189. 189. Extra: Who has loved without regrets (5)

Sheng Yangge was silent and didn't speak, Weilan had a faint smile like she usually spoke, she didn't want to mock anyone anymore.

Especially Sheng Yangge.

Don't love her enough?

Maybe, otherwise, why didn't he catch her when he chose the two chances he had at the beginning?

But it's impossible to love her enough, otherwise he has room to love other women, and there is nothing bad about Shen Yu, satisfying all men's imagination of women.

Gentle and demure, but also smart enough, he knows what kind of position he is, and he won't interfere too much. A woman with a soft personality will always be more attractive to men.

It's a pity he can't.

There was silence for a long time, so long that Wei Lan was about to forget about it, when was the last time they looked at each other alone and calmly like this.

It should have been a long time.

After a long time, Sheng Yangge didn't say a word, just stood up silently and left the room.

When he left, he squeezed the blue hand helplessly, looked at her hand for a while, and finally left.

The door shut, and Azure tears fell.

Suddenly, there was a slight throbbing in the stomach, and then the pain disappeared again.

Azure hugged her stomach and gently soothed the little life in her belly, "I'm sorry, did it scare you?" Mom suddenly cried so did it scare you? Did we talk to you? ”

She muttered to herself alone, then tilted her head and wiped away the inexplicable liquid that was pouring out with a tissue.

She had never believed in fate, but today she saw that it was.

She and Sheng Yangge couldn't get together after all, twice. They would have had two chances.

Five years ago, between her and Sheng Shi, he chose Sheng Shi, even if he gave her something, as long as he kicked Sheng Yangxu away, he would take care of her and the child in her womb at that time. It would be ridiculous to go on a date and have dinner with a daughter of the group, watching her father be dismissed from the company by his future fiancée, and coldly saying that this is not something I can manage, and it is part of the commitment.

She couldn't believe that her six-month-old child was so gone because of her stress and emotional impact, and she thought they would never be able to do it again.

Five years later, he finally picked up an opportunity, but he was snuffed out by his own hands.

She saw the black car on the side of the road at the wedding.

Seeing the man sitting in the driver's seat, and also feeling his gaze on herself, to be honest, for a moment, she hoped that he could come out and stand in front of her and say to her: I still hope you can go with me.

But he didn't.

The first time, she also thought that he would keep his promise.

But he didn't.

A qiē between them, all ruined in him did not.

Sheng Yangge, why can't you live for me once?

Sure enough, there is such a thing as feelings, and I am fortunate to lose my life.

Got it, lucky too; Loss is the last life.

Outside the door, Sheng Yangge leaned against the door, he didn't say that the moment he looked at her hand quilt, he thought of her wedding, if it was him who rushed up to hold her hand, would he go with him.

Inside the door, Weilan hugged her round belly, biting her lip and shoulders and twitching violently, without making a sound of meaning, but tears had already drowned her face.

But this is the most tragic cry, helplessness, and remorse in her life.

Once qiē is a foregone conclusion, she will not deliberately wish anyone happiness, nor will she deliberately curse anyone to cry.

Wei Lan didn't dare to be too emotional, she was restraining her feelings, and knowing that there was another pain in her stomach, she bit her lips to control her voice.

Suddenly, the bedside phone rang.

Azure glanced at the screen, it was Rick. She wiped away her tears and tried the tone a few times, suppressing her trills before the phone call.

Rick's annoyed voice came into his ears, "Why haven't you slept yet?" ”

Azure was used to not being loud even if he annoyed her.

"Aren't you calling me so late?" Azure cut off.

"I have a little more work in the company today, and I forgot about the time difference, so I put it off until now."

"Have you eaten?" Weilan heard that he was busy with business until now, and he was a little concerned about his body.

Rick usually has fitness, a regular diet, and nothing wrong with her body, and she usually watches it strictly.

"I've just left the company now, and I'll eat when I go back."

"Are you driving? Don't call while driving. ”

"I know, I'll just say a few words to you, I'm afraid you'll sleep later." Rick's voice is a lot softer than at the beginning, although Rick is a typical English gentleman, but his temper is still a little big when he is annoyed, but he never loses his temper in front of the blue, even if he is annoyed, he will control it.

The blue eyes are still red, I don't know if the pregnant woman is more emotional, or if Rick's words can move her and calm her down.

The trills of her voice returned.

"Well, what do you want to say?"

"I can say anything, I just want to hear your voice, the purpose has been achieved."

"So you're going to hang up now?"

"If you still want to say something, I'll talk to you for a while? What's wrong? Rick heard her voice muffled, "You're crying?" ”

"Nope."

"Lying."

