The wall clock on the wall had just pointed to the number "seven", and the pendulum struck seven times soothingly and rhythmically, and I woke up on time to the melodious sound of the bell. But instead of getting up right away, I squinted my sleepy eyes and looked out the window lazily, twisted a little, turned over and changed to another position and continued to sleep.

Hmph, I don't wake up so early! These days blind dates can make me tired and have a headache, so I have to wake up and enjoy life.

It's also good to be able to avoid those annoying blind dates by sleeping.

But today is the Qixi Festival, also known as the Qiqiao Festival. This festival was not a holiday in the past, but now it deserves to be more and more fashionable, and with the help of many merchants, it is packaged as a beautiful and oriental mystic "Oriental Valentine's Day". "What the Cowherd and Weaver Girl, what the Magpie Bridge meets, what grape trellis listens to the rain, what is the Western Valentine's Day on February 14 of the Gregorian calendar into a sister day, the two festivals echo each other from afar, one east and one west, and are the favorite festivals of young people.

It stands to reason that today is the day when I shouldn't be lazy, I want to beg and find love, but I lie in bed and sleep lazy!

Actually, I just got up early today, and there was no person who sent flowers to accompany me during the Qixi Festival, and there was no romance of oriental mythology; Being able to lazily lie in bed and enjoy life luxuriously in the last years of my youth is what I am pursuing today!

What do you think? What happened to the leftover women? I have my own time at my disposal, I can live my life as I want, who dares to disturb me?

The clock was slowly turning, and in a moment it was half-past seven, and I put my face under the covers and moved, and I didn't fully fall asleep. I'm in a state where I can't fully fall asleep and I don't want to wake up completely. Last night I watched TV and surfed the Internet, from 8 o'clock last night to 1 a.m. today, I still feel tired and tired!

Speaking of which, I can turn on the TV and the computer at the same time, operate both at the same time and enjoy the happiness brought by the products of two civilizations. It's not that I have special abilities, it's because I'm so lonely, I'm afraid of loneliness and I'm used to it.

In this medium-sized city, I live alone. My parents are in the county town not far away, and it only takes an hour to get home and be reunited with her parents.

I can go home once or twice a week, and I can still do it. But now I'm more and more reluctant to face a lot of things, and I'm not in a good mood, so I try to go home as often as possible.

This older leftover girl who has been driven crazy by loneliness has already developed the ability to watch the computer with her front body and watch TV with the back of her head. I can look up information on the Internet, chat with QQ friends, and send emails without giving up on the TV series I care about.

It's a warm night's sleep! It's a luxury to relax and sleep like this, so happy, I feel very comfortable in half sleep, and slowly fall into a deep sleep again.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already 9:01, and I just got up with my bones, got dressed and got up, brushed my teeth and washed my face, and a series of post-wake activities.

The text messages on the phone kept ringing.

I read a few at random and didn't feel too much surprise.

Among them, there is a message sent by my parents, persuading myself to go to today's Qixi blind date conference, saying that you are older, you must put down the girl's shelf, it is good to participate in some social activities, you can have more opportunities, and it is better to meet a suitable lifelong partner as soon as possible. Child, you must pay attention to your life's major events, and you must hurry up!

When I saw my parents' message, I felt sad again, did I really become a tumor in my parents' hearts? Let them worry day and night, so that they can't eat sweetly and can't sleep at night?

Every year, I have a lot of worries during the holidays, and I am terrified by the persuasion and anxiety of my parents and relatives. On the surface, I was like a frightened bird in my heart, I didn't dare to visit relatives and friends, I didn't dare to hear what they were saying, so I simply didn't go to my relatives, and lived a life of closed doors in my one-bedroom apartment. This kind of life made me feel that it was the most suitable for me, and my heart seemed to become desireless.

Besides, today's festival is not a festival for some people, and some people do not attach importance to this festival.

I don't pay much attention to it now, but I won't ignore it either.

I woke up and freshened up, put on the red silk dress she had bought some time ago, and planned to go to the mall to kill this pretended happy holiday.

The city's most luxurious Baiyi Grand Mall is decorated with festive colors.

I was gradually intoxicated by the wide variety of goods and elegant music, and my mood became good. Suddenly, a pair of figures of a man and a woman not far away stung my eyes.

