Chapter 228: Lose Me, You'll Never Have It Again
"Then I don't need you to save it, I feel disgusted to kill you." After Yan Mengzhen finished speaking, he tried to enter the water again.
Ke Yihan was really angry, pulled Yan Mengzhen fiercely, and said loudly: "Give me back, lose one by one, I am more uncomfortable than you, don't think that you are the most uncomfortable, all people are the same distressed, and some people are even more uncomfortable than you." ”
"Are you uncomfortable? Haha, Ke Yihan, are you telling a bad joke? Are there any other times when you're uncomfortable? Don't tease me, all the people in the world will be uncomfortable, you won't care, don't forget it, killing Xiao Yiyi is your own choice, don't tell me that you are uncomfortable, I feel hypocritical, I feel disgusting, do you think, you say that you are painful, you are uncomfortable, I will believe it? Do you think that if you are in tears, I will believe it? I sue you, in my mind, you are as hateful and disgusting as Yan Ning, Ke Yihan, will you feel uncomfortable when you dream back at midnight? After all, this child was killed by you, haha, Ke Yihan said that it was so funny, you killed your daughter with your own hands, haha, it's funny. After Yan Mengzhen finished speaking, tears came out of her laughter.
It was such a smile, such a tear, that made him excited, and he yelled loudly: "You shut up for me, shut up." ”
"I don't want to shut up, you did it originally, you murderer, killed your daughter with your own hands, you bastard, a bastard who raped with Yan Ning wolf, a shameless bastard." Yan Mengzhen shouted excitedly.
"Yan Mengzhen, that's enough, let's go back." Ke Yihan didn't want to be angry with Yan Mengzhen, he knew that her heart was uncomfortable and very uncomfortable, so he endured it like this, and didn't want to stimulate her again.
Yan Mengzhen looked at the boundless sea and said in a low voice: "I can't go back, I really can't go back, I don't want to live anymore, I feel that in this world, there is nothing worthy of my nostalgia, all of them are painful, all of them are terrible, and the desire to live is gone, I want to go to another world, looking for my Nangong Chen, looking for my Xiao Yiyi, I don't want to live, I don't want to live anymore." ”
The latter sentence was heartbreaking, excited, Yan Mengzhen's tears flowed out like this, she really didn't want to live anymore, she was really in pain, she really didn't want to live like this anymore, she didn't have such great courage, many times, many things, after all, couldn't face it lightly.
Life can't bear the lightness, probably this moment, she really hurts.
With a snap, a slap fell on Yan Mengzhen's face without any warning.
Ke Yihan is really angry, he can accept Yan Meng's real pain, and he also knows that the loss in her heart naturally understands her despair, but she can't be so negative, she can't live and die like this, she feels that this is her world, and if she dies, it's a hundred, doesn't she know, she still has parents? What would happen to her parents if something did happen to her? That's the most painful part.
He admitted that he was also painful, uncomfortable, and unbearable, and when he got Xiao Yiyi as his daughter, he also had the urge to die, but thinking about it didn't mean that he had to do it, he couldn't watch Yan Mengzhen be so vulnerable, and he had no other way, it seemed that he could only wake her up with this slap.
He was very reluctant, but in order to wake up this woman, he had only such ruthlessness, just beating him, he regretted it.
Doesn't he love this woman very much? At this time, why is there no other way?
He suddenly felt that he was a failure, he felt that he was too useless, he was the most uncomfortable one, he lost his child, he lost the person he loved the most, his life was even more desperate than Yan Mengzhen, if he really wanted to die, it was him, not this innocent poor stupid woman, he was really distressed.
This slap came very suddenly, Yan Mengzhen didn't have any signs, after it fell, her whole body fell directly on the beach, she really had no strength, her godless eyes looked at the sky, she didn't know what the pain was like? It's just that she feels very tired and tired, she closes her eyes and lies like this, unwilling to get up.
Ke Yihan looked at Yan Mengzhen on the ground, and suddenly felt that he was trying too hard, the whole person panicked, squatted down directly, hugged Yan Mengzhen in his arms, and said painfully: "Little rabbit, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I have no way to make you sober up, except for this way, I have no other way to go, I know that you are in pain, I also know that you are uncomfortable, I know that you hate me, and I know that you want me to die, these are our faults, and they have nothing to do with you, you shouldn't toss yourself like this, Yan Mengzhen, obedient, Don't toss yourself, little rabbit, I can't bear to see you so uncomfortable, little rabbit, what should I do? What can I do to be strong and alive? Little Rabbit, Little Rabbit, don't torture yourself, don't torture me, let's go back, let's go back. ”
Ke Yihan carried Yan Mengzhen on his back and walked slowly.
