237. Chapter 237: You Idiot
While talking to Luo Shao, Lu Xinyue's stomach began to cramp again.
She clutched her stomach, looked at Luo Shao, and pretended to be calm: "Young brother, go out and buy me food, okay?" Want to eat sugar gourd......"
Looking at the fine sweat on her forehead, Luo Shao's heart tightened: "It hurts again, isn't it?" Do you want to bear it alone? Lu Xinyue, are you stupid? It's all so painful, and you still insist on not using medicine? Do you still want to insist on protecting your children? ”
Lu Xinyue burst into tears: "The anxiety in your eyes is the most beautiful scenery I have ever seen in my life, young brother, you look like this, it's so good." Well, I just want to insist, I'm going to give birth to this child, I'm going to make you remember me for the rest of your life, and I don't want to leave you alone, I want to have a child with you......"
"You idiot." The little woman with a pale face in front of him made Luo Shao's heart have mixed feelings, he didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment, it seemed that some of them were moved by Lu Xinyue, and their views and attitudes towards her had changed a lot.
Lu Xinyue smiled slightly, and at the bottom of her heart, warmth flowed: "Well, I am indeed very stupid, I have always loved you stupidly, but I don't regret it at all, if I could turn back time, I would still choose to fall in love with you and choose to be your woman." ”
Luo Shao's heart hurt: "Lu Xinyue! ”
Lu Xinyue smiled again: "My stomach hurts a little, I don't want you to see my haggard appearance, young brother, you go out." ”
"Go out of your sister, stay honest, I'll call a doctor." Luo Shao got up.
Lu Xinyue hurriedly grabbed him: "Don't, if you call a doctor, it won't work...... You either leave quietly, or if you don't want to, then stay here. I don't want to see the doctors, I hate the smell of potions on them. ”
"You're a idiot." Luo Shao scolded in a low voice.
"Hmm."
"Lu Xinyue!"
"Well, okay, stop scolding, extinguish the fire, if you don't want to leave, just sit down and chat with me." At this moment, Lu Xinyue was already weak, and she was a little out of breath when she spoke, so she easily aroused Luo Shao's sympathy.
In fact, he is a soft-hearted person.
Seeing Lu Xinyue hurt, he felt really uncomfortable in his heart.
"Silly woman." Luo Shao sat on the edge of the bed and put his hand on her stomach: "It hurts here?" ”
Lu Xinyue nodded: "A little to the right." ”
He did as he was told, moving his hand to the right, and then gently massaging it little by little.
Lu Xinyue gritted her teeth: "Well, it's much better." ”
She bit her lower lip hard, trying to endure all the pain and not allow tears to flow out of her eyes.
Luo Shao rubbed her stomach lightly, as if he was sweeping the dust for agitation.
Looking at him so gentle and serious, Lu Xinyue's tears couldn't help but slip quietly again: "Young brother, you can treat me like this, even if I let me die now, I have no regrets, in order to wait for your moment of tenderness, I have almost exhausted all my youth." ”
Luo Shao didn't speak, just silently massaged Lu Xinyue.
Lu Xinyue grabbed the big palm he was massaging himself with that cold hand.
He continued to massage her: "You're just a brain-dead, I'm such a good person, what can you like." ”
Lu Xinyue's nose was sour: "Sometimes, I also wonder, what do I like about you?" Come to think of it, I really didn't expect it, and I don't know what I like about you. However, I just like it, there is no reason, I just like it, I love it, I just can't let it go or throw it away. Loving you has long become a habit of my life, just like eating and sleeping. ”
This is the first time since the two of them reunited again that they have had such a face-to-face serious conversation, with no quarrels, no bickering, and no contradictions.
Let her see his tenderness at the end of her life, she thought, she is also satisfied.
There are no regrets in this life.
Lu Xinyue's words left Luo Shao speechless.
Thinking about it now, I don't know what's wrong, he actually began to understand Lu Xinyue, since he knew that she was terminally ill, his attitude towards her had completely changed.
In retrospect, what Su Xiaoshen said was really right, the reason why Lu Xinyue calculated him in every possible way was because of a love word, and although she calculated him, she had never done anything unfavorable to him, and she was even willing to give her life for Su Xiaoshen.
"Silly woman." Luo Shaochang sighed.
Lu Xinyue hooked her lips: "Well, it's stupid enough, I think so." ”
Luo Shao frowned: "Are there any better?" ”
Lu Xinyue nodded: "Well, it's much better, you are my painkiller." ”
The sweat on her forehead continued to slide, as if to tell Luo Shao that she was not good at all.
Looking at her increasingly ugly face, Luo Shao gritted his teeth: "Ya, if it's not good, it's not good, what can you do?" ”
The door was pushed open at this moment.
Mo Fei hurriedly walked into the ward, she was wearing a snow-white doctor's robe with a ponytail, pure and noble.
