Under the light, the black and white B-ultrasound map can clearly see the position and size of the embryo. Bright and bright

That size......

Her boneless fingers gently caressed her lower abdomen, which was not the size of an embryo of forty or fifty days, but at least seventy days or more...... At that time, her menstrual vacation, because of the emotional blow of Lin Weilan's death, and the huge time difference between domestic and foreign running, came and went intermittently, so she couldn't be sure of the date of her last menstrual leave.

But......

The door squeaked slightly, Lin Yitong was startled, and looked at the door, Huo Siran's upright ink-colored figure stood like a god.

The blood on her little face slowly faded.

Subconsciously looked, there didn't seem to be guards or anything like that at the door, why, he thought she wouldn't run away if she stayed in the hospital weakly at the moment? Or did he want to keep watch over her all night?

Sneering, Huo Siran hardened his heart and said in a low voice: "You didn't eat anything I bought for you, but you want to come here to infuse glucose?" Meticulous"

Her eyelashes twitched, looking at the drips hanging above her head, and for a moment she was glad that she still had the energy to sustain it, otherwise she would really starve to death.

She also ...... Don't want to die......

"Before you came, you knew it might be uterine spasms. Baby, maybe the child is fine? Seeing her pale and indifferent face, Huo Siran thought that she would know the Tao earlier.

She smiled faintly, the curvature of the corners of her mouth was very far-fetched, and she struggled to spit out the words: "I'm not so godly, where do I know that the Tao is like this...... It's like I didn't think you would be so domineering that you wouldn't let me go...... and in fact, she should have thought of it. At that time, Lin Weilan died, and she asked to be separated from him for the first time, even if he ran to Heihe alone, he still sent Hanfeng to follow her inch by inch, staring at her, and controlling her life and death safety from a distance of thousands of miles.

She should have had this realization a long time ago, she should have thought of it a long time ago.

Huo Siran's face sank, his eyes suddenly became extremely complicated, and he walked over slowly, holding the bedside railing with one hand and propping the other hand on her side.

"Just now the doctor told me that you are frail, and in the past two months, although you have not exercised too hard or injured yourself, you have been extremely emotionally unstable and have abdominal pain twice...... If you still want to have a relatively healthy child, if you don't want to be pregnant for a few months before you find out that there is a problem...... This one, it's better not to. His low tone was gradual, and every word was considered.

In other words, she was asked to take advantage of the opportunity in the hospital to kill the child.

Lin Yitong, who had just woken up from extreme weakness, trembled slightly, and the faint shadow under her eyelids covered her emotions, he couldn't see it, so he frowned tightly and waited for her reaction. After a while, she slowly raised her head and looked at him: "You can say this to me now...... Is it because this child is Gu Jingsheng's? ”

What if this child is yours? Huo Siran, do you still have the courage and courage to be so open-minded to say such things?

Huo Siran's face turned blue again, and the voice held in his throat became hoarse and cracked, and he didn't know how he made the voice word by word: "...... He's dead. ”

Keeping a dead man's child, there is no way to be responsible, there is no way to accompany him through the second half of his life, what else do you have to give birth to?

Did she expect that he, Hosran, would be generous enough to accept the child in her womb as his own? Taking 10,000 steps back, is it necessary? Until now, the child is still just an embryo, and it hasn't even been formed!!

A smile appeared on her pale little face, she suppressed the sharp pain in her chest, her slender five fingers trembled and held the B-ultrasound picture on her body, held it up, and whispered: "I didn't mean that, I meant to tell you...... I have classmates majoring in obstetrics and gynecology, and I have studied obstetrics and gynecology nursing myself, and I can understand this picture...... Although I don't quite remember and determine when my last period was, I can see from here...... This kid doesn't seem to have been until I was with Jingsheng......"

Huo Siran was surprised that she would say such a thing at this moment, he didn't look at the picture, he just didn't capture the key words in her words just now, and sneered: "Like??" ”

Since she herself can't be sure, just based on the word "like", she wants him to take the huge risk that is very likely to be ten months later for her?

A hint of fatal desolation flashed across her pale little face, and with just one word, she knew what his attitude was.

He was the most powerful soldier.

I'd rather kill a thousand by mistake than let one go?

Huo Siran sneered, slowly leaned over and approached her little face in a trance, stared straight at her pearl-black and clear eyes, and whispered in a dumb voice: "Lin Yitong, do you really want to comfort me before you say that?" Or is it just an excuse to do everything possible to ask me to stay and keep your child for the sake of Gu Jingsheng? ”

Lin Yitong's eyes slowly widened, staring at the man in front of him, and an irrepressible cold smile was released.

