7. The meaning of death

It doesn't matter in the world, sorrow and trouble, dissatisfaction all come from your heart, your depression is your jīng god is in the world, or even buried in the world, you clearly see that there is dust in every leaf, every smiling face has wrinkles, you feel indifferent. Hypocrisy. Deceit. Cunning, you are tired. Emptiness. Confused, you can't help but get sick of it, and you are sad.

Personal Note:

Eternal only rì, moon, star, love is not eternal.

But since it is not eternal, it is not love, because love is eternal.

I don't believe in love, I look for eternal love, and I don't believe in eternal love.

Hey! It's a strange personal statement, but it must be exciting to be able to write about such a special person, get to know her, persuade her, and teach her a lesson, why not?

"Can I try to convince you to change your mind?" -- Jelly beans

"Okay." Love

"Hey, since you agreed with me to persuade you, it means that you are not very sure of your love arguments!" -- Jelly beans

"Wrong, I just want to see how you make a fool of yourself"? -- Love

"The screen name you gave yourself is "love", which shows that what you can't forget is love, love, which has always existed in your mind, how can there be none" - Jelly Bean

"Yes, I also hope that there will be eternal love in my heart, but in my heart there is no other meaning than the word "love". "-- Love

"Are you pessimistic?" -- Jelly beans

"I'm not pessimistic, I just have a very ordinary and practical heart, so you say you want to convince me, I don't believe it at all, even if you say that you are speechless (now it seems that you are not at this level) then I am not convinced." -- Love

"You provoke my fire to pull, how do you know that I have no possibility of convincing you, there is a man named Mao Sui in ancient times who said, as long as you give me a chance, I will show it to the audience in an all-round way, even the awl can see you." -- Jelly beans

"Huh, really? Unless I see it with my own eyes, hear it with my own ears, and experience it with my own eyes, I experience a real love that I feel, perceive, and feel. I just believe it" - Jelly Bean

"Ah, you're not tempting me by saying this, but it's too self-reproachful to say that, I'm enough to choke, you're better than me, there's a green bird somewhere in Africa, you've never seen it, can you prove that it doesn't exist?" -- Jelly beans

"What does it have to do with me whether it exists or not?" -- Love

"Well, that's right, but what about it?" -- Jelly beans

"Love is a special thing, it's different from anything else, you know! Okay, bye-bye--love

"Hey, let's talk a little longer." -- Jelly beans

It's boring.,That's gone.,Don't chat about the opposite.,Play the game cs.

A "horn" shootout, thirty-two dead, two wins fainted, someone must have cheated on the plug-in.

We have already talked about the game "Legend", and here we will look at it from the bottom of the ground and why it is so celebrated.

The "Legend" game mainly caters to the dual characteristics of reality and the Internet, so that the two sides can be integrated and supplemented.

People live in this real life is very tired, really very tired, you have to bear the pressure of a face, the pressure given by the family, the pressure given by the society, the pressure given by the workplace, the pressure given by the school, in the face of all kinds of pressure, people toss and turn, lingering, suddenly there is the Internet, this can give you a sudden relaxation place, here you can think about anything, bury your sincerity deep into that piece of the web page, you can appear in any corner at any time in this virtual world, And you don't have to worry about being recognized by others, you can transform into the most primitive beast, burying the beast that has been buried in your heart and not daring to reveal it to the real crowd, venting it on the Internet, you can also become an angel and take out the most innocent love. This is the place where your jīng god can be fully ascended.

Society is not completely equal and fair, everyone will encounter unfair and unfair things for themselves in social life, but online games have created a near-equal environment for you, and "Legend" has created a small virtual career for you, which allows you to grow up and have property, have a family property, and even marry a wife and husband This is a simulation of real life, and the equality mentioned in this game is to let you return to the human beings of the Paleolithic Age. Survive by hunting wild beasts outside the road on their own (I think this is determined by the technical and philosophical views of cooperation)

People play online games for enjoyment, and most people's concept of enjoyment is to use less brain cells and feel more success. So? In the "Legend" game, the simple plot design and the sense of success far above the real world meet this need.

Teenagers in reality are a very confused generation, they don't know what they are doing, and they can't see through what they can do. It's also rare to see things as they are, so it's more acceptable for the Unreal World game Legend to have a concise outcome (upgrade and gear up).