My eyes widened in disbelief, yes, that man!

That handsome and slightly angular face, that masculine temperament, is more mature and stable than before, and the gestures are full of heart-warming charm!

And there was also a fashionably dressed, tall and graceful young woman beside that man, and judging from the intimacy between the two, I knew who that woman was.

It must be his woman, the woman who took away Fang Jun, who had been in love with him for eight years, and made herself innocently a leftover woman - Yao Lina, the daughter of the deputy director of the Transportation Bureau.

And now she should be his rightful wife!

It's really a trick! I'm still hating, hating this man, this man who made me pay eight years of youth and love, he once swore to himself, and said again and again that he would not marry if he was not a king!

For more than a year, haven't I imagined the situation of encountering him by chance countless times: I will never panic, and I will never let him see that he still has feelings for the negative person; I'll make that bad guy know that I've purged him of his heart! But why are you still so uneasy now?

Will I be able to raise my hand and beat the negative person with a heart? Will there be a quarrel with the man and woman, and be treated as a joke?

Oh no, the man was holding his wife's slender and beautiful hand and walking towards this side. It's broken, it's getting closer!

My heart is pounding!

My eyes were moist, but I immediately controlled my feelings, and I silently said to my heart: "All things that exist will change, no one and nothing will remain the same, life is like a sheep intestine path that only leads to the future but cannot turn back, and it is the only path, don't look back when you walk the way you go, and you don't need to look back!" ”

"As an older leftover girl, there is no need to be stupidly nostalgic for the past, and there is no need to be lucky! The past is no longer your own, and your own is in front! My hands clenched into fists and encouraged myself with the greatest strength in my heart: "Go forward, go forward!" They, the two people who are about to come to them in front of them and can bring up their painful memories, they don't need to meet them, their lives have nothing to do with them, and their lives have nothing to do with them! ”

But my teary eyes still began to sway, and her heart swelled with her awakening realization, about why Fang Jun suddenly gave up his eight-year relationship, and dissecting the possibilities and philosophies about things that I had analyzed countless times: "How are the leftover women left?" is to let this kind of love hurt, he once regarded love as a faith, once loved him so much, but he left himself so without hesitation; Now think about it, only a fool would take that kind of love as faith, as the most precious thing in life! ”

"Don't take love too seriously, there are too few love that can really stand the test in real life."

"Don't take the person you love too seriously, let alone the only one in your life; If you take him too seriously, he will shatter your whole life. ”

"Don't take lovelorn and betrayal too seriously, there are many strange things in the world, there is no absolute fairness, there is no absolute truth, people will betray others in order to choose their own interests in a specific environment; If you were faced with that temptation, maybe you would choose that way; The most important thing is that people can't live without faith, but faith should be to live well, treat yourself well, and when you should comfort yourself, you must comfort yourself, make a tea club when you are idle, taste coffee, visit shopping malls, eat something delicious, and have something fun; Everything that others have is also some, a little spiritually, a little materially, although it will be less than the above, but there will be more than the bottom; Learn more from others, think about everything, figure it out, understand it thoroughly, and know that the reason why you are miserable and depressed is because you are wrong, and you have put your life positioning in the wrong place; If you figure it out and understand it thoroughly, the pain in your heart will fade! ”

"So, don't take love seriously, don't take so-and-so seriously. Live well, tomorrow will definitely be bright, there will be what you deserve, and you will meet what you need; So, puff up my chest, look to tomorrow, to the future, and tell myself that from today onwards, the goal of my life is to make tomorrow a better life! ”

Before the man and woman found themselves, quickly hide and retreat!

I lowered my head in a panic and hurried around to dodge.

Although this was the first chance encounter between me and Fang Jun in more than a year since we broke up, although I also imagined the situation of meeting him by chance, whether to scold him or forgive him.

But now I have chosen to hide, I have chosen not to see him.

I ducked behind a row of colorful costumes and watched as two stinging figures slowly approached. I watched them walk a long way before I was relieved to get out of the cover of the rows of clothes.

Looking at the place where they were gone, I was in a daze again.

Tears welled up in my eyes, and I walked numbly out of the mall.

I tried my best to act like I didn't want to think about the past anymore.