"What? Mother, don't worry about it, how can I react? I don't ...... him at all" Cheng Tiantian blushed for a while, and almost leaked her mouth again, but fortunately she woke up in time and quickly changed the topic: "Mother, why haven't my father and brother come back yet?" Is it too long for the emperor to hold a banquet and still can't finish it? ”

"So many officers and men of the three armies are going to leave Beijing to participate in the war, and of course it will take a long time to get together for a drink. If you are sleepy, go and rest first, and I will wait for them. Mrs. Cheng said.

Cheng Tiantian originally wanted to accompany Mrs. Cheng again, but she was afraid that she would sit here and talk about it, and after a while, Mrs. Cheng would have to get to the bottom of the matter between herself and Mu Lingxuan, so she no longer insisted, and said: "Mother, then I'll go back to the room first, if Dad and Brother come back too late, you will go to bed early, don't keep waiting." ”

Cheng Tiantian got up and went back to the room, and when she passed by Yun Ying and Cheng Ziluo's house, she saw that the lights were still on in the house. From the dimly lit blue screen window, you can see the silhouette of Yun Yingjuanxiu, who seems to be contemplating.

Sister Yun Ying hadn't slept yet, Cheng Tiantian's heart turned, and she couldn't help but walk over there, wanting to go over and talk to Yun Ying about something.

Walked to the door, but stopped hesitantly, what to talk about? Mu Lingxuan? Or is it his own brother?

Obviously, Sister Yun Ying was reluctant to mention those things in their past.

Cheng Tiantian stood at the door for a long time, but finally did not push the door in, but turned back and went back.

And at this moment, Yun Ying sat under the lamp, her heart fluctuated and she had mixed feelings.

The words that Cheng Tiantian said to her today have been hovering and echoing in her mind for a long time.

"He really loves you, you know? He was reluctant to throw away a portrait of you that I drew casually, so he put it at the head of the bed......"

Oh my God, Yun Ying hugged her head in pain, and whispered repeatedly in her heart: Xuan, Xuan, forget me, forget me. I'm just a weak, appointed woman, and I'm no longer worthy of your thoughts, so why should you? Why torture yourself like this?

Tears poured silently from Yun Sakura's beautiful eyes, slid down her clear, pale cheeks, and finally fell on the hem of her chest. The emerald green clothes soaked a lot in a moment.

Mu Lingxuan didn't forget the past, how could she have forgotten?

For Yun Ying, it was also her first love, her first kiss, and her unforgettable memory.

Although she and Cheng Ziluo have been engaged since childhood, they can be regarded as childhood sweethearts, but in addition to holding hands, the two of them have never taken a step closer before.

Cheng Ziluo has always been like a big brother taking care of her little sister, spoiling her in everything, relying on her, and patiently waiting for her to grow up. He didn't want to offend her in the slightest before she actually became his bride, not even a small kiss, for fear of scaring her.

And Yun Ying has always relied on nostalgia for Cheng Ziluo. Since she was a child, she has been accustomed to his care and accommodation.

If she hadn't had that encounter with Mu Lingxuan later, Yun Ying would have taken her attachment to Cheng Ziluo as love, maybe the two of them would be able to love each other and live sweetly.

However, fate arranged for her to meet Mu Lingxuan. After she met Mu Lingxuan, she realized that it turned out that the feeling of falling in love with a man was not at all like what she had done to Cheng Ziluo before.

If you love him, you will take his happiness as joy, and his sorrow as sorrow, and you will want to be with him every moment. If you don't see him for a day, your heart will be empty, and it will always be like something is missing.

She didn't have any of these wonderful feelings for Cheng Ziluo, she just naturally enjoyed his big brother-like care and love.

And with Mu Lingxuan, all the feelings and feelings that had never been experienced before all surged. When she can't see him, she will miss him, and when she sees him, her heart will beat like a deer. And if she occasionally sees him talking to other girls, she will feel like eating a green grape, and her heart will be sour for a long time......

Yun Ying never thought that things would be so coincidental. As soon as she said goodbye to Mu Lingxuan, Cheng Ziluo came back from the border pass.

When he appeared in front of her with a look of joy on his face, she was still immersed in the sadness of being separated from Mu Lingxuan, so much so that Cheng Ziluo called her a few times before she came back to her senses.

At that time, Cheng Ziluo's heart was full of joy of reuniting with his beloved girl after a long absence, and he didn't notice too much that Yun Ying's expression was wrong.

He excitedly told her a lot of interesting stories about fighting at the border, and she gradually melted into those stories that were completely new to her, and temporarily forgot the loss of being separated from Mu Lingxuan.

Until the end, Cheng Ziluo suddenly hugged her into his arms and excitedly told her that his father and mother had promised to let them get married immediately, and the date was set for three days later, and that her parents and family would be brought in as soon as possible to attend their wedding.

