220. There is no return to the sweetness of the past

Cheng Tiantian patiently read the long letter, and her face was already wet with tears again.

She stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, and muttered in a low voice: "I still said that I don't want people to cry, but in fact, it will make people cry......"

Strictly speaking, this should be the first thing she received from modern times to ancient times that can be called a love letter.

In the past, in modern times, at most, some gangster boys wrote her a small note asking her to hang out, and she didn't see any of them.

Not to mention in ancient times, who would write to her if she got married almost as soon as she crossed over?

Like such a genuine and sincere love letter, Cheng Tiantian is really the first time to see it, and I can't help but say that I am a little surprised and moved.

However, remembering that Mu Lingxuan and Yun Ying had ...... She still felt indescribably awkward and sad in her heart. The shadow of this matter is by no means so easy to erase from her heart.

Hmph, playboy, the most will come to such a set to coax girls. Cheng Tiantian thought about it, and couldn't help but be indignant again, and wanted to tear up the long letter with his hands.

I just tore a small hole, but I stopped it abruptly, took it in my hand again and looked at it carefully, and the tears couldn't help but fall again.

She seemed to be able to see the scene of Mu Lingxuan sitting in the silent study last night, writing this letter to her seriously and sadly.

In the end, Cheng Tiantian couldn't bear to tear up the letter full of Mu Lingxuan's affectionate words, but carefully folded the letter and put it in a drawer.

After putting away the letter, Cheng Tiantian washed her face again, applied some balsam at random, and walked out the door.

At this time in the past, she and Mu Lingxuan got up together, went out with laughter, and went to the palace restaurant for breakfast together.

Along the way, two people don't know how many love words to say? How much laughter is spilled? And today, she is the only one left, walking alone on the familiar road of the past.

Alas, those happy, sweet, beautiful days will never return. Cheng Tiantian sighed sadly and continued to walk forward listlessly.

When she looked up, she saw Mu Lingxuan walking towards her.

Cheng Tiantian's heart jumped heavily, she quickly turned her head, deliberately pretending not to see him, just hoping to walk by silently and not say anything.

"Tiantian, you got up so early today, I'm going to come over and call you, it seems that it's late." Mu Lingxuan stood in front of her, his eyes looking at her face deeply.

At this time, Cheng Tiantian looked tired. The two big eyes that used to be bright and bright were dull, and the eyelids were also puffy, and it seemed that she had not rested well at all last night.

Looking at the girl who had lost her bright and bright past overnight, Mu Lingxuan's heart ached faintly.

And he himself was no better, he was also emaciated and sad, and he hardly slept all night.

"yes, I woke up early." Cheng Tiantian replied lightly, didn't look at him, and said angrily in his heart, he couldn't sleep at all, how late could he sleep?

"Let's go to dinner together." Mu Lingxuan sighed softly and said in an inquiring tone.

"Okay." Cheng Tiantian agreed very simply, but his face was hard and there was no expression.

The two of them walked towards the restaurant of the palace together, looking at Cheng Tian's sweet face, Mu Lingxuan hesitated, and finally did not dare to hold her hand like before.

The same quaint floral path, the same pair of handsome men and women walking side by side. This warm and harmonious picture looks like every beautiful morning before. However, there is something clear, which is different from the past.

Cheng Tiantian walked beside Mu Lingxuan, and could clearly feel that now there seemed to be a thick barrier between them, which could not be seen or touched, but penetrated deep into the bones.

They walked together, so close, but yet seemed so far away, never to be as close as they once were.

After walking silently for a while, Mu Lingxuan asked softly, "Tiantian, have you seen the letter?" ”

"Looked." Cheng Tiantian replied simply with two words.

"Tiantian, that's what I really want to say to you." Mu Lingxuan sighed slightly.

"I've torn it off." Cheng Tian said indifferently, without any color in his eyes.

Mu Lingxuan's chest suddenly blocked, as if someone had pressed something hard. He looked at Cheng Tiantian faintly, wanting to speak, but finally didn't say anything.

The two men continued to walk forward, and neither of them spoke again.

The atmosphere suddenly seemed so silent, what seemed to be a short road in the past, but today, it seems to be extraordinarily long. Every step is so painful......

It was still so quiet when I had breakfast.

Both of them rarely spoke, and occasionally Mu Lingxuan said a word to Cheng Tiantian, Cheng Tiantian would only answer one or two words lightly, and then there was silence, and Mu Lingxuan didn't want to say anything more.

