"Yun Sakura, do you have to be like this? You're torturing me, aren't you? Cheng Ziluo also stood up, looking down at her with anger on his face, almost roaring.

"Okay, then I'll go." Yun Ying's face was still indifferent, and she turned around and was about to walk out of the room.

Cheng Ziluo grabbed her, but he didn't know what else to say to her?

This weak and docile woman had never lost her temper in front of him.

This time, it seems that he is really screwed with him, and he is extremely stubborn and willful, which really makes him anxious and has nothing to do.

The two of them looked at each other quietly for a while, and the indifference and resistance in Yun Ying's eyes made Cheng Ziluo defeated, he gritted his teeth, and spit out a few words with difficulty: "Okay, I'll go......"

With that, he let go of the hand that was gripping Yun Ying's arm and walked out heavily, stumbling a little.

Yun Ying watched Cheng Ziluo's figure leave the room and sat back on the bed, the tears that had been suppressed in her eyes for a long time finally fell, and her face gradually became wet.

While crying, she said silently in her heart: Ziluo, don't blame me, I can only do this.

Yes, this time Yun Ying insisted on not forgiving Cheng Ziluo and insisted on separating him for a while.

Half of it was because of the slap, which really made her feel a sharp pain in her heart, and she couldn't digest it for a while. Half of it was also because she had thought very clearly when Cheng Ziluo left just now, she couldn't have children, it was impossible for Cheng Ziluo to guard her alone forever, and General Cheng and Mrs. Cheng wouldn't let them go on like this.

Then just take this opportunity to fulfill Ziluo and Hongxiang.

She ignored him and didn't let him come back, and it was only a matter of time before he accepted Hongxiang. As for how sad my heart is? How painful is it? It doesn't matter.

Anyway, this heart has already been scarred, bloody and tearful, and if there is one more pain, there will be nothing......

On this night, two couples, four young men and women, slept in separate rooms. Everyone's heart is chaotic and melancholy.

This night, too, seemed extraordinarily long. Each of them tossed and turned, unable to sleep for a long time.

This night is destined to be a sleepless night for several people......

Cheng Tiantian lay on the bed in a state of flux, feeling pain in her heart for a while, until it was almost dawn, and she barely fell asleep in a daze.

When she woke up, it was still very early, and her mood was so bad that she didn't fall asleep for much at all. However, on a summer morning, the sky was already bright, and I could see the faint golden threads of the sun's rays shining through the windows.

Cheng Tiantian got up lazily and finished washing up with his spirits. When I walked to the mirror, my eyes were red and swollen, the dark circles under my eyes were heavy, and my whole face was gloomy, without a trace of agility and brilliance in the past.

Alas, it was yesterday that I cried for too long and turned myself into such an ugly woman.

Cheng Tiantian sighed softly, combed her hair haphazardly, and prepared to walk out the door. But I suddenly found that on the round table in the room, there were a few white sheets of paper spread out, which I had never seen before.

Her mind moved, and she walked over to see that it was a letter, written to her by Mu Lingxuan.

It seems that when she was asleep, Mu Lingxuan came in again.

This man ...... Some aspects are so persistent that people are speechless, Cheng Tiantian thought with a lot of emotions, picked up the letter and read it silently.

I love the sweetness the most, and when I saw the first sentence, Cheng Tiantian's eyes were covered with a layer of fog again, and her eyelashes were quickly wet.

It's really unproductive! She scolded herself fiercely in her heart, rubbed her eyes, and continued to read.

When I put pen to paper to write this letter to you, the moon and stars outside the window were sparse, and it was the dead of night. All the happy people have already slept peacefully. But without you by my side, I can't sleep at all, and I don't want to sleep.

I thought, maybe my sweetness didn't fall asleep either, but I still didn't dare to come to you and see you. Even though I had already walked to the gate of the Purple Jade Garden just now, I turned back again. Because you said that you don't want to see me now, I can only come back, and sit by the lamp like this to write to you, and pass on to you with a pen what I want to say to you.

Tiantian, I remember the first time we met, it was in Yixiangyuan. At that time, you kicked me out of bed in a rage. I was shocked by you at the time, I was angry but I was a little curious about you, how could there be such a special girl? So stubborn, cold, yet so cute.

Even though you're the worst girl I've ever met, it's strange that I can't forget you. Could it be that this is fate in the dark?

A few days later, I went to Yixiangyuan again, and I wanted to find you by name. However, Cui's mother from Yixiangyuan repeatedly told me that you had been taken away by a group of officers and soldiers, and you were probably a young lady from a big family who ran away secretly.

