410. I love so deeply that I dare not say it

This is also the first time that Nian Nian has cried in front of others after Su Junchu's death.

In the past, she was at most just a person crying silently in the dark night, and even Su Xiaorou never saw her cry. And today, in front of Zhan Muyan, she couldn't control herself anymore, and her tears were out of control.

"Okay, okay, it's all my fault. Nian Nian, don't cry, be good, it's me who is not good. I shouldn't have gone that far, I should have stayed by your side, so that when your third brother was poisoned, I could save him, and you wouldn't be so sad. Zhan Muyan sighed, gently hugged Niannian into his arms, and comforted her softly.

Although Nian Nian blames him for being unreasonable, it can be said that it is inexplicable. Zhan Muyan thought helplessly: Niannian, where did I know in advance that your third brother would be poisoned? Isn't that also wrong?

However, he couldn't bear to make Nian Nian sad anymore, and Nian Nian's appearance already made him feel extremely distressed.

He is willing to follow Niannian, as long as Niannian can vent the grief in his heart, Zhan Muyan is willing to accommodate her in everything.

Niannian cried for a long time, until the placket on Zhan Muyan's chest was soaked, and then he gradually stopped crying.

Looking at Zhan Muyan's wretched clothes, Nian Nian felt embarrassed.

She rubbed her eyes and whispered, "I'm sorry, it's me who is making trouble, and I can't find a place to vent before I blame you." ”

"Are you crying?" Zhan Muyan looked at her seriously, and then said, "If you cry, take me to the imperial kitchen in the palace." ”

"What? Are you hungry? Nian Nian was a little puzzled.

"Fool, I'm going to make you something to eat. I've found out that only I can make you fat faster. The way you are now, how ugly and ugly it is, it's so miserable that you can scare a few timid people when you go out. So, I decided to give you a personal recuperation once again, so that you can get back to life sooner. Zhan Muyan smiled playfully.

"you! Am I as horrible as you say? Nian Nian glared at him dissatisfied, but felt a lot more relaxed in his heart.

Perhaps, Zhan Muyan is really the one who can dispel the gloom in her heart.

"You don't believe it? Go and look in the mirror for yourself. Zhan Muyan raised his eyebrows, and his posture was very chic.

Nian Nian walked up to the bronze mirror and glanced inside casually.

Sure enough, the woman in the mirror was so thin that it made people panic, her face was white and miserable, and she seemed to have not seen the sun for a long time.

Is this me? It's ugly enough. Nian Nian gently stroked her pale cheeks, full of emotion.

It had been a long time since she had looked closely at herself, and she had never known that grief could destroy a person's appearance in such a way.

Zhan Muyan walked over and said gently: "Niannian, you can see it now, how worrying your appearance is." If your third brother knows that you are like this, he will not feel at ease, he will definitely be heartbroken, and you should cheer up for him. ”

Niannian's tears fell again, and she quickly wiped them away. Turning around, he sincerely smiled at Zhan Muyan with gratitude: "Thank you, thank you very much." ”

Because of the appearance of Zhan Muyan, Nian Nian gradually became more cheerful, and he was no longer as melancholy as before.

Zhan Muyan stayed in the capital, and Li Mo gave him a golden token, so that he could enter and exit the palace at any time without hindrance.

He would enter the palace every day to visit Nian Nian, and entering and leaving the palace became a daily routine for him.

Zhan Muyan can always change his way to make Nian Nian happy, and he also carefully matched various nutritious recipes for Nian Nian, and personally urged Nian Nian to eat.

Sometimes, when the weather is fine, Zhan Muyan will ask Nian Nian to leave the palace and go to various unexpected places to play.

He knows that Niannian likes natural scenery, so he often takes Niannian to some fantastic and beautiful scenic spots. Facing the infinitely beautiful scenery of the lake and mountains, Nian Nian always feels that his mood is suddenly bright, and his mood is unconsciously better.

Under Zhan Muyan's company and careful care, Niannian's face became rosy day by day, the sadness between her eyebrows and eyes gradually faded, and the bright smile returned to her face.

Zhan Muyan follows Nian Nian in almost everything, and his doting on Nian Nian is beyond words.

The relationship between the two people is very good, this kind of goodness is much deeper than ordinary friends, but it is not so close between lovers.

