My name is Gu Xi, this is the name I have used for nearly 20 years, in fact, I have another name called Wei Yuxi, I am the illegitimate daughter of Wei Lingqing of Wei's Group, I know that such a reputation is actually not good, because my mother is the so-called "little three" in reality, in fact, when I was a child, I didn't know the grievances between adults, I only knew that my father abandoned me and my mother, I always hated that man, but my mother said that she was sorry for my father, I didn't believe it, I often think that it was because of that man that my mother and I had so hard work, and I swore that I would never forgive him if I met my biological father one day.

Since I was sensible, my mother often took me to move, we changed from the countryside to the city, and from this city to another city, I was really tired of this kind of change of home and school, because I didn't have a friend who could tell the truth until now, I was only 10 years old that year, I like to play with my peers like so children, I used to have good friends, whenever I left we always cried, I couldn't bear them, they couldn't bear me, Maybe it was because I was so young, and after a while I lost contact with them completely.

Gradually, I began to learn to protect myself, and I never interacted with my classmates at school so that there would be no separation, and I would not be sad about losing my friends again. When I came home from school, I used to sit on a bench in the park and watch the other children play, and even then I was happy, as if I was one of them, and I was blurring my vision under the orange sunset.

Strictly speaking, I actually have a secret friend, I met this "friend" for the first time when I was eight years old, he is very handsome, and he has very few words, others say that I look a little similar to him, he doesn't like to laugh much, but he always smiles when he faces me, I like this big brother, yes, although he is 10 years older than me, he is my only friend in this world, no matter where my mother and I move, he will appear in front of me every weekend, he is very good to me, he gave me a bank card, I can take this card to buy beautiful clothes in the store I like, eat delicious food in the restaurant I like, I can also take this card and do whatever I like, he said that this is the secret between me and him, so I have never touched that card, I have to keep the secret between us. When he found out that I had such thoughts, he even laughed at me and told me that the card was a gift from him, and I asked him why he was so kind to me. He said, "I'm like her sister." I believed it, and I thought he was a lot like my brother!

We have been secret friends for five years, I don't believe my mother will not find out that I have such a friend, she seems to be acquiescing and generally ignores it, even if she sees me coming home with an unreasonable gift, she never asks more, I have always been curious about this matter, at the age of 13 I already have my own thoughts, I already know the difference between men and women, maybe I am more precocious, I have doubts about this secret friend for the first time. I gave him back the card and wanted to cut ties with him, and although I liked him so much, I was afraid that he had other purposes for me.

I said so righteously, but he smiled, he did not refuse me to return the card to him, since that time I really seem to have not seen him for three months, I actually regret it, I like this friend like an older brother, I saw him again the day after my fourteenth birthday, his appearance made me excited all day, until the evening a man about the same age as my mother appeared in my house, I saw my mother crying, crying painfully, I seemed to understand, I looked at the man who was comforting me with my mother, full of hatred.

Sure enough, that man was my biological father, Wei Lingqing, and my secret friend was my half-brother Wei Yudong.

Soon my mother and I were taken to a bustling city, if it weren't for my mother, I would not go, at that time I was still stupidly quarreling with my mother, I cut all the photos of the family into pieces, I made my mother shed a lot of tears, if I knew that my mother was in the advanced stage of stomach cancer, I would have listened to her for everything, even if she said that she wanted me to forgive my father. After we arrived at the Wei family, life was not very comfortable, my mother and I were like swallows under the fence, I had to see Ruan Siqin's face all day long, my brother was sent to a new company in Switzerland, I was like a submerged aquatic weed in an instant, I almost couldn't breathe, especially my mother's temperament was too kind, Ruan Siqin's bitterness made me unbearable, I really wanted to hit people a few times, but when I thought of my brother, I had to endure it, I hated the Wei family, hated the qiē there.

