388. Happiness is at your fingertips
"Third brother......" Nian Nian shouted, but he couldn't say a complete sentence.
Su Junchu hugged Nian Nian and hugged her his chest: "Nian Nian, is it okay to stay?" Even though I know that He is good to you, although I know, He will give you happiness. However, I still selfishly want to keep you with me, you and his children, I really ...... You can ignore it. โ
"This child is actually ......" Niannian cried, she wanted to say that this child is actually our child.
However, if she said it, did she really want to follow him back to the palace? So, what about Zhan Muyan? What about the free sky she longed for? Is it just like this to return to the old backwater palace life? Impossible.
If she does go back, sooner or later she will still feel unhappy because she can't stand that kind of restraint, and sooner or later she will still think about escaping......
"Okay, okay, let's not talk about it. Nian Nian, I made you cry again, it's me who is not good, it is me who is not good. I'll send you back, let me stay with you a little longer, even if it's just for a while. Su Junchu sighed, wiped away her tears for Niannian, and led her out.
When I opened the door, I saw Xia Qing, Zong Hua and Xue Ji all guarding the corridor outside. As soon as they saw Su Junchu and Nian Nian come out, they all greeted them.
"Your Majesty, why don't you rest in the house? Just tell us something. Xia Qing said.
"Nian Nian wants to leave, I want to send her." Su Junchu said lightly, and there was no expression on his face.
"What? Sister, why do you still want to leave? Your Majesty, how can this work? Xue Ji's eyes widened in surprise, looked at Nian Nian, and then looked at Su Junchu.
"Yukihime, I'm not fit to be a queen. Later...... Can you help me take care of the emperor? Nian Nian shook Xue Ji's hand, and she now has an indescribable affection for this beautiful exotic girl.
"But......" Xue Ji glanced at Su Junchu worriedly.
Su Junchu's face was really gloomy, and he looked at Nian Nian coldly: "I don't have the strength to keep you, you decide to leave me, you just go." As for who will take care of me, I don't need you to arrange it for me. โ
Nian Nian was speechless for a while, and lowered her head sadly.
"Let's go, I'll send you." Seeing Nian Nian like this, Su Junchu's heart softened again, and he softened his tone.
"Your Majesty, if you really want to send the queen's mother, let the ministers and others send it. Your illness has not yet recovered, this town is far away from the capital, and there are many idle people outside, I am afraid that it is not good for the emperor's safety. Xia Qing hurriedly said.
Indeed, it was already dark, and it would be inappropriate for anyone to let a ninety-five emperor accompany a girl alone to walk a strange road at this time.
"Don't worry, I'm feeling a lot better now. I don't have to follow behind, I just want to walk quietly with Niannian like ordinary people. Su Junchu said, taking Niannian's hand and walking downstairs.
Nian Nian and Su Junchu walked out of the door of the inn and saw that the moon and stars were sparse and the cool breeze was relaxed. The streets are sparsely populated, with only a few shouts from hawkers. The two of them walked slowly, and they couldn't help but feel refreshed.
Su Junchu stretched out his arm and hugged Nian Nian's shoulder, his deep eyes shining in the dark night: "Nian Nian, don't take the car." I also want to walk like this with you, as if I have never walked side by side on the street with you. โ
Nian Nian nodded lightly and meekly leaned on Su Junchu's arms.
At this moment, she felt that her heart was so peaceful and grounded. This kind of life is the happiness of ordinary people she has always longed for.
It's a pity that such happiness can only have this short moment.
After tonight's separation, Su Junchu will still return to the palace and be his high emperor. And Nian Nian will also follow Zhan Muyan to stay away from here, away from the love of her heart, Su Junchu, and become another person's wife......
"That day, I saw him...... Carrying you downstairs with you, that plain and soft smile on your face. I just know that I owe you ...... It's just too much. I've never had a good time with you, and I've never considered how lonely you are in the palace. I'm saying this now, and I know it's too late. However, I still want you to know that if there is a chance for us to start over, I will not want anything, I will only want your happiness, just your smile. Su Junchu said slowly, full of amazement.
