236 Do you also believe the wording of Si Ran's public announcement? (6000+)
At the end of the story, on the city wall, the Supreme Treasure glanced back at the two figures on the city wall, turned around, and followed the three masters to embark on a bloody journey that could not be turned back.
Since then, all the way to the demons and demons have been bloody and killed, and it has nothing to do with love. So that glance is really like a glance for ten thousand years.
Just as he had felt when he had gone to the front countless times, he never knew when he would return, or if he would return. Whether the door of the house can still be opened, does the woman still remember that he has completely changed his appearance and no longer looks like a human, and may even be half dead and half disabled.
My crush is a hero of the world, and one day he will step on the colorful auspicious clouds to marry me.
The film is so good hazel.
In the middle of the night, Huo Siran was already very tired, and she also sat on the ground, leaning on the sofa, and gradually pillowed on her blanket-covered legs. If she refuses and resists, he will get up and go to sleep on the sofa and bed alone, but fortunately she doesn't. The slender boneless wrist rested lightly on the side, and after a long time, slowly, slowly fell into his thick hair.
"I never forgot to ask, your mother, when and why did you die?" She asked faintly, in a hoarse voice.
"When I was eight years old. Breast cancer. Choke"
His low, magnetic voice was hoarse, a little smothered in her arms, on her warm legs.
Two years later, he married Gu Wenxi, and added two sons in three years. When I was a child, I was very stubborn, very wild, heartless, and I didn't feel particularly sad about my mother's death. Maybe I didn't experience the feelings and mother's love before the age of eight, but then I lost it, and I never had the opportunity to comprehend the experience, but after a few years, I suddenly felt that in that home with Huo Xi Huoye, my appearance was like an outsider. ”
"They are a family, they are blood relatives, and they have a perfect father and mother. And I, no. ”
Somehow, he suddenly closed his eyes and began to talk in a low voice. If a person starts to remember, it seems that he is old, but it seems that he has never told anything since he was born.
"So I left home as a teenager and went to the army, to be a soldier. There is a sense of satisfaction, a sense of being needed, that I don't experience at home but on the battlefield. During the New Year's holidays, I wore a medal and went home, and the letters of praise were sent to my home, but my father always smiled and nodded after reading it, and in a blink of an eye, the family was happy again. He didn't know how to say that I had been struggling for several years for that one laugh and a nod, without sleep. ”
"He didn't manage me because the family was not at peace."
"Horsey grew up with Horseie, only two years apart, but Horsey is much stronger. Sometimes I think he is like me, trying his best to get the first place in every exam, but he is even better than a painting that his brother unintentionally scribbled. The focus of his parents was never on him. Even if Huo Ye hadn't come out with me to be a soldier, the current Huo clan would have been Huo Ye's. Huo Ye died, he inherited the Huo family as a matter of course, he has worked hard all these years, but it is only stable and fruitless, and there have been mistakes. He wants to do something so much that he doesn't even take risks regardless of the law, and I sometimes think that he is not to blame, really. ”
"In the years that followed, I got better and better, and I got higher and higher. It wasn't until one day that I was able to go home with a guard unit, and there were army cars to pick up and drop me off, and even I appeared on TV, that the old man's eyes changed when he looked at me. But it's getting stranger and stranger. No matter how humble I am and how much I put down the shelf, he will only sneer and say, "You are sitting high and big now, how can you still tolerate me as a little citizen in your eyes?" Did you know? That feeling that even if you are beautiful and noble outside, you still don't like it by your relatives and even take a look at it when you return home? ”
"I have low self-esteem. I don't feel secure. I am so strong that I only have money and power left, and I only have my life and body left to give back to the country. ”
He muttered, accompanied by the ending song played over and over again, and said that he had not been like this for a long time.
"But Huo Ye ...... but he is among our brothers...... The most simple and cheerful one. He is favored, but not ostentatious; He has a lot of love, but he knows how to cherish it; He respects me and even pities me, and every year during the New Year's holidays, he avoids his family and worships his biological mother with me, and then spends midnight together. He is the sunniest person I have ever met, and he is more qualified than anyone else and has the most precious life. ”
But later, his life was cut short at the age of 19.
