Chapter 227: I Want to Die
Yan Ning shook his head and said, "No, I don't know at all, I also saw the child by accident, so I saved the child, and I am also kind." ”
Yan Mengzhen raised her hand violently, and a slap landed on her face very unceremoniously, the voice was really loud, Yan Dong walked over, and hurriedly said: "Zhenzhen, don't be like this, Ning Ning is also a victim, and she is also scarred." ”
"Zhenzhen, you can't be like this, no one wants to do something like this, everyone is very painful, you can't involve everyone's body with this kind of pain of yours, Yan Ning is also helpless, she has done everything, there is no way to make this choice, don't be like this." Jiao Yu said distressedly.
Yan Ning hurriedly said: "Dad, auntie, don't care about me, my sister is right, if it weren't for me, the situation wouldn't be like this, it's my fault, it's my fault." ”
After Yan Ning finished speaking, he slapped himself, all of a sudden, he was very hard, Yan Dong and Jiao Yu were distressed, and stopped them several times, but Yan Ning ignored them, and still slapped himself fiercely, Yan Mengzhen looked at it coldly, she just turned a blind eye at all, listening to the voice, she was enough.
Jiao Yu finally couldn't stand it anymore, held down Yan Ning's hand, looked at Yan Mengzhen and said: "Zhenzhen, you can't go too far, no one wants things to be like this, Yan Ning is also a victim, it's not you who lose Yiyi, it's all of us who lose Yiyi, our hearts hurt as much as you, but we can't give others such harm, it's too much." ”
Yan Mengzhen looked at Jiao Yu's appearance, then looked at Yan Dong, and finally her eyes fell on Yan Ning's face, she said with a smile: "Look, this is your ability, it's obviously your fault, in the end, it's all my fault, everyone thinks so, okay, let's go, don't appear in front of me in the future, otherwise I will be beaten once, I will talk about it, don't disgust me, I really feel disgusted." ”
Yan Ning still wanted to speak, Jiao Yu gave Yan Dong a look, Yan Dong hurriedly took Yan Ning's hand, and said quickly: "Okay, I'll send you back to the hospital, you are not well." ”
After finishing speaking, Yan Dong took Yan Ning's hand and left quickly.
So the living room was quiet, Jiao Yu and Yan Mengzhen were two people.
Yan Mengzhen sat on the sofa, hugging her body tightly, she felt that the whole world was cold, there was no longer any temperature, losing Xiao Yiyi, her life was meaningless, she really wanted to leave this world with Xiao Yiyi, how much she hoped that something was wrong with her, not her Xiao Yiyi.
Jiao Yu looked at Yan Mengzhen's appearance, hugged her tightly, and choked up: "Zhenzhen, don't be so uncomfortable, my mother really can't stand it, I know, you are in pain, I know that you are sad, I know that you are reluctant, but one by one has already left us, this is nothing to do, really, you are still young, and you will have children, this should be a training given to you by God, please, don't be so sad, my mother is really reluctant, mine is really so uncomfortable, I will be painful." ”
Yan Mengzhen got up suddenly, Jiao Yu hurriedly took her cold hand and said, "It's true." ”
"Mom, I want to be alone for a while." Yan Mengzhen looked at Jiao Yu and said.
"Mom is fine anyway, I'll accompany you." Jiao Yu said hurriedly.
Now Yan Meng's true feelings are very unstable, if she goes out alone, it will be dangerous, she will never allow her daughter to go out like this, when the time comes, something really happens, the situation will be very bad, thinking of this, Jiao Yu smiled again and said: "Zhenzhen, mom hasn't gone out with you for a long time, let's go for a walk, tell me about what happened to you recently, we always like to share like this before." ”
Yan Mengzhen raised her head, looked at Jiao Yu, the corners of her mouth rose, and said in a low voice: "My child is dead, this is what I want to share." ”
My child is dead, such a desperate word, Yan Mengzhen said it, full of discomfort, Jiao Yu was also in pain when she heard it, she wanted to continue to comfort her daughter, but suddenly felt that she was running out of words, and she didn't seem to know what to say for a while?
Yan Mengzhen got up, looked at Jiao Yu and said, "Mom, I know your feelings, and I also know that you want to appease my heart, but I just want to be quiet, don't follow me, I want to be quiet alone." ”
After Yan Mengzhen finished speaking, she strode away, Jiao Yu didn't follow, and she was worried if she didn't follow, suddenly thinking of Ke Yihan, she rushed in quickly, and she was stunned.
Ke Yihan cried like a child, he hugged the report tightly, her tears flowed out in an instant, she walked over, and said distressedly: "Han, don't be like this." ”
"Mom, that's my child, Xiao Yiyi is my Ke Yihan's child, I actually killed my child with my own hands, I actually killed my child with my own hands, the person who should die is me, it's me." Ke Yihan said bitterly.
