Chapter 316: The So-Called Love
Chu Qing has a VCD at home and a good set of big stereos, so how can he buy a house. At first, the two of them often looked at it, and they saved a lot of discs, such as TV series, American blockbusters, Japanese anime, Hong Kong third-* films, etc., which can have a thick stack.
She likes "Cherry Balls" very much, and he can't help it, so he has to accompany him with a painful egg, and the fight doesn't stop every time. But later, the two of them became busier and busier at work, and when they were rarely at home, the VCD had been thrown away for a long time.
It is said that two weeks after the release of "Infernal Affairs", the pirated oligarchs in the mainland received the supply from the south, and in a very short period of time, they were frantically spread all over the cities.
No one is surprised, you have been consuming like this, if you shout for genuine, people will still treat you as a melon. Of course, buying someone else's pirated disc is absolutely different from buying your own, and it's a very sad thing.
After breakfast, Wang Tong washed two more apples, then opened the VCD, ready to worship his brother's new work. Chu Qing was also curious and wanted to see the revised version.
The original version was about 100 minutes, but with his scenes and other details, it became 110 minutes. The quality is not bad, the picture is clear, the sound is transparent, and there are subtitles, which is the conscience of the industry.
At the beginning of the film, Zeng Zhiwei gave a lecture to Ma Zai, "One will succeed and ten thousand bones will wither" and the like, looking at the special bull breaking, Wang Tong is very faceless, covering his mouth and being happy.
"What's wrong?" Chu Qing wondered.
"It's okay, it's okay, I just don't think he's suitable for playing the underworld."
She continued to peel the apple and said with a smile: "It's funny to be short and fat, and it has nothing to do with acting." β
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Well, my sister also looks at her face.
Soon, it was Silly Qiang's turn to appear, and the momentum that was not straight up made Wang Tong's eyes light up and praised: "Hmm." It's kind of interesting. β
"I feel pretty bad, I didn't play well." He was disgruntled.
"Ouch, how can there be so many perfections."
She handed over the apple, for fear of arousing the other party's negative thinking, so she hurriedly changed the topic and asked, "Oh yes, have you signed up for the Academy Awards?" β
"It's reported, a male protagonist, a male partner."
"Hey, isn't that the same as last year?"
"yes. But it's not a show, and you definitely won't get the award. He said casually.
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Wang Tong licked her lips and sighed secretly, she had read a lot of books about depression recently, and she had a deeper understanding of this disease.
If you want to be cured, there are two key points: happiness and self-confidence.
Chu Qing is very obvious now, he always feels that he is useless and a loser. It's negative to say anything. So when she chats, she is actually very careful, encouraging praise and avoiding irritating words as much as possible.
But. It's also her who loses it, if she changes people, she owes half a sentence.
In the blink of an eye, it was ten o'clock, and the movie ended unconsciously. Because the logic of the script is more rigorous and the performance is more tense, it is even more gloomy and depressing than the original. Especially every rivalry of the five major actors. The explosive sense of conflict is really addictive.
Wang Tong was also amazed, but he didn't forget his business, got up and withdrew the disc, and put a disc with light music.
Hearing the spitting tune, Chu Qing was full of bitterness and asked, "Are you still doing it?" β
"If you don't do it, take off your clothes quickly!" She admonished.
The goods pouted, reluctantly stripped off the sweater and thick pants, and replaced them with a set of looser loungewear. And my sister has already placed two cushions on the carpet, and she sits cross-legged first.
She has practiced dancing and has an excellent figure, from the neck to the coccyx of the spine, a straight and straight long line, looking at a unique style.
Well, that's the legendary meditation relaxation technique...... It is used to mediate spiritual heresies, and to correct all those thoughts that have been crooked.
The two sat down facing each other, and Wang Tong began to say the guiding words with a soft piano music:
"Gently close your eyes and keep your body in the most comfortable position. Take a deep breath, slowly inhale the breath, and slowly exhale it out. Loosen your whole body, focus your consciousness on your breath, inhale the calming power every time you inhale, and exhale all the pressure in your body every time you exhale. Let every thought float through your mind like a white cloud......"
Her voice was clear and warm, not sharp, slow and warm at the moment, like a stream flowing in the mountains on a summer day.
Chu Qing tried his best to gather his scattered thoughts, and then cleared them up little by little, and finally made his mind empty.
"Say to yourself in your heart, I see and hear you, I accept and respect your truth, I love you with all my heart, I love you with all my heart......"
The introductory words were very long, and she read them for more than two minutes, and when she saw that his face was calm, and his breathing was steady and rhythmic, she knew that she had entered the state.
This kind of meditation is most taboo to be disturbed by noise, Wang Tong didn't even dare to move, just held his chin in his hand and tilted his head to look at him.
It seems to be a little darker, and the skin is thicker...... Well, I look at the weight loss, and there is not much meat left on my face...... It's a lot more mature, like a man......
It's strange to say, Chu Qing, who is considered steady and reliable by others, is always like a child in her eyes, naΓ―ve, enthusiastic, impulsive, stubborn, and a little awkward that makes people want to kick to death.
The sun was warm outside the window, and the sound of the piano was quiet indoors, and he just sat like that, and she just watched. About ten minutes later, Chu Qing took a few deep breaths in a row and slowly opened his eyes.
"How does it feel?" Wang Tong didn't avoid his gaze at all, and asked with a smile.