But if he continued to speak, he knew that there would be differences and knots, so he didn't dare to say anything deeper, just gently hugged her waist and admitted in a low voice: "I will miss him...... Would love to ......"
It's like missing the hope and warmth of all his lives. 8
Those things happened before he met her, and all the states of his life, the good and the bad, the noble, the decadent, were revealed to her.
There was no expression on her little face, only staring at the screen that had stopped playing, her hand gently fell on the back of his head, and she didn't say a word, only the surging ups and downs in her heart, as if she had accompanied him for the first twenty years of her life.
"I'm a little tired," Huo Siran said in a low voice, gently hugging her in the palm of his hand, and lightly instructing, "If I fall asleep after a while, just let me stay here and leave it alone." I'll get up when I've rested enough. ”
"You go to the room. Cover the quilt. It's a little cold at night now. When he finished the last sentence, his eyelids never opened again.
On the blue screen, the flickering Bai Jian reminded to take out the disc or play it on a loop, but the slender figure next to the sofa didn't even move. Somehow, she didn't push him away, didn't get up and really went to sleep in the room alone, just slowly pulled the thin blanket on her knees and covered him with a blank face.
She had always felt that her heart was cold and hard enough, and after experiencing something like that, there was nothing that could move her.
She lost all love, until she was left alone in the world.
But.
But what to do?
Some people have not even been loved.
Her slender fingers were like pale matches, and she would only tremble slightly when she covered the thin blanket, and she knew that she could not make such a comparison between life, but what he said flashed in her mind like a movie, and she really counted it carefully, this person was really, even loved by someone other than her...... None of them......
The night was silent, so quiet that it went deep into the bone marrow.
She sat there all the time, like last time, all night.
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At six or seven o'clock in the morning, the mobile phone in Huo Siran's pocket shook.
Sleeping on the carpeted floor in the middle of the night is still cold and stiff, he moved, turned over and felt stiff and sore, wanted to get up but suddenly realized that his head was soft, he was stunned, it seemed that he woke up suddenly, and then looked closely, the little woman with one leg gently flat also woke up slowly with worried eyes, looked at him blankly and ignorantly, and then frowned slightly, and her legs were pressed a little stiff.
At that moment, Huo Siran's heart was shocked.
But the mobile phone is still vibrating, at this time, the sky is just dawning, and no one will call his private number without urgency.
He looked stunned for a second, propped himself up and got up, took out the mobile phone in his pocket and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, his voice was still hoarse and he didn't wake up: "Hey? ”
The little woman behind her also came to her senses.
It is true that his legs have been pressed for so long and he is a little unconscious, and when he regains consciousness, he is a little uncomfortable, Lin Yitong's eyes shine brightly, and he woke up completely in an instant, realizing that he had been sitting here all night, with him. The vast emotions of that little face in the dim light made people feel pity at a glance.
"What?" He wrinkled his eyebrows, his handsome, picturesque inky eyebrows frowning together.
"I still have some time today, when?" He asked.
After a while, he asked clearly and nodded and instructed, "You don't have to come, the road is a little difficult to walk." I'll drive there and I'll be there by half-past nine. ”
He hung up the phone and looked at the slender and soft figure in the dimly lit room.
After a long pause, Huo Siran's tall and straight figure walked over, her back to the thin glimmer of the morning light, and she couldn't see the expression on his face clearly. He crouched down, his hand gently buried between her thick, soft black hair, and then slowly, slowly embraced her into his arms.
"Thank you." After a long time, his Adam's apple moved up and down before he spit out these two words.
After last night, even if it is a foregone conclusion that some things will not be able to turn back, his mood is really and much better.
"I'll have some urgent business to go out later, and I'll drive a long car to pick up someone, and I'll be back before noon." He explained lightly, with a desolate and dazed apprehension in his voice, but with deep anticipation, "I don't know if Lu Dao was a dream last night, but I hope to ...... I just hope, when I get back. You're still there. ”
This sentence seems so deep and sincere in the sky outside the window that gradually breaks through the darkness and slowly brightens.
A searing kiss of pity, tightly, but earnestly, was imprinted on the corner of her forehead. He's really looking forward to it, really.
