195 Military marriage protects you, but what about me? (5000+)
That kind of scene can almost be described as pathetic and tragic, Zhuang Jingyan at the funeral desperately held the photo of her son and cried on the ground, heartbreaking. Bright and bright
She doesn't want the name of a martyr, she is not a high-spirited festival, she is the most selfish woman and mother in the world, she only wants her son's life.
Huo Siran's face turned pale.
- Or, did she sit all day in the face of such tragic news, feeling the same emotions as Zhuang Jingyan?
After a pause, she looked back with cold eyes, and sure enough, she saw the traces of being picked on the dark red sandalwood door lock, she should have been stimulated by this scene and couldn't stand it, so she turned out the simple toolbox he put on the balcony, and the door that had been prying for a long time only scratched off a lot of paint near the door lock, but she couldn't get out.
Just like when Lin Weilan died, she learned the cause of death, and rushed out of here in the middle of the night to take the midnight car and go straight to City C.
And if she pried open the door this time, where would she want to go? Where else can I go?
Huo Siran's whole cold and handsome face was tense and iron-blue, he shook the key in his hand and then dropped it, and walked inside, he really can't be too self-righteous, otherwise he was ecstatic one moment, and fell into hell the next moment, this gap is too big.
She wasn't even in the bedroom.
Where's that??
Huo Siran panicked, glanced inside, the only thing that could be hidden was the storeroom with a large windowsill that occupied half of the wall, walked over and opened the door, she was there, her slender arms on the windowsill, gently enclosing something. There are more than a dozen floors here, but inexplicably, Huo Siran is not afraid of her jumping down, and always seems to subconsciously feel that she will not be like this - she will not be like that, even if she loses everything, the faint light in her eyes is still there, this light is there, she will not die.
So what is it that she is guarding like this?
Huo Siran walked over, and through her thin shoulders, he could see that it was a pot of emerald green potted plants, simple and bright creatures, growing vigorously in a small porcelain pot, he remembered that she loved to serve these little things, and always liked to put them on the duty desk when she went to work, spraying water when she was interested, and the air was fresher.
"I haven't been out all day, aren't you hungry?" Huo Siran walked over as slowly as he could, and said to her lightly.
She was still slightly startled, and then she realized that he had returned.
"Come with me out for a bite to eat...... Huo Siran wrapped his arms around her waist from behind, his palms caressing her increasingly thin face, thin lips covering her ears. He was guilty of cruelly depriving her of her freedom and imprisoning her, but he had no choice but to let her run out of the city again, and if she didn't come back so late, she would be hungry.
The slender man trembled sharply, and his touch was like a bloody warmth, and behind such warmth was overwhelming damage.
"The question I'm talking about today...... Have you thought it through? She asked in a hoarse voice.
Huo Siran froze.
He thought she would say something when he returned, even if it was to ask him how he coped today, but he didn't. She was so direct, as if she had been thinking about it all day.
Sneering, Huo Siran said in a low voice: "Leave me, where are you going?" How to live? Well? ”
- She has no home and no money now, and after burying Lin Weilan, her savings have long been gone.
The slender man faintly smiled, with a bloody wound in his smile, remembering the mood when he wanted to see current affairs today, but saw Zhuang Jingyan's crazy appearance at the funeral, the rolling news was broadcast for a whole day, and she was also tortured for a day, tortured to the point that she wanted to pry open the door and run out, help her, and bear half of the pain for her.
"I haven't thought about how I'm going to live my life yet, where I'm going to go alone...... I just want to find a safe place where I don't owe or be hurt by anyone. ”
"Safe place", these words spit out in a daze, stabbed Huo Siran's heart fiercely.
Look, how innocent, she didn't even think about how to live her life in the future or even tomorrow, she was just so eager that she felt that she couldn't continue to leave him and stay away from him.
"There is no such possibility......" Huo Siran had a pale smile on the corner of his mouth, and his low voice was very lethal, "Lin Yitong, I haven't reminded you before that I was afraid that you would think it was unfair, but I need to say it again now, you are with me, it is a military marriage, and it is protected by the law." If you want to get a divorce, you need my consent before you can do it. ”
She shuddered.
The little face as pale as paper was not only lacking in qi and blood, but also slowly rising in dazedness and consternation, she opened her mouth and said, "Before you asked me to seduce Jing Sheng, you told me that if Jing Sheng died, you would let me choose to stay or leave by myself......"
His exact words were, when he dies, you will reconsider, whether you will kill the child yourself and be with me again, or let me kill it myself and set you free.
Huo Siran smiled deeper, but her thin white lips were pressed against her hair, and every word seemed to come from the depths of her throat: "But I regret it now...... I don't want to let you go......" Even if he is holding a broken her like this, entangled in pain, he doesn't want to be alone, "You are not allowed to go anywhere......"
