409. Her pain hurts in his heart
Su Xiaorou and Li Mo, looking at Nian Nian's appearance, were all worried and anxious. However, they were helpless.
After all, what Nian Nian has endured is a heavy blow to the heart that has never lost his beloved. And they don't have the ability to turn Su Junchu back alive.
Li Mo is still busy with government affairs, and Su Xiaorou comes to accompany Nian Nian every day. Words of comfort need not be said more, and everything that is said seems so pale and weak.
The two sisters just sat quietly, sometimes going for a walk in the imperial garden, and the liveliness and cheerfulness of their thoughts had become a distant past. That once had a happy time of talking and laughing, can you return to their middle again?
On this day, a dusty guest came to the palace.
He has a peerless appearance and extraordinary demeanor, which makes every palace maid who sees him lose their minds and marvel. He, of course, is enough to be known as the most beautiful man in the world.
Zhan Muyan came all the way, and he didn't have to think about it to know that it must be for the sake of his thoughts.
He had actually left a long time ago, and if it hadn't been for the delay on the way, he would have been able to see Nian Nian a long time ago. However, halfway through, he hesitated again, after all, he came to find Nian Nian this time, but with one of his own feelings, he felt that Nian Nian seemed to have something wrong.
But what if his senses were wrong? If Niannian is good and is with her third brother well, how can he be embarrassed when he comes?
Zhan Muyan couldn't help but think of the last night he was with Niannian, Niannian was drunk and took him for Su Junchu......
That scene is unbearable for him to think about to this day.
Therefore, Zhan Muyan hesitated. If Nian Nian was living happily now, there would be no need for him to appear in front of her again, and there was no need for him to rush to see the scene of Nian Nian and Su Junchu's sweet love, which would scar his broken heart again.
Thinking like this, Zhan Muyan did not rush to the road, but leisurely traveled all the way as usual.
Until one day, he and Xiao Wu were having dinner in a restaurant, and overheard someone say that the Ning Dynasty had just changed to a new emperor, and the previous emperor had died of poisoning.
Zhan Muyan was taken aback, he knew that the previous emperor was Niannian's third brother. In this way, his feeling is right, Nian Nian is really in trouble!
Niannian loves her third brother so much, if her third brother is gone, what will happen to Niannian? She's going to cry, she's going to be heartbroken, she's going to be unable to think about it......
Zhan Muyan didn't dare to think about it anymore, he seemed to have seen Niannian's sad and crying eyes, so desperate, so helpless, it made his heart wrench.
didn't stay for a moment, Zhan Muyan and Xiao Wu hurried to the capital day and night.
At this time, how can he rest assured?
Even if he said in a fit of anger, he would never care about the things he thought about again, even if he had thought about it, he would never see it again.
However, once Nian Nian really has something, Zhan Muyan can't ignore it at all.
He will still choose to appear by her side at the first moment, even if Niannian doesn't love him, even if Niannian has always had only her third brother in her heart, Zhan Muyan is willing to be the one who pays for her without regrets.
Seeing Zhan Muyan, Su Xiaorou and Li Mo were very surprised and surprised.
Zhan Muyan didn't have the heart to greet them too much, and asked bluntly: "What about Niannian?" How is she now? I want to see her. ”
"Alas, she is very bad now, since the third brother ......" Su Xiaorou sighed, her eyes immediately turned red, and she couldn't talk anymore.
Li Mo comfortingly hugged Su Xiaorou and said to Zhan Muyan: "Let's go, let's take you to see her, maybe, you can persuade her." ”
Li Mo and Su Xiaorou took Zhan Muyan to Nianchu Palace, and when Zhu Zhu and the palace maids saw Zhan Muyan, they all showed expressions.
They really, they have never seen such a good-looking man, handsome, noble, elegant and charming. Just one glance made the breath of several girls tighten, and their heartbeats accelerated unconsciously.
"Where's Miss?" Su Xiaorou asked.
Now, Li Mo is the emperor of the dynasty, and it is impossible for Zhuzhu and them to shout about the queen mother anymore. Therefore, the people in the palace call Nian Nian Miss Meng.
"The young lady is in the house, so don't let the slaves and maids go in and disturb you." Zhu Zhu replied.
Hearing Zhuzhu say this, Su Xiaorou and Li Mo couldn't help but sigh, knowing that they must be immersed in deep thoughts about the third brother again, and they couldn't extricate themselves.
And Zhan Muyan's heart was full of unspeakable concern.
Lifting the curtain of the door and walking in, Nian Nian stood in front of the window with his back to them, looking at the blue sky outside the window in a daze, and did not react to the arrival of several of them.
She wore a pale pink floor-length gauze skirt with a white light gauze draped over her shoulders, and her green silk was draped down casually without any frills. It looks soft and elegant, giving people a feeling of being like a fairy.
