238. Chapter 238: If only time could be turned back

Luo Shao took a deep breath and stepped forward step by step, at this moment, he felt as if the blood in his whole body had been drained of everything, and he didn't even have the slightest strength in his body.

Lu Xinyue looked at him like this, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, and a wipe of tears quietly slipped from the corners of her eyes.

In the past few months, Luo Shao's attitude towards her, she has seen it in her eyes and remembered it in her heart.

Finally walked in front of this woman, Luo Shao trembled and knelt on one knee and grabbed her hand: "Lu Xinyue......"

"Young brother, I should be leaving soon, you sit up and hold me, okay? I want to die in your arms, your arms are the warmest harbor in my life, even if I die, I will die in your arms,"

Her angry voice made the tears in Luo Shao's eyes gush out, he got up with red eyes, sat down beside her, and carefully helped her up, letting her lean on his shoulder.

The air seems to have frozen into lumps, so oppressive that it feels like it is difficult to breathe.

Lu Xinyue took a deep breath, clasped her fingers with Luo Shaoshi, and breathed in the breath on his body that made her feel reassuring: "In this life, the happiest thing is to meet you, fall in love with you and be cared for by you for a short time, the most painful thing in this life is also to meet you, fall in love with you, if, I don't meet you, I won't lose myself in love, if I don't fall in love with you, I won't become the most hated person I ever hated because I love you, but, even so, I still don't regret it...... In this life, it is worth it to fall in love with that once vigorously. ”

Luo Shao hugged her tightly and kept kissing the top of her sweaty hair: "Lu Xinyue, the most regrettable thing I have ever done in my life is that I have never seriously understood you or seen you seriously...... Now when I really understand you and fall in love with you, you're leaving...... Don't go, okay? We're fine, we're fine with the kids, huh? ”

The tears in Lu Xinyue's eyes were even more turbulent, and there was a kind of pain, like a nail, knocking into her eyes alive, making people feel painful.

She smiled hard, laughing until the corners of her mouth twitched: "I want to too, but Lord Yama doesn't allow it...... Young brother, hold me tight, I'm so cold. ”

Luo Shao hugged her tightly according to words, and all the emotions in his heart began to turn over again: "Is it warm?" ”

Lu Xinyue nodded: "Well, I'm so sleepy." ”

"Obedient, don't sleep, let's keep talking, okay?"

Lu Xinyue nodded, twisted her neck, looked at Luo Shao's face, and carefully traced his facial features with one hand: "These eyebrows, these eyes, this nose, this mouth, this face shape, I will keep it in my heart, and in the next life, I will still look for you...... When I cross the Nai He Bridge, I will definitely not drink Meng Po soup, even if I have to endure the torture of three lives and three lives under the Lechuan River, I will not drink that thing and I will not let myself forget you......"

Luo Shao bit his lip stubbornly, and in his heart, it seemed that there were 1,100 hands constantly pulling the tender /// flesh frantically.

"Young brother, after I leave, you must take good care of yourself and take care of our children..."

Luo Shao didn't speak, just shed tears vigorously, and his tears soaked the top of her hair little by little.

Lu Xinyue gently wiped away his tears: "Fool, what are you crying for?" Aren't you free when I'm gone? No one cares about you, how nice. ”

As she spoke, the tears in her eyes once again burst out.

He held her cold hand and kissed it again and again: "I don't want to be free now, I want to draw the ground for you, Lu Xinyue, you don't want to die, will you?" In the future, I will definitely live a good life with you, you promise you, don't go, okay? ”

Lu Xinyue didn't speak, just looked at him quietly......

Her face became paler and paler, and her lips became more and more bloodless, and the brilliance in her eyes became more and more dim.

Such a picture made Luo Shao feel uneasy and worried.

Her breathing became more and more difficult, and she gasped heavily: "Young brother, I don't want to die, I really don't want to die, I finally waited until you fell in love with me, but I was going to die......"

She broke down and cried.

She waited for what she wanted, but she was leaving, the world, should be so cruel to her. She just wants to stay with the man she loves the most for the rest of her life, but God doesn't give them this chance.

She fell in love with the right person at the wrong time, but she had to turn around and leave the world at the right time, leaving him pale.

"If you don't want to go, then don't go, then stay, let's watch the sunrise and sunset, pale mulberry fields, we will walk through the world together, see all the best scenery in the world." He hugged her and cried like a child.

"............" Lu Xinyue was silent for a while, and then said, "Young brother, I want to sleep for a while." ”

Luo Shao shook her head and kept shaking her body: "Don't sleep, be good, don't sleep ......"

