95. He must get her

Since childhood, Cheng Ziluo has known that Yun Ying is his daughter-in-law and will be his woman when she grows up. He has been waiting and looking forward to this wish.

He doesn't touch her, he doesn't offend her, he has been careful to hold her as a baby, because he feels that sooner or later this treasure is completely his, and he is willing to wait until the day when she really marries him.

But now, this treasure is about to be lost to him, and is about to be snatched away by someone else. This feeling of being taken away from his beloved things made Cheng Ziluo unbearable.

He drank the last sip of stuffy wine, and his heart also made up an evil idea in an instant: he won't let go of Yun Ying! No matter what means he used, he was going to keep her by his side! Even if he can't keep her heart, he has to keep her people, and never let go!

And that bloody dark night is a painful memory that Yun Ying can never forget.

It was already gloomy that day, but in the evening, it suddenly rained heavily.

After Cheng Ziluo left from Yun Ying, he never returned to the General's Mansion.

Yun Ying always had a guilty mentality, thinking about Cheng Ziluo, worried about him, and slept in bed uneasy. I just hope that when I see him again the next day, he has already figured it out.

At that time, Yun Ying could never have imagined that Cheng Ziluo would later get drunk and break into her room, ignore her pleading and crying, and forcibly plunder her body.

When Cheng Ziluo broke in, he was drenched in rain, but he still couldn't hide his strong smell of alcohol.

Yun Ying was startled by the sudden wet figure, and when she saw that it was Cheng Ziluo, she breathed a sigh of relief, and said with distress and concern: "Ziluo, why are you so wet?" Let's go back and change your clothes. ”

Cheng Ziluo didn't say a word, walked over and pushed her down on the bed, and then began to tear her clothes.

Seeing the burning hope in Cheng Ziluo's eyes, Yun Ying really felt fear.

She struggled, and even her voice trembled: "Ziluo, what are you doing?" Don't do that! ”

"I want you to know that I'm not just your brother!" Cheng Ziluo only said such a sentence and continued his crazy behavior.

At that moment, he had completely lost his mind.

He only knows that this woman is his, and can only be his! No one can rob him, he must get her!

Yun Sakura struggled desperately to resist, she cried and begged him to let her go, tears splashing on her cheeks, and her whole person was like a flower petal shrunk in a rainstorm.

Seeing Yun Ying's frightened helplessness, Cheng Ziluo's heart was unbearable for a moment, but it was replaced by an even more violent anger.

She resisted him so much, she begged him so much, it was just for another man, she was just desperately protecting her chastity for that man.

If he didn't want her ruthlessly this time, then in the future, he would never have a chance to get her again. She would soon leave herself and throw herself into the arms of another man, and for Cheng Ziluo, it was tantamount to Ling Chi's punishment.

As a result, Cheng Ziluo never relented.

Where is the petite and delicate Yun Ying, who is the opponent of Cheng Ziluo, who has been practicing martial arts since childhood? Cheng Ziluo was no longer the big brother who was obedient to her before.

With little effort, he stripped her of all her clothes and stabbed her violently through her body.

At that moment, Yun Ying stopped struggling, tears still flowed silently on her cheeks, but her heart seemed to be dead. Her whole body stopped moving, and she was indifferently subjected to his frenzied predation on her.

And the moment of completely possessing Yun Ying, for Cheng Ziluo, it was never satisfied and steadfast. He finally got her, he finally owned her completely, and he was no longer afraid that someone would be able to take Yun Ying away from him.

When the fury calmed down, Cheng Ziluo withdrew from Yun Ying's body. Yun Ying was like a rag doll that had fallen apart, her whole body was trembling, but she couldn't say a word, just lying on the bed and crying.

Cheng Ziluo's mood is also complicated, he doesn't want to make Yun Ying sad, but he can't restrain his desire to want her.

Her crying disturbed him, and the red blood that oozed from between her (legs) made him feel even more distressed, and he could only hug her and say to her repeatedly: "I will be good to you, I swear to be good to you for the rest of my life, and I will marry you in three days." ”

"I'd rather die!" Yun Ying cried and said, mourning is greater than heart death, and at the moment when Cheng Ziluo didn't care about taking possession of her body, her heart for him was already dead.

Indeed, she would rather die than marry such a man.

Yun Ying's decisive words made the feelings of regret and pity that had just sprouted in Cheng Ziluo's heart suddenly disappear without a trace.

She would rather die than marry him, he got her person, but she still didn't want to marry him, which was an unbearable shame and heavy blow for Cheng Ziluo.

