Yun Ying silently recalled, those unforgettable and unbearable memories that she had tried to forget in the past few years, suddenly all came to her heart.

She seemed to be able to hear Mu Lingxuan affectionately whispering in her ear: "Sakura, wait for me, I will marry you as soon as I come back......"

It seemed that he could still see Mu Lingxuan's gentle and affectionate eyes, looking at her with pain and pleading: "Yun Ying, follow me...... I can't, without you. ”

Yun Ying's heart suddenly ached like a pinprick, and she was just crying silently just now, but now she couldn't hold it back anymore, she fell on the table and cried bitterly, crying and muttering: "Xuan, I'm sorry for you!" I'm sorry you ......."

At this time, the door opened, and Cheng Ziluo walked in from the outside.

He had just attended the send-off banquet held by the emperor in the palace for the soldiers who went on the expedition, and he drank a lot of wine. Thinking that he was about to be separated from Yun Ying, and he didn't know when he would return, his heart was full of reluctance and sadness.

As soon as the dinner was over, Cheng Ziluo hurried home with an eager mood.

He was anxious to see Yun Ying, but he never thought that when he pushed open the door, what he saw was Yun Ying lying on the table crying breathlessly.

His chest was suddenly blocked, like a heavy stone pressed against the good end. Cheng Ziluo frowned, walked straight over, and pulled Yun Ying's tearful face with both hands: "What's wrong?" Are you crying again? ”

"No, nothing...... Ziluo, you're back. Yun Ying wiped the tears on her face in a panic, and lowered her head in disguise.

"You're thinking about him again, aren't you?" Cheng Ziluo raised her head again, and stared at her tightly with a little annoyance and pain: "Yun Ying, I knew that when you saw Tiantian coming back today, you must think about it!" ”

"No...... Ziluo, it's you thinking too much. I'm not thinking about him, I'm just thinking about him and Tiantian...... I finally got married, and I was just a little emotional...... I hope that he and Tian Tian can love each other and grow old happily. Yun Ying explained softly, but her eyes couldn't help but redden, and tears rolled in her beautiful and sad eyes.

"You still say you don't miss him! You cry just thinking about him, do you think I don't know? Yun Ying, I don't allow you to think about him anymore! Not at all! Cheng Ziluo said angrily, suddenly clasped Yun Ying into his arms, leaned down and kissed her delicate red lips, fragrant cheeks and snow-white neck fiercely.

"Don't ...... Ziluo, you've drunk too much......" Yun Ying's head tilted back desperately, dodging Cheng Ziluo's stormy kiss.

Yun Ying's resistance provoked even more anger in Cheng Ziluo's heart, and he stopped attacking her, but still held her tightly in his arms.

There was fire in his eyes, an obviously injured expression on his face, and his voice was hoarse and hoarse: "You hide from me?" Yun Ying, I'm your husband now, and you're always avoiding me. ”

"I don't like that!" Yun Sakura don't go overboard.

"You're my wife!" Cheng Ziluo said as he hugged Yun Ying horizontally, put it on the wide soft couch behind him, and started to pull Yun Ying's clothes.

"Ziluo, let me go...... I'm not feeling well today...... Please, I don't want to ......," Yun Sakura cried out in pleading, still struggling in vain, this is the moment she fears the most.

Cheng Ziluo stopped, he stared at the delicate face of the woman under him, and the beautiful body that loomed under the clothes that had been half scattered.

His eyes were full of red threads, filled with the flames of pain, mixed with deep sadness: "It seems that every time I want you, you say you don't want to, and you will be uncomfortable." Yun Ying, you said, if he comes, will you ask for it? Aren't you going to be elated? Isn't it? ”

"Ziluo...... I'm already yours, does it make sense for you to say such things now? Yun Ying's face turned even paler, and tears rolled down Qingli's cheeks again.

She resisted such a thing in her heart, but she knew that she couldn't hide it, so she could only use tears to vent her inner sadness and helplessness.

"I want more than just your people, I want your heart! You've always known it! Why are you torturing me so much? Mu Lingxuan, what's so good about him? You've been thinking about him for so long?! Cheng Ziluo roared in pain, and his movements tore at Yun Ying's clothes even more violently.

"I don't want to, it's not because of him!" Yun Sakura's tears poured out wildly, and this scene reminded her of the night when it rained heavily and hurt her physically and mentally.

That night, Cheng Ziluo drank too much wine like this, and he was crazy and rude......

When the last piece of (obscene) clothes on her body was also torn off, her youthful and beautiful body was completely presented in front of Cheng Ziluo's eyes. Yun Ying couldn't help but shudder, and her hands (legs) were subconsciously closed, but they were quickly separated by Cheng Ziluo's strength, and then his legs were forcefully squeezed into her silky (legs).

"Ziluo...... I really don't like that......" Yun Sakura closed her eyes sadly, the expression on her face was painful and helpless.