"Stronger than yesterday, more ......"
He gestured for a moment, came up with an apt adjective, and said, "It's more peaceful." β
"That's good, let's take it step by step, I have studied this meditation, it is especially beneficial to people, you have to keep it."
"Anyway, I always feel like a martial arts novel, a star-absorbing Dafa, a sunflower treasure book or something." He seems to be in good spirits, and he is in the mood to complain.
Wang Tong glanced at him, picked up the mat and patted it, and said: "Actually, it's good that the soldiers are here, she can make trouble better than me, and you don't have the energy to be depressed every day." β
His expression suddenly became very subtle, his lips moved, and he said, "I, I haven't sued her yet." β
"Huh?"
My sister looked surprised and said with a slight reproach: "This is a trouble! I thought she knew, so I'll call her! β
"Hey, sister, don't fight!" He hurriedly stopped.
"What's the matter, you two are arguing again?" Wang Tong saw his appearance. I have a little bit of a score in my heart.
"I had an argument some time ago, and then I called her, and she never answered."
Chu Qing sat on the sofa, her feelings fell instantly, and she muttered: "She's filming over there, she's so busy, it's useless if I don't say it, it's cured, don't say it, sister." β
She ignored it and dialed the number again. said: "You don't care about this, I'll tell the soldiers." β
"Sister!"
He suddenly raised his voice and said, "You don't want to fight, okay?" β
"You don't do that, you know?" She couldn't help but be stunned and frowned.
"What's wrong with me?" He jerked to his feet, almost shouting.
Tut!
Wang Tong wanted to pump himself, but what the other party hates most now is words like "you're not right, you can't, you can't". But the words have been spoken, and they cannot be backed down. Otherwise, the situation will worsen.
What's more, she was really a little angry, and said loudly: "You sit down for me!" It's exciting, isn't it? β
"I ......"
Seeing that the old lady was angry, Chu Qing instantly wilted. Sit down awkwardly, still muttering: "She doesn't care anyway, why should I sue her?" She doesn't care either...... It's useless, it's useless......"
Get!
Wang Tong understood. This damn depression!
"Brother, something is wrong with you now, don't think about anything first. Take a deep breath, take a deep breath! β
She hurried to the side, smoothed his chest, and said, "Come and follow me, inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale......"
"How's it going?"
"Hmm."
Chu Qing did it for a minute, and was obviously much calmer.
"Listen to me, how can a soldier not care about you? Even if there is only one person left in the world who still loves you, it must be her. Maybe you are a little conflicted, but you must not deny yourself, deny her, or even deny the love between you. Do you sue me now, is she the most important person to you? β
"Yes!" He did not hesitate and immediately answered.
"Since she is your most important person, then no matter what you do, good or bad, you should let her know as soon as possible, and she has the right to know. You tell me? β
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This time he paused for a while, and Fang nodded.
Wang Tong saw that it had an effect, and he also secretly breathed a sigh of relief. She didn't study psychology, but she knows the relationship between the two very well and can probably figure it out.
Chu Qing, first, is afraid that Fan Xiaoye will worry and affect the filming; The second is that the feelings caused by being ignored by girlfriends become extremely extreme under the dominance of negative thinking.
To put it simply, self-defeating.
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"Click! Good! Take a twenty-minute break! β
On the set of "Dragon Babu", the director shouted after shooting two sets of shots.
Fan Xiaoye suddenly became soft like a deflated ball, and dragged his tired body to the rest area. Lu Xiaojia hurriedly moved a chair, asked her to sit down, and handed over a bag of snacks.
The girl took out a piece of chocolate and swallowed it all in one gulp, only to perk up a little and ask, "Is anyone looking for me?" β
"There are two people who talk about advertising, I asked them to find Sister Ying; There is one more to interview, I left the contact information; Oh yes, Sister Hitomi also called, so you can call back when you are free. β
"Sister Hitomi?"
The girl was a little strange, but she didn't think about it, she took her phone and dialed it.
"Doot toot!"
The other side was quickly connected, and before she could speak, the other party said first: "You find a convenient place to talk." β
"Huh? Oh! β
She was more blindsided, and she struggled to move to the corner in her costume, and said with a smile: "What's the matter, sister?" Why do you have to talk about it behind someone's back? β
Wang Tong paused, and Fang said softly: "Qingzi is depressed." β
"What?" Fan Xiaoye hasn't reacted yet.
"He's depressed, and he's not doing well."
"This, this...... When was this? β
Her heart exploded, as if she had been evacuated in an instant, and she had nowhere to land.
"There were some signs when he was filming, and it became more and more obvious after he came back. A while ago, Xiaoying and I accompanied him to the hospital, and we were diagnosed with depression. But don't worry, Cheng DΓΉ is relatively light, and we are helping him with treatment. He's now, the mood is more chaotic, one will be steady, the other will be irritable, maybe I'm afraid you're worried and didn't tell you. Did you two quarrel a while ago......"
"I, I don't know ......"
Before Wang Tong finished speaking, Fan Xiaoye had completely collapsed, crying almost breathlessly: "I don't know, I really don't know ......"
She squatted on the ground in a wide costume, covering her face with her sleeves, and the eyeshadow and rouge she had put on trickled down her fingers.
"Woo...... I don't really know...... Woo woo ......" (to be continued......)