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I feel like I'm like a thief who peeps at other people's **, the most I've done this week is to observe this man, I sneaked into his room to look through his things, I know that it's really not very kind to do this, typical inch by inch, Nima in order to survive, I also have to do this, in fact, what makes me most curious is why this man is willing to take me in? I don't think I'm too charming, I'm petite and unattractive, and my appearance is not too big to be fascinating, (I want to say that our Xixi hasn't grown yet!! And the temper was still very stubborn, of course, and then I finally found out that something was wrong, and that was only later.

After my "investigation", I found that this man named Tan Xiyao is really the best, his appearance and figure are not a problem, and he has no bad habits, and he can't even turn out an A movie in the computer. What I fear most now is that he sweeps me out, and I once tentatively asked him if he would be so unsympathetic, and he is also a sibling, better than those blonde and blue-eyed people. It turned out that people didn't think about it at all, and I instantly felt that I had met a good person, but I still had to guard against the real day.

As the days passed, I had a deeper understanding of Tan Xiyao, a career diplomat, single, and without a girlfriend, I thought maybe I could grasp this man well, in the night, I was lying on the bed and suddenly frightened by this idea of myself, when did my taste become so heavy, even the uncle wanted to get involved, although this Uncle Tan is really very good.

Tan Xiyao's throat doesn't seem to be very refreshing in the past few days, I am inexplicably anxious, I wrapped myself in a down jacket and went to the nearby market alone to see if I can pick up fresh mint leaves in a foreign country? I didn't expect it to really let me find out, during this time my English has improved rapidly, living alone in a foreign country, the rabbit is in a hurry, maybe I can learn a foreign language, not to mention me! I took the mint leaves back to the apartment, and according to the ratio that my mother had taught me before, with a little honey and other ingredients, I boiled a large nest of mint water. In the morning, I knew that Tan Xiyao had the habit of drinking water, he didn't like to drink milk very much, but he would always prepare a cup for me, I changed the boiled water in his cup to mint water, looking at his slightly frowning expression when he drank it, watching him lightly sweep my puzzled expression, my heart couldn't stop thumping, I asked him what's wrong? He seemed to understand my mind and said a thank you that was not very warm, and then I was thrilled by this sentence all day, what was wrong with me? When I calm down, I always feel that something is weird.

It may be that I was blowing a cool breeze when I bought mint, and after a few days I didn't stop snotting, Tan Xiyao didn't go to work in order to take care of me, and I had a warm heat flow in my heart, even though I was very uncomfortable, but his gentleness in taking care of me made me greedy for the first time, and I stupidly attributed this feeling to "a lifesaver when I was helpless". It wasn't until I accidentally found the trace of my brother Wei Yudong in Tan Xiyao's mobile phone, that I suddenly understood why Tan Xiyao took me in and why he was so kind to me? I was angry, like a big stone smashed into my heart, it turned out that other people's kindness to me was false, I impulsively threw Tan Xiyao's mobile phone into the toilet, but I still quietly chose to stay in this home, I just talked a little less, and my attitude became a little worse, Tan Xiyao saw my emotions and tried to talk to me, I shook my face and hid in the bedroom with a "bang", I stroked the tears falling from my cheeks, I felt weak at that moment, did I fall in love with this man, if not my anger and for what?

I didn't have that kind of idea before I thought that the world was beautiful, after I struggled for a while, like falling into a swamp, not moving, not moving, I really recognized that my feelings should start from Bai Luya, Bai Luya also specially flew from China to Switzerland to celebrate Tan Xiyao's birthday, when I stood in front of the door, her beautiful face had a surprise that could not be concealed, she asked who I was? Why in this home? I didn't know why my jealousy was so strong at the time, and it was no exaggeration to put on a posture that I was Tan Xiyao's woman.

Bai Luya's smile froze, I was in a very happy mood after she left the apartment, as if I had removed a rival in love, I finally met my heart at that moment, and I decided to slowly conquer Tan Xiyao. In just two days, what I didn't expect was that Tan Xiyao actually sent me to my brother on his birthday, and I grabbed the seat belt of the car and asked why? He said a short and brief sentence with a cold face, as if there was a reason and not a reason, I am not a fool, I more or less understood, he is rejecting the development of my feelings for him, I regret it very much, I knew that I would not provoke Bai Luya's woman, now that my feelings are so obvious, I think it should be my showdown, I unbuckled my seat belt, poked my head, and kissed Tan Xiyao's side face without warning, I pursed my lips and secretly enjoyed.