"What do you mean I'm for Gu Jingsheng?" She laughed so hard that her chest was shaking, and there was a faint pain in the place where the needle was pierced on the back of her hand, "Huo Siran, with my current situation of having nothing, no relatives and no home, I want to leave the only flesh and blood in my stomach that is related to me, what's wrong, what's incomprehensible?!! ”

Or does he want to wait for her to have nothing and no hope?!

The tears flashing in the corners of her eyes stimulated Huo Siran, and for a moment he really felt that he was excessive, and even if he had a trace of jealousy in his heart, he was afraid that if this child was really his own as she said...... But the cruel reality and reason quickly shattered his illusions, and his cold thin lips were tightly pursed, and she would never allow her to give birth to Gu Jingsheng's child.

Lin Yitong ...... Don't even think about it......" he whispered to her word by word, his cold face only a centimeter away from her.

In her brain, the tense string called hope suddenly broke, and the afterglow shook her heart.

Her reddened eyes glared at him impartially, her eyes widening wider and wider, and hot and hot tears slowly floated out along with the sharp tremors of her body.

What if the child is gone?

Maybe not at all...... But she didn't even dare to think about it.

"Sir," the nurse walked in and knocked on the door, apologetically, "The visiting time of our hospital is almost over, and the ward needs to be cleaned up, so if you want to stay in the hospital and stay in the bed, please go through the formalities, and our director has explained that this patient ......" she smiled lightly and considered her words, "The state is really not good, can you let her rest early?" ”

Huo Siran was in a trance, and then she saw a thin cold sweat all over her body, the quilt was only covered to her waist, and she was dressed thinly, of course, it was not hot, it could only be emotionally stimulated.

Her five pale and slender fingers were still clutching the B-ultrasound picture, almost shattering it. The palm of his hand gently stroked her forehead, and his cold thin lips spit out a few words in a low voice: "I'm right next door......"

This night, even if he playfully did not show up to her in order not to irritate her, he had to remind her that he was always there, and she couldn't escape.

After speaking, he forcibly pulled the B-ultrasound picture out of her hand, propped up his arms, and stepped back a little in her painful gaze, looking at her coldly with a godlike posture of controlling the life and death of the world. The moment the door of the ward closed, the strength in Lin Yitong's body was loosened, and suddenly his whole body softened, and he had no strength anymore, just like a flying insect that was trapped in a spider's web and struggled to die but finally found that he had been entangled in spider silk and couldn't move, the kind of softness that he couldn't do anything except wait for death, hot tears slid down the corners of his eyes, and his eyes were blurry.

It turned out that he was not discussing anything he said or did with her. It's all just a decision.

This is hers, the first child.

Slowly, she turned sideways, her little hands slowly gripping her lower abdomen, surrounded by dull grief and despair. She didn't know when this grief would end, she was just afraid, afraid that she would never come out again.

******

The sun is shining in the morning.

Yunshang drove the repaired Bentley all the way to the hospital, and her back hurt from the apartment she lived in to here, and the pain made her sweat all the way early in the morning.

She complained in a low voice, locked the car with the key and went out of the parking lot, all the way to see the towering white inpatient building of the hospital, there was a bad smell everywhere, the smell of medicine was smoky, and some people came out of the building with a sad face with the test sheet, and in the emergency hall of the next building, there was an old woman sitting on the ground with her knees and crying.

It feels like the end of the world.

Yunshang was carrying the bag, only to feel a slight tremor in her hand, she prayed that it was just a small pain and itch, no big deal, as long as it didn't hurt anymore, she was willing to spend as much as she wanted.

Internal medicine.

The chief physician who had made an appointment sat in the office after handling the hospital's official business, Yunshang walked in, and just as he explained his intentions, a nurse behind him thoughtfully closed the door.

"Let's do a general check-up." After listening to this, the chief physician frowned and suggested.

Yunshang entered the laboratory in fear.

She paid attention to the doctor's expression throughout the whole process, but she didn't find any clues, but when the female doctor pressed a certain position on her lower back and asked her if it hurt, she was so painful that even cold sweat broke out.

"What do you say?!!!" When the results of the examination came out, Yunshang was shocked by the chief physician's words.

The chief physician pushed her glasses, waited for her to accept and calm her emotions, and then slowly said the words: "The results of the examination have come out, Miss Yun." It's kidney cancer. ”

This word, which seems to be 108,000 miles away from Yunshang, has been synonymous with "death" in everyone's cognition for many years, no matter where it is, as long as it is stained with this thing, it is death, no one needs to say it, she understands it.

"How so?" Yunshang smiled, the warmth in his eyes floated, and he held the table with his hand holding the bag and trembling, "I know that there is a kidney, and I know that I have checked...... But how can it be cancer? I don't have much pain, it's just that it hurts for a few days and it's intermittent, there are so many types of kidney disease!! Why are you so sure that you tell me it's cancer?!! ”

She was so excited that she slapped the table and stood up.

