Lu Qing's eyes burst out with an imperceptible light at that moment.

He saw it.

Seeing a little bit of the softness and warmth of this little woman in the past, even if it was just for a second, a moment, it was enough. Those are enough to brighten the life of people like them who live in darkness and guilt.

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"This pepper is very good, emerald green, it will be delicious when fried, right?" The supermarket was crowded with housewives, and Lu Qing walked a little out of place when she walked in it upright.

Her beautiful eyes swept over, glanced at him, and then took out the green pepper in his hand and put it back: "...... That's a sharp pepper. "

"......" Lu Qing suddenly felt stupid, "Oh, hehe." "

took a few beautiful and fresh bell peppers into it, and went to most of the supermarket, the morning time was just half over, Lu Qing only told her about Huo Ye's investigation progress two years after their accident, Huo Siran found nothing, and was "degraded" to the provincial military region by the above.

That, she knew everything, and when she heard him last night about his thoughts and feelings about Huo Ye, her face was expressionless, but her heart was moved.

"I was the first to suspect Gu Jingsheng, but I couldn't catch any evidence until I died. After the incident on the warship, Si Ran should be very conflicted and tormented, he likes you but has no choice, you must marry Gu Jingsheng at that time; He wanted to deduct him and sit on the charge, but he couldn't bear it, because after all, they were brothers who were born and died together......" Lu Qing walked up from behind and settled the bill, "Because of this, he forced you the most, and I also know that you were very painful and tormented during that time, but this specific reason - why is there such a big difference between him before and after, and suddenly became so terrible, have you thought about the reason?" "

Now if she wanted to, she should be able to think clearly.

Holding the shopping cart in her little hand, after a long pause, her little face raised and asked, "What happened to the warship?" "

She remembered that Gu Jingsheng told her at that time that he really hadn't killed anyone.

Lu Qing closed the wallet, stared at her deeply, turned to face her and asked softly, "Will you believe me?" "

She smiled weakly, there were some things back then, she was indeed very subjectively "thinking". But her "thoughts" are not completely groundless and unreasonable.

"If you speak truthfully enough, if the logic is smooth, and there is evidence...... she lowered her eyelashes and spit out a few words in a low voice, after all, she didn't know what the truth was...... I will believe you. "

These faint four words gave Lu Qing the greatest courage and encouragement.

"I drove the car, and the nanny was there when my parents went out, so you would go back with me?" He smiled and asked kindly.

Her eyes swept over to look at his face, the expression was very natural, but her eyes were very guarded, because she knew that Lu Qing was still single now, what would she think if she went to his house and was bumped into by his parents, it was inevitable.

Lu Qing also guessed her thoughts, couldn't cry or laugh, and habitually patted her on the head: "Sister, it's true that I think you're good, but ...... How can you say it, you...... You're the kind of girl that Si Ran would like, but it's not necessarily to my taste, you know? "

The sparkle in her watery eyes dimmed a little, and her guard was dispelled a lot by such habitual movements, pondering the meaning of his words, and laughed bitterly at herself, her voice so low that it was almost inaudible: "How do you know that I will be the kind of girl he likes......"

Even if it goes back to five years ago, the girls who love him Huo Siran will simply be all over the country.

Lu Qing helped her take things from the shopping cart, looked at her, smiled, and said: "Some things are too far away, people don't even dare to say anything if they want it, and they like him a lot, but how many people really have the courage to 'like' with action?" So how many people are lucky enough to let him like it and dare to let go of their dignity to chase? "

She clutched her eyelashes, looking independent and depressed, and she was clearly not too secure.

"I'm a person who hasn't been in love much and I don't dare to say what love is, but let me understand that he likes you and wants to be good to you all the time, and he has always been really good to you...... Isn't that love? The last few words Lu Qing was very much like talking to himself, the bright sunlight pierced his eyes, he seemed to think of someone, paused, and closed the door of the trunk of the car.

He didn't know how long his words would make the person who followed him ponder and question his simplest sentence.

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"That's our earliest photo in the provincial military district, look at ......" Lu Qing left her alone in front of the cabinet and went to pour water.

The cabinet is an old style, separated by transparent glass, and the photo is inserted in the window lattice, but the color is yellowed. There is Huo Siran in the youngest, with more cold eyebrows and unruly appearance.

"Whoa." After a while, a glass of water and a stack of relatively new photos were brought to her.

Lin Yitong came back to his senses, turned around and took the water, and then took the photo in his hand to look at it.

