234. Chapter 234: Sands Between the Fingers
After being bruised all over her body, Qin Baimo no longer believed in such a thing as love.
Thinking of the stupidity she had done for that man before, she really wanted to slap herself twice now.
Su Xiaoshen grabbed Qin Baimo's hand: "Cousin, if you have been hurt, you will be injured, but we still can't help but believe in love, there are bad men in this world, and there are naturally good men, there will always be a good man of your own, waiting for you in a corner of the world." And what you have to do is to wait for fate and not reject it. ”
Qin Baimo waved her hand and shook her head: "Forget it, I really don't believe in that now, I just want to go through this life by myself." Now, I can support myself alone, and I don't have to fall in love, I have to find something to rely on, right? ”
Qin Baimo's words made Su Xiaoshen's heart have mixed feelings, her heart seemed to be torn apart by something, she could understand that Qin Baimo's current love phobia, how could she not be like this before, because of a Nanyang, she broke herself and saw through love, so much so that she almost missed the most important man in her life. "Once, I was just like you, but since I met Mo Qian, all my thoughts have been crushed by his sincerity. We still have to believe in love, no matter how we have been hurt, we still have to believe that we can meet true love. ”
Qin Baimo smiled slightly: "Hmm." Perhaps. ”
Su Xiaoshen hugged her: "Believe me, open your heart, and really start a new life, cousin, you are now a member of our Qin family, your status is different from before, if you want to know a good man, it's easy, don't close yourself, in this life, you still need a partner, when the beautiful youth burns out, we always need an old wife to hold our hands and walk towards the end of time." ”
Su Xiaoshen's words warmed Qin Baimo's heart, and even more, touched all the feelings in her heart.
Perhaps, what Su Xiaoshen said is right.
When the beautiful youth is exhausted, we still need such a person around us, holding your hands, allowing you to be gentle in the world, and watching you see the flowers blooming and falling, cloudy and sunny.
It's just that this kind of love, she Qin Baimo, is it really possible to meet it?
She wasn't quite convinced.
Su Xiaoshen let go of Qin Baimo, lowered his eyes, and said, "My dear, cousin, don't think so much, really, believe me." You're going to meet good men, huh? ”
Qin Baimo nodded: "I hope so, if I can meet, that's the best, if I can't, then I will live alone, watch the flowers bloom and fall alone, cloudy and sunny." A person has traveled all over the world, and a person has walked to the end of the world alone. ”
Su Xiaoshen clasped her hands: "Cousin." Don't say it so sadly, you are beautiful and excellent, you are still from our Qin family, it is too easy to meet a good man. "This thing depends on fate. Let it be. Qin Baimo hooked her lips slightly.
Su Xiaoshen nodded, and then, both of them were silent.
Outside the window, snow drifted again, and the whole world was shrouded in a piece of snow white, and the flying snowflakes were like pear blossoms, beautiful and dreamy.
Approaching the New Year's Pass, there are many more people on the street outside than before, and in the midst of the snow, people who buy New Year's goods come and go, in an endless stream.
Su Xiaoshen held his face with both hands: "It's about to be the New Year." The day after tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve, and the year is coming to an end. ”
Qin Baimo took a sip of coffee, then put down the cup, scooped a bite of the cream cake with a spoon, and put it in his mouth: "You know, when I was a child, my biggest dream was to be able to sit in this café and eat this almond cream cake here." "That's it?" Su Xiaoshen pointed to the cake in front of him and asked.
Qin Baimo smiled slightly: "Well, when I was a child, once, I came out with the nuns of the orphanage to buy New Year's goods, passing by this café, I saw such a family, sitting in this window position, happily eating cake, I don't know if they were smiling too sweet, or the appearance of the cake was too tempting, at that time, I really just wanted to walk into this café and eat a bite of the almond cream cake here, but at that time, I was not embarrassed to talk to the nun......"
Su Xiaoshen continued to hold his face with both hands, and his elbows were against the table: "Haha, when I was a child, my biggest wish was to earn a million." At that time, my parents were running around for life every day, and I saw it in my eyes and hurt in my heart, so my biggest wish was to have one million, so that my parents would not have to suffer. At that time, I naively thought that one million was the biggest money in the world. ”
Speaking of each other's childhood, Su Xiaoshen and Qin Baimo's eyes warmed up, and that temperature was enough to melt the ice and snow outside.
Su Xiaoshen let out a long sigh and lightly stroked his slightly //bulging lower abdomen: "Time really flies, before, those hard days seemed to be still in front of me, and I became pregnant and became an expectant mother in a flash." ”
Qin Baimo took another bite of the cake, and the faint fragrance spread in her mouth: "Yes, the years are really unforgiving, in fact, sometimes, I still miss my childhood, at that time, although life was very hard and tiring, but my heart was clean, pure and spotless." "Yes......" Su Xiaoshen nodded heavily. Looking out the window, the street where people come and go. "After we return to Italy tomorrow, we will also go to Chinatown to buy some New Year's goods. Then let's spend a good time with my dad on Chinese New Year's Eve. Speaking of this topic, Su Xiaoshen's heart twitched again.
She knew that it was the first Chinese New Year's Eve for the father and daughter, and it would be the last.
Why, in life, there are always so many life and death partings, joys and sorrows? Su Xiaoshen asked.
After speaking, Su Xiaoshen's mobile phone rang.
She took out her mobile phone and saw that it was Qin Luyi's phone, so she pressed it to answer: "Hey, sister." "My father and I are now in country X, in my father's newly bought villa in the Dynasty Villa Community." On the other side of the phone, Qin Luyu said. "Dad's health is so bad, how can you let him fly for a long time? Did he buy a villa here? "Well, just to be here, with you, with Bai Mo, with me, with Mo Qian, to have a good New Year, he just wants to create more good memories." On the other side of the phone, Qin Luyu said again.
Qin Luyi's words made Su Xiaoshen's heart throb violently again, her eyes turned red in an instant, and tears flowed unexpectedly......
Su Xiaoshen sighed, and then hung up the phone, lowered his head, and didn't say a word.
Qin Baimo, who heard the content of the call, gently patted the back of her hand to show comfort.