Things continued in an orderly manner, and before I returned to the palace, Ye Xue had already sent someone to inform Su Enamel and Bodhisattva Ming of the busy sealing ceremony, but the object at the beginning was me, and now it has been replaced by Li Sichan, so the preparations are not very hasty.

Now that the night snow is back to court and is very diligent in squatting in the imperial study to deal with national affairs, I am idle all of a sudden, and I lie in the recliner of the green dress palace all day long and watch the sky, as if I have returned to those days of pretending to be stupid, but from time to time I will feel a little lonely. Yexue hasn't appeared again since he left that day, as if he forgot that he still has such an aunt, and sure enough, he married a daughter-in-law and forgot his mother, and he forgot his aunt when he had a beauty. But when I think that after a hundred years of waiting for me, I finally have someone to be by his side, and I am very relieved.

"Princess, tell me what's so good about that Li Sichan, she is not beautiful, why did the emperor take a fancy to her, you see that the emperor didn't even come to your side after he had her." Qingling, who has always been silent, has been fighting for me all day today, "Princess, don't you go to the emperor's side?" The emperor must have been dizzy for a while before marrying that Li Sichan, as long as you go, the emperor will definitely change his mind. Princess"

"Qingling!" I opened my mouth to interrupt her next words, "I know you like the emperor. ”

"Your Royal Highness Princess, ......" Qingling looked at me with a frightened expression, her hands desperately twisted the corners of her skirt in a panic, and her face turned pale with negligence.

"Qingling, you don't have to be afraid, there's nothing wrong with liking someone, I knew you liked the emperor from the time I first returned to the palace, and the reason why you stayed in the green palace was not all to wait for me to come back, but also to see the emperor from time to time!"

"You, how do you know?"

"Because of your eyes, you will always look at the emperor inadvertently, your eyes can't deceive people, even if you suppress your feelings, your eyes will still leak everything, but Qingling, the emperor is not suitable for you, you will not be happy with him!"

"I'm not suitable, are those women who have just entered the palace suitable? They don't even know the emperor, and I know all the habits and preferences of the emperor, and I know what he loves the most, isn't that enough? ”

Qingling's pretty face was blue, and there was deep hatred in her eyes, she was hating, hating those women who had just entered the palace, hating Li Sichan, who was about to become the queen, and even she was hating me. My body trembled slightly, my eyelashes lowered and I looked at the extremely short life line in my palm, and I didn't know how I remembered An Qingjie, the woman who was always calm and steady, even if she was forced by Emperor Tianming to press on the tree and humiliate An Qingjie, who refused to say half a bad word about me, why did she poison me like me? Smiled bitterly, raised his head and looked at Qingling, who had fallen into madness, and felt a pain in my heart, I always hurt the people around me inadvertently, and always thought that what I wanted to do was the best, and it would make everyone happy, until I finally found out that it was because I had no self-knowledge that those who originally loved me would become hate me.

"Qingling, it's because you understand that you will receive more serious damage, haven't you seen through the eight years you have been in the Green Clothes Palace?"

"I can't see through, I never will. Princess, do you know what love is? You said that you love Molingshuang, but how long has he been dead, you can have a casual tenderness and sweetness with the emperor! You said that it was for his good that you refused to accept the emperor's love, but everything you did was hurting him! When you didn't go back to the palace, at the beginning, the emperor always sat on the bamboo chair you often sat on day and night and cried on his chest, and later in order to avenge your fake death, the emperor became ruthless and cruel, he used all means, and even did not hesitate to pull the emperor down from the throne, just to avenge you. Eight years, in addition to avenging you, the rest of the time is to sit in the green palace and wait for you, you look at him, he is only sixteen years old, but what has become of him, pale hair, dark purple eyes, and disabled feet, you won't feel distressed? A few months ago, when the emperor learned that you were at the junction of the Beiyang Kingdom and the Nanchen Kingdom, do you know how happy he was? He just ascended to the throne, he didn't care that the government and the opposition were still in turmoil, and he gathered the whole army to attack the Nanchen State and bring you back. Before he got out of the city, he encountered the rebellion of the forces that did not accept the emperor's enthronement, the thief almost controlled the entire imperial city, the emperor died nine times, in order to save time to see you, he took people all the way into the imperial city, and killed people when he saw them, the blood flowed like a river, and the corpses were piled up into a mountain, after entering the imperial city, he killed all the ministers who did not obey him, and before the blood-stained robe was taken off, he took the soldiers to the Nanchen border to look for you, which only fell into the title of killing the demon king. But such a cruel and ruthless emperor always speaks softly in front of you, even if you use it again and again, hurt again and again, he still smiles and refuses to let you see the darkness and blood, everyone thinks that the emperor is ruthless, in fact, where is the emperor ruthless, but he uses all his feelings on you. Princess Lingshang, why did he be ruined by you like this, he is the emperor, the emperor above ten thousand people under one person, everything in the world is his, as long as he wants, what kind of beauty can't get it, but he emptied the harem and only wants you, do you know how lucky you are, and do you know how jealous I am of you, but how much I hate you, hate you......"

Qingling yelled at me hysterically, covered her hands and slowly knelt on the ground and cried loudly, and I sat on the bamboo chair in a daze, shocked by the bloody facts, my heart was surging, I covered my mouth and wanted to vomit, but I couldn't vomit, Qingling's crying continued in my ears, but I only felt dazed, everything was so dazed, so dazed that it was getting darker and darker in front of me, so black that only some vague faint light and shadow remained.

The clear blue sky, the bright sunshine, the dappled pear trees, the gentle and warm wind, the birds that were not passing in the sky, gradually all turned into nothingness of light and shadow, and I suddenly panicked in that light and shadow.