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Many years later, on an autumn day with white clouds hanging in the blue sky, in the afternoon when the sun sets and loves the red leaves, when I reopen that page, I still feel the marks of moisture......

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When I was a child, I used to ask my father, my mother, what kind of woman was she?

Every now and then, my father would be furious, and he would sit in the atrium and drink sake in front of the cherry blossom trees by the pond. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

I couldn't understand what the emotion was in my father's eyes at the time, and I don't understand until now that it was the wellspring of longing, and he had been missing his mother.

I stole a picture of my mother from my father's room, and she was so beautiful and unforgettable, especially her beautiful purple eyes, which were the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen.

Her name is written underneath: Akemi Sakurai.

The surname is Sakurai, and it turns out that she is a princess of the royal family.

I secretly printed a copy of the photo and put it in my wallet.

At the eighteen-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, I knelt in my family's ancestral hall in a snow-like kimono, and my father put on my royal badge and announced that I would take over the position of Sakura Shogun when he was fifty years old.

I heard the cheers around me and my father's appropriation, but I thought of the angry and helpless look of an eagle I had hunted in the hunting grounds yesterday, trapped in a cage of golden wire, and this morning I found dead in its cage, pecking its own neck.

The sky is its freedom, and where is my freedom?

That day, as I was about to go to the hunting grounds, as usual, I passed by my father's house, and through the door, he was whispering to his friend, and I had no intention of hearing what he had to say, nothing more than the politics and military affairs of the country, things that I was not interested in, but when he suddenly said the word 'his mother,' I turned back at once.

From their conversations, I learned that my mother was not only alive, but also gave birth to a younger sister to me, her name is Yui.

In the General's Mansion, there is an unwritten rule that if the General gives birth to a son and a daughter, then the children will be married in the future, because of the special blood relationship, this child will not only not have congenital defects, but will be smarter than ordinary people, my grandparents are a pair of brothers and sisters.

Yuyi, I silently recited her name, what kind of girl will this sister be, will she be like her mother, with a pair of purple eyes?

The next day, I secretly packed my bags and went to the country they were talking about.

The language barrier has caused a lot of inconvenience to my life, and I am looking for my mother's whereabouts while learning the language of this country, because of the same race, after I learned their language, I was gradually accepted by the people around me, and they would not suspect that I was actually a Sakura country.

I joined an organization called Nightclub, which is just a very inconspicuous underworld organization, the boss has no skills, and he is timid and afraid, so they have always been bullied and excluded by the surrounding forces.

In a life-and-death decision, I had a disagreement with him, I picked up a gun and shot him in the head, and after a long silence, these people elected me as the eldest brother, and I changed the name of the nightclub to the night of Weiyang, and named myself the Night Emperor.

Thanks to my efforts, the power of the night has gradually expanded, from the initial obscurity to the later fear, because of the growing influence, we are attacked by the royal army.

I had always thought that the soldiers were just idiots who ate on guns, but I didn't think that they were disciplined and quick-moving, which made me think that there must be a very shrewd and capable commander behind them.

When I confronted him head-to-head for the first time, I learned that he was about the same age as me, and he was the sixth prince of the Xuanyuan royal family, called Xuanyuan Xiaofeng.

We went through a lot of dealings, but neither of us got a bargain.

After a few battles like this, I became very interested in him, and the last time we fought, as usual, we were evenly matched, and before we could tell the winner, one of his soldiers suddenly burst in and shot me for no apparent reason.

Just as the bullet almost pierced my head, he suddenly used the dagger in his hand to bounce the bullet away, and the dagger slid diagonally in front of my eyes under the rebound force of the impact, and I felt a sharp pain, and a large amount of blood flowed down.

Since then, I have had an extra scar from my forehead to the corner of my eye, but this scar has given me a cherished friendship, and he has become my first friend in this world.

He gave me a hat and told me not to wear a mask again, it was too scary.

Because the identity of the son of the great general cannot be revealed, I always wear a mask when I go out, and I take his hat and make it my most precious thing, inseparable.