Anger burst out of his heart at once, Cheng Ziluo grabbed Yun Ying, glared at her, and said word by word: "If you dare to die, I will kill your whole family and kill Yunjing!" ”

Yun Jing was Yun Ying's younger brother, and he was serving as a soldier in the army under Cheng Ziluo at that time.

With that, Cheng Ziluo let go of Yun Ying, got dressed and staggered out.

And Yun Ying, who has been lying on the bed and crying until dawn. She cried all night and finally resigned herself.

Of course, she knew that Cheng Ziluo would not really kill her whole family and younger brother, but since she was destined to marry him from birth, since she couldn't escape the fate of being his woman. So, just admit it, why bother your family and parents to worry about their own affairs?

Marrying him was originally fate, and there was no need to meditate hard to explain more to your parents and relatives, so maybe everyone would be fine. What's more, she is not completely without feelings for Cheng Ziluo, but this kind of affection is far less intense than her for Mu Lingxuan.

Thinking of Mu Lingxuan, Yun Ying's heart felt a pang of pain, and the tears that had already dried up surged out again.

She is no longer the pure Yun Ying who only belonged to him in the past. Her body has been branded by another man with an indelible mark, and it is no longer as white and flawless as it used to be. What face does she have to see him again? What qualifications did she have to enjoy his tender love?

Perhaps, the only thing she can do now is to make him forget about herself, and at the same time forget about him. Bury that sweet, intoxicating, and short-lived love affair deep in your heart and never mention it again.

She wouldn't tell Mu Lingxuan all this that happened.

Yun Ying knew that with Mu Lingxuan's character, if she knew the truth that she married Cheng Ziluo because she was forced by him to be forced (raped) into desperation, Mu Lingxuan would definitely kill Cheng Ziluo desperately, and even raze the entire General's Mansion.

All this, Yun Ying didn't want to see.

Although she doesn't love Cheng Ziluo, she still has family-like feelings for him. No matter what, she didn't want Cheng Ziluo to die.

What's more, even if Mu Lingxuan really killed Cheng Ziluo, she and Mu Lingxuan would not be able to go back to the past. She thinks that she is no longer worthy of his love.

Yun Ying thought bitterly, struggled repeatedly, and finally chose to obey the destiny of heaven. She gave up the unforgettable first love between herself and Mu Lingxuan, calmly accepted the wedding three days later, and became the bride of Cheng Ziluo.

Of course, Yun Ying didn't expect that her influence on Mu Lingxuan would be so profound at that time. Her betrayal would have caused such a deep blow and damage to Mu Lingxuan. As a result, Mu Lingxuan has completely changed from then on, and has become a prodigal son who lingers in the wind (moon) place all day long.

If she had known that her weakness and unfirmness would make Mu Lingxuan so miserable and decadent, she would not have left him without saying a word.

When she married Chengzi Luobaitang, Yun Ying was bent on forgetting the past and living a good life with Chengzi Luo. After all, she and Cheng Ziluo also have a relationship foundation, if it weren't for the chance encounter between her and Mu Lingxuan later, she and Cheng Ziluo would also be a good pair.

It's just that Yun Ying didn't expect that since she knew that she loved Mu Lingxuan, Cheng Ziluo had also changed, becoming paranoid and irritable, and he was no longer the gentle and generous big brother he used to be.

Although he is still very good to her, and he will still take good care of her in all aspects, he will always doubt her, distrust her, and stimulate her with words.

Even as long as Yun Ying occasionally saw Yun Ying meditating alone, Cheng Ziluo would ask with great jealousy and sarcasm, "Who are you thinking about?" ”

These paranoid calculations of his made Yun Ying unbearable.

She was originally going to marry him, so she completely locked Mu Lingxuan in the depths of her memory, treated him well, and was his wife wholeheartedly. But Cheng Ziluo didn't let her forget Mu Lingxuan calmly, he mentioned Mu Lingxuan in front of her twice in three days, making it impossible for her to leave the past behind.

And what makes Yun Ying even more distressed is the inevitable intimacy between husband and wife. She's always been cold about (sexual) things, maybe because of the first shadow, she's never felt pleasure in this kind of thing, she just feels pain.

Every time Cheng Ziluo got close, she couldn't help but want to resist and want to hide. And this made Cheng Ziluo even more annoyed. In his opinion, Yun Ying was so reluctant to accept his caresses, just because she didn't love him, just because she was still thinking about Mu Lingxuan.

Both of them have knots in their hearts, but they have never had a good talk together calmly.

For Yun Ying, she is ashamed to say it, and her character is used to suffering silently.

And for Cheng Ziluo, it is unspeakably depressed, he loves Yun Ying, but he always thinks that Yun Ying's heart is not here. He could only get satisfaction from her body, proving that this woman still really belonged to him.

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