122. It's a kiss of farewell
In the past three years, every bit and every move of living with Cheng Ziluo has been deeply integrated into Yun Ying's blood and bones.
She couldn't imagine what her life would be like if she really didn't have Cheng Ziluo?
Even she knew that if she really came together with Mu Lingxuan desperately, she would still not be able to let go of Cheng Ziluo in the future, and she would still often miss Cheng Ziluo's goodness, which would be the beginning of a new tragedy.
Cheng Ziluo treated her, except for the husband and wife who made her helpless, the rest can be said to have reached the level of doting and conniving.
Her physique is cold, she is afraid of cold in winter, and when she sleeps, Cheng Ziluo will always put her cold hands and feet on her chest, which is so warm that he will sleep again when he sees her sleep peacefully.
If she is not feeling well, even if it is just a little cold, Cheng Ziluo will guard her untied, take care of her, and take care of everything for her personally, and will not let the maid interfere at all......
He was so good to her, too much, so much that she forgot the harm he had done to her, and enough for her to have an inseparable love for him in the past three years of getting along day and night......
Seeing Yun Ying's complicated expression and not saying the answer she wanted for a long time, Mu Lingxuan's heart sank into the bottomless abyss. Although she hadn't said the answer yet, the answer was actually already in front of him.
If she loved him, she would never think about it for so long at such a moment, and she couldn't say a word.
If she loved him, she would never feel so embarrassed at such a moment.
How many girls who have fallen in love with him have confessed affectionately to him, as long as he says a word, they will not hesitate to drop everything and go with him.
However, Yun Ying, after thinking about it for so long and hesitating for so long, he still didn't say what he wanted to hear, I am willing to be with you from now on and never separate.
So, is she really in love with him?
Even if it is love, how long can this hesitant love last? How long can they be loyal? Can you withstand the trials and tribulations of the long journey of life in the future?
"Yun Sakura, can you tell me now? ...... the hell Who are you going to choose? Although he already knew her answer in his heart, Mu Lingxuan couldn't help but turn around to look at her, and spoke in a dry voice.
He wanted to hear her say her final choice. Even if that answer would make his heart scarry again.
"I, I can't do without him......" Yun Ying said softly, and then, anxious to explain: "Xuan, in fact, I love you too, it's just ......"
"Needless to say!" Mu Lingxuan immediately made a gesture and brutally interrupted her unfinished words, and a bleak wry smile appeared on her lips: "Yun Ying, it's not your fault, it's me who overestimated myself." ”
"Xuan, I'm really sorry, you two are very good to me. But...... I'm used to being with him......" Yun Ying looked at Mu Lingxuan timidly, tears rolling in her eyes.
This flower has tears on her face, and her pitiful appearance is the most unbearable in Mu Lingxuan's eyes before.
But at this moment, he looked at Yun Ying's tearful appearance, and he didn't feel a little distressed in his heart. On the contrary, I only feel ridiculous and pathetic, for myself and for Yun Ying......
"You don't have to cry to show me, I'll send you back." After saying this with an indifferent expression, Mu Lingxuan didn't look at Yun Ying again, turned around and walked towards the door.
"Xuan, don't do this to me!" Yun Ying took a step forward and hugged Mu Lingxuan tightly behind her, her face pressed against his back, tears streaming down her face.
Mu Lingxuan's body stiffened, and his chest ached.
Even at this time, even though she had stabbed his heart to the point of blood and his body was completely exhausted, he still couldn't bear to see her so sad.
He tried to restrain himself, resisted the urge to go back and embrace her, and did not let himself be soft on her again.
"Xuan, I really love you too. It's just that the two of us, it's no longer possible......" Yun Ying turned to Mu Lingxuan's front again, hugged him tightly from the front, and buried his tearful face deep in his chest: "How much affection do you have for me, give it to me once today, how many things do you have to say to me today, and finish it once today." After today, you are not mine, and I ...... It's not yours anymore. ”
Mu Lingxuan still stood so straight, not moving, and not speaking. Like a fixed sculpture, let Yun Sakura hug him tightly, crying bitterly in his arms.
After hugging him like this and crying for a long time, Yun Ying suddenly raised her head, hooked her arms around Mu Lingxuan's neck, stood on tiptoe, and tenderly kissed his cold and hard chin, cold cheeks, and finally, the red lips gently fell on his lips......
When Yun Ying kissed his lips affectionately, Mu Lingxuan's body shook as if it had been hit by an electric current. In his heart, unspeakable pain once again swept through.
In my memory, this is the first time that Yun Ying kisses him so passionately.
Before, she was so timid and shy, every time he kissed her softly and carefully as if he were kissing a cherished treasure, she didn't even dare to open her eyes......
