.
Coming to the open-air balcony outside, Hawk gently wrapped his arms around Daisy's shoulders from behind, and said after a long groan: "Mei'er, you have to take care of Nuo during the day, and because I can't sleep well at night, so you will be very tired, or ask someone to come back to help you, so that you will have extra time to rest." The cheek rubbed against her silky black hair, affectionately.
Daisy leaned quietly in the man's arms and sighed softly: "Forget it, as soon as others hold the baby, he cries a lot...... But if you really want to lighten my load, then don't touch drugs again...... That's why he doesn't like you to hug, after all, no child likes a father who takes drugs. She suddenly turned around and said sternly, her bright black eyes reflected the man's thin face and not a good face, which made her feel an extremely complicated emotion in the depths of her heart, which seemed to be a faint pain.
Hawke frowned and lowered his head, "So I'm an unqualified father, and I'm not qualified to stand by your side......"
"Alas......" Daisy stroked the man's eyebrows, gently pressed the folds on it, and then moved her hand to his chest, she said silently: "I have been thinking a lot these days, I can't live without my mother...... Zu, if you can do your best to quit drugs, I will consider staying, and maybe I will always be with you. ”
Hawke's self-abuse, drug abuse, his determination and affection when he had a difficult birth, and his son's dependence...... All these things are superimposed to make Daisy finally make this decision, maybe this is the best choice, this man has punished himself enough.
Hawke looked up in disbelief, and the expression on his face was instantly wonderful, surprised, suspicious, and excited...... His eyes sparkled with a dazzling light that made him incomparably charming......
"Really?" He lifted her chin, wrapped his arms around her body, and kept repeating as if he was afraid that she would regret it: "Really? Are you telling the truth? Didn't lie to me? ”
The excitement and cheerfulness in her voice instantly infected the woman in front of her, Daisy hooked the corners of her mouth and patted him lightly on the shoulder, "Yes, I didn't lie to you, I mean it, if you succeed in drug rehabilitation, I will accompany you with peace of mind." ”
"Mei'er," he called affectionately, and said with a happy face, "My heart is about to break when I wait for your words!" Listen to you, listen to everything! Great, you're finally willing to give me a chance! ”
The man held her face like a treasure, kissed her lips passionately and longingly, a little impatient, a little crazy, and the sudden surprise caught him off guard, is this true? He still can't believe it!
The frantic heartbeat made Hawke's breathing extremely rapid, but he still refused to let go of the bright red lips he kissed, and the tip of his tongue tracing her lips thinly, until Daisy responded, and the man smirked stupidly: "Fortunately, I was on drugs at the time......"
Daisy stiffened when she heard the sound, this man had already made such a decision for herself, how would she respond to this kind of attachment......
"But I have a premise," Daisy looked deeply into his amber eyes, and firmly stated her terms, "Zu, you are going to release Dice, he is my companion, I don't want you to use him, or any of them as bargaining chips, can you do it?" ”
"Let him go, you can." Hawke kissed her forehead, ten fingers intertwined with her, and said seriously: "Mei'er, as long as you don't break your word, as long as you really want to be with me, I will definitely not be difficult for him, let him go immediately." ”
Smart as she will definitely negotiate with herself and take care of other people, but he doesn't care, as long as she is willing to give herself a chance and is willing to stay, he can meet anything.
Daisy stared at him for a long time, and finally smiled, "I believe you." ”
The red sun like blood drops was inlaid on the blue curtain where the water and the sky met, and Hawke felt that this qiē came too quickly, this was the real her, the awake her, and the amnesiac her! The real Daisy didn't resist her love and even left a promise to him, and for the first time! This is the first time that after receiving a woman's loving gaze, he doesn't need to worry about her glaring at him in the next second......
Maybe......
"Mei'er, do you love Nuo?" Hawke stared into her eyes and asked suddenly.
"Of course, he is the most beautiful gift God has given me."
"Then will you love him and make him happy forever?" He continued to ask meticulously.
Daisy thought of the little guy curled up in her arms like a kitten, and a sweet and happy smile swelled up on her face, so she replied without hesitation: "Of course, I am willing to protect him with my life." ”
"So......" Hawke slammed down on one knee at Daisy's exclamation, took out a sparkling diamond ring from his bosom as if by magic, and held it up in front of Dais, "then would you like to be No's mother, my wife, and let us raise him together?" ”
He stared nervously at the floor, and finally added reluctantly: "You know, children growing up in single-parent families have some flaws...... Just like me...... So, will you marry me? …… For the sake of ...... Although I have a lot of shortcomings, I will change them all...... And I love you so much......"
The man said intermittently, constantly adding his reasons, while Daisy was completely stunned, this is a marriage proposal......
She was scared of two previous proposals, one when she passed out and had terrible nightmares, and the other when the man she loved fell in a pool of blood and was killed by her own hands...... Every time she thinks about that brilliant blue diamond ring, she will worry about her heart and feel very distressed......
"Ancestral ...... I ......" she hung her head, unable to speak.
Hawke looked at her face and read the complexity and pain in her eyes, is it still not okay......
"I know you can't forget the past, and I won't force you to forget it......" took her hand and kissed her carefully, hiding the loss in her heart, but said in a deep voice: "But Nuo needs righteous parents, and besides, he is dead...... Didn't you say you would always be with us? Then you should cherish the people in front of you, shouldn't you? ”
Hawke wouldn't allow her to back down again, so he immediately put the ring on her ring finger, "You can keep his place in your heart, but you have to be fair...... This ring is your promise to our father and son, and I am waiting for you. ”
Hawke stood up and hugged her tightly in his arms, "Mei'er, I don't force you, I'll wait for you......"