After eating a few bites without knowing the taste, he soon felt that he couldn't eat anymore, put down the dishes and chopsticks and said, "I'll go back first." ”

"Tiantian, don't you eat more? I see that you haven't eaten anything at all, so I'll send you back later. Mu Lingxuan looked at her sadly, with a hint of pleading in his tone.

"No, I don't. I'm full, lord, you eat slowly. Cheng Tiantian dropped a sentence very neatly, stood up and left the dining room in a hurry.

Mu Lingxuan looked at Cheng Tiantian's slender back and disappeared outside the door of the dining room in an instant, a helpless wry smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, ho, she is calling him the prince again, she has really become more distant from him than before. But who is to blame? The bitter fruit you grow can only be swallowed honestly.

From this day on, Cheng Tiantian and Mu Lingxuan became such a polite and indifferent situation.

When Mu Lingxuan talked to her, she would never ignore him, but she would never talk to him like before.

Although Mu Lingxuan is still so considerate and caring for her, between the two of them, they can no longer return to the sweet and happy state they used to be.

Not to mention living together now, even physical contact such as holding hands and kissing has been eliminated. Cheng Tiantian never let Mu Lingxuan stay in Ziyuyuan again, and the two of them have been living separately and have completely separated.

Although Mu Lingxuan was very sad about the indifference between him and Cheng Tiantian, he had nothing to do with the stubborn Cheng Tiantian.

What he was most worried about was that Cheng Tiantian suddenly told him the word divorce again one day. Fortunately, although Cheng Tiantian was as cold as ice to him, he had never said such a thing. Let his heart, in addition to anxiety and pain, have a little comfort.

Now that the days in the palace are so difficult, Cheng Tiantian has not thought about leaving the palace and returning to her parents' home. But when she thought about it, she also knew that the situation at home would not be much better.

remembered the scene when my brother came to the palace last time to make a fuss, but I was afraid that he wanted to kill people at that time.

Yes, what man can bear his wife Hongxing going out of the wall and spending so much time with her old lover outside? There will definitely be a fierce storm between my brother and Yun Ying, and my father and mother must be worried, if I run back to live in disgrace at this time, wouldn't it make my father and mother even more worried?

Forget it, if you don't go back, the house is already messy enough, why should you go back and cause them more trouble?

What's more, now that I see Yun Ying, how should I face her? I feel awkward to death, I can't be as intimate as before, except for embarrassment, or embarrassment......

Cheng Tiantian is a very sensible girl, and she knows that if she goes back to her parents' house now, she will definitely make her family even more worried. Therefore, she dismissed the idea of leaving the palace and returning to her parents' house to live for a while.

She is like that, she would rather be in pain herself than let her relatives worry about her own affairs.

The only thing she can do now is to think less about these messy things that she can't figure out. Chat and shop with Lianbao casually every day, and mix the days with depression.

Lianbao also saw that there seemed to be something wrong between the young lady and the prince, and the two of them were not as good as before. The prince still cares so much about the young lady, but the young lady ignores the prince.

asked Miss, but Miss didn't say anything, just told her not to worry about it, and Lianbao didn't dare to ask more.

Although Cheng Tiantian was so cold to Mu Lingxuan, he almost didn't look at him with his eyes.

Mu Lingxuan is still the same as before, he rushes back to the palace early after finishing his errands every day, never eats outside, and never plays outside, so he can accompany Cheng Tiantian for a while.

Yes, the mistakes he made hurt the heart of the beloved girl, he must make up for it with practical actions, and exchange her forgiveness with the most sincere dedication.

Over time, Cheng Tiantian also got used to this, and sat down with Mu Lingxuan to eat every day, but basically didn't say anything to him.

After eating, she went back to the room alone, anyway, she didn't accept him to send her, and she didn't want him to pick her up. As for Mu Lingxuan, everything will accommodate her, even if she has more suffering in her heart, she will not be angry or embarrassed.

After a period of time, the anger in Cheng Tiantian's heart gradually subsided.

After all, Mu Lingxuan is really good to her now, and he and Yun Ying were also before they fell in love, and he also explained to her sincerely in the letter.

Although Cheng Tiantian said to Mu Lingxuan that he had torn it up, he sometimes couldn't help but take it out and take a look.

Every time she saw it, she would cry.

She knew that in her heart, she still loved Mu Lingxuan, otherwise she wouldn't be so sad, and she wouldn't be so angry because of what happened to him and Yun Ying. The reason why she didn't leave and didn't say the word divorce to him was because she still loved him? Otherwise, she would have walked away without a hitch.