The chief physician could understand her emotional agitation, and said in a dumb voice: "Miss Yun, first of all, I can confirm the results after our three diagnoses, there is no problem, the machine has just been overhauled, if you are not sure whether you trust us, you can test a few more hospitals, this can be ...... However, there are many causes of kidney cancer, such as genetics, poor dietary habits, and external factors...... A lot, I'd like to know what is wrong with you that allows cancer cells to start growing in your kidneys? ”

The doctor's words successfully seduced Yunsheng, although she was shocked and grief, but she really wanted to know how she could be infected with cancer?

"I don't have a family ......" Yunshang sat down, holding back her tears of grief and vulnerability, and recalled that her parents and even three generations of ancestors had not had cancer, "I don't drink heavily...... The eating habits are very good, and they are never touched cold and spicy...... The schedule is also very good!! I don't have the slightest sign of kidney cancer, I'm fine everywhere, dare you say it's not your machine that checked wrong!! ”

The reason why she became fragile was nothing more than the cruelty of fate, the Achilles heel of life itself, which made her suddenly even alive a struggling luxury.

The chief doctor raised his eyebrows and said slowly: "When our female doctor examined just now, he said that you have a large wound on your back......"

Tears that trembled violently suddenly stagnated in the eyes! Yunshang held her breath, and even her breath was so faint that she couldn't feel it.

“…… Yes......" her hoarse voice trembled and spat out the words, "yes...... That was many years ago...... I was hit by an earthquake abroad, near a volcano...... I ...... when the volcanic rock smashed over me I didn't avoid ......" She deliberately omitted the fact that she had saved Huo Siran from the disaster.

"Then you must have checked it at the time, what did the doctor say?"

"......," she said, looking down with a pale, little face visibly struggling to think," she said at the time...... The scar injures the dermis and flesh and blood tissue, and it is impossible to recover...... There are also minerals on the volcanic rock that seep into the flesh when burned, and it is easy to cause lesions......" After she finished speaking, she tried to pull the corners of her mouth and laughed, and said to the doctor, "But I'm fine, it's been six or seven years, and I haven't had anything to ...... at all."

The chief doctor raised his eyebrows and paid close attention to this: "Have you ever been injured on your back again during this period?" For example, what radioactive material or the like? Miss Yun, you need to know that the high incidence of this kind of disease is 50-70 years old and most of the men are male, and the reason why you get this disease at such a young age is very strange......"

A certain word in the doctor's words suddenly hit Yunsheng's mind like thunder, her eyes widened, her face faded with blood, don't be shocked in place.

Radiation.

In Yunshang's usual life, such a word has never appeared, and the only time it appeared was not long ago. In order to take advantage of the breakdown between Huo Siran and Lin Yitong, she ran to follow Huo Siran, and rented a private jet and flew to Heihe without fear of death...... When they returned, the Heihe submarine volcano had erupted, and experts detected that the radioactivity there was far beyond the intensity of the explosion of an earthquake nuclear power plant in an island country......

The attending physician continued to speak, but found that the young and beautiful woman in front of her had frozen in place with a pale face, and her hands were subconsciously shaking in front of her eyes. "Miss Yun, Miss Yun? ……”

But her mouth was wide open, and her eyes were blank as if she had been struck by lightning.

*****

Huo Siran came out of the doctor's office, after discussing how to remove the fetus in her womb with the least damage value, his heart was complicated, he coldly pursed his thin lips and went back to the ward along the corridor, but saw a person walking out of the opposite department in a dejected manner, the figure was extremely familiar, but the expression on his face was something he had never seen before.

The hand on the doorknob was released, he put his hands in his trouser pockets, and called her lightly: "Yunshang? ”

The woman whose name was called froze, slowly raised her eyes, and slowly, her pale face and eyes were focused for a long time before she saw the tall and straight figure in front of her, standing in the corridor like a green pine, her eyebrows were slightly frowned, and there was a slight complexity in her eyes, and she suddenly remembered that everything she did was for him.

She became like this because of his ......

The thin lips trembled, trembling violently, she slowly walked towards him, like a child lost in the wilderness, and then her expression slowly became sad, extreme sadness was followed by a lot of grief, Huo Siran just wanted to ask her what happened, the woman in front of her actually cried out in front of him with a "wow", and her body fell down against him as soon as she was weak.

Huo Siran's eyebrows jumped heavily!! Subconsciously stretched out his arms to wrap up the woman who suddenly cried in his arms, which could really be called a heart-rending cry, regardless of any image, as if he had encountered a great disaster, he frowned and shouted: "Yunshang...... Yunshang! ”

What's wrong with her??