67 Breastfeeding yourself

The blow of losing his beloved daughter is huge for Hawke, even if he is ready to lose his child at that moment, but watching a life connected to his blood die alive in his hands, even this man who looks down on family affection can't help but suffer.

In fact, the arrival of this baby girl was an accident. According to the normal pregnancy state, she should have died early in pregnancy due to stunted growth, but her brother subconsciously protected her, gave her excess nutrients, and endured all the stimulation from the outside world, so she was spared. But then all kinds of torture superimposed on Daisy made the already weak baby unable to grow up quickly, and finally caused the mother to be overloaded and had to be forced to have a miscarriage.

And when the labor was finally induced, the two children seemed to know that their lives would be in danger, and the baby girl first gave up her life and stopped breathing, leaving the chance of survival to her brother, if it weren't for this, Daisy had not enough oxygen in her womb at that time to use the two fetuses, and the result would have become very miserable!

Therefore, this life that has just been born is full of the desire of a dying life to live, the selfless dedication of a mother to her son, and the love of a man for his children and their mothers......

Hawke named him Anno, which stands for promise and promise.

And in a beautiful manor, there is also a small tombstone of "beloved daughter Anne", which stores a secret that a man will never say and the eternal loss in his heart.

……

Daisy seemed to be really tired, and she slept for a long time this night.

Three days later, when she woke up from her sleep, it was mid-afternoon, and the sun was lazily pouring into the room through the half-covered curtains, warm but not dazzling, but she felt very cold, and from the moment her consciousness revived, this sadness and pain followed. There was no longer a heavy weight on her stomach, she could no longer feel the slight squirming, her lower abdomen was flat, her child was gone, she hadn't even seen him......

Daisy didn't want to wake up, didn't want to open her eyes, didn't want to suffer this lucidity! But the man who was standing next to him noticed her movement first, kissed her forehead with a clear understanding, and whispered in her ear: "Honey, don't you want to open your eyes and look at our baby?" He was already hungry...... Crying several times. ”

What the?

Daisy turned her eyes in disbelief and found that the man was looking at her with a smile on his face, and the peace of mind and relief between his eyebrows and eyes was not pretended, but ......

"You're not going to find a fake baby trying to trick me, are you?" Daisy turned her face away, immersed herself in sadness, in order to comfort herself in exchange for a fake, this man can definitely do this kind of thing!

Hawke froze for a second, then his smile grew bigger and bigger, and he gently pinched Daisy's chin and turned her head, staring deeply into her eyes...... I haven't experienced this kind of sweet and warm day that she teased and felt sweet and warm for a long time!

I couldn't help but kiss her on the lips, tossing and turning. This warm deep kiss Daisy did not refuse, and the heartbeat of the two people was even a little too fast in the tacit atmosphere...... After half a ring, Hawke pecked the corner of her lips unsatisfied, propped his head and said firmly: "Mei'er, did I lie to you that you will know after seeing the baby, because it is really ......"

……

“…… It's so similar! Daisy propped her hands on the glass of the incubator and looked at her sleeping son for a moment.

"It's exactly like you......" With soft pale silver hair, slender eyes, a straight nose, and thin lips, this is a copy of Hawke!

Daisy gently outlines her son's appearance through the glass, and her eyes are full of the brilliance of maternal love! This is really her baby, and the subtle feeling between mother and child can never be wrong.

"This is the best gift I've ever received in my life, Mei'er...... Thank you! Embracing her from behind, Hawke buried in her neck and muttered, the love suppressed in his heart could not be hidden because of the arrival of the child, and the ice in his heart turned into a trace of water, he just wanted to love the woman in his arms well, and wanted to cherish her in his heart.

As he slept, Anno seemed to feel the warm and kind gaze from outside, and he squirmed his lips a few times, struggling to open a slit in his eyes...... Amber eyes, pure and transparent like a clear spring, pure light emanating from his eyes, bright and bright made Daisy almost want to cry!

"Why are they the same color as you," Daisy poked the man's arm around her waist, with a hint of regret in her exclamation, "not like me at all." ”

Hawke kissed her heart dotingly, and sighed: "Looks like me because he wants to protect you like me, I don't have enough strength alone......"

The man smiled lonely where Daisy couldn't see, in fact, they had a daughter, a daughter who looked very similar to her...... Whenever he thought of this, Hawke would feel excited and painful, how beautiful and lovely it would be to look like her, but this daughter he should protect for the rest of his life ......

Hawke hugged Daisy tighter, but her sad feelings made her think that this man was starting to be uneasy again! Daisy was about to say something, but was caught by the little guy in the cooler.

Anno seemed to realize that the beautiful woman outside was her own mother, waving her thin arms and humming uncontrollably, her eyes widened, and the desire to be loved was clearly written in those eyes, Daisy's heart was violently shaken, and she couldn't wait to hold him in her arms!

"Anno?" Daisy looked at the birthday plate on his arm and muttered, "That's his name?" ”

"Does Mei'er think it sounds good?" Hawke's long arms stretched out, holding their mother and son in front of his chest, and his face was filled with an extremely expectant look.

"Anno, No...... Nice to listen to and perfect for our baby! Daisy hugged the softness in her arms, carefully stroked the child's forehead and eyebrows, and the tenderness and love revealed in her every move made Hawke's heart very soft and soft, at this moment, he felt that all the gloom and gloom of life were swept away, and it was enough to have them in his life!

If this happiness can stop forever, he is willing to exchange it for a qiē!

Anno nested comfortably in her mother's warm embrace, rubbing her chest incessantly, like a coquettish little beast...... The little hand grabbed Daisy's shirt, but unexpectedly touched a soft thing, and under the strong instinct, he opened his small mouth, which was not big, and actually took Daisy's nipples/head through the clothes, and then sucked hard, but where is the food?

His mouth began to whine with dissatisfaction, and his little face wrinkled together, as if he was silently complaining that his mother was hungry for him.

"Baby is hungry!" Daisy was a mother, and immediately walked to the bedroom with the child in her arms, and then thought about how to breastfeed, while the man on the side had a somewhat gloomy face, deeply doubting how he would compete for favor at such a young age, and even a little envious......

(Envy, ⊙_⊙b Khan, Zu began to compete with his son for favor?) )

"Mei'er, you want to breastfeed him? We can ask for a ......."

"Of course I feed myself!" Daisy interrupted him suddenly, turned her back and unbuttoned her clothes slightly, and before she could bring her nipples/head to Anno's mouth, he couldn't wait to take the initiative to take it, and then sucked deeply, staggering to make his father's face worse and more envious......

"Zu, that...... You go out first, and then come in when I'm done feeding him. ”

Hawke looked at the two mothers and sons on the bed who could not be disturbed by "outsiders", and seemed to be beginning to realize the strict nature of the problem, should they be excluded all the time, right?

This question is really strict.