"But, I really want to, I really want to sleep, I really want to sleep, I really ...... sleepy."

Before she could say a sleepy word, her eyes slowly closed, and her breathing became weaker and weaker.

"Lu Xinyue, wake up, wake up...... Open your eyes again and look at me, fool, I beg you, will you open your eyes again and talk to me? Rise up and abuse me, rise up and threaten me, get up and force me to do everything I don't like to do......! Luo Shao shook the woman in his arms vigorously, but the person in his arms didn't react at all, she just closed her eyes like that, stopped breathing, calm like a sleeping child, her face was serene, and there were tears left in the corners of her eyes.

In the past, he really didn't have a good impression of her, but since he knew that she was sick, since he began to learn to understand her, his attitude towards her has also changed dramatically day by day, this day, he finally let himself fall in love with her, fell in love with the woman in his arms, he finally knew how to cherish, understood the true meaning of love, but she left, leaving him alone to face this pale world.

In the past, Lu Xinyue completely stayed away from his life, which was what he hoped for the most, but on this day, his wish came true, but he was not happy at all.

"Suddenly, I miss it, I miss those years, Lu Xinyue's occasional little temper, I miss Lu Xinyue's little tricks, and I miss Lu Xinyue's smile." He hugged her cold corpse little by little, and whispered word by word.

What's the point of cherishing it after losing it? He finally understood the meaning of this sentence, but unfortunately, it was really too late, too late......

When Su Xiaoshen pushed open the door of the delivery room, he saw Luo Shaozheng holding Lu Xinyue's corpse, crying silently, without saying a word, as if he was frozen by something......

The people behind Su Xiaoshen wept when they saw this situation.

Su Xiaoshen walked behind Luo Shao with everyone, and as soon as Lu's mother and Lu's father approached her daughter's body, she was completely paralyzed on the ground, crying silently, breaking down and crying, and the same was true of the second elder of the Luo family.

"You all go out, let me accompany her well, ...... alone" Luo Shao said word by word in that extremely hoarse voice.

Mo Qian patted him on the shoulder: "Mourn." ”

Su Xiaoshen gasped and grabbed Luo Shao's hand: "Luo Shao, don't cry, I believe Lu Xinyue doesn't want to see you like this." ”

"You all go out, go out ......" Luo Shao whispered, with weakness in his voice......

It's just that no one went out......

The entire ward became chaotic in an instant, and everyone's face was full of tears.

Luo Shao hugged Lu Xinyue's corpse and didn't say a word, like everyone else, tears continued to flow......

The medical staff who collected the corpse walked in, and when the medical staff put the cart next to Luo Shao, Luo Shao killed Lu Xinyue's hand: "You all get out, don't touch my wife." She's mine. ”

Seeing this, the second elder of the Lu family also got up and hugged Lu Xinyue's body, but was hugged tightly by the second elder of the Luo family.

Mo Qian pressed Luo Shao's shoulder, and the others also hugged Luo Shao......

The medical staff forcibly lifted Lu Xinyue in Luo Shao's arms to the cart.

Luo Shao struggled desperately, looked at Lu Xinyue, who was pushed out of the ward little by little, roared loudly, and burst out with all the painful emotions that he had hidden in his heart: "You guys stop for me, who allowed you to touch my wife, and Mo Qian, fuck you let go of Lao Tzu, Lao Tzu is going to find Lao Tzu's daughter-in-law." ”

It's just that no one wants to let go of Luo Shao, but just let Luo Shao struggle and roar loudly.

Luo Shao struggled for a while, and the whole person became paralyzed, he stopped all his movements, and his empty gaze locked on the light at the door.

"Lu Xinyue, if time could be turned back, I would definitely not treat you like that, I would definitely cherish the relationship between us......" he muttered in his heart.

The old times, once the darkest memories of his life, suddenly became warm and vibrant, stinging.

Finally, I learned how to love, and finally, I understood your heart at that moment, but you had already turned away, leaving me alone.

I know that I can't turn back time, but if I could, I would be willing to trade all my luck in this life for a time rewind......

Lu Xinyue, I want to go back to those years with you, back to that spacious compound, if I can go back, I will definitely be gentle with you, and I will definitely take care of you a little more......

If we could turn back time, then we would swap roles, this time, for me to chase you, and for you to abuse me......

I'm such a scumbag, I have to wait until I lose you to know how valuable you are......

It's just that it's too late for all this.

Everything is gone with the wind......

Later, I finally learned how to love, but you are long gone.