In the few days she was by Gu Jingsheng's side, he came back every day to guard the empty house, thinking about her, and staying up until dawn every night.
Lin Yitong never thought that he would be like this, a pair of black and white eyes flashed with surprise to look at him, she always knew that he was domineering, strong, and the decisions he made could not be changed, but now that the matter has come to this, he still has to take it by skill, what else can she give him?
The cold little hand was raised, covering his arm holding him, and he slowly struggled with all his might, trying to escape the cage like a trapped beast.
Huo Siran only lightly retracted it with his arms, that steel and iron bones are strong men who can't break away, let alone her? What's more, she couldn't sleep for a day and a night, the water and rice were not stained, and the consequence of her best efforts was just a burst of fatigue and dizziness, and Huo Siran exerted force to support her body and let her lean on herself, hugging her tighter.
With a "snap", a hot tear fell on the cuff of his military uniform, and the slender man had collapsed.
"Why are you so trapped that I won't let me go?" She raised her head, her palm-sized little face had big eyes, and the crystal flickered violently in the reddened eye sockets, and her little face was as pale as paper, "Huo Siran, why do you think you can dominate everything?" It's you who protect the military marriage, but what about me? Why should I live and die here? My home, my loved ones, all my important things are ruined in your hands! I'm still at your mercy for what's wrong! Why can you use such a grandiose but ridiculous reason to crush me like an ant to crush everything including dignity, Huo Siran, why are you!! ”
She struggled, turned around and pressed her arms against his chest, her eyes wide open, staring at him and shouting accusations!
Huo Siran was scolded by her to the point of incompleteness, and for a moment his arms were slightly loosened, and after noticing it, he gritted his teeth and hugged her tightly, not letting her stay away from him, but the monstrous light of hatred in her eyes deeply pierced his heart, and he thought that she was angry when she said that she hated him that day, but now he knows that Lu Dao is true, and her love for him that was once humble to the bone has become hate.
This truth. It's cruel.
Huo Siran's face turned blue and dark, and his eyes swept over the potted plant she had just guarded, and suddenly, he remembered.
This kind of small potted plant, in fact, is not what she likes to raise, but once he gave it to her when she was with Gu Jingsheng, there is it on the duty desk, and there is a room in her bedroom of the Lin family, and later once Gu Jingsheng came to the house as a guest and carried a pot, he had no patience to raise it and left it on the windowsill of the warehouse, I don't know how she found it. Thinking about it like this, I know what it means to see things and think about people, not to mention the small green plants full of pots, just like Gu Jingsheng himself, always full of vitality, clean and pure, and the veins on the green and thick leaf petals are clearly visible.
He sneered, wrapped his arms around her waist and clasped her tightly to his chest, and his low voice was faintly bloody: "I know the truth...... I know that sometimes I do things impulsively and extremely, but you really shouldn't think that there is no reason for that...... Tongtong, I admit that I am sorry for you in many places, but sometimes I still think, after pulling out the last grass in your heart, will you be willing to consider staying by my side and never leaving again......"
For example, ruining everything she misses about Gu Jingsheng, and for example, the blood of others in her stomach disappears.
"He's dead, and there's something that doesn't need to be left ......," he murmured.
Her wide eyes flickered, I don't know what else he wanted to do, who knew that he just leaned over slowly, Junlang's indifferent eyebrows and eyes pressed down, and then only heard the sound of a porcelain pot, she reacted and turned back suddenly, but saw that the potted plant had been pushed down by him from the windowsill, and fell straight down from a dozen stories high.
That scene is very much like the scene where Gu Jingsheng opened his arms and slowly fell into the sea under the cliff.
"......" The tiny man suddenly trembled and came out of his arms, only to hear the downstairs "Bang!! There was a sound, her slender five fingers on the windowsill, only to see the flower pot smashed on the cement road next to the flower garden downstairs, shattered the appearance of a piece of porcelain soil, at that moment she seemed to suddenly understand, he said, pull out the grass in her heart, what does it mean.
Pain......
The sharp and slow pain, which split from the heart and gradually spread to the lower abdomen, as if somewhere in the body had been bloodied, a hand reached through the bloody mouth, and tightly grasped the flesh and bone in her abdomen.
"......" Lin Yitong couldn't even speak, she only knew that if she wanted to escape again, it would be hopeless, her little face was extremely pale, her body trembled and bent down, covering her lower abdomen.
Huo Siran's face changed, and he said in a low voice: "Yitong? ”
What's wrong with her?
Lin Yitong slowly fell down on the windowsill, the sharp colic in her lower abdomen was beyond her carrying capacity, this was not the first time she had encountered such a scene, she only remembered the scene when she was sent to the hospital by him for the first time with severe abdominal pain, but at that time she would still cry out pitifully in pain, begging him not to continue the torture, this time...... She didn't even cry out in pain......
