Miss Sakura buried her face in the pillow, and her tone weakened slightly.

"Here, it's a place where a group of guys whose end time has been prescribed, no matter what kind of dreams you have, no matter what kind of wishes you have, it's hard to achieve them by yourself, because everyone's time is limited. Not your limited time, but very little, desperate time. ”

The windows could not be opened to prevent patients from jumping off the building to commit suicide, and the blue and white bracelet in the right hand was carried so that other people cared for them, so that doctors and nurses could help at all times, and it was not allowed to have sharp objects, so that they would not hurt themselves.

This is where terminally ill patients live, and it is also where patients who are unable to return home for various reasons are stayed.

Of course, in addition to the above reasons, there are also certain reasons to cure them.

Staying in the hospital for check-ups and care is the safest thing to do, as treatment and assistance are readily available, as no one can be sure that these conditions are incurable.

But in addition to this, Sayou has also heard of many patients who choose to commit suicide due to illness and misanthropy, and such cases happen every day.

Looking at Miss Sakura, who was almost hiding her body in the pillow in front of her, Sayou clapped her hands.

"I know it's my business, but Sakura-san, do you have any reason why you have to go out?"

"Of course, I'm going to go out from here and see what my brother once told me, and he said that outside is much more interesting than here, and I know it's a matter of course. Because my brother studied abroad, I hardly saw each other in the past few years, but even so, I still wanted to go out and have a look. If you think about it, how many years have you dropped out of high school? Three or four years...... If you were a normal person, you would be in college by now. Is college fun? ”

"Whether college is interesting or not varies from person to person, after all, some people's college life is completely gray and not interesting at all. Just as there are orthopedic patients and surgical patients in a hospital, there are many types of college life and high school life. If you're popular, you'll be happy if you have the talent to fit in with other people's groups, but if you're not good at socializing, you'll have to spend three years of high school and four years of college alone. Both have the same ravines and cages, and going from high school to college is just a small cage to a larger zoo. The invisible bondage still exists. There are fierce people like tigers, and there are people who are docile like fawns, and their roles must be defined in between, so that they can be exquisite. High school and college life is different from what one might expect, and it will definitely be a disappointment for those who aspire to it......"

Just like Sayu, who entered high school from junior high school, his past self was looking forward to something different happening to him, and he was able to experience the bloody struggle like in the anime, but the contrast between the gray of reality and the rose color of imagination formed a sharp contrast, and this contrast was disappointing. At the same time, it also feels a little boring.

Truth be told, Sayo is not the kind of person who expects an absolutely rosy life, and for Sasuke, the truly happy life should be the one that is free.

It's not about having wealth. It's not about having status, it's about having freedom.

There are many constraints in school and society, and you can't do things that everyone doesn't do in school, and you can't be too outstanding in society. Unless you can climb to the top all at once, you will only be jealous and hated.

In Sayu's opinion, the reason why there is a group in the school. There is only one reason, that is, to find a person who is in the same position as himself, so that he can balance his heart and there will be no gap.

In the final analysis, every action of a person is only for himself, and only a few actions are taken for the sake of others.

What Sayou said just now was nothing more than to tell Miss Sakura that the life she expected was not necessarily interesting, and it was different from what she imagined.

However, Sayu is not suggesting that she should not have the idea of going to school or anything, but just to tell her the truth.

Yes, there is also a reason to balance her mind, which means that she is not necessarily unfortunate to stay in the hospital, at least she may be able to find a little fun in her life now.

"You, little brother, you will definitely be hated by many people in your daily life......"

"It's not a coincidence, Miss Sakura, your idea is wrong, I have a girlfriend, a strange college student assistant, a friend with a young girl, a black-bellied editor, a partner with a big stomach, and I can even go to crusade against the Demon King."

"Do you have a girlfriend? It's a surprise result, but the person you just mentioned is a nuisance......"

Faced with the fact that Miss Sakura said it, Sayu scratched his head and agreed in a silent way.

It's troublesome, but it's not as tricky as it seems, and at least those who are troublesome can play an extraordinary role in certain aspects.

"Until then, I want to know if what you just said is true, Miss Sakura. You said that it has been a few years since you dropped out of high school, is it older than me now? ”

"What do you mean to be bigger than who I am now? You don't think I'm younger than you, do you? Even if it makes me feel uncomfortable to ask about a woman's age, I'm twenty-one years old, and a student like you is like scum in front of me. ”

How can this be described? Is it meant to describe older people who are more powerful?

That's why some seniors look down on juniors like this, and of course, Sayu also knows that experience is not multiplication, but addition, so it takes a lot of time for young people to have the same experience as their predecessors.

"Anyway, I can also say that I am a high school graduate, and I have been staying here for three years, no, four years or so, staying in this hospital. Whether it's spring, summer, autumn, or winter, I stay here at all times, get checked-ups, and cooperate with treatment, but it doesn't work at all, and in my opinion, it's just a hospital trying to squeeze my parents' money. ”

"There are cases like that, but it may also be really for you."

"For my good? So can you sue me? People who already know how long they will die, people who don't have much time, and who have to spend time on treatments that don't work at all? What do you say?! ”

"Miracles, yes, miracles, miracles are not out of the question."

Hearing Sayu's words, Miss Sakura smiled, put the assurance aside, and looked at the scenery outside.

Falling leaves, birds standing on the branches, pigeons flying through the sky, free breeze.

"I'm going to die."

It was the words that came from the mouth of a young man who was only twenty-one years old, and it surprised Sasuke.

People who haven't experienced such a thing will definitely not be able to understand it, and Sayou knows it too.

"This is not a boast, when I was sick, that is, when I dropped out of the second semester of my third year of high school, many classmates came to see me. The female class leader I longed for, the class tutor who was good at taking care of students, the neighboring table with whom I had a good relationship, and other classmates I knew, all came to visit me, smiled and wished me a good recovery, and so on. In the half month since the day of my illness, the ward has always been quite lively, and people are very happy, thinking that this kind of life will end early and return to daily life. But since then, I haven't been able to go out, and when I got checked, I was terminally ill, and I thought I had experienced all the happiness in my life. At that time, I thought I enjoyed all the happiness of joining clubs in high school, forming a band with everyone, falling in love with that person and breaking up, going on school trips with everyone, singing at karaoke, and running on the beach. But...... So unwilling, why me? Why just me? Since then, no classmates have come to see me for half a month, and for them, it was just an interest in the misfortunes of others. (To be continued......)