"Third brother, don't talk about this. I've always known that you've been good to me. Maybe the best person in this world for me is you. It's just that I don't have the fate to stay with you. I have so many bad things, I have done so many excessive things, you can tolerate me, you can accommodate me, what do you blame yourself? Niannian's heart was also uncomfortable, and his voice was slightly choked.
Su Junchu's words, if he could understand it earlier, if he could say it to Nian Nian earlier, how good it would be.
Before she left the palace, when they were estranged, if they could talk so calmly and honestly. Maybe really, a qiฤ is not the same as it is now......
The two walked silently for a while, and although neither of them spoke, they both felt very close to each other. At this time, what filled the hearts of the two of them was a kind of tranquility and comfort that they had never felt before.
Su Junchu sighed softly: "It turns out that happiness can be so simple. โ
"Yes, happiness is so simple. Maybe you can grab it as soon as you reach out, maybe you can pick it up as soon as you bend down. Pity...... Some people are just unwilling to stretch out their hands and bend over. Nian Nian also sighed softly.
"Nian Nian!" Su Junchu suddenly stopped, and looked at her with burning eyes: "If I say, I can not be the emperor, I can give up this throne." I want to hand over the country to Li Mo, stay away from the hustle and bustle of the world from now on, and pursue a plain and happy life with you, are you willing to return to me? Would you like to spend the days ahead with me? โ
Nian Nian was stunned for a moment, she never thought that Su Junchu would say such a thing at this time.
And these words are exactly the words she has looked forward to and dreamed of countless times in her heart before. Now, Su Junchu finally said it. He finally told Niannian that he could not want the throne, he could give up all his power and wealth, and fly away with Niannian.
Is he serious? Or, is it just a whim?
Nian Nian looked at Su Junchu in a daze, and couldn't say a word for a while.
"Nian Nian, sue me sรน are you willing? If I were to send you back to Zhan Muyan's side like this, I would really be unwilling! Su Junchu held Niannian's shoulders with both hands, his eyes were full of anxiety and expectation.
"Can you? Can you really give up the one qiฤ you have now? To live the life of an ordinary person, to be an ordinary husband and father? Nian Nian muttered, she still couldn't believe it.
"Of course I can! Niannian, since you left, I have deeply realized that without you, even if I own the world, what can I do? There will be no happiness in my life, there will be no happiness! Because my joy and happiness are always firmly in your hands. Su Junchu looked at Nian Nian and said with certainty.
"Third brother!" Nian Nian screamed excitedly, with mixed feelings in her heart.
She and Su Junchu have gone through so many twists and turns, and have gone through so many ups and downs. Now, she finally heard the words she had always dreamed of hearing.
At this moment, Nian Nian suddenly forgot about it, and he didn't want to think about the other qiฤ, he just wanted to go on happily with the man in front of him.
"Would you like to? Niannian. Su Junchu asked again, his voice extremely gentle.
"I am willing, third brother, if you can really take me to live a free life, I am willing to live with you forever." Nian Nian rushed out without hesitation.
However, she then remembered Zhan Muyan, the man who was as handsome as a flower and had a deep affection for her.
A trace of contradiction suddenly passed through Nian Nian's heart, but at this moment, she clearly knew that her heart had been heavily biased towards Su Junchu......
"I'd like to be with you, but ...... Zhan Muyan...... I promised......" Niannian's throat began to dry again, and he reluctantly struggled.
She couldn't continue her words because her lips had been blocked by Su Junchu with a hot kiss.
When he heard Nian Nian say yes, a feeling of happiness and joy suddenly surged into Su Junchu's heart. He didn't care that this was on the street, and he forgot that he was now the son of a country, so he kissed his beloved girl passionately.
The unhappiness, misunderstanding, and coldness of a qiฤ seem to have all disappeared.
The fiery and lingering kiss is mixed with the whisper of endless affection: "Niannian, I love you." โ
"Me too...... I love you too. Nian Nian muttered vaguely, she wrapped her hands around Su Junchu's neck, stood on tiptoe, and responded to his kiss passionately with her tongue. The rest of the people, the rest of the things, put aside for now......