"Niannian, I have a good friend who has come to see you." Su Xiaorou called softly.
Nian Nian turned around and saw Li Mo and Su Xiaorou, when her eyes fell on Zhan Muyan's body, she frowned slightly, as if she was quietly recalling something.
Zhan Muyan? What a distant name......
"Niannian, it's me, you can't guess, right?" Zhan Muyan smiled gently at her, but her heart felt as uncomfortable as a knife.
He didn't expect that Nian Nian would lose so much weight that he was almost bone-split. Her round face turned pointy, her face was pale and pale, and her big eyes were hollow and blank, as if a gentle gust of wind could blow her down at any time.
"Why are you here?" Nian Nian asked blankly, his eyes wandering and unfocused.
"I'm worried about you, I can't help it...... I want to come and see you. Zhan Muyan walked over and stared at Nian Nian with a heartache.
Niannian's haggard made him sad, but he didn't dare, and he couldn't hug this beloved girl into his arms and give her the warmest comfort.
Su Xiaorou and Li Mo glanced at each other, and walked out together with a tacit understanding, leaving the two of them a space to be alone.
Zhan Muyan's love for Nian Nian, they have long seen it in their eyes, and Nian Nian used to have feelings for Zhan Muyan.
Maybe Zhan Muyan is here, and he can really take Niannian out of that gloomy and misty world. It would be great if it did. I believe that the third brother who loves Niannian deeply is in heaven, and he doesn't want to see Niannian so depressed and depressed.
"Nian Nian...... Don't be too sad...... Be kind to yourself, you see, you're already too thin to look good. Zhan Muyan spoke pityingly, unable to hide the concern in his heart.
Thousands of words, soft intestines, words to the mouth, but can only say such a simple sentence. For the first time in his life, he was dissatisfied with his ability to express himself.
"I don't want to do that either, but ...... I can't help it...... Everywhere I went, I saw him when I was eating, I saw him when I was sleeping, but when I tried to catch him, he was away from me...... You won't understand, you won't understand, how desperate it feels to miss someone and never see him. Nian Nian said in a low voice, her voice trembling slightly.
"I understand, I think, I really understand!" Zhan Muyan said affirmatively, staring deeply at the girl who was no longer young and bright, his expression became deep: "Niannian, have you ever thought about it? Your third brother...... He doesn't want you like that, he doesn't want you to be depressed for him all the time. He must hope that you can live happily and be a happy and strong girl. If you are like this, your third brother's soul will not be at ease in heaven. ”
"I said I didn't want it to be like this! I also want to be happy and strong, but I can't, I ...... I can't make myself miss him, I can't make it easy for myself! Nian Nian said excitedly, her fingers clenched together and crossed together, as if this would give her a support.
"Niannian, let me help you, okay? I once said that when you don't know what to do, leave it to me. Let me help you get out of your sadness, let me help you be happy, okay? Although I am not your third brother, I will definitely make you happy. Zhan Muyan said eagerly, Niannian's self-tortured appearance broke his heart, and he was anxious to free Niannian from the pain.
"Thank you, Zhan Muyan, I know you're good to me. But there is nothing to mourn than to die...... The third brother is no longer there...... When he was alive, I didn't cherish his love well, and I always made him angry and sad. Now that he's finally gone from me for good, it's too late for me to regret it. This is God's punishment for me, how can a person like me still be happy? How is that possible? Nian Nian smiled bitterly, and in the next two sentences, she seemed to be asking Zhan Muyan and herself.
"Absolutely! Don't feel sorry for yourself, as long as you want, your life will be as wonderful as before! Even more exciting than before! I promise you will find more beauty in life! Your third brother, he will be glad that you are still that optimistic and cheerful thought, and you have not been defeated by these tribulations and setbacks! Zhan Muyan said earnestly.
Nian Nian looked at Zhan Muyan blankly, and the latter's dark and deep eyes shone with sincerity and enthusiasm.
It was like walking alone in the endless night, suddenly seeing a bright enlightenment lamp, and thinking about it in an instant, I felt an indescribable warmth and touch.
"Zhan Muyan, why did you go so far? Why didn't you come earlier? If you are here, the third brother will not die! You can detoxify him, you can revive him! Nian Nian finally cried out with a "wow", tears poured out wildly, crying hoarsely, and speaking incoherently, all blaming Zhan Muyan, as if Su Junchu's death, Zhan Muyan had an unshirkable responsibility.
This is also the first time that Nian Nian has cried in front of others after Su Junchu's death.
In the past, she was at most just a person crying silently in the dark night, and even Su Xiaorou never saw her cry. And today, in front of Zhan Muyan, she couldn't control herself anymore, and her tears were out of control.