239. Chapter 239: Colic
On this day, it was Lu Xinyue's funeral, and the whole city, since the morning, was shrouded in a layer of misty drizzle, and the world was gloomy and cold.
In the drizzle, Mo Qian, Su Xiaoshen, Qin Baimo, Qin Luyu, Luo Shao, Gu Chen, and Mu Lu stood neatly in front of Lu Xinyue's tombstone, holding a black umbrella in their hands, dressed in uniform black, and their faces were as cold as the sky above their heads.
Luo Shao stood at the front of the crowd, facing Lu Xinyue's white tombstone.
His most beloved person now has been laid to rest in this grave in front of him forever.
Looking at the portrait of Lu Xinyue smiling like a flower on the tombstone, Luo Shao's heart began to sting again, and tears surged in his eyes again.
In the past, Lu Xinyue lost her temper at him, calculated him, and smiled at him, still lingering in his mind, as if it was yesterday, but in a flash, in the blink of an eye, the woman had already slept underground.
Luo Shao's eyes were red, he pursed his chapped lips tightly, stepped forward step by step, knelt in front of her tombstone, threw away the umbrella in his hand, hugged the cold tombstone tightly, and pressed his face against the black and white portrait: "Lu Xinyue, the master misses you, the baby misses you too, if you can feel my thoughts about you, then can I ask you to come to my dream occasionally when you are not busy?" , it's okay to drag a dream to me, let me reunite with you in my dream, okay? ”
Luo Shao's words made everyone's eyes red again, how could this situation not make people cry.
The cold drizzle, dripping down his hair, his cheeks, obviously it was summer, but he felt as cold as winter, goosebumps all over his body rose layer after layer, after really losing her, this world has no temperature, no color, for him, every day now seems to be living in hell.
"Lu Xinyue, you are so cruel, why did you leave when I fell in love with you? When I don't love you, you haunt me to death, I fall in love with you, but you turn around and leave, is this the punishment you gave me, or the retribution God gave me? It's punishment, it's also retribution. Luo Shao said word by word, as if no one was around, the tears on his face were mixed with the rain, blurring his eyes.
Su Xiaoshen stepped forward, held an umbrella for him, and patted him on the shoulder: "Luo Shao, don't be like this, I believe that Xinyue doesn't want to see you like this, go back, go back to sleep, eat a little delicious, even if you don't have an appetite, she left for three days, you have been decadent for three days, don't eat, don't drink, don't sleep, if you continue like this, you will collapse......"
Luo Shao didn't respond, just hugged the tombstone: "Our son, I have already named him, and he will be called Luo Nian...... Luo Shao misses Lu Xinyue's meaning, and Luo Shao's thoughts about Lu Xinyue will never forget......
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When he got home, Luo Shao felt as tired as if he had fought a tough battle, the temperature in the living room was obviously suitable, but he felt that the air conditioner was a little too big, a little cold and biting.
Looking at the snow-white sofa, he lost his mind for a moment, and when he lost his mind, he saw Lu Xinyue again, she was wearing cute white pajamas, sitting there, frowning and looking at him: "Young brother, where did you go to fool around again?" Why did you come back so late? Believe it or not, I'm going to tell your parents about you? ”
The tip of Luo Shao's nose was sour, he actually moved his lips, stepped forward quickly, sat next to Lu Xinyue in fantasy, and smiled slightly: "Wife, I will never again, no matter what you say in the future, I will listen to you, I will obey you unconditionally, okay?" ”
When he came back to his senses, the hallucination disappeared, and Lu Xinyue's frowning appearance also disappeared into his world, and his heart became even more empty.
Luo Shao turned his head, looked around, and tears burst out of his eyes again.
He got up tremblingly, went upstairs step by step, pushed open the bedroom, and shook Luo Nian on the bed Zhengxiang, who was sleeping without any worries at all, and the maid was sitting carefully on the floor, shaking Luo Nian's small rocking bed.
Seeing Luo Shao, the servant immediately got up, Gu Yau saluted, Luo Shao made a "shhhh
The servant nodded, walked away quickly, and closed the door, leaving only father and son in the whole world.
Xiao Luo Nian was still sleeping happily, pouting his little mouth, looking very cute, his appearance, seven points with Luo Shao, three points with Lu Xinyue, that eyebrows, that nose, exactly the same as Lu Xinyue.
Luo Shao stepped forward step by step, half-knelt on the ground, grabbed his son's chubby little hand, and a touch of warmth spread in his palm.
He stroked Luo Nian's eyebrows and nose, and said in a low voice: "Son, in the future, the two of us will depend on each other......"
"Hmm......" Xiao Luo Nianba chirped his pink and tender little mouth and continued to fall asleep.
After a long time, Luo Shao let go of Luo Nian, walked to Lu Xinyue's dresser, opened the drawer, and Luo Shao saw a letter.
On the envelope, there are inky black words written in handwriting, which is delicate and beautiful: "The favorite of this life"
When he opened the envelope, the black and white words came into view, and her familiar handwriting made him feel as if he had been separated by centuries......
Reading her letter, he burst into tears again, and after reading it, the handwriting was completely stained by his tears, and on the snow-white letter paper, inky peach blossoms bloomed.
He bit the back of his hand so hard that he didn't allow himself to cry, just afraid to wake up the sleeping child next to him......
A feeling of affection, held in his heart, made him feel very uncomfortable......
"Dudu Dudu......" mobile phone began to vibrate, took out the mobile phone, and saw that it was the phone of Yingying Yanyan in the past, so he pressed to answer: "Don't contact me in the future, give me ......"
Losing her, what if this time is red and willow green? He was still completely blind. She was the most beautiful scenery in his life, but that beauty was too fleeting and fleeting.
Luo Shao then pressed and hung up, threw the phone aside, got up, climbed onto the bed, curled up on the bed, and buried his head in the quilt.
In the cold night, he once again plunged himself into endless pain, he felt that at this moment, he was like a person trapped in a cold black mud swamp, unable to see the direction, unable to find the exit, the whole person, sinking deeper and deeper, breathing, more and more difficult......
Lu Xinyue, Lu Xinyue, Lu Xinyue, closed his eyes, his mind was full of Lu Xinyue's shadow, good, bad, all ......
The heart began to cramp again, and the pain became more and more severe......
I don't know how long it took for him to fall asleep, and in the haze, he had a dream......