With his help, I finally had the whereabouts of my mother, but she had already escaped to Buddhism and devoted herself to Buddhism.

I took her to my place and built her a temple.

I don't even have the slightest hatred for her, whether she has ever abandoned me and gone away, I only know that she is my mother, the one who gave me life, and she is not obliged to take care of me for the rest of my life.

She is only there to pursue her love and freedom, and I am also there to pursue my freedom and the meaning of life.

She was not well at that time, and she coughed all day.

She recited the scriptures daily and prayed for the safety of her children.

I learned from her mouth that I have a younger brother and a younger sister, my younger brother Liujin is the seventh prince of this country, he is pampered, a collection of thousands of pampering, it doesn't seem that I need to worry too much, but I still like to pay attention to everything about him, sometimes I go to his school to see him, he seems to have a good relationship with his classmates, or a cadre in the college, he always smiles so brightly, every time he passes by, it is like bathing in the spring breeze.

Until now, I still can't accept the fact that he has left, he is obviously so young and alive, but he withered and withered in an instant, I deeply blame myself, I didn't take good care of him, I didn't fulfill my responsibility as an older brother, but, Liujin, in heaven, will you forgive this brother?

And my sister's name in this country is Zhong Yuxi, and she lives with her adoptive father, and they have always depended on each other, and their lives are not rich, but they are full of laughter.

The day I found her, she had just gotten off work, carrying a bag of fruit in her hand, while walking, while playing a game on her phone, even the bag leaked, and the apples inside fell out, I followed behind her, picked up the apples she dropped one by one, she finally found that the weight in her hand was gradually decreasing, and when I turned around, I had already handed her the apples.

She looked at me and smiled brightly, her eyes were purple and shining dreamily, and she said to me, "Thank you." ”

I was silent for a long time, until she became strange, and then said, "You're welcome." ”

Although my mother asked me to protect her, I didn't want to disturb her life, I just needed to protect her in secret, knowing that she was doing well.

I don't know if I made any impression on her when I met that time, but when I have time in the future, I will go to her school, the community where she lives, silently guard her, just look at her smiling from afar, and I feel satisfied.

Later, I left because of some things, and when I came back, she was already choosing a maid, I actually didn't want her to go to the palace that kind of place that I can't reach, but I also respected her decision, in the maid selection, she was framed, I was angry and caught her victim to the night, let my subordinates teach a good lesson, this is probably the only thing I can do for her at this time, but later I learned that she doesn't like to use violence to solve problems, she is a kind to simple girl.

After she entered the palace, it was difficult for me to see her again, until one time, she was going to be on duty on Thousand Fishes, and I followed her carefully, at that time, I could already feel that she had fallen into a great net full of dangers, and she would be caught like a fish with nowhere to escape, I rescued her in the snow and gave her my address, and I knew that one day, she would come to me.

I didn't expect this day to come so quickly, and when she found me, she was already pregnant.

Xiaofeng often mentions her to me, and the most laughing time I've ever seen Xiaofeng laugh at is when she mentions her, I know the relationship between the two of them, but there are too many fetters and obstacles in the world, and they finally haven't broken through that layer of difficulty.

I confess that the moment she came to me, I was selfish, and I wanted to keep her by my side, because according to the tradition of the Great General's Mansion, we were to be married in the future, but when I saw her standing in front of the window with tears streaming down her face, and weeping silently where Yoikaze had sit, I knew that their love had gone deep into the bone marrow, and it was difficult to separate them from life and death, so I decided to fulfill it.

I found Yoekaze, told him where she was, and told him about her origins.

This man, who usually has a calm face, became anxious for the first time, and he hurriedly got up without saying thank you.

I sat there and watched him fade away, the sake in front of me giving off a hint of fragrance, and I thought, watching her happy, this is my greatest wish in this life.

When the bell of the Great Hall of Blessing rang and she raised her pointed chin among the flying white doves, I heard my own laughter from the bottom of my heart.

Yui, do you dare to try it if you are unhappy.

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