She stepped forward quickly, rolled up her sleeves, sat on the side of Lu Xinyue's bed, and said, "I just had an operation last night, and I heard that Xinyue came here to be hospitalized, so I came over......"
"Dean, I'll give you the sick name of the new moon in the future. You take care of her, you help me persuade her, tell her not to keep thinking about what children to keep, or actively treat herself with medicine. Luo Shaodao.
"Mo Fei, I have made up my mind, you don't have to persuade me, I just want this child." Lu Xinyue looked at Mo Fei with a resolute attitude, and her eyes were extremely firm.
Mo Fei's heart ached, and he grabbed Lu Xinyue's hand with a layer of fine sweat: "Xinyue, it's still important to be an adult, first of all, at present, you still need medicine to reduce the pain, if you don't use medicine now, in the future, there will definitely be greater pain waiting for you, I have seen the painful appearance of countless patients with terminal cancer......"
Lu Xinyue shook her head: "I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid at all, I just want this child, Mo Fei, really, none of you should persuade me, I won't listen to me." ”
Mo Fei pursed his lips: "Xinyue, if you receive treatment, there may be a glimmer of life." ”
Lu Xinyue smiled bitterly: "Haha, vitality, forget it, don't comfort me, what is my situation, I know very well myself, my current life is real, live one day, one less day, there is no future at all." ”
"Crescent, we still have to be optimistic." Mo Fei said again.
"Okay, Mo Fei, you really don't have to worry about me, you just go with me, this path is my own choice, whether it hurts or suffers, I have to bear it, I have made up my mind." Lu Xinyue closed her eyes: "You all go out, I'm going to sleep." ”
Mo Fei shook his head at Luo Shao, and then left with Luo Shao.
Closing the door, Luo Shao sat on the bench angrily: "Ya, she really doesn't eat oil and salt, damn, she doesn't listen to anyone." ”
"Didn't you always want people to die soon, why, now that you see people like that, you can't bear it?" Mo Fei sat next to Luo Shao, folded his legs, and asked.
Luo Shao lowered his head and didn't speak, just took out a cigarette slowly, lit it and smoked: "To be honest, I'm fucking, I'm really a little reluctant to her now, before, when she pestered me every day and threatened me, I really hoped that she would leave my life quickly, but now, when I heard with my own ears that she was about to come to the end of her life, when I really talked to her face to face, I hope she can live, it's not about love, it's just about a friendship." Nothing else.,Anyway, we're still childhood sweethearts.。 ”
"Yes. However, I think her current attitude is impossible to receive treatment, she just wants to have a child, so let's just follow her. Mo Fei said helplessly.
"That doesn't hurt to death?" Luo Shao frowned.
"It's her choice, her last choice, no matter what, we have to respect it, after all, she won't live long, will she?" Mo Fei Dao.
Luo Shao didn't answer, just smoked silently.
Mo Fei got up, put one hand into the pocket of his white coat, and patted Luo Shao's shoulder with the other: "Didn't you say it, that was her choice, she chose, and we can only respect it, isn't it?" ”
Luo Shao nodded.
"I still have an operation, it's very important, I have to go back and prepare for it right away."
Luo Shao nodded again.
Mo Fei turned around: "Don't think too much." ”
Luo Shao took a puff of cigarette and didn't speak, just waved his hand at Mo Fei.
Mo Fei took a deep breath, and then, turned to leave.
**
A few months later.
With the cry of a baby, the door of the delivery room slowly opened.
Mo Fei took the lead and walked out.
Luo Shao, Mo Qian, Su Xiaoshen, Qin Luyu, Qin Baimo, Gu Chen, and the old men of Luo Lu, who were waiting outside, immediately got up.
Mo Fei stepped forward quickly: "It's born, it's a boy." The child is fine, but the new moon is dying. ”
Mo Fei's words made everyone feel like they were struck by lightning.
"Luo Shao, Xinyue wants to see you." Mo Fei said again.
Luo Shao's hands fell on his side, clenched into fists little by little, and after his brain was blank, he took a step back, and then glanced at Mo Fei again, with red eyes, and walked into the delivery room full of blood.
Seeing this, the medical staff immediately withdrew......
The door slowly closed, and in the huge delivery room, only Lu Xinyue and Luo Shao were left.
At this moment, Lu Xinyue was lying on the operating table, breathing, a face, pale without any color, and a thin body that made the smallest hospital gown look a little fat......
Because of the natural delivery too hard, coupled with the torture of long-term illness, her whole person is now almost dying.
Luo Shao approached her step by step, and at this moment, he felt that his feet seemed to weigh a thousand pounds.
Lu Xinyue flashed her eyes, looked at Luo Shao, and said in a low voice: "Young brother, come here, ......" The voice, like a piece of paper swaying in the wind, ethereal and trembling