At this moment, Nian Nian couldn't care about how to face Zhan Muyan anymore.
There were pedestrians walking by on the road, and when they saw these two young men and women kissing on the street despite a single thing, they looked at it curiously, shook their heads and walked away with a smile.
"Third brother, it's no good...... Someone ......" Niannian felt someone passing by, and finally realized that it was on the street, trying to push Su Junchu away.
"Ignore them, miss them...... All I want is you. Whoever left you away from me for so long, I'm going to take these two months you owe me ...... Make it all back. Su Junchu gently bit Niannian's lips with his teeth, prompting her to concentrate and continue to kiss her mercilessly. On Niannian's face, lips, and bare neck, he left his own hot brand everywhere......
I don't know how long it lingered, but Su Junchu was willing to let go of his thoughts.
Nian Nian stroked his hot cheeks, and felt that everything was numb and hot. It seems that this time, he really used a lot of energy.
"Third brother, will you really hand over the throne to Li Mo? Leaving the capital with me? Reason returned to Niannian's mind, and she asked again uneasily.
She really can't stand the relationship with Su Junchu anymore, what's wrong......
"I will, I'm going to go back to Beijing immediately, send someone to contact Li Mo, and have a negotiation with him. As long as he doesn't embarrass these people under me, the throne is given to him, and you and I will live the life of a fairy couple. Su Junchu said without hesitation.
"Ah, third brother, I love you so much!" Nian Nian couldn't help cheering, stood on tiptoe gently, and left a warm kiss on Su Junchu's lips. Her face regained the lively and bright youthful smile she had before.
"Niannian, this seems to be the first time you have taken the initiative to kiss me." Su Junchu looked at her cheeks that glowed with moving brilliance, and his heart was filled with almost sour emotion.
If they knew it early, they would be able to make their thoughts happy, and if they knew it early, their happiness would be at their fingertips.
Why did he have to go around such a big detour with Niannian, why did he waste so much good time with Niannian? I almost lost my mind completely.
Fortunately, they have gone through hardships and now they have finally come together. They have finally eliminated a knot in their hearts, and they still have a bright future to spend together.
Thinking like this, Su Junchu hugged Nian Nian a little tighter.
Nian Nian laughed mischievously: "Third brother, who said it was the first time?" I remember that I had done this to you before. โ
"What happened to me?" Su Junchu looked at her pretending to be puzzled.
"You're playing dumb!" Nian Nian screamed dissatisfiedly, and pecked heavily on Su Junchu's face and said, "Yao, that's how I passed you." โ
"Is there one? I don't remember at all. Even if there were, it wouldn't count. In the future, if you take the initiative once, I will award you a few times, and see if your watch is good. If you want me to reward you more, you'd better be positive. I'll do the math for you, and you can't be too tired of my thoughts. In this way, five times in the morning, noon and evening, no, this is a little less at night, and it should be doubled at night. Su Junchu counted with his fingers solemnly, and looked at Niannian's eyes full of pampering and banter.
"What nonsense are you talking about? Hate to die. Nian Nian gave him a fist in shame, but a happy smile spread across his face.
"I'm not talking nonsense, Niannian, now, are you going to see him? I don't want you to go, come back to me with me, I'm ...... I really miss you. Su Junchu's eyes were dark and shining, and he looked at her tenderly.
"No, I said I'd go back, he's waiting for me. I had to at least tell him, oh my God, what should I say to him? I promised him that he would be fine, but now I had to go and tell him that I couldn't go with him...... Third brother, I feel so bad. He was so good to me, but I was going to fail him. Niannian's smile disappeared, and he felt faintly uneasy in his heart.
Yes, what should she say to Zhan Muyan? Whatever you say, it's going to hurt him.
Thinking of the bits and pieces of getting along with Zhan Muyan in the past two months, Nian Nian couldn't help but be full of guilt for him and self-blame for himself.