Huo Siran let go of her at this time, glanced at the dim room with deep eyes, got up, helped the back of the sofa, and left.
He did what he had to do, maybe not enough, but at least it made him feel that it was the right thing to do, that he was going towards hope and light, and that she would be happy.
That's fine.
The room soon fell silent.
The drowsiness was still restrained, she gently lay on the sofa, the sentence he just said kept echoing in her head, and she unconsciously slept ignorantly for more than two hours, and was also woken up by the phone, but she was in the bag on the sofa, and she was slightly awake and took it, and the caller clearly showed that it was Xu Jingyuan.
"Xiaotong," Xu Jingyuan wanted to speak and stopped, presumably because he wanted to express his opinion on the police department's approach to Huo Xi, but he felt that it was superfluous to say anything, so he had to say the point, "Let me tell you that the ticket is in the afternoon, you have to leave, I will wait for you at the airport; If you want to stay, remember to refund the ticket in advance, two or three hours earlier, it can be refunded. ”
He didn't know what her mood was for the night, but whatever it was, he respected her choice.
"Look at yours." He said lightly, three words of pampering and tolerance.
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Throughout the morning, Lin Yitong has been doing housework.
The enclosed design makes the room not easy to dust, there are not too many sanitary dead corners, she just simply cleans and kills time.
Vases, coffee tables, and embroidered wire hangers on balconies. When you turn over the cabinet, you can still see some old debris. The thumbtacks she used to be familiar with, the delicate little boxes with belts she sent, and even the yellowed paper at the bottom were a regular ideological report of party members that she had written.
She took it out and looked closely, and the date had passed for years. At that time, she was writing in the study for half the night, and she felt that she was missing a sheet, and she couldn't find it anywhere.
Huo Siran was quarreled at that time, saying that he could help her write one, but Lin Yitong rubbed it after writing a few words.
His words are so hard, the dragon flies and the phoenix dances, and she is the same as the sky and the ground, and anyone with a discerning eye can see it, do you still want to deceive the organization? Is the organization stupid?
"......" thought about it, and held the paper up to look at it, and she smiled unconsciously. But the smile quickly retracted and faded.
She couldn't clean up.
I'm afraid of discovering more things, old things, and I won't be able to extricate myself. She clearly knew that she was just grateful, sympathetic, and soft-hearted last night, and in the afternoon, she was going back to the United States with her master!
But can she really go to the United States without any worries?
She didn't know what to say.
"Dangdang", three door rings.
The slender figure shuddered, and looked back, who would knock on the door this morning? Few people know that she is here, that is to find Huo Siran? Is she going to open it?
The eyelashes hung down unnaturally, wanting to avoid it, but the door kept ringing, Lin Yitong sighed, got up, and went to look.
- In the cat's eyes, she only glanced at it, and the whole person was shocked and stiffened in place, but no matter how this person was a familiar person, her hand was already on the doorknob.
But I suddenly remembered that Huo Siran said that no matter who knocks on the door, don't open it easily until you ask clearly.
She was wary and said coldly, "He's not here." Who are you looking for? ”
The life outside the door is stiff.
Shocked, followed by ecstasy, trembling voice: "Yitong? ”
"Are you Yitong? Are you in there?? ”
Lin Yitong laughed at herself, now she is sure, there is no way to fake familiar people, since she has already called out his name to show that he has known that he is back, she is no longer hypocritical, even if she doesn't like it or welcomes it, she still gently opened the door.
Outside the door, Lu Qing stood in front of him in a casual military uniform and saw the face that had been absent for four years.
Thin, cold, and the little girl four years ago.
His raised hand froze, and he tried to smirk, calling her as if he was afraid of scaring her: "Yitong." ”
The little woman, who was as soft as water, nodded lightly, politely opened the door, and her smile was like a faint film, calling him: "Master Lu." ”
Three words, and he was sent to the cold palace.
Lu Qing even froze a smirk on his face now.