Jiao Yu looked at Ke Yihan's appearance and said comfortingly: "Han, I know you are also reluctant, no one wants this kind of thing to happen, but there is no way, Han, don't be uncomfortable, that one really went out alone, I can't stop her, and I can't go out with her, I'm worried that something will happen to her, you go and see her, don't cry." ”
Ke Yihan suddenly stopped crying and hurriedly said, "Where did she go?" ”
Jiao Yu shook his head and said: "I don't know, I want to follow her, but she doesn't want to live or die, Yan Dong sent Yan Ning back, your house is also in chaos, I have no other way than to find you, only so, Han, you better go and see it first, I'm afraid I really can't think about it, she is so persistent, I'm really worried." ”
Ke Yihan got up quickly and left quickly.
Yan Mengzhen stumbled, came to the edge of the sea, looked at the boundless sea, Xiao Yiyi disappeared here, she didn't rescue Xiao Yiyi here, she walked into the sea step by step, a wave came, she sat directly on the ground, another wave, she was still sitting on the ground.
But the next second she stood up and walked inside step by step, and at last, the sea water flooded her neck, and she said loudly: "Yiyi, do you hear me?" Can you answer me? I don't want to lose you, I don't want to lose you, Xiao Yiyi, I'm sorry, it's all my mother's fault, I can't protect you well, I can't accompany you well, I'm sorry. ”
Yan Mengzhen roared excitedly, what answered her was a silence, she was really tired, her eyes were closed, she was lying in the sea like this, so be it, if something really happened, it would be casual, if she died, she would die, life is like this, Nangong Chen is gone, and now Xiao Yi is gone, leaving her to live alone, it is really desolate.
Nangong Chen, as you once said, you won't leave me, you will accompany me well, now that you are gone, Xiao Yiyi, once my mother said that I would always accompany you, and now you are gone again, since I am gone, I can't stay, then I can only follow your pace, I am really tired, and I don't want to leave you anymore.
Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, please forgive me for my unfilial piety, I really want to work hard to live, look at the sea on this side, but I don't have the courage to live anymore, promise you, I will live well, that's all fake, I can't live anymore.
Yan Mengzhen closed her eyes, and at this moment, she gave up her life.
Ke Yihan looked at Yan Mengzhen in the sea, he guessed that Yan Mengzhen would definitely come here, looking at her lying in the sea, he saw her heart of death, he quickly rushed over and pulled her directly to the shore, Yan Mengzhen roared excitedly: "You let go of me, I don't need you to save me, you let go of me." ”
Ke Yihan didn't pay attention to it at all, so he pulled her ashore, the force was very strong, Yan Mengzhen resisted excitedly, in the end, it was useless, and the person was dragged ashore by him.
Ke Yihan put Yan Mengzhen on the ground fiercely, and roared excitedly: "Do you want to die like this?" ”
"Yes, that's how I want to die, I just want to die now, what are you doing to save me? Do I need you to save me? Ke Yihan, you don't want to save the person who should be saved, you shouldn't save it, what are you doing when you save it? Who wants your kindness? Who wants your so-called sincerity? You make me feel disgusting, I sue you, don't touch me. Yan Mengzhen roared excitedly.
After roaring, she walked to the sea again, Ke Yihan took her hand and said in a low voice, "Don't continue." ”
The hand was thrown away fiercely, she looked at Ke Yihan, and said excitedly: "I sue you, don't pull me, I feel disgusted when you touch me, without Xiao Yiyi, I might as well be dead, I would rather die like this, than face you again, you murderer, I will die now, die for you, you give me a good memory, you killed your child, killed the child's mother, you murderer, an out-and-out murderer." ”
"Yan Mengzhen, don't go crazy." Ke Yihan roared excitedly.
Yan Mengzhen grabbed Ke Yihan's arm fiercely and bit it hard, that strength was the hardest in the whole body, very hard, very hard, and it was very painful, Ke Yihan endured it, without any resistance, bright red blood flowed out, Yan Mengzhen suddenly let go fiercely, and said excitedly: "You are not qualified to care about me, even if you die, you don't need to pay attention." ”
After Yan Mengzhen finished speaking, he rushed to the sea again.
Ke Yihan was excited, and pulled her back again, but Yan Mengzhen refused to be obedient, pulled up, rushed down, pulled up, rushed down, rushed down again, and in the end.
Ke Yihan's energy was exhausted, and he said excitedly: "Yan Mengzhen, enough trouble, don't keep tossing people, your parents are still waiting for you at home?" Don't be crazy, I sue you, if you're really dead, no one will have time to save you, I'll kill me if I have the ability, and I'll die in your place. ”