"Nian Nian, don't cry...... You know, I can't bear to see you shed tears, you cry...... My heart was in turmoil. Su Junchu gently stroked Niannian's back and said gently.

Nian Nian nodded and said, "I don't cry, but you have to get better quickly." ”

Su Junchu smiled, and the resolute outline was softened by the faint smile at the corner of his lips.

He hooked the head buried in his arms and gently wiped the tears from her face: "I promise you, I will get better soon." ”

Nian Nian couldn't help but show a touching smile, this feeling, sweet and warm, more like the feeling when they just fell in love.

When they were looking at each other in a daze, Su Junchu's slightly white and dry lips had already covered and stuck to Niannian's lips.

The sudden intimacy made Nian Nian adapt, and he couldn't help but step back. Su Junchu hooked her neck tightly, not letting her dodge, and her lips and tongue tossed and turned on her lips.

The familiar and intimate aura made Nian Nian forget for a moment, and her hands gradually tightened around Su Junchu, and she couldn't help but respond to him. It's like a glass of fragrant aged wine, the more you drink, the more drunk you get......

The lips of the two people lingered for a long time, sometimes as gentle as the moonlight on a spring night, sometimes as fierce as a storm. The breath is intertwined, fiery and ambiguous. At this moment, there is no one else's existence in their world, only each other, and only each other's messy heartbeats and gasps are heard.

A silky moan escaped from Nian Nian's lips, and the ecstatic sound inspired Su Junchu's fighting spirit, and he turned over violently, switched positions with Nian Nian, and pressed her under him.

Seeing Su Junchu behaving like this, Nian Nian immediately sobered up and gently pushed him to blame in a low voice: "You are still sick, you don't want to die!" ”

"Niannian, just let me hold you like this, and never be separated from me again." Su Junchu hugged her waist tightly and refused to let go.

Nian Nian had no choice but to sink his face: "Lie down quickly, don't move anymore, I'll go pour you water and drink medicine." ”

Su Junchu obediently let go of Niannian, and Niannian took care of him and lay down again. I walked to the table and poured a cup of hot water, brought it to the bed, helped Su Junchu sit up, opened the safflower peach kernel slices and fed them to him.

"Niannian, you won't leave me again." As soon as Nian Nian put the teacup away and walked back to the bed to sit down, Su Junchu held her hand tightly and looked at her affectionately with expectant eyes.

"You're ...... now. Feeling better? This medicine is said to be very effective. Nian Nian looked at him left and right, and his expression was a little gloomy.

She thought of Zhan Muyan, and she promised him that he would go back. Let alone...... She really didn't want to go back to the palace and live that kind of life without freedom, even if she loved Su Junchu so much......

"Much better, I'm almost completely cured when I see you coming. Niannian, you haven't answered me, will you still leave me? Seeing that Nian Nian had changed the topic, Su Junchu's heart sank, the power of Nian Nian in his hand tightened a little tighter, and his eyes became anxious when he looked at her: Could it be that Nian Nian didn't really change his mind? Could it be that she still wants to go?

"I ......" Nian Nian hung her head, not knowing how to answer his question.

"Don't go! Nian Nian, I can no longer ...... I won't let you go! Su Junchu suddenly hugged her into his arms, so tight that Nian Nian couldn't breathe.

"I have to go...... I promised to show Muyan...... If you want to go back, he's still waiting for me, I'll ...... him," Nian Nian said with difficulty, a little incoherent, and a feeling of discomfort in his stomach once again.

"But you don't love him at all! Niannian, don't lie to me, and don't lie to yourself. I know you're still in love with me, and the person you've always loved is me, isn't it? Su Junchu loudly interrupted her unfinished words, and his lips pressed hard against Nian Nian's lips again, kissing her fiercely and punishingly. Invaded Nian Nian's delicate red lips with the power of almost devouring the bite, ten times more violent than the kiss just now.

Nian Nian almost felt suffocated under his fiery and raging kisses. My stomach began to churn again, and a feeling of nausea came over me...... She quickly pushed Su Junchu away, turned sideways and retched.