Lu Qing's eyes were a little hesitant, and finally handed it to her: "You are a surgeon, you shouldn't be afraid to look at this kind of photo, right?" "

As she said this, she was already slowly flipping through it.

- The photo was taken four years ago, on Penglai Island, there were troop helicopters landing over the entire island, and the excavation was very blind at first, and the location was determined after the special detector was airlifted over, and the excavation was carried out. The more you get to the closet, the more horrific the photograph becomes, revealing the thirteen corpses that had been buried for more than two years when the entire pit was dug up.

"Can you see who these people are?" Lu Qing stood next to her and asked, "Anyway, at that time, I couldn't see clearly." "

"But then Si Ran was the first to recognize Huo Ye," his hand stretched out and tapped at a certain location, "This." Because he remembered that Huo Ye was the closest to him at the time, and the one with a bullet hole in his forehead would be Huo Ye. "

In his description last night, the person who was sunny and deserved a better life was lying in this miserable photo.

Her little face turned pale, her hands trembled, and the photos fell to the ground with a "bang".

Lu Qing was stunned, raised his eyes to look at her, pinched his heart, pursed his lips, squatted down to pick up the photos one by one, stood up and said in a dumb voice: "I didn't mean to intimidate you with these things, and life is not expensive, there is no need to die worse than anyone." After all, you have really seen it with your own eyes, Gu Jingsheng committed suicide. I just want to tell you that there is no need to bury some hatred in your heart, and when you know the truth, you will understand that we are all outsiders - few of them will understand the grievances of these people. "

In the study, Lu Qing took out the materials that she had shown back then, as well as the videos she had not seen.

"It was this information that made my father removed from his post and investigated, you have read this, but you didn't believe it at the time. But the reason why this information is not exposed and not given to Si Ran is that he is afraid that he will provoke international disputes with personal enmity," Lu Qing stretched out his arms and said to her, "So do you know why Si Ran is so angry about Lu?" Soldiers can sacrifice for the country, but they can't sacrifice in the silence of grievances, but the above meaning is to hide them for a lifetime. "

Such a thing, if he Huo Siran came to face it, would he endure it?

"You were ...... Didn't explain that much to me......" Her face was pale, and her voice was as hoarse as sand.

Lu Qing looked at her and smiled faintly: "Your attention was on Gu Jingsheng at that time, and you believe that he is not guilty." Believe me, if my most important friend was like this, I would be like you. "

"Do you want to watch the video?" He asked politely anyway.

It's been a long time, and the tape is a little uncomfortable, but fortunately, much later, the Security Service finally cracked the full version of the tape with sound from the international side. And from front to back, from Gu Jingsheng to the island, to when he was let go, there was the darkest secret in that small room, and those days were also the darkest days of Gu Jingsheng's life.

"If you don't think that's enough, everyone in the accompanying troops of the Central Military Region witnessed that scene that day. No one knows the truth of the Dao, it was Jing Sheng who told us completely little by little. You want to ask, I'll take you. "

Lu Qing sat on the chair and saw that her back was straight, and there were strong emotions and scarlet bloodshot in her eyes, and her heart was suddenly pounding.

"It's just Yitong, I just want to tell you not to doubt yourself in such a hurry, and don't be in a hurry to doubt him."

"Your 'thoughts' have always been right, Gu Jingsheng is kind by nature, he is even kinder than anyone else, and he is as jealous and hateful as Si Ran."

"No one encounters him in this situation, he will be able to contain the foreign situation for so long, no one can bear so much pressure, and he will not compromise when he is cornered. Not even me. "

This is the only result of Lu Qing's thinking about it in the past few years.

He suspected that Gu Jingsheng had been investigated, Gu Jingsheng was a few years younger than him, but in the end, he felt that this young man had done better than any of them.

Everyone in the military region also knew that Gu Jingsheng was not only a gun god, there was no one who colluded with him that day in the "internal war", he fought so beautifully alone. Even death is respectable.

The little woman sitting in the chair had cold hands for a while.

When she turned her head, her eyes were completely red, and she was so shocked by the whole truth that she couldn't even speak, and it took a long time to spit out a sentence in a trembling voice: "But that's not what you said...... After Jingsheng died that day, you posthumously named him a martyr......"