Weilan sniffed, "Husband, Sheng Yangge will have dinner with us tonight." ”

Sure enough, Rick was silent when he heard this, though only for two seconds.

Azure was a little annoyed and shouldn't have told him, but she wanted to sue him as if she had 100% trust in him.

Maybe there was another reason she didn't want to think about it, she wanted to get rid of her guilt.

She wants to get rid of the guilt that she still can't forget her old love/person as a wife.

She wanted to remove the guilt from Rick's presence.

She knew that her feelings for Rick were changing, and she thought she was in love with Rick, even if not more than him. But after being stirred by Sheng Yangge today, she realized that she had completely different feelings for Sheng Yangge and Rick.

She didn't dare to think, she didn't want to think, was her love or family affection for Rick?

People's hearts are made of flesh, she thinks that as long as time passes, there will only be Rick in her heart, and people may not only love one person in their life, but they want to love someone wholeheartedly and wholeheartedly.

She was ruined, she didn't do it.

She can't forget the feelings she had for Rick when she sang the song, and these feelings were going in a direction she didn't dare to think about in the overnight relationship.

Affection.

Funny family affection. How can it be the only affection between husband and wife?

So, do you want her to understand that only by completely forgetting Sheng Yangge can she really fall in love with Rick?

Teal, when did you become disgusted with yourself?

"Eat and eat, you know so many people, don't you have to deliberately close up who doesn't eat with them?" As Rick spoke, his hands unconsciously tightened and he tightened his grip on the steering wheel.

Azure didn't speak, one hand caressing her stomach.

"When will I be back?" Rick asked her.

Azure pressed her hair up haphazardly, as if tidying up.

"If you stay with the mood for a few more days, you will definitely come back half a month before the due date. What, you miss me? ”

"You have no heart and no lungs, why should I miss you?"

"Where do I have no heart and lungs?" Azure smiled. How did you turn her heartless?

"There is no heart and lungs anywhere, which family have you ever seen that a pregnant woman is about to give birth and left her husband and ran out by herself?"

It was a little strange for Azure to hear this, but she seemed to have seen it.

Isn't the mood that Tang Xiaohui ran out during pregnancy and a few years after the child was born? What's so strange about that.

She said this to Rick, who cursed and seemed to pat the steering wheel, "You are forbidden to associate with Gu Xing in the future." ”

"You're too lenient, Mr. Adams, your son is protesting, don't talk nonsense."

"It's a daughter." Rick corrected.

"You think too much, I said that if it's a son, it's a son, no objections, okay, concentrate on driving your car, I'm going to sleep."

Although Rick had a bit of a dispute with Azure about his son and daughter, he still didn't say anything and hung up happily.

Azure put down her phone and went under the covers after a while, and when she closed her eyes, half of her mind was finally Rick's face.

As for the other half, she believes that soon, it will slowly fade until it disappears.

The next day, Sheng Yangge went to the company early in the morning and asked the secretary to bring him a change of clothes from home.

When the secretary arrived at Sheng Yangge's house, Shen Yu was sitting at the table eating breakfast.

Chen's mother opened the door, she thought it was Sheng Yangge coming back, and looked at the door, and the loss in her eyes was no longer obvious.

"Mrs. Sheng, Mr. Sheng asked me to come back and give him that set of clothes."

There was a hint of fluctuation on Shen Yu's calm face, as if he wanted to ask something, but in the end he was silent. He only said, "I'll go get it for you right away." ”

Then go and get up and go upstairs.

"Thank you, Mrs. Sheng."

The secretary looked at Shen Yu's back and pursed her lips, it has been a year, it is said that because Mrs. Sheng is on the throne by her children, and it is a business marriage, these two maintain a husband and wife relationship, but they have always been in harmony, and Mrs. Sheng looks pretty good. It's a pity.

Shen Yu arrived at Sheng Yangge's room, the interior was all dark, she and Sheng Yangge had been married for almost a year, she had never spent the night in his room, except that he asked the secretary to come and get him clothes, and she came in to help him get them, she almost never opened the door.

Husband and wife?

For them, it became a mocking word.

She also trusted this marriage and saw many things clearly, such as, it's not yours after all. She also changed herself, for example, by learning to be silent.

She opened the closet and expertly pulled out an iron-gray suit, shirt, and tie from it.

Downstairs to the secretary, she continued to sit at the table and eat breakfast.

The secretary left, and the opening and closing of the door seemed to bring in a gust of sea breeze, Shen Yu shivered, she looked out the window, her hand holding the spoon paused, it was winter again.

Last winter, it was not peaceful. And what about this year?

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Two more later, maybe a little too much