"What's wrong? Nian Nian, why do you keep vomiting like this? Su Junchu held Nian Nian's body, and asked with concern while gently patting her back. There was anxiety, worry, and doubt in his voice.

"I ...... It seems to be pregnant. Nian Nian said softly.

"Got a baby?" Su Junchu's eyes widened in surprise and looked at Nian Nian's lower abdomen. There, sure enough, there was some slight bulge. It's just that it's so inconspicuous that people who don't pay attention can't see it at all.

"Is it our children? Still is...... His? Su Junchu grabbed Nian Nian's shoulders with both hands, and his eyes were firmly fixed on her face.

"Yes...... Third brother, don't ask...... I don't want to talk about that. The words rushed to his mouth and he swallowed them back.

What shall I say to him? This child, in fact, is what he left her, in fact, it is a small life that he implanted in her body.

If she sues him now, she already has his child, then he will not let her go. And she still didn't want to follow him back to the palace......

"So...... Is it his? Su Junchu's eyes were dark, and there was a pain in his expression: "You want to follow this child for the sake of him?" ”

"It's not ......," Nian Nian spat out two words weakly.

"Niannian, go back with me. Child...... Knock it out, and after that, we will have our own children. Su Junchu's voice was low and cold.

"Nope! No way! Nian Nian pushed him away in panic and looked at Su Junchu in disbelief.

He even asked her to kill the child? Knocking out the little life in her womb that was not yet fully formed was actually his own child. What kind of love does this man have for her? Is he loving or possessing her?

How can Nian Nian forget jì, when Zhan Muyan knew about this child, what he said to Nian Nian was: I will give this child the love of his father.

In the following period of time, he did give Nian Nian meticulous care and care.

And Su Junchu, at this time, said coldly, beat him! Just because he thought it was Nian Nian and someone else's child.

How different are the expressions of two men, when they are faced with the same problem. The words they uttered were diametrically opposed, one gave Niannian the warmth of the sun, and the other made Niannian's heart fall into a cold ice cave in an instant......

"Nian Nian, you obviously belong to me, from body to mind. Why do you want to keep his baby? Have you ever wondered how I would feel every time I saw this child if I left him behind? I'll be upset! I'm going to be miserable! I'll think that you've betrayed me, that your body has ever been owned by another man, and that drives me crazy! Su Junchu hugged Niannian tightly again, preventing her from breaking free from his embrace.

"If that's the case, even without this child, you will still think like this, and you will feel uncomfortable in your heart. Just like you used to, you always misunderstood me and Li Mo. If I go back with you, you will always mention Zhan Muyan, and you will always use this matter to stimulate me. We'll go back to the same state of arguing as before, and we'll not be happy. Nian Nian said excitedly.

"No, Niannian, as long as you go back with me, I will depend on you for everything. I promise never to talk about this time again, and I promise never to make you sad again. Child...... We'll have a lot of them. You have lost this child, and I will do my best to love you, compensate you, and make you the happiest woman. Su Junchu said slowly, in a low voice.

"The happiest woman? Don't make me sad again? A sneer appeared on the corner of Nian Nian's mouth, and tears flowed from his laughter: "Don't you know, in fact, you have broken my heart right now." Actually, if you say that you don't want me as a child, it will be more uncomfortable than letting me die. ”

"I'm sorry, Niannian. Forgive me, I overlooked the importance of a child to a mother. So, I take back what I just said. You, I want it, child, I want it too! As long as you stay with me, this kid ...... I accept it, and I will take it as ...... You and I are born. Su Junchu kissed the tears splashing on Nian Nian's cheeks, and his voice became soft.

Hearing him say this, Nian Nian was stunned for a moment, a little unbelievable, this sentence came from the mouth of Su Junchu, who has always had a strong desire for exclusivity for himself.

It is really difficult for such a person who is naturally domineering and has always wanted to possess Niannian and miss the whole world to accept Niannian and other people's children. Although, this child is actually his own.