Tan Xiyao was still expressionless and didn't seem to take that kiss seriously, and took me out of the car skillfully before I spoke, my brother Wei Yudong was already waiting under the building, I jumped into my brother's arms like a wronged kitten, and when I cried enough, Tan Xiyao had disappeared in front of the building.

I thought I would live in my brother's apartment, but Wei Yudong said that I was grown up after all, and it was not suitable for me to live with him, I was extremely contemptuous, and I asked him how could I rest assured that I would live with Tan Xiyao? Wei Yudong said a joke that made my escape from home smoother, and I stayed in a hotel like this. In fact, staying in a hotel is also beneficial, at least when I go to "harass" Tan Xiyao, no one will ask me what I am doing. Maybe I was moved by my sincerity, he agreed to go with me to eat steak, I dressed up happily, try to make myself stand next to Tan Xiyao can look more mature, I spent an afternoon, I didn't expect this to be a date, but a meeting with Bai Luya, I saw her sitting next to Tan Xiyao talking and laughing, I was really angry, I went to the bathroom, Bai Luya also came in, I used to think that my meeting was a little too much for Bai Luya, But when she aggressively warned me in the bathroom that it was impossible to get Tan Xiyao, I knew that this Bai Luya was not as gentle and kind as she appeared to be, I ignored her, I had already made a plan in my heart that was not mature, maybe it was for anger, maybe I was such a selfish person.

My brother was going to attend a business party, and after I heard that Tan Xiyao would also participate, I also wanted to see the world, and my brother agreed. At the cocktail party, I put the aphrodisiac prepared in advance into Tan Xiyao's red wine, I didn't drink much wine but deliberately pretended to be drunk and pestered Tan Xiyao, sure enough, he promised to send me back to the hotel, I didn't expect that Tan Xiyao didn't drink that glass of red wine at all, my plan fell through, and the next day my brother appeared in my room early in the morning, that was the first time he scolded me, and I only knew afterwards that I was in trouble - Bai Luya was raped by someone yesterday ~~~. The culprit was the glass of red wine with ** medicine.

Hearing this, I regret it in my heart, I think Bai Luya should not have that result even if she is annoying, I want to go to the hospital to apologize formally, I haven't acted yet, my brother turned around and connected a domestic phone, when he turned his face, I will never forget the look in his eyes, I have a sense of foreboding, Wei Yudong said that my mother is dying, and I have the last words to say to me. Suddenly I just felt that the world was spinning, my heart was about to tear, I took a plane back to China that night, I couldn't take care of anything, I just wanted my mother to live, I just wanted to spend more time with her, my willfulness made me lose too much.

I held my mother's hand in front of the hospital bed, her pale lips slowly squirmed, but told me an amazing truth, it turned out that I also have a half-brother, and that person turned out to be Tan Xiyao, maybe no one in this life knows that the so-called true image is not true at all, I only understood my mother's mood at that time in later days, and finally gradually knew the most real situation, my real brother is actually Lu Siyuan, that is just a little nurse who loves Tan's father caused trouble, He swapped the child in the orphanage with my mother's real son, that is, Lu Siyuan, sometimes a woman's jealousy is really terrible, she taught Lu Siyuan a lot, including hatred, of course, her biggest wish before her death was to watch Tan Tianxiao and her own son turn against each other, but she didn't see that scene after all, I know that Lu Siyuan is actually not too bad in his heart, my second suicide was that he saved me desperately, a few days later I saw Bai Luya frantically inform the media about my relationship with Tan Xiyao, Of course, I didn't know the truth at that time, I felt that the whole world had no place for me, the child in my belly was God's punishment, but I was still reluctant to lose this baby, so I fled from H City overnight, I thought I could go to a remote place to give birth to the child, no matter how long he lived, no matter how strange he was born, I would love it forever.

I went to the small fishing village where I used to live with my mother, where the villagers still remember that I was a little bit, far away from the city of right and wrong, I felt that my heart gradually calmed down, the child grew up in my belly day by day, I ignored all the pain, only felt the happiness and joy that this child brought me, I like to go to the beach to blow the sea breeze, the uncle said that I am not good for the child's health, but I have to touch the big stone by the sea to fall asleep, I carved my wish for the next life there, I don't think I can let you marry me in this life, I hope there will be another life!

Maybe my next life has become a luxury, because there is still a long way to go in this life, and my happiness has not ended, how can love end......

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