It's just that who else can she turn to for help now...... The blood in her abdomen seemed dangerous, but she was inexplicably ...... I don't want to lose him or her......
"Yitong!!" Huo Siran hurriedly leaned over and hugged her, looking at the survival *** in her watery eyes, but he didn't look at him at all.
"What the hell is wrong with you, tell me!!" She roared in despair like a trapped beast, watching her slowly close her eyes, and for a moment, Huo Siran's brain seemed to explode.
Having lost so much, he could no longer tolerate the most beloved and stubbornly guarded thing being stripped away from his side in such a cruel way, Huo Siran suddenly picked her up with scarlet eyes, and ran towards the door regardless of everything, she couldn't die...... No!! He would rather pay for everything in exchange for her to be safe!!
*****
Hospital late at night.
The nurses had just finished handing over the night shift, and when Huo Siran rushed in with someone in his arms, the doctor on duty had not come back from eating, and the nurses did not dare to diagnose easily, and they were so frightened by Huo Siran's roar that the three souls fell two and a half, so they had to boldly step forward to ask, diagnosis, the slender girl on the hospital bed was as pale as paper, and the sweat of the bean was falling down, and when she asked her what, she covered her lower abdomen for a long time before she could say a word or two.
In the end, I was pushed into the B-ultrasound room, because there was no bleeding below, it didn't look like a sudden miscarriage or something, so I had to take a film to see.
In the vast deserted corridor, a tall and upright man walked around.
He admitted that he had just been frightened, not only because of the way she was sweating in pain, but also because of the look on her face that she was so desperate that she no longer seemed to count on him, and that he was suddenly so afraid. As for the remnant Gu Jingsheng's child in her womb, he had to admit that for a moment he wanted him (her) to disappear.
He knew it was selfish, but he did.
After a while, the doctor in the department finally returned.
After going in for a while, I came out, breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly said when I saw the man's cold eyes sweeping over: "It's not too big, the child is still there, it's just that the uterine spasms caused by too much stimulation. Spasm, you have to protect yourself. ”
Hearing the doctor say this, Huo Siran's heart with severe pain calmed down a little and nodded.
But I saw the doctor and said: "But I want to remind you that the child's mother is relatively weak, and it should even be said that the health is very poor, you think carefully about whether you have taken any medicine that you can't take in the early stages of pregnancy, the fetal gas is unstable in the first three months, if you really do any improper measures that have too much impact on the fetus, it is better to ...... it in time."
After the words, the doctor saw that Huo Siran's face was extremely blue and his eyes were complicated, so he didn't say any more with interest.
On his back, the whole piece was a cold sweat that was scared out of her.
When everything calmed down, his emotions returned to when he was at home just now, and he still refused to let go of her, but he no longer dared to force her in such a radical way.
Pushing open the door, on the white hospital bed, the slender figure was wet with sweat, as if the pain had been relieved, he was frowning slightly and hanging glucose, his long eyelashes hung down like butterfly wings, and when he heard the movement, he was so desperate that he refused to wake up, but at this time, the nurse took the B-ultrasound picture over, and simply said to Huo Siran and put it at the head of the bed.
The subtle sound woke up Lin Yitong.
She opened her eyes weakly, and she didn't see Huo Siran, but she saw a corner of the B-ultrasound chart on the table.
For so long, she hadn't carefully looked at the embryo in her womb since she knew that she was pregnant and was pregnant with Gu Jingsheng's child, and she knew that he (she) was evil and unpopular, so she didn't even care. But when it hurt just now, it was tearing her whole abdominal cavity in pain, as if she was protesting something, the little embryo was in her belly, but she let him (her) fend for so long.
Reach out and take the B-ultrasound picture, and under the light, all the light and dark icons can be seen clearly.
Huo Siran asked, how are you going to live without me?
Although she knew that she couldn't escape at this moment, she was full of desolation, but she still thought about it...... Ever thought about it...... She stood alone in a huge and strange city, her relatives were no longer there, her friends were not there, and the only thing that seemed to be with her was the small embryo in her belly, and she even had a momentary idea of trying to give birth to him (her) alone and bring him (her) to this world. It doesn't matter who his father is, it doesn't matter how he came here, she is just too lonely and lonely, she wants to have a loved one by her side, so it seems that there is hope in life in an instant, she thinks that she will be very good to him, give him everything, and he will never abandon her again.
What could be warmer than blood relatives?
Lin Yitong, how good, you are not alone.
The slender man thought to himself, hot and moist tears appeared on his pale face, and his smile slowly rose, although his consciousness was drowsy, but it was beautiful to think about.
But looking at it, she slowly noticed that something was wrong, and the embryonic development on the B-ultrasound was far beyond her expectations......
In a daze, she struggled to calculate the date the doctor told her, and then looked at the size icon of the embryo's development, which seemed to ...... It doesn't quite match......