Is she saying her final goodbye to herself today?
With such a passionate kiss, show yourself that everything in the past, including everything last night, will be buried deep and forever. Since then, the two of them have really been unrelated, and they have become the most familiar strangers, and they have nothing to do with each other or implicated......
Mu Lingxuan suddenly vigorously took Yun Ying, pressed her whole person against the wall behind her, turned passive to active, and kissed her fiercely and fiercely. With the power that can devour people, gnaw and rage between her lips, and there is no longer the gentleness and charm of last night......
The kiss was so intense, tormenting, full of longing and pain...... He didn't even give her a chance to breathe, just pressed against her like that, kissing her almost wildly.
Yun Ying felt the hot smell of blood and the burning pain between her lips, and she endured it, silently accepting his punitive kiss to herself.
She never knew that Mu Lingxuan would kiss her so rudely and recklessly.
At this moment, this elegant and noble man seemed to have turned into a wounded beast, crazy and domineering, and the former gentleness and thoughtfulness were gone.
"Lord Wang, the car is ready." Two guards came to the door and said.
Mu Lingxuan didn't close the door when he came in just now, they had already prepared the carriage according to the prince's instructions, just waiting for the prince and the young lady of the family to go out.
But waiting left and right, there was no figure of the prince and Mrs. Cheng Shao, and the prince told them that they would set off to return to the capital as soon as possible, but they couldn't go down at the moment.
Mu Fei was worried that something would happen, so he sent two guards up to see what was going on, and by the way, he reported to the prince that everything was ready.
The two guards came up to report after listening to the order, but they didn't expect to encounter such a fiery and fragrant scene. At the moment, I was horrified, and after saying a word, I lowered my head in panic.
Although I have long known that the prince is a famous prodigal son in the capital, I also know that this woman is the young lady of General Cheng's mansion, the wife of General Cheng Ziluo, and the authentic sister-in-law of the princess married by the prince.
Two people with such identities and relationships, they actually hugged each other and kissed?
Oh, my God...... This sees things that shouldn't be seen, what should I do? If you don't get it right, you may even have to take your life.
The two guards who came up were drenched in cold sweat, and they cried out bitterly in their hearts, only wishing that their eyes had been blind before, and that they did not want to know such a dangerous secret.
"Understood, go down first, and the king will come later." Mu Lingxuan let go of Yun Ying slightly, the expression on his face did not change, and he was still calm.
"Yes." When the two guards, who thought themselves unlucky, heard this, they immediately turned around and went downstairs.
"Xuan, they saw it, this ...... What to do? Yun Sakura's breathing was unsteady, and her face was snow-white.
Mu Lingxuan looked down at Yun Ying's uncertain face, didn't say a word, leaned down and kissed her lips fiercely again, so that she couldn't say a word.
This time, Yun Ying began to resist, as if she had seen Cheng Ziluo's angry face, and was glaring at her coldly and painfully.
"No, we can't do that! Someone saw it...... Xuan, let me go! Yun Ying wanted to push Mu Lingxuan away in a panic, but he easily cut his hands behind his back.
"I've done it before, and you're still afraid that others will know?" Mu Lingxuan glanced at her with a slight mockery and continued to kiss her mercilessly.
So hard, a violent kiss, without a trace of the tenderness of the past, abused Yun Ying's lips painfully.
"Xuan...... It hurts. Yun Ying couldn't stand it anymore and screamed quietly.
However, just like that, Mu Lingxuan didn't let go of her, still pressing her lips tightly, entangled with her to the death.
It seems that this kiss is their life and death. It's as if this kiss wants to pass on all his feelings for her, all his love and hatred, to her in this way.
Yun Sakura was powerless to struggle any longer, sinking and losing with his domineering and fanatical kiss......
Until he finally let go of her, Yun Ying's back was still tightly pressed against the wall, her eyes were misty and uneasy, her lips had been slightly red and swollen by his kiss, and a faint bloodshot could be seen.
Mu Lingxuan looked at Yun Ying quietly, his eyes contained too many complicated emotions, and he looked at her like this for a long time.
Then he raised his right hand, gently wiped away a trace of blood from her red lips, and said in a low and slow voice: "Yun Ying, from now on, I have no love or hatred for you. ”
"Xuan ......" Yun Sakura screamed sadly, reaching out to grab his hand as if she were trying to grasp him.
"Let's go, go back to the capital." Mu Lingxuan said something with a deep look in his eyes, turned around indifferently, and did not hold Yun Ying's hand stretched out to him.
O(∩_∩)O~ Tian Tian and Mu Lingxuan's modern version of the story, please read the conclusion ["President Leng's Pretty Girl"]!