He put his hand in his pocket with difficulty, and said in a dumb voice: "I just learned that you were back, and Si Ran didn't tell me." It was only after watching the news that caused a sensation in Kyoto in the early morning that I realized that I almost thought it was ...... It's the wrong person. ”
"You just said Si Ran wasn't there? Can I come in? ”
Her eyelashes drooped, her attitude was indifferent, she nodded, and there was nothing to say about letting him in.
Lu Qing walked in, looking at every inch of her changes like a rare strange thing, her long hair was cut short, her pitiful and weak temperament retreated, but she was more feminine and stubborn than before. Especially when he looked at it at that soft and cool glance, Lu Qing almost lost control and said all his apologies back then. After all, he pressed the guilt for four whole years.
But if she guessed correctly, Huo Siran had told her countless times, and if it worked, she wouldn't be like this now.
"Tea or water?" She asked lightly.
"White water is fine."
"Are you willing to come back and live with Si Ran?" This is definitely a good thing.
"This house is half of mine," she pushed over a glass of water, "and the divorce agreement says on it." ”
Lu Qing felt a thorn in his heart, continued to maintain a smirk, and said, "Then do you remember what day it is today?" The last time I invited you over was in late summer and early autumn, and it was just getting cold, do you remember? I'm here to invite Si Ran. ”
She pursed her lips lightly and didn't speak, nodding, remembering whether it mattered or not.
"Do you want to come along?" Lu Qing took advantage of the victory to pursue.
She took a sip of the cup and said indifferently: "The birthday banquet of the director of the secret bureau must be very grand, I am a small person, and there should be no shortage of me." ”
Gu Jingsheng is not here this time, there is no need for her to be pushed to the forefront again, is she?
Lu Qing's smile faded, and he said in a low voice: "This time it's just a family banquet." And my father ...... Now he is no longer the director. After the incident four years ago, he was dismissed from his post for leaking high-level state secrets, and now the people who can come to see him drink and attend his birthday banquet are old friends. Didn't Si Ran tell you? ”
Only then did her clear eyes rise, and she glanced at Lu Qing strangely, very deeply. This news is indeed a little novel.
"Do you want me to say sorry, or is it a pity?" She didn't understand what he meant.
Lu Qing smiled slightly: "Don't you know the way?" I'm talking about Gu Jingsheng's incident four years ago. You participated, although my father was removed, but even he himself said that it was good to find out about this matter, otherwise Congress F has been pressing on our heads for hundreds of reasons, and he is happy when it is broken, and he has not regretted being removed at all. ”
Her little face was visibly cold, and her fingers gently clenched the cup a little. Because Lu Qing should know what kind of state she agreed to participate in that incident back then.
- She was an undercover agent, killing someone who was as important to her as her life.
Even if the whole country is jubilant, please believe that she was extremely painful at that moment, so why should you invite her to go over to "celebrate" together? Don't you think, too much?
"Will you still hold a grudge against Si Ran because of this incident?"
She smiled softly, raised her pale little face, and asked: "Since Gu Jingsheng was said to be the most relenting and said that you were planted in the enemy's inner line, then why did you go to the most rearest that day, the enemy was all captured, and the goods were detained, but it was this 'inner line' that was forced to the edge of the cliff by you and shot himself?" ”
Does he have to force her so hard to remember every detail of four years ago, along with the emotions of grief and rage?
Lu Qing smiled bitterly twice and asked, "Do you really believe the wording that Huo Siran claimed to the outside world?" Do you believe that he wanted to kill Gu Jingsheng for personal reasons, and finally forced him to break it off on his own? ”
Her eyes were as cold as the sky, and they said it all!!
Lu Qingzhi said that she couldn't accept these things for a while, so she had to say: "After the old man was dismissed, I brought him to Kyoto, and I am no longer the division commander of the provincial military district, and now I am being kicked out by my mother to buy vegetables for the dinner at night." So do you have time to accompany me to the supermarket? You women know this, but Si Ran is not here anyway. ”
Her eyelashes drooped and she hesitated.
The mood itself is very tangled, from early morning to now, the corners of her forehead seem to still have the man's pity and temperature, and her heart is very chaotic. Lu Qing's invitation was quite polite, but to be specific, she didn't have such a direct hatred with him.
"Yes." It took a long time for her to relax her tense nerves and spit out a word