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He is still his famous master, she is still her peerless beauty, and the beauty of the country does not invade each other.

Without a beginning, there is no end.

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I stood in front of the lonely grave, looking at the smiling face on the tombstone of bluestone, four years have passed, whether she is okay in that world, I still remember the smile when she gave up her body to pounce on the explosion, and in the end, it was still me who lost her.

I put the big bunch of Hang Bai chrysanthemum in front of the tombstone, so strong white and her smiling face reflect each other, love water, we have too many ups and downs in this life, right and wrong, I hope that in that world, you can still laugh so happily, in this life, I can't repay your kindness, if you can be reincarnated in the next life, then, let me be your brother, take care of you, for a lifetime.

It was late autumn when I looked up, and a large number of maple leaves dyed the vast mountains red.

When I came back from the cemetery, I suddenly wanted to go to some places.

Drive aimlessly down the highway until the buildings in front of you slowly become familiar.

I pulled over to the side of the road and leaned on the car to look up at the simple building in front of me, the largest civilian settlement in the city, where I spent two unforgettable nights, and looking back, I still can't suppress the sweetness and luck in my heart.

met her in the back flower courtyard of the White Jade Palace, no matter how you look at it, it was an encounter arranged in the dark.

She flew into my life like an angel, spreading her pure wings in front of me, shaking off a white feather, and for a moment, for the first time in my dark world felt light.

It turned out that she just wanted to seal her dishonest little mouth to kiss her, but if she didn't think about it, this kiss would be out of control, she resisted with her eyes wide open, but it made me want to tease her even more, those eyes flickered like stars in the dark, I thought, this should be her first kiss, because her whole body is stiff, and every inch of skin exudes panic.

She's a little white rabbit full of temptations, and I'd love to peel back her shiny white fur and spy on her.

When I ran away, she stubbornly opened my hand, jumped on the balcony neatly, and was used to seeing those delicate women around me, she was really a little impressed by her, and what surprised me even more was that a thin and slender girl could do martial arts, and it seemed to be quite powerful, looking at the white figure jumping in front of her, I suddenly wanted to force her to be by my side, and proposed to go to her house, which was also a temporary rise, seeing her shaking her little head like a wave drum, I was more sure that I wanted her.

It is the house in front of me that seems to be loaded with all my happy memories.

Bullying her in her bed, until she was about to cry, a second ago, I just treated her as an ordinary stunner, but her tears made my heart soft, I wanted to take good care of her, not let her shed tears, for the first time, I had such a strong thought in my heart.

That night with a high fever, she took care of me by the bedside all night, woke up in the middle of the night, and saw her sleeping soundly on my hand, the moonlight shining through the gap in the window on her smooth and soft face, her smile in the dream reminded me of the cherry blossoms I had seen many years ago, it was so unconscious, I found that my lips had fallen on her face, I was not sure that I would be so gentle, just because she was sleeping so quietly.

The next day, she went to work and left a note, her words were really ugly, crooked and not at all like her beautiful face, it turned out that her name was Zhong Yuxi, I suddenly remembered the poem: The water pattern is precious and long, and the good period of a thousand miles is rested overnight.

Her refrigerator was empty, I endured the stomach of hunger for a day, and when I came back in the evening, she brought back some snacks, which were street food that I had never eaten, she was a big stomach, eating what was in her hands, and still thinking about me, but I didn't want her to succeed, seeing her disappointed look, my heart was unprecedentedly happy.

She hadn't read any books, she didn't know many complicated words, when I taught her to write, she was very reluctant, but she was very afraid of me, so she could only swallow her anger, holding her soft little hand, smelling the fragrance of her hair, in a trance, I smelled a taste of happiness.

There was a car horn behind me, it turned out that my car was blocking someone else's way, I drove away from this small building, and turned on the stereo in the car to the maximum, as if only in this way could I suppress the arrogance called lovesickness in my heart.

At the wedding, her sweet smile fell in my eyes, and the wound that had not healed was torn open again, and I wore a blessed smile, but my heart was dripping blood.

I once asked her: Did I do a wrong thing once, and I will never be able to recover from it?

But she didn't know about the wounds in my heart.

In the place closest to my heart, there are several striking scars interspersed on it, which are the marks I leave on my body every time I hurt her, only in that way can I shrink the pain in my heart to a smaller size, the pain in her body, the pain in my heart.

When I really gave up everything to follow her, she was no longer willing to wait for me in the same place, watching her snuggle in someone else's arms and smile like a flower, I knew that everything I had with him had become a memory, it was my cruel hands that fixed them in the past tense, and it was I who pushed our love to the abyss.

I watched her little chin raised among the flying pigeons, the perfect arc shimmering with happiness, and she had found someone with whom she could spend her whole life, and what was left to me was only the past.

When I returned to the palace, Mu Nan had been looking for me for a long time, and I had only been idle for a while, but there were a lot of things waiting for me to deal with.

I took all kinds of documents from his hand, but I didn't have the heart to read them, and today I really wanted to be lazy.

"Your Majesty." He saw that I had not moved for a long time, and whispered a reminder beside him: "The flooding in the south has been alleviated, and now a lot of money is needed to rebuild." ”

I rubbed my temples and sighed to myself, I still have to be busy.