However, when he didn't know the truth now, he even said that he was willing to be his own child. This is enough to prove how important Nian Nian is to him. It is so important that he can give up the bottom line he has always adhered to for the sake of his thoughts.

It's just that this kind of love makes Niannian feel heavy, as if it has invisibly put a shackle on her heart. When she left the palace, she decided not to go back......

"I'm not going back with you, he's still waiting for me! I will do what I promised him. Third brother, you never knew what I wanted. But...... He knows. Nian Nian pushed Su Junchu away, and his tone was firm.

"Is he really better than me?" Su Junchu frowned and looked at her, his eyes were cold.

"It's not a matter of who is good or bad, but ...... I feel like I'm happier with him. Nian Nian thought about it and said softly, a little lacking in confidence.

With Zhan Muyan, will you really be happier? It doesn't seem to be. But now, she must say so. Because, there is no turning back......

"Niannian, the night you left, did you go outside the imperial study?" Su Junchu suddenly asked.

"Yes...... I went, and I saw you reviewing the recitals......" Nian Nian murmured, and she still remembers the moonlight and the breeze that night, and the confused and restless mood when she walked in the palace.

"I'm damned! I didn't even know you were coming, if I found you standing outside the window then...... I won't let you go away with anything. Nian Nian, if I had kept you at that time, would it be different now? Su Junchu sighed in amazement, and the thousands of regrets and regrets in his heart were beyond words.

Yes, if he had found Nian Nian at that time, he would not have let Nian Nian leave him.

Then, there will be no intersection between Niannian and Zhan Muyan later, and Niannian will not be hovering between the two men now. There won't be this one that shouldn't have happened at all, Nian Nian...... and another boy's child.

"Third brother, you have a good rest, I'm ...... Gotta go. Don't think about it, it's important to take care of your body......" Niannian felt that she should go back, she had been out for so long, and she said this sentence in a difficult and sour way. However, she still has to go back, she promised Zhan Muyan that she will definitely go back.

Su Junchu suddenly held Nian Nian's hand tightly again, holding her so hard and so painfully. But he didn't speak, just looked at her quietly, full of heartache and reluctance.

Nian Nian twitched his hand, but he couldn't pull it out.

She glanced at Su Junchu and immediately lowered her eyes. She didn't dare to look at it again, that kind of gaze broke her heart and made her collapse......

"Third brother...... Let me go, I said...... Would go back. Nian Nian finally said a word, which was so bitter and astringent in his heart.

"You said you would always be with me! You forgot? Su Junchu said loudly, staring at her with pain in his eyes. He lifted Niannian's chin with one hand and made her face him.

"I haven't forgotten...... However, it is not the same as before...... Nian Nian looked at Su Junchu sadly, and tears poured out wildly: "Third brother, don't force me...... If I could do it all over again, I'd rather never know you. I'd rather we ...... Never loved each other. ”

Niannian's tears once again made Su Junchu's heart numb, and the most unbearable thing for him was to see Niannian sad.

"Niannian, don't cry, okay? Since you must go, then ...... I'll send you back. I'll send you, to his side......" Su Junchu gently helped Niannian wipe his tears, and his tone was as gentle as coaxing a child who he loved endlessly.

I just never knew that it would be so difficult to say such a simple sentence. will make his heart hurt so much that he loses consciousness for a moment.

At this time, Su Junchu had already made a decision in his heart: let her go, since he can't bring her happiness, then let it go and let her pursue her own happiness. Why bother her again? Why bother to make her sad and cry again? All the suffering, all the pain, leave it to yourself to bear......

"No, no, third brother, I'll go back by myself. You're still sick, you have a good rest, I don't need you to send it. Seeing that Su Junchu was already ready to get out of bed, Nian Nian hurriedly stopped him.

"It's okay, I'm feeling better. Nian Nian, the medicine you sent is really effective, it should be the medicine of Youlong Pavilion. I can tell he's very nice to you...... You follow him...... It should be happy......" Su Junchu got up and got out of bed, he couldn't go on, he felt that his throat was heavily blocked, and his eyes were swollen and sore.