"He really deserves the title of martyr, even Si Ran thinks so." Lu Qing responded to her seriously, "Before he died, he only asked for two things, one was to take good care of you, and the other was not to let you know about these dirty and dirty things he had done, Si Ran not only hid it from you, but also from everyone." "

"I don't know what Lu Dao thinks, but I also felt that Gu Jingsheng had already made a difference, but I still chose not to hide and return the life owed to Huo Ye to him, what else? What else do you want from the people he loves and his parents? What else do you want the world to scold him? Si Ran must think the same way as me, of course, I think his feelings for Gu Jingsheng are more than these, but you were already overly sad at that time, how could you still have the energy to take a look, in fact, he was just as uncomfortable as you. "

As Gu Jingsheng said, between several of them, it was a dead end.

It's a game that no one can solve except for his death.

"He didn't lie to you about the warship, he really didn't kill anyone, it was just a frame-up. He couldn't avoid it, but he accidentally hit Yin Si Ran's only unbearable time and avoided it. "

But the hurdles behind him, like the sins that he was destined to pay for, he couldn't cross it, so in the end it was logical to choose, even if he was so reluctant.

"Would you like some water?" Lu Qing herself was a little uncomfortable and choked up, and asked her.

Her tears had been bursting since the beginning, and he couldn't guess what it was for, but it seemed that there was such a saying, whoever came out of his eyes would drink water to make up for it.

can flow out of the sadness, emotion, guilt, heartache, and regret together...... These are supplements.

Lu Qing patted her shoulder with difficulty, then got up, intimately let her alone for a while, slowly walked out of the house, and closed the door of the study for her.

The nanny came over with the little crab in the bag and said, "Is that young lady there?" Does she want to eat steamed or braised crabs? "

Lu Qing smiled reluctantly and said in a dumb voice, "You may have to wait a while and ask her again." "

"Wait a minute."

She needs a little longer.

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When she was a little girl, she couldn't help but complain about the man next to her, why he was always so taciturn, and he didn't say anything in his heart. Who will be the roundworm in his stomach, and if he doesn't love him, who will go so hard to ask and guess??

But when she matures, she will understand. She doesn't actually have to ask or guess, she just needs to watch him go through those things, accompany him through those things, what he is thinking, she will be clear, and she doesn't have to complain about why you always don't open your mouth.

But who would have that opportunity? Who will be there for you until you grow up and mature?

When you were young, you met so many people, how they hid and thought, but you don't understand until so long, so long that you lose them.

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Afternoon. Aerodrome.

It was almost four o'clock, Xu Jingyuan waited at the waiting gate for a long time with his suitcase, even Xiao Yan was tired of waiting, but he hadn't given up yet.

If she really didn't leave, she would have called us.

Xiao Yan crossed Erlang's legs and chewed potato chips, and said: "Master, don't worry about that, this woman in love is a mutation, she either said that she was going to leave two days ago, it must be to be angry with that man, believe it or not?" Women sometimes say that they want to leave, just to wait for the man to stay, why you have been married for so many years and don't understand. "

Xu Jingyuan sneered and said, "But as far as I know, the chief doesn't know that her flight is today, how can she keep it?" "

Xiao Yan's eyes widened, and the action of chewing potato chips stopped in embarrassment!

"That must be this man stupid, the bigger the official, the more anxious the emotional intelligence is, and he won't chase women."

Xu Jingyuan shook his head and ignored his crooked reasoning, other women are the same thing, Xiaotong is not an ordinary woman.

The phone finally rang.

It's not in vain that he kept this card number for so long, just waiting for her call, Xu Jingyuan quickly picked it up: "Hey? "

"Master......"

"Well," Xu Jingyuan smiled, "Have you thought about it?" Where are you now? "

"I'm ...... at the door of my house" The slender figure held the mobile phone and stood in front of the Gu family's huge single courtyard, his eyes slightly red and swollen and moist, "I'm ...... today." Can't walk......"

She couldn't tell the specific reason, but she couldn't leave with this emotion.

She only has one feeling, she feels that her life abroad in those years is too lonely, even if she is busy and fulfilling, she is really lonely, all the people and things she cares about are here, what else does she want, she must go to another place that is not home?

Xu Jingyuan held his mobile phone and seemed to be able to guess the result, but he had never been sure before, and now, it was just finally confirmed.

"I know," he smiled lightly, "I'll keep the quota in the hospital for you first, if you change your mind, remember to tell me, or after you join the General Hospital of the Military Region here, I'll help you hand in your retirement application here." "

"We've got to go," he said, looking at his watch and holding his luggage, "Tongtong, see you next time." "

She nodded, tears almost welling up again.

hung up the phone, as if she heard the sound of the plane sailing, passing through the back of her head, she was not as disappointed and regretful as she imagined, but after a long stiff pause, the dish slowly stepped forward and gently pushed open the door of Zhuang Jingyan's house with a "squeak".