"Yun Ying, I'm leaving soon, can't you accept me?" Cheng Ziluo's movements stopped, and he lay on Yun Ying's body and panted slightly, his tone a little sad.

Yun Ying closed her eyes and didn't speak, she knew that she couldn't dodge, so she simply stopped moving. Anyway, all of this is my own life. He's her man, and if he wants his body, take it......

Although he no longer resisted, when he pushed forward and began to rush violently in her delicate (body), the sudden solid pain still made Yun Sakura frown in pain, and couldn't help but let out a small moan......

Whenever this happens, Yun Sakura feels that it is a kind of torment.

However, Cheng Ziluo couldn't understand that he loved this woman like crazy, and only hoped that he would imprison her under him forever.

"Yun Ying, I love you so much, promise me that you will not think about him anymore, I will never allow you to think about him again." Cheng Ziluo muttered as he exercised violently on Yun Ying's body.

Yun Ying turned her head sideways and was silent, but she sighed helplessly in her heart: Ziluo, do you know? This kind of love of yours is a torture and a burden for me.

When the storm of passion finally subsided, Cheng Ziluo was content to lie down with Yun Ying, but Yun Ying turned his back and did not want to confront him.

"Yun Ying, you still don't love me......" Cheng Ziluo hugged her over and faced him again, his voice full of infinite sadness.

Yun Ying still didn't speak, didn't open her eyes to look at him, just silently wept.

Doesn't she love him? It doesn't seem to be.

When he doesn't come back, she will be worried, and when she hears that he is going to the border to fight, she is also reluctant. However, she really resisted this kind of demand he made on her, why couldn't he understand?

"Yun Ying, don't cry, I love you too much to be like this, don't cry." Cheng Ziluo became anxious, and hurriedly wiped the tears on Yun Ying's face with his hand.

He knew that he was a little too reluctant to her in the matter of husband and wife, and he also knew that his first roughness might have frightened her, so that she was still afraid of this kind of thing, how could he not feel guilty about her in his heart?

But he didn't regret that he forcibly asked her like that at the beginning, in Cheng Ziluo's heart, there has always been a deep-rooted concept, Yun Ying and he have been engaged since childhood, and it should have belonged to him, and Mu Lingxuan was the one who stepped in later and wanted to snatch love.

Therefore, he was glad that he had done that in the first place, so that Yun Ying had stayed with him.

It's just that whenever she thinks that Yun Ying loves someone else, Cheng Ziluo can't restrain the strong jealousy in her heart and wants to go crazy to her (desire), so that this gap in the hearts of the two people always exists. And no matter what happened before, Yun Ying didn't just cry without saying a word like tonight, and her silent crying really made him feel distressed.

Yun Ying cried for a long time, Cheng Ziluo kept patting and comforting her, and she gradually got better, and meekly leaned into Cheng Ziluo's arms and stopped struggling.

"Yun Ying, can you understand my heart? I just want you, I really, love you so much. Cheng Ziluo hugged Yun Ying tightly, kissed her jet black hair lightly and said.

"What if I know your heart? You don't care about my feelings at all, and you still say you love me? I don't want to be like that, but you only care about yourself every time, and you don't know how uncomfortable I am. Yun Ying finally spoke, her eyes flushing again.

In this way, she was ashamed to say it before, but now she didn't know what was wrong, and suddenly she wanted to talk openly and honestly with Cheng Ziluo.

"I hurt you, didn't I? Yun Ying, I'm sorry, I'll definitely light it in the future, it must be light. Cheng Ziluo kissed Yun Ying's moist eyelashes lovingly, his heart full of guilt.

Yun Ying is so supple and delicate at the moment, which makes his heart full of tenderness.

"I'm still scared...... "Yun Sakura said, curled up in a ball, as if to make herself feel safer.

Cheng Ziluo heard Yun Ying say that she was afraid, and her heart was even more ashamed and painful, because she was too reckless in the past to make her so afraid. I couldn't help but hug her petite body, and said softly: "Yun Ying, it's me who is not good, don't be afraid, I will be patient with you in the future......"

Yun Ying didn't speak, but just leaned a little closer into Chengzi Luo's arms.

Cheng Ziluo couldn't help but start kissing her white body again, and said in a hoarse voice: "However, you can't think about him anymore, your people and hearts can only belong to me alone." ”

Yun Ying sighed slightly, and gently spit out a word: "Okay." ”

Cheng Ziluo hugged her tighter, kissed her deeply, and said, "Yun Ying, give me a baby, I really want a child for both of us." ”

The child's matter has also become a hidden pain in his heart. After three years of marriage, he didn't work hard, but Yun Ying's stomach was always flat and didn't show any reaction.

Mrs. Cheng hinted again and again, how could Cheng Ziluo not be upset?

What's more, he really wants a child that belongs to him and Yun Ying. In that way, the relationship between him and Yun Ying will be even more inseparable.