Yun Ying woke up in shock, she quickly broke free from Cheng Ziluo's arms, but she didn't know how to tell him that she had fallen in love with someone else, and she didn't want to, and she couldn't marry him.

Yun Ying's performance was in Cheng Ziluo's eyes at that time, he only thought it was a girl's shyness, after all, he had never hugged her before, he had always been cautious about her.

Where could he have thought? During the time when he left the capital to go to the border to participate in the war, Yun Ying had already fallen in love with a man with outstanding style at first sight, and fell in love with each other.

Therefore, Cheng Ziluo just smiled, took this timid girl like a cat into his arms again, and said dotingly: "Yun Ying, we will get married soon, are you still afraid of me?" ”

"Ziluo, you sit down first, I have something to say to you." This time, Yun Ying pushed Cheng Ziluo away very violently.

Only then did she know that if there was someone in her heart, she would not be able to accept another man's slightly intimate move at all. Even if this person used to be as close as his brother.

"Yun Sakura, what's wrong with you?" Cheng Ziluo was stunned, only then did he realize that Yun Ying's expression was a little strange, not the little girl who relied on him and listened to him before the separation.

At this time, she seemed to have an indescribable alienation and strangeness to him.

"Ziluo, I want to ...... I can't marry you anymore...... Let's cancel the marriage, I'll say it to my father and mother, and say it to my family......" Yun Ying hesitated for a long time, stammered, and finished stammering.

"Yun Ying, what are you kidding?" Cheng Ziluo's face changed, and he stared at Yun Ying with wide eyes, hoping that he had misheard, or that she was having fun.

However, looking at Yun Ying's dodgy eyes, Cheng Ziluo understood that what she said must be true.

"I'm not kidding, Ziluo, I just treat you as an older brother...... Now, I'm in love with someone, I can't lie to you, I just want to marry him. Yun Ying said in a low voice but firmly, looking at Cheng Ziluo's shocked and painful appearance, she felt a little unbearable in her heart, but she still mustered up the courage to say it.

After all, she couldn't give Cheng Ziluo any more hope. At the wedding three days later, she didn't know about it at all, and she didn't want to. After she fell in love with Mu Lingxuan, she found that she was resistant to even holding Cheng Ziluo's hand, how could she be his wife?

"Who is he?" His heart fell into the bottomless abyss in an instant, Cheng Ziluo's voice cooled, and a flame of anger ignited in his eyes.

"He ......" Yun Ying snorted, but she didn't dare to say it, Cheng Ziluo's eyes at the moment scared her.

"Who is that man you're in love with?!" Cheng Ziluo pinched Yun Ying's wrist and roared.

His heart had been torn apart, and he never imagined that the girl he had been thinking about day and night at the border, the girl he had identified as his wife in this life, would tell him such a thunderbolt of the light on the first day of his return: she was in love with someone else and did not want to marry him anymore.

"He's King Jing! Ziluo, I feel different about him and for you, you are like an older brother, he is the person I want to be with him for the rest of my life. Yun Ying bit her lip and rushed out.

Anyway, sooner or later, there will be a showdown, so it's better to make it all clear now, and cut through the mess quickly.

"Hehe, it turned out to be him...... No wonder you're so determined! Cheng Ziluo sneered, feeling a pain in his heart.

If it were someone else, he would feel that Yun Ying was because he had been away for a long time and his mind was lost for a while, and he had enough confidence and patience to let Yun Ying's heart return to him.

However, that person was Mu Lingxuan. The man was so good in every way that all the women fell for him and all the men were jealous.

When Yun Ying said that the person she fell in love with was Mu Lingxuan, Cheng Ziluo knew that there was no possibility for him to win back Yun Ying's heart.

"Ziluo...... I'm sorry......" Yun Ying looked at Cheng Ziluo's face was discouraged, and she felt very uncomfortable in her heart, but at this moment, she could only say these three words to him.

"You don't have to tell me I'm sorry! I won't let you leave me either! Cheng Ziluo stared at Yun Ying tightly, finished saying word by word, broke Yun Ying's hand away, and strode out.

Yun Ying looked at his back in a daze, confused and at a loss.

Cheng Ziluo has always been a gentle and tolerant big brother in front of her, and he has never been so vicious.

And at that time, Yun Ying couldn't imagine that he would do more cruel things to her.

After Cheng Ziluo left that day, he went to the tavern.

Perhaps the first thing that every man thinks of when he is in pain and frustration is to numb himself with alcohol.

He drank a lot of wine, but it didn't ease his heartache at all. Yun Ying, he loves her so much, cares about her so much, he has always cherished her as the purest goddess in his heart. However, she didn't love him, and she told him that she was going to marry someone else, and she was going to be with someone else for the rest of her life......

This completely unbearable fact made Cheng Ziluo's heart feel like he was tormented in a sea of fire at the tip of a knife.

He couldn't imagine what his life would be like if he really lost Yun Ying, if Yun Ying really married Mu Lingxuan?