Of course, the virtual world of the Internet is very ephemeral after all, and you will eventually have to come back to real life. to continue to bear that pressure, but some people say "drink doves to quench thirst", not to mention that going online is not a bad thing.

Tang Jie felt the pressure of real life, he was depressed, he was sad, he was under pressure, he was nameless and determined the goal, but he had a yearning heart, he was eager to succeed, but he didn't know what this success looked like, he wanted to be extraordinary, he wanted to be extraordinary, but he couldn't find the way to be extraordinary, just like a person who wants to sing but has no lyrics, wants to dance but has no frequency, his heart is higher than the sky, and his life is thinner than low, he doesn't believe in fate, and he wants to fight against the fate of this strange person, but he only ends up drawing his sword and falling out of his heart.

Singing in the ethereal sounds like just lonely music.

Shouting in the emptiness, but there is only endless depression.

There is no one in the world, maybe this is the realm.

"I buy sleeping pills." Tang Jie said calmly.

"Is it a tranquilizer?" The salesperson asked

"Yes, buy two bottles, how much is one bottle?"

"Three pieces of five bottles, ten fast three bottles.

"Okay."

In this way, he bought the medicine, and Tang Jie felt very good. If a person wants to die, of course there will be a reason. It's boring for others to block it. Because after all, a person is an individual, no matter how close a person is, he cannot completely replace the pain of others, and besides, he does not regret when he dies, but only the living person. Even if you are not him, you can't understand his pain, so why don't you stop him from doing this thing that will never hurt anyone!

Tang Jie has not been able to take medicine since he was a child. Every time I vomit after eating, this time I took a piece and tried it first, but the conditions were reversed, and before I could occupy my tongue, my mouth was full of sour water, and my throat was shaking.

Bought a bottle of Sprite, looked at the medicine bottle for a while, smiled at the corner of his mouth, poured half a bottle of pills into the throat, closed his eyes tightly to suppress vomiting, pinched his neck several times, and finally swallowed it, three bottles of medicine and a bottle of Sprite, just finished eating.

Swept away the tears that had just been squeezed out by the vomiting sensation, burped and walked forward, as soon as he got to his feet, he was dizzy, and hurriedly sat down on the side of the road, holding his head in his hands.

First of all, the back of the left head hurts a little, but after a while, I will be dizzy, and then it will be relaxed, I have never been relaxed, I am relaxed all my body, and I seem to be floating up without a trace of burden and pressure? Yes! It's really floating, there is no wind, I can't feel the wind blowing cold, I just feel that there is endless softness, relief, endless endless.

The sound of that world is the most pleasant sound, the world has a face sè is the softest face sè, that world has a feeling is the most gentle feeling, that world has a self is the most true self, but what is the use of these, I don't pay attention to the voice, the face sè, the feeling and oneself at all, these are not meaningful here at all, here is just peace.

Suddenly there was a voice, there was a voice, and it was Mom's voice. But I couldn't hear what was being said, and I didn't want to figure out the meaning of the voice, I only knew that it was my mother's voice. Well! Mom is next to me, which is good! Sleepy, it seems like I've been feeling sleepy. Go to bed......

Tang Jie woke up at nine o'clock in the morning on the fourth day, and when he woke up, he saw his father reading a book in front of his desk, and he was lying on his own kang.

"I want to drink water," Tang Jie felt unusually thirsty.

Dad turned his head to see Tang Jie wake up, he was very happy, and hurriedly shouted at the parents' room, "Wake up, wake up." ”

When the door rang, his mother broke in, came up and hugged Tang Jie's head, and put it on his face.

Tang Jie hadn't understood what was going on, he only felt very thirsty. "I'm thirsty and want to drink water."

"Son, you're awake, but you're scared to death of your mother! He whimpered and cried.

Tang Jie felt unusually thirsty. Say it again.

"Okay." Tang's father reflected that he hurriedly went out and took cold boiled water in, Tang Jie hurriedly grabbed it when he saw it, and drank it in one go.

The parents were still next to them and said, "Slow down, slow down." After waking up for a while, sleepiness came again, and when the parents saw it, they quickly said, "Okay, don't think about anything else, you can sleep, sleep."

"Think of something else." Tang Jie didn't think of anything from the time he woke up to the time he fell asleep.