Nian Nian and Zhan Muyan are very happy and relaxed together, but the two of them have never touched on the sensitive topic of the relationship between men and women.

Don't know why? Su Junchu was gone, but Zhan Muyan didn't dare to say something like that to Nian Nian lightly.

He didn't dare to make the slightest affectionate gesture to Niannian, he was afraid that Niannian would be sad.

He knew that Nian Nian would never forget her third brother. He could only carefully guard Niannian's side, be good to her, and then be good to her, but he didn't dare to confess his love to her without scruples.

Missing, on the other hand, is a deliberate evasion.

Of course, she knew Zhan Muyan's intentions for her, but she didn't want to think about it. In her subconscious, only Su Junchu is her only lover.

She would rather live like this in a daze than break the delicate relationship between the two.

On the one hand, she enjoyed Zhan Muyan's meticulous care and care for her, and on the other hand, she resisted taking a step closer to Zhan Muyan. She didn't think that it was unfair for her to Zhan Muyan like this.

In this way, two years have passed in a flash.

In the past two years, Su Xiaorou and Li Mo have given birth to a beautiful and lovely little princess, and Li Mo is so happy that the corners of his eyes and eyebrows can't hide a smile.

And Su Xiaorou is now pregnant with another one, and everyone guesses that this time it must be a little prince.

Li Rui also came back, and after meeting Xue Ji, who looked like Su Xiaorou, the two young people fell in love at first sight and soon became relatives.

Liu Yangfeng, although he has not yet married, but he also has a gentle and beautiful person.

There is only Nian Nian and Zhan Muyan, which is still in this state of not near or far.

It's good that the two of them are good, so long time has passed, but there has been no substantial progress, which makes everyone's hearts anxious for them.

Li Rui and Liu Yangfeng couldn't help it, went to Zhan Muyan, and asked directly, "What's the matter with you?" You go to accompany Niannian every day and spoil Niannian, don't you want to marry her home? When is it, you still haven't proposed to Niannian, are you going to wait until your hair and beard are gray? Or did you never think about marrying Niannian at all? ”

"What are you talking about? Why don't I want to marry Niannian? I don't even know the flowers and trees in the palace now. But...... Niannian, she loves her third brother, and she has always missed him. If I propose to her in a hurry, it will definitely annoy her, and I don't want to upset Nian. It's okay to keep it like this, don't mention the marriage proposal, and you can still watch her every day. If I mention it, and she turns her face at me in anger and never wants to see me again, who of you is responsible? Zhan Muyan said irritably.

How can he not be depressed in his heart?

For two years, he has been guarding Niannian and has never even returned home. His father and mother had already sent someone to bring him a few letters, asking him to return to the Dragon Pavilion. urged him to get married as soon as possible, saying that he had helped him pick several talented and beautiful girls, and was waiting for him to go back and settle down.

However, he only has thoughts in his heart, how can he accommodate other women?

He was reluctant to leave Niannian and go back alone, and he couldn't ignore his parents' nurturing affection.

Perhaps, it is really time for him to go back, after all, his parents are the only son of his. Of course, he won't go back to get married, but at least he has to go to see his parents and let them feel at ease with him.

"It's really three days, and I was impressed. When did our chic and invincible Zhan Shao Pavilion Master become so shy in front of women? Zhan Muyan, is this still you? My sister isn't so powerful, she stumped you, the prodigal son of the flowers. Liu Yangfeng laughed teasingly, sighing in his heart.

Unexpectedly, a man as proud as Zhan Muyan would be so distressed about love, suffering from gains and losses.

"I have only thought so much about it, alas, I have never been so careful to like a woman. Still, I'm willing. Zhan Muyan smiled bitterly, Niannian, that is really the woman who is destined to submit to him.

"But it's not a way to go on like this, Zhan Muyan, we think Niannian still loves you, otherwise she wouldn't have let you stay with her for two years. If you don't make it clear to her, do you want her to tell you a girl first? Li Rui said.

They are all people who are now enjoying the sweet taste of love, and of course they are very sympathetic to Zhan Muyan's situation.

