Tang Jie drank two beers in one go, smoked three cigarettes, and was drunk, his eyes were closed, and he wanted to carefully recall what he had done. Because he never thought about it properly, he had to sort it out a few days ago.

In books, on TV, when I saw and someone committed suicide, they were all in great pain, thinking about this and that, but Tang Jie himself seemed to be very calm and close to death, calm until now, he was a little scared, his mind was completely blank, that is, to do something he should do, just like eating when he was hungry and sleeping when he was sleepy.

Even now, if I came back to life and didn't die, I didn't have any excitement, and I even cared about it if I died every time I lived, just like waking up from a sleep.

But the point is that he is alive now, and those pains are alive, and he doesn't want to die by himself, but he wants to kill those pains. But he couldn't, and the pain still clings to him.

Death can eliminate pain, forever, but now it is not possible. Wine can also eliminate pain, and for a short time, then drink it.

"The sages are all lonely, but I hope to be drunk and don't want to wake up." Spend eternity with you.

The past tense, always the past tense, will never meet again, even if it is close to the present.

Even if the momentary ease has passed, the pain will continue!

"Do you want to miss it anymore?" Dad asked

This question is very sudden, at least Tang Jie feels that although he mentioned this issue to his parents just a few days ago, it is like a child messing around, as soon as his parents are scared and reprimanded, he will cry and make a fuss, and he will act according to his parents' will when he is done.

Parents raised this question so solemnly, which shows that this is no longer a child's temporary coquettishness.

Tang Jie, who has been attending school since he was seven years old, has been attending school for most of the year, and going to school has become a habit. It is a mechanical behavior that is indispensable in life, and Tang Jie did not think of betraying it, skipping school and skipping class in the past. ]

But today, when his father asked like this, Tang Jie was confused for a while, this matter is really big!

"If you don't want to continue reading, I won't force you, I'm afraid of you, Dad said:

This sentence made Tang Jie's heart feel like turning over a five-flavor bottle. Is this kind of behavior of his own really a complete disappointment in life? Is there really such a decision? It doesn't seem to be, it's like a little naughty boy who did something wrong and was scolded by his parents, and fled to a quiet corner to cry alone, hurting himself for a while. Then he fell asleep, like an innocent little beast, why should he be trapped with such a complicated screen name?

Keep reading?

This really has to think about it, since his parents no longer help him solve such problems, he has to figure out his own way.

The school left Tang Jie with only painful memories.

"In the midst of pain, you can't learn anything really valuable and meaningful," Tang Jie thought:

The school teaches the simultaneous development of five educations and all-round development, but man is not God, how can he develop in an all-round way! In addition to the ancestor of the Shaolin faction, no one can practice seventy-two stunts. The result of all-round development can only be everything and everything is loose.

The ancients said that "I have an end to my life, and there is no end to knowledge" There is no end, so why not use the life of an end to have a deeper understanding of a certain aspect of knowledge, is there a specialization in the art industry?

If Mr. Einstein is allowed to go around the Olympics, he can only come empty-handed.

Everyone has their own strengths, and everyone still has their own shortcomings, if they can't give full play to their strengths, and only find their shortcomings, then people will be reduced to mediocrity, ordinary laypeople, our society is not so many such laypeople, and they are still creating this kind of garbage human beings.

Give full play to the strengths to the extreme, so as to cover up the shortcomings, it can be said that the right way to make up for the weaknesses with strengths, in fact, everyone has shortcomings, so why make up for it. As long as you don't go to extremes to kill people and set fires, you can steal and force Jiān.

After thinking about this, Tang Jie was straightforward and said without any worries: "I don't want to read it anymore." ”

"Well, I agree with your choice, although my consent is impatient and forced, but I have no other way. Although you will definitely regret it in the future, you remember that you chose this path by yourself, and you don't blame me in the future," Dad said bitterly.

Tang Jie can understand his father's impatience, but this does not prove that his father is right. This is the fault of the whole society, this is the fault of Chinese education, this is the poison of China for 2,000 years, this is the toxin spit out by maggots that have been sauced in the sauce jar for 2,000 years, and it is the jīng god that everyone in Chinese society firmly holds the maggots, and binds money and power together with the pursuit of knowledge, and it is no longer clear to distinguish between them.

The Son of Heaven is heroic, the article teaches you Cao, everything is inferior, only reading is high.

Good poetry! Phew!

"I have my ideals," Tang Jie said, "I just want to be a writer and use my pen to write my heart." I know you don't really want me to drop out of school, but I ask you why do you let me study? ”

"Ah, you still write books, you are still a writer, even I don't know what you write, you, let you study so that you can learn some knowledge and have something to eat in the future." Father said.

"What do you have to eat?" Tang Jie asked

"What do you have to eat? It's so that you can live better in the future, you don't have to live like us with your back to the loess, we are very tired, and we don't want you to be like this," said my father.

"Ah, that's okay now, I can live like that now, being a writer isn't like you face the loess with your back to the sky, right?"

"The point is that you can? At your level? Can anyone read what you write? ”

"How can what I write go unread? I write what I think, I know, how can no one read? ”

"Okay, okay," the mother came out and said as if "this kid, don't hit the south wall and don't give up, and when he hits his head and breaks the bloodstream, he will understand." ”

"Maybe you're right, but my Ruth has to come out on my own, and if I don't hit the south wall, how do I know that there is a wall in front of me, and this road is not passable? I'll find a path for me myself. ”

There are thousands of well-balanced roads in the world, muddy waterways full of thorns, and there will be people who go to them, and there is only one goal: success.

Even if you don't succeed, but you have already broken through, you will have no regrets, and getting this experience is success.

"If you succeed, you will be a prince, and if you lose, you will be a thief" when you have not become a prince, you should have the ambition of a bird, so that you can be called a king, a prince, otherwise, even if you become a prince in a daze, it is just a dou who can't be supported.