I didn't say anything, but I felt a faint regret in my heart.

At that time, I didn't expect that you were my fiancée who asked the emperor to give me a marriage, and Cheng Tiantian, the daughter of the mansion. I thought we'd never cross paths again.

Until the night we got married, I came drunk and came over, but I still recognized you at a glance as the fierce and weird girl who kicked me in Yixiang Courtyard and gave me an unforgettable memory. Do you know? At that time, I had a feeling of surprise in my heart that I didn't understand.

Tiantian, now you must have guessed that I insisted on marrying you at that time, not because I liked you. It's because I can't forget Yun Ying, I hate your brother for taking her away from me, and I want to hurt you to get revenge on the family, so that your family will not be at peace.

Yun Ying and I once swore to love each other. She was also the first girl I really fell in love with, and the only girl I ever thought of marrying her besides you. She has been engaged to your brother since she was a child, I don't think it's a big deal, she also said that the person she loves is me, and she will marry me. However, she ended up marrying your brother.

Tiantian, I won't tell you about the grievances and entanglements in detail. I can only tell you that the loss of Yun Sakura hit me very, very hard, and I went in and out of the (Feng) Moon place, which is from that time.

I married you to enter the door, and at first I really had no good purpose, just to humiliate you and torture you. If you don't have a good time, your family will naturally not be happy.

However, I didn't expect that you would be so different, and on the first night of marriage, you gave me an unexpected dismount. You wrote the agreement that I still remember, and you said that you would be a subordinate in the palace as long as I didn't touch you. Tiantian, do you know how shocked and amazed I was at that time? I guess that's been an interest in you ever since.

As the days passed, your watch surprised me day by day. Your diligence and simplicity, optimism and positivity, frankness and kindness all attract me. Although I am estranged from you and neglected you, I can't stop my own heart, I can't help but get closer to you, pay more and more attention to you, think about you, and have more and more good feelings and concerns for you.

Later, Yun Ying was captured by the gangsters of Chenguo, and I went to save her, because she had an accidental miscarriage, and we stayed together for half a month. I'll admit, I'm in love with her again.

Especially when she sued me that she didn't change her mind about me in the first place, but married your brother because she was forced to do so. I was really moved, and I thought about letting her come back to me and stay with her for a long time. So, I didn't be able to restrain myself at that time and did something wrong.

However, Yun Ying later told me that she didn't want to separate from your brother, she just did this to repay me for my kindness to her and save her.

Tiantian, can you think of how disappointed I was with Yun Sakura at that time? For the first time, I felt that this woman I had loved for so long actually had a big gap in my heart. And a woman like her, who is confused about her feelings, and even wavering, is not the ideal partner I want to stay with for life. I came back with her, and my love for her was completely let go.

I don't need to go into the rest of the story. Tiantian, I'm in love with you, I'm in love with you with all my heart. This kind of love is not a momentary infatuation, nor is it filled when the heart is empty, but a love that wants to live and die with you and never lose each other.

I have struggled and escaped because you are Cheng Ziluo's sister, and I have used a hundred times more indifference and ferocity to hide the growing love for you in my heart. However, I later found out that it was just a foolish act on my part to deceive myself and make myself suffer more.

When, on that snowy night, you fled from the palace in spite of a single qiē, leaving a letter saying that you would never see me again, I fell into the deepest panic and remorse. I went crazy looking for you everywhere, telling myself over and over again in my heart that as long as I could find you, as long as you could come back, I would be a thousand times better to you, never to make you sad again, never to be angry again, never to shed a single tear again......

Those months, looking back now, I don't even know how I persevered, thinking about you almost every day, spending every day worrying, regretting and worrying. Later, you finally came back, and I was so happy. Whatever you came back to me for, I'm happy. Because, you came back safe and sound, which is better than anything else, and I can finally have the opportunity to prove my love to you better. I will definitely work hard to keep the girl I love and never be separated from you again.

Tiantian, I said so much, not to confess how good I am. I just want you to know that even if I have loved others and made mistakes, it is a very distant thing, and I will not make the same mistake a second time. I will double down on the damage I have done to you. Now, the only person in my heart that I love and want to be with for the rest of my life is you. This determination will never change, now and forever.

Tian Tian, my most beloved wife, I know, you are still angry with me, indeed, I am too bad, you should also be angry. You can blame me for hating me, but don't cry anymore, okay? Shedding tears for the woman I love is the most heart-wrenching thing for me and the most hated for myself. Tiantian, whether you ignore me or not, I will wait patiently for you to be angry...... Love you forever and ever.