"His Royal Highness Sixth has allocated a large amount of cash from his company, how do you think you will dispose of these funds, Your Majesty?"

I stretched my body and had to concentrate on the thick paper in front of me, but fortunately, I was not alone, the third, fourth, sixth, and even fifth, they all gave me a lot of help.

was busy until the sun was in the west, and when Mu Nan came in, he brought Luo Xi over.

As soon as he came in, he naughtily climbed up on my legs, put his arms around my neck and asked me, "Uncle Huang, haven't you eaten yet?" ”

When I saw him, I felt better, pinched his little nose, and asked him, "Then have you eaten?" ”

"I've eaten it." After he finished speaking, he mysteriously took out something from his pocket and stuffed it into me, lowered his voice and said: "Uncle Huang, this is a lollipop that Luo Xi secretly brought, Mommy said that I was teething and I was not allowed to eat it, since Uncle Huang didn't eat, then give it to Uncle Huang." ”

I took it and rubbed his head to thank him, and he looked up with his innocent little face waiting for me to eat the candy, and I couldn't bear to brush off his kindness, so I tore the candy wrapper and put the red lollipop in my mouth.

He clapped his little hands happily, "Uncle Huang, you are also going to have tooth decay, Mommy will scold you." ”

I raised my eyebrows and pretended to be angry, and he immediately became frightened, and lay down in my arms and said nice things.

Luo Xi has liked me since he was a child, probably because I doted on him extraordinarily, his father has always been strict with him, such a young child is often seen and punished for standing outside all day, it may be that he has lived in such a harsh environment since he was a child, so he wants to temper Luo Xi's strong will, I don't object, but I hope he can get more care, our childhood is already very unbearable, I don't want our next generation to continue our old path.

After eating the candy, I asked him, "Did you practice calligraphy today?" ”

He replied obediently, "Practiced." ”

"Then write a few words and show Uncle Huang."

Mu Nan hurriedly brought a pen and paper, and Luo Xi sat on my lap and wrote on the table seriously.

From time to time, he bit the tip of his pen to think, and when he couldn't write well, he would secretly turn his head to look at me, which looked very much like her mother.

He didn't inherit those purple eyes, his pupils were jet-black, he was actually more like the sixth child, and he was smart like him, but he was just naughty like his mother.

He held up the written words to me.

I nodded appreciatively, and in any case, it was surprising that a three-year-old could write such words.

He said noisily: "What words is Uncle Huang going to teach Luo Xi today?" ”

I thought about it, gently shook his hand, and then naturally wrote a poem on the pen to "The water pattern is precious and long, and the good period of a thousand miles will rest overnight"

He frowned and asked me, "Uncle Huang, what does this mean?" ”

I didn't answer, but I studied the words for a long time, until Bai Zhi knocked on the door and came in.

Four years ago, she reached the age when she should leave the palace, but she begged me to keep her, although she is no longer my maid, but she will come to Mu Nan every now and then to ask me about my daily life, and then tell my habits and hobbies to the maid on duty one by one.

Now she is Luo Xi's maid, and Luo Xi always calls her aunt affectionately.

Seeing Bai Zhi, Luo Xi hurriedly opened a big smile, jumped down from my arms and ran to Bai Zhi's side, holding her hand and coquettishly.

Bai Zhi first saluted me, then leaned down slightly, wiped his little hands that were soiled from writing with a handkerchief, and said with some rebuke: "Did you steal sugar again?" ”

Luo Xi hurriedly got up embarrassed, shook her arm and begged: "Auntie, good aunt, don't tell Daddy, he will punish me for standing in the corridor again." ”

Bai Zhi sighed helplessly: "Next time, I must tell him." ”

"I promise not." Luo Xi raised his small hand and swore an oath.

She was about to pick him up, and I suddenly said, "Bai Zhi, I have something to say to you." ”

She was stunned, and Mu Nan quickly picked up Luo Xi and walked out to close the door.

Bai Zhi stood at the door, her face was as calm as a breeze, many years have passed, she is no longer the little girl who will show her youthfulness at the beginning, and her smile is always with a smile.

I have a kind of unhappiness in my heart, I know why she must stay in the palace, her feelings for me, although never broken, are obvious in the relationship between each other, I don't want to delay the rest of her life, I want to let her free, before I can speak, she has snatched my words, and you say: "Do you want to drive me out of here again?" ”

I was speechless and didn't know how to answer.

She laughed angrily, "Actually, we're all the same, but we're stupid." You have never married a wife or had children until now, and I am the same, and I will guard the life for the person in my heart. ”

She didn't say anything more, turned and walked away.

I sat in the wide chair and looked out the window.

Luo Xi's mother came to pick him up, she took the child's hand, kissed his forehead lovingly, she was half-bowed, her slender silhouette was shrouded by the setting sun, a few strands of naughty hair hung down on the side of her ears, making her face even smaller, time suddenly went back to many years ago, I held her and sat in the evening light, she lowered her head to write, I looked down at her.

Xixi, if you promise this life to Xiaofeng and the next life to Liujin, then I would like to believe that in the previous life that no one knows, we should be the happiest couple in the world.

At my lips, you dance.

It turned out that everything was just a dream I had, and when I woke up, you were still by my side.

I hold your hand, grow old with you, the present world is stable, and the years are quiet.