I started to become so unaware of myself, I learned to smoke, I learned to go to bars, I learned to skip school, anyway, the kind of aristocratic school teachers are respectful to their students, so I became more unscrupulous, I became acquainted with Dayu in the dimly lit bar. I knew that the fair-looking girl was my classmate, named Qin Leyou. But I've learned to be alone, even classmates I will treat as a stranger, she drank a lot of wine in the bar that day, I don't know why she was so sad, but I seemed to see my own shadow from her, the girl was drunk and entangled by a few men, I didn't want to care, but out of the light I turned back, maybe I drank too much to care about this kind of nosy, I went up to warn those lewd men, I didn't expect them to shift the target to me, I'm a girl after all, It was indeed a bit difficult to deal with these three tall men, but between I and them, I saw a slender leg flying from behind, and a few men fled like rats in just three or two clicks, and I found out that this girl named Qin Leyou is very powerful, I am really nosy.

Since then we seem to have gotten acquainted, I call her Dayu, she calls me Sissy, and I'm so happy that I have a friend of the same age.

At the end of the term, Wei Lingqing booked a plane to Switzerland for me, I knew that I was making too much trouble in Wei's house, and I didn't know that this was my mother's idea, she was getting weaker and weaker, and didn't want me to see her being tortured by illness, I told my mother that I didn't want to go to Switzerland, but my mother slapped me for the first time, I really picked up my luggage and plane ticket and went to Switzerland in a bad mood, I left in a hurry, no one knew when I left, I got off the plane in Switzerland, only to know that this is a world of icebergs and snow, I discarded all the ways that everyone could contact me, I stood in this strange world like a stowaway, I was going to find a hotel to live in first, I took enough money from the Wei family, I didn't dare to use a bank card, because I was afraid that they would find me, I went to the bank to exchange the red ticket in my hand for dollars, the security in Switzerland is very good, but I was an unlucky person, I was robbed of the money that had just been exchanged, the language was not smooth and I was helpless, I couldn't call the police, I sat at the door of the bank silently shed tears.

I went back to the airport and spent my first night in Switzerland, and the next day I did something that even I felt bold, I went to eat a bully meal, I didn't expect that the waiters in the restaurant were just scuds, I didn't run them, but I wasn't escorted back by the waiter in the restaurant, because someone actually paid for me, I looked at the man in a casual long trench coat and made a small calculation in my heart, he asked in English if I was Japanese or Chinese, I patted my chest and expressed it in fluent Chinese, How could I be Japanese, he smiled faintly, maybe it was because my expression was too funny at the time.

He was about to leave, I took his arm like lightning, the man looked at me in surprise, but I started to play the scoundrel, I said that I must pay back the money, but I can only work out of my body, in order not to let him misunderstand, I also stumbled in English and gestures to express that I can wash the dishes, mop the floor, etc. The man was obviously a little helpless, he made it clear that he didn't need to, I just found out that he was also Chinese, just now I was stupid to express for a long time, I also used Chinese to despise this man, suddenly I was a little embarrassed, but I need a place to sleep and eat, I am not afraid that this man is a liar or something, his height is very high, his appearance is very handsome, like this kind of superb beautiful man should not worry about women, my "innocence" should not worry, and then look at this man's dress and talk about family history should also be good, I don't have to worry about this man selling me, all I have to do now is to pester this man, and I crackled for a long time, I made up my poor life story, told me about my tragic experience when I first arrived in Switzerland, and of course I must have exaggerated the facts.

I didn't expect him to agree so lightly after a period of silence, I was stunned for a long time, he asked where my suitcase was, I said not far away, he followed me to retrieve the suitcase, along the way he said very little, he belongs to the kind of introverted man, his expression is always faint, even a little indifferent, not warm to people, but not as cold and scary as my brother Wei Yudong, I lived in his apartment, it is a high-end apartment, which is equipped with all kinds of facilities, The decoration style of the apartment is mainly black and white, and it is as restrained as this man's taste, full of low-key luxury.

I slept in this warm bedroom, thinking that God had finally taken care of me, God did not let me become a "little match girl" on the streets of Switzerland, and the next day I should have gotten up early to do housework as agreed, but when I woke up breakfast was already on the table, I looked for the man in the house, until I saw from the window that the man was holding a woman by the car outside, I couldn't see the woman's appearance clearly, only that she was very graceful, At that time, I really wanted to rush out and see this man's taste in getting a girlfriend, in other words, to see what kind of woman this man liked, because if I wanted to stay in this house, it seemed that I had to please this man.

That's what I'm going to do next......