It's not really sad, it's not really painful, it's just that I want to see someone who is more unfortunate than myself.

Only by belittling others can you improve yourself, only if you are weaker and inferior than yourself. Only those who are cheap can reflect their excellence, which is the same as exams and competitions.

Because there are people with poor grades, there will be students with good grades;

Because there are other people who are not running fast enough, there will be people who win first place.

Because what is not enough to defeat yourself, you will be successful.

Zuoyou is the same as others, only with people who are not as good as themselves, can they reflect their own value, which is why there is such a drastic comparison in society.

However, this is not a big truth worth pondering, if you fail, if you fall behind, most of the reasons may be due to yourself......

To put it bluntly, you don't have to use words like 'in short' to know that if you want not to be compared to others, you have to pay a lot to fight for the top and become the one in front.

However, the illness has deprived them of their rights, and it has also deprived Sakura of the rights of the love brigade, and she has no time to make herself the one in front.

At this time, Miss Sakura, who was sitting on the bed and crossed her legs with her promise aside, shook her head.

"It's a bit inappropriate to say that just now, maybe they want to see people who are more unfortunate and depressed than them, so that they have the idea of continuing to live with peace of mind, which is really ironic. I can still remember the scene when my former best friend came to me to complain about her misfortunes, and confided all the difficulties she encountered, and I comforted her as a matter of course. Isn't it strange that a person who could die at any moment should comfort a person who is suffering because of some trivial matter in life? But I didn't think about it that much at that time, I was probably thinking about how to reassure her. So I said--You see I could leave this world at any time. Even so, you will live well, so you have to be strong! In this way, she did not continue to be sad, but said some words of thanks, but what I really want to say is [No kidding! Who wants to stay in this place all the time! Facing the panic of dying at any time! But it didn't come out until the friend never showed up...... Now that I think that friend may have wanted the blessing of someone like me, who was dying soon, or something. Let her think she is very sound, and she can live happily. It's a pity that I've been living in this hospital for so long. ”

It's like a ghost girl collecting demons, but Sakura Love Brigade doesn't actively listen to other people's misfortunes, but passively listens, and only one person is targeted.

Sayou also thinks that it is not a complaint, but an attempt to get an approval, an endorsement like irony.

So Miss Sakura continued, this simple story is indeed simple, but it is also full of things that are not simple. But those things have not been found so far.

After a year of solitude, Sakura's brother returns and tells her a lot of interesting things, but he has to leave because of his studies. Miss Sakura had no intention of keeping it.

My brother has his own life and future, and he can't be restrained, so Sakura thinks.

"But I want to get out, I don't want to stay here. I'm afraid most of the people here are the same. However, due to various reasons, no one took care of everyone after they went back, so they couldn't go back. No permission, no security. Isn't it stupid to know that you are going to die, but still care about safety and other issues? It's like falling from a tall building and thinking about how to land, it's stupid. ”

Looking up at Sasuke, Sakura stretched out her right index finger in imitation of Sasuke's movements.

"So, Sayou, take me out, escape from this hospital, is there a way for you? At least that's what I thought......"

For her request, Sayou can only give a smile that is not a smile and silence.

No, not only that, Sayu also stood up from his position and stretched out the middle finger of his right hand with Miss Sakura.

"I'm sorry, I can't do it, so I'm leaving, my girlfriend is still waiting for me."

"That's really embarrassing, as long as I can poke you, I can stay in the hospital with my girlfriend all the time."

That's really free, Sayou stood up and walked to the door, before leaving, he turned around and looked, Miss Sakura, who was sitting with his back to the window, was wrapped in sunlight, but even the gentle sunlight appeared in the pure white ward, but it brought death and coldness.

Closing the door, Sasuke exhaled, it wasn't fun to talk to Miss Sakura at all, but at least Sasuke knew that she might still be able to escape from here.

Where does she want to go? To see the scenery that her brother spoke of? Like a daffodil, drive south, and kill yourself?

That's someone else's business, Sayu thinks so, and what he's best at isn't saving people, but writing comics and novels, and he can't even beat Iya.

But if Iya doesn't use weapons, Sayu thinks there will still be a fight.

Thinking about such a thing, Sayou returned the way he came, and since there was nothing to tell Miss Sù, he waved to the Miss Nurse inside when he passed by the duty room, and she nodded understandingly.

Passing by the hall, Sayou still saw a few people sitting on the sofa watching TV, and the TV was playing the latest news, if it was news, all viewers could accept it.

Walking down the corridor, Sayou planned to take the elevator to the floor where Miss Mitani was, and then go back with Lin Xuan.

"Hey! Wait a minute! ”

Sayou didn't react, wrong, in fact, there was already a reaction, but the movements of the body couldn't keep up, and it seems that you need to exercise in the future.

In other words, Sasuke's reflex nerves are very sensitive, but the delay in making movements in his body makes Sasuke powerless.

The whole person was pulled by one hand to an area on the right side of the hallway, and then the glass door was shut.

The ventilation inside was good, and the woman standing by the door held a cigarette in her right hand and spat out a bluish smoke from her mouth.

On the woman's right hand, she also wears the same blue and white bracelet as Sakura.

"My husband and daughter have all returned to their hometown, and it's usually a woman who returns to her hometown with her daughter, right?"

“…… I think it's better to smoke less. ”

"You still have a few months to live, do you still care about your health? Didn't some of the terminally ill patients in the movie make very extreme moves, if I were a man, I would have gone to spend all day drinking, ah, just kidding. Besides, it's a smoking area, although it's only open for half an hour a day for the sake of the patients. But if you think about it, is there really any need to set such a time? It's a really strange way of thinking nowadays, and my mother used to say that, so when I got into a car accident, I still wondered, 'Why do people think weird?' ’。 ”

“…… That ......"

"My name is Ibuki, Saotome Ibuki."

"What is the matter with Miss Saotome looking for me?"

"Don't be so restrained, don't be so harsh, it's really an unpleasant young man, my daughter is much cuter, but my husband doesn't want to take her to see me, what's the matter? If you have a stepmother~ Will you be happy? Every now and then I think so. For the matter of calling you over, it is actually just a process for me, not a necessary step, but it is different for Lianlu. ”

Saotome extinguished the half-smoked cigarette, and then used her hands to tidy up her messy hair, presumably she was a person who often dressed up, after all, she could see that she was very skillful in arranging her hair, and suddenly it turned into a bun head.

"How's this hairstyle? By the way, compared to this, you really surprised me, you can talk to that guy for so long, is it really because you haven't talked to outsiders for too long? You've seen all the people in the hall. ”

"See."

"They're all people who don't talk to Lovers for more than five minutes, and I'm the only one who lasts more than ten minutes."

"Congratulations?"

"No, no, no, you're a great guy, so I don't think I'll see anything about you that interests her. To put it bluntly, the people here are the kind of people who don't have a future, after all, a genius with a terminal illness or something wouldn't appear in such a small city. If anything happens to you, please help her, at least in my opinion she needs help......"

Saotome patted Sayu on the shoulder with her hand.

"It's human. My wife's last request Oh, please be sure to help my sister who loves her journey, she's still young, and she still has some time, at least to be able to see what she hasn't seen yet. Help him with what you do best. ”

"It's really hard for a strong man."

"So please."

The people here made Sayou feel extraordinary, and at the same time felt helpless. (To be continued......)