The two didn't speak anymore, Yan Mengzhen opened her eyes, looked at the road, she whispered: "I once wanted to walk the road of life with you, stumbled, and accompanied me to the end, it was always me alone, Ke Yihan, our child is gone, we really don't have a relationship anymore, at this moment, you really lost me, you will never have it again, we are broken." ”
Yan Mengzhen's voice was very small, but he heard it clearly, if he lost it, he would never get it, so was he destined to be miserable forever in this life?
No, he doesn't want such pain, he wants to accompany Yan Mengzhen through this painful period, they are still young, they can still have their own children, he will make up for it when the time comes, and he will definitely not let the children do any harm.
The moment Yan Mengzhen met you, I didn't allow myself to give up on you, and now it's the same, even if I lose a qiē, I won't let go of your hand lightly, I will let you be by my side, always with me, and I will also accompany you.
"I won't let go of the people who hurt our children, don't worry, I will avenge our little ones one by one, Yan Mengzhen, don't worry." Ke Yihan said very firmly.
Yan Mengzhen closed his eyes and didn't speak, what's the use of taking revenge? The child still won't come back, everyone wants revenge, why don't you want to put an end to such hatred when it happens?
Ke Yihan, you did something wrong, you can't complain about others, there are some things she wants to say, but she feels that there is no meaning in saying it, so she is silent.
This journey is far, far away, Ke Yihan never said that he was tired, so he walked with Yan Mengzhen on his back, he was actually not sure whether Yan Mengzhen would accompany him through this life.
He now hopes that time will go back to the past, back to the time when there is one, but unfortunately there is no way, if he really can't go back, then stay at this moment, at least she didn't leave, at least they got along quietly like this, he was really afraid of losing.
In this world, time is the fairest, no one has the advantage of having it, Ke Yihan is no exception, walking and walking, he went to the house, the door opened, Jiao Yu saw the two of them, and hurriedly said: "Why are you wet all over, such a wolf?" ”
"It's okay, let's change my clothes." Ke Yihan said.
Ke Yihan carried Yan Mengzhen into the room, took out her change of clothes, Jiao Yu said quickly: "Han, your whole body is also wet, you can also go back and change your clothes, I will accompany Zhenzhen here." ”
Ke Yihan nodded, looked at Jiao Yu, and whispered: "Just now she went to the beach, and the beach where Xiao Yiyi left, she wanted to die." ”
After saying that, he turned around and left, Jiao Yu looked at Yan Mengzhen on the bed, her eyes were really blank, she walked over, changed Yan Mengzhen's clothes, and then covered her with a quilt.
Jiao Yu touched her hair very distressed and said: "Really, no matter how uncomfortable you are, you shouldn't end your life, a person's life is only once, and if it disappears, it can't come back, even if it's painful, it shouldn't be like this, what if you die?" Do you think you're liberated when you're dead? What should I do? What about your dad? Do you really endure like this? ”
Yan Mengzhen lay quietly without speaking, as if she hadn't heard.
Jiao Yu sighed and said again: "In life, there are many, many unsatisfactory things, there are many painful things, these are all to be experienced, even if there is no such pain, there will be others, this is impossible to change, really, you have to learn to be strong, don't you like that song the most?" Do you want to make the strongest foam? How is this the case now? Do you think that if you leave like this, Nangong Chen will be happy? Will Little One Be Happy? They want you to be happy forever, happy all your life, are you so happy? They will be uncomfortable in the spirit of heaven, really, for them to live strongly, they must be strong. ”
Jiao Yu said a lot, Yan Mengzhen was basically in a state of distraction, and in the end, Jiao Yu was also weak, and gently covered her with a quilt and said, "Mom, now I'll get you something to eat, you are obedient." ”
After Jiao Yu finished speaking, he walked out and saw Ke Yihan with his friends, Ke Yihan hurriedly got up and asked, "Mom, what's wrong?" ”
"Hey, what good situation can be, it's all very bad, there's no way to do it, okay, I'll go get something to eat, you guys go in and accompany you." After Jiao Yu finished speaking, he walked into the kitchen.
Ke Yihan sat on the sofa, completely uncomfortable, Wu Qiu Yao clenched his fists, and said unhappily: "That Mr. Huang is really powerful, he dares to do this, by the way, how is Mr. Huang's investigation?" Need my help? This bastard is really looking for death, so it's really harmful. ”