"Do you love me?" Zhan Muyan asked to himself, and replied to himself: "No!" She has always loved her third brother. I tried to make her fall in love with me, but I failed...... Even though she said she loved me, she still thought of her third brother in her heart. ”

He remembered the scene of that night again, and Niannian took the initiative to hug him and kiss him, which made him so excited that he couldn't help himself.

However, when he was distracted and pressed Niannian down on the bed, caressing her infinitely tenderly, Niannian tossed and turned under him and whispered, but blurted out the word "third brother".

The feeling of happiness was brutally shattered in an instant, and he descended from the clouds to the ground at a rapid speed.

That kind of situation is a shame for any man. What's more, is it still the beauty around him who has always been like a cloud?

After experiencing such an unspeakable blow, Zhan Muyan really didn't have any confidence in whether Nian Nian could love herself.

He can be proud at any time, but in front of Niannian, he doesn't have the courage to ask again, Niannian, are you willing to be my wife?

He was afraid that if he was not careful, even the current harmonious and peaceful situation would be broken. He would rather say nothing than be happy with his thoughts.

Zhan Muyan was immersed in his thoughts, Liu Yangfeng and Li Rui glanced at each other, and they were all full of emotion in their hearts.

Liu Yangfeng said: "I believe in the third brother you used to say that you missed her, but now it's different." Su Junchu has been away for so long, Nian Nian should have come out of that relationship, she must love you now. Zhan Muyan, how do you know if Niannian loves you if you don't try, do you really plan to live a lifetime with Niannian like this without marrying her without marrying? I don't want my sister to be an old girl for the rest of my life. ”

"No, I will definitely show my heart to Niannian, and it is my greatest wish in this life to be able to stay with Niannian. It's just that I want to wait a little longer, and when Niannian is completely out of the pain of losing her lover and can accept another person again, I will say this again. Otherwise, she would be unhappy. Zhan Muyan said in a dull voice, feeling that he was in a bag. However, he really didn't dare to take the risk.

He had never loved a woman so deeply, and he had almost worn out all his sharpness for the sake of his thoughts, and he didn't know if she would finally accept him, and he was depressed to talk about.

"How long are you going to wait? Zhan Muyan, I think you are confused by Niannian, you are quite a smart person, why are you so stupid now? Forget it, you don't dare to say to Niannian, I'll help you ask, whether Niannian loves you or not, I'll know when I try. Liu Yangfeng shook his head, he couldn't believe that Zhan Muyan, who had always been unimpeded in front of beautiful women, would become so unconfident for the sake of his thoughts.

"How do you try? Liu Yangfeng, you must not talk nonsense in front of Niannian! Scared Niannian, I won't spare you! Zhan Muyan hurriedly said, I was really afraid that Liu Yangfeng would not help lightly and heavily, but it would be self-defeating.

"Don't worry, Brother Zhan, I have my own measure. Don't go look for Nian Nian these days, didn't you say that your family is urging you to go back? You just go back and don't worry about it. Women, it's not okay to be too spoiled. Niannian enjoys your love and care all the time, and she still takes it for granted, and she has to let her know that you don't necessarily have to be so good to her. I don't believe that if you don't come, she will be indifferent. Liu Yangfeng smiled lightly, looking confident.

"No! If I want to go back, I must say to Nian Nian, I can't do it without saying goodbye! Zhan Muyan said immediately.

"You're really hopeless! Okay, okay, I don't want you to really go back, you just bear with it and don't go to her, wait for my news. Liu Yangfeng said helplessly, looking like he hated iron but not steel.

Li Rui laughed on the side at this time: "Yangfeng, I haven't seen a brother like you, taking the initiative to help others to calculate his sister." ”

"I can't see her not marrying such a good person around her! What is not as good as Zhan Muyan? I wonder what else she has to toss? She's not afraid, I'm still worried that such a handsome brother-in-law will be snatched away. Liu Yangfeng smiled indifferently, it seemed that he was really dissatisfied with Nian Nian.

The three of them all laughed, Zhan Muyan's mood was very complicated, and he didn't say anything more when he thought that Liu Yangfeng was also kind.

And more importantly, Zhan Muyan himself couldn't endure it any longer. He faced the woman he loved the most every day, but he didn't dare to say a word of love to her, which almost made him go crazy